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The demonic version of "sorrows, sorrows, prayers"

Thank you all for waiting, I had a great time with my brothers but I am worn out! This chapter was a struggle because I knew what I wanted to have happen, but the words kept not wording, so I apologize if this is not up to usual standards. As always, I more than welcome helpful critiques, they will be very useful during rewrites for publishing! 

Other than that, Bel, my sweet big guy, I'm sorry for this stress. At least you have Greg on your side. 

Please don't share this anywhere else! As always, boops for pets/partners/friends/children/stuffies/etc. 

Jaysea  

Comments

Tamura Hupp

The puppy always gets a boop when a new chapter goes up 🥰 he sometimes loves it and sometimes tries to turn his head before I can get him.

Kat 💜

I haven't read it yet but YOU SAID THE G WORD!!!

Alexis Crespo

I stayed up waiting for this chapter to drop. Thank you!!! Glad you had fun with the bros lol

Basil

OMG!! I know it's not a true cliff hanger but omgggggg I can't wait for the next chapter to be out <3

Castiel

Glad you had fun!! Just one small thing I noticed - my friend is a tattoo artist and has told me that they no longer use the term "tattoo gun" - they prefer "tattoo pen" as a better term! Not major but figured I'd mention it in case it mattered to you!

Anij Walker

Why am I not surprise that Lev have the info to Lily about yielding her mortally! Poor Bel, I'm surprised that he didn't have a heart attack.

Kristiane Laucht

Wow you absolutely railroaded Bel this chapter. Poor boy. Also, tattoos on the brain much?

Ana-Elizabeth Arnao

WHOO BOY, I'M GLAD I KNOW THIS IS A PREQUEL BECAUSE THAT CHAPTER ENDING. I'm having heart palpitations from adrenaline. Gods above and below.

Kirsty Skok

I have to wait A WEEK for the next chapter??? This is the bit where I practically tear the page in my haste to get to the next bit in a book.

MaraBellJade

I’ve put off reading the last few chapters because I live just sitting back and reading this. Now I have three chapters, maybe enough for a satisfying sit down read over my morning coffee. Thank you!

Tara

Loved this!

Eldritch_Spook

Pupper has been booped as requested. Loved this chapter but first page last paragraph when you’re mentioning how the sword becomes an extension of his arm it says “but an extension not his arm”

Brandi

I knew it was coming due to the foreshadowing but jeez, poor Bel

Tara Zimmer

Ah the power of an assumption.

Jessica Hengel

Is Lev meant to be autistic coded? Because that's how I'm reading him and I absolutely love it. Also, thanks for the tattoo idea. I asked my wife what she'd think if I got Asmodeus' tattoo on me and her "no" was so flat, Indiana got jealous 🤣

Malak El Dessouki

NO NO NO NO You cant possibly expect us to wait A WEEK for the next chapter

Kristiane Laucht

Considering I'm already planning the rest of my sleeve, when the first round is still healing... Same.

pidge

oh gods, next chapter is gonna be a wild ride and I cannot wait!!

Oliver Aurora Sandane

I find you horribly mean for leaving it there, but goddamn it was an amazing chapter! Little spelling mistake on the first page, last paragraph though! "...but an extension not his arm." I believe it should be "... of his arm"

Jenn

Oh poor sweet oblivious Lev

Alexis Crespo

Why????? Why leave it there??? You can't torture Bel like that!!! Man you got me crying over here. Can't wait until next week

Thomas Forrest

I loved the way that Lev is the one who tells Lily about her giving up her mortality, and in a report no less! It’s absolutely perfect! And the amazing cliffhanger ending of chaos? Genius! It’s great to see Greg that invested and protective of Bel, having that best friend spidey sense to know exactly what Bel was feeling, and what he could do to help him. Can’t wait for more! Keep up the amazing work Jaysea!

Kaylie

THAT ENDING!! Can next weekend hurry up?? Wow. That was fabulous!

Jenna B

Oh my gosh that cliffhanger though!! Oh I just felt Bel's heart shatter. I need it to be next week already!!!

Susan

Ugh ... The ending!!! Why?? I need resolution.

Lily Stagner

BUTBUT..BUT...but..how could you leave Bel hanging like that?!? *Sidenote, I love that it was Lev.

Jenny Shaw

Oh! I love it!! Nicely done!! I can't wait to see his reaction when he finds out what Lily has done!!

Shay

Omfg poor Bel! Lev has the worst timing, man!! Can't wait for next week!

Samantha Johnson

You are KILLING ME with these cliffhangers yes we know the answer but whyyyyy? (And yes I am 💯 whining right now) as always I suck at catching errors as my eyes skip over them to absorb the story...which is fantastic. I'm gonna be counting down the days until next weekend.

Paige Danielsen

I love these chapters every time a new one is posted and it leaves one on the edge of the seat for sure lol

Emily Anderson

I know!!!! I’m dying!!!! Oh poor Bel. Gaaaaaaah!!!!! I say we put it to a vote! Next chapter please! Or at least some relief in the form of a sneak peak?!?!?

ChrisCat

I downloaded the Patreon app JUST for this story and I love it

Kori

Oh dear. I would hate to be Bel in this moment. He must be freaking out. Especially when like 99.9% of all souls he’s ever known and dealt with go there to leave the afterlife. Oh fuck Bel. Pull yourself together. Lily wouldn’t do that to you.

Ashers

I stayed up waiting on this and you left us on this?!? 🤣. Just kidding. Yet another wonderful chapter! I’ve been dying for this to finally come up (Lily’s decision to stay; finding out they can have kids). I’ll be anxiously waiting next weekends update! All critters were properly booped before I started reading. It confuses the pupper every time.

Bonnie Ehrhart

After all this mindfucked cliffhangers, you should end it with Linda lol

Alice

Not me being about to scream at the cliffhanger before remembering that I do know what happens 🤦‍♀️ but STILL. HOW RUDE

Jena

That cliffhanger is so cruel but so amazing. I’m not crying. It’s just the post-lasik tears, I swear 😭

Kim Frederick

This is the earliest I've gotten to read a chapter. What a cliffhanger!!! All cats and kids have been boop.

Kali Chamberlain

The way I want to know what Bel got tattooed now lol and how dare Lev do that to Bel like OMG! Makes me wanna shake him silly! You can't just drop news like that and walk away!

Van Brewer

Gods bless Lev for his dedication to thorough research! I have been waiting for this moment for a very long time, only to have to contain my excitement for another week 🤨 loved the inter-play in the first portion, enabling Bel to get back in the swing of things (couldn’t resist that). A nice touch in the closing, where the situation degenerated quickly into chaos, and then left Bel alone in the quiet after the storm. Great writing, as always, Bard of the Beyond. It’s going to be a really tough wait this week. There’s a repeated “the” - “the the dawn of civilization.” So what’s holding up the new tattoo? You must have some kind of idea in your mind to be this excited about it. Good on ‘ya :) Hope every one has a blessed Samhain!

Miriam Forster

LEV NOOO (also Lev yes! Solve that problem for them!) BUT ALSO NOOOOO

Elizabeth

Of all the people to let lily know about the recinding of her reincarnation of course it would be Lev, also cliffhanger not cool man not cool

Rebecca Schneller

Ok. So I love this. BUT HOW COULD YOU LEAVE IT ON SUCH A BIG CLIFFHANGER!!!

La Tricia Ransom aka OlivenBoo

Hey Jaysea, at the top of page 8, you wrote: “He held up an immaculately bound report that was a thick as a small book…” should be *as* thick as

Jen

Lev, what the heck dude! That is the worst possible way to word that! Also, I'm not sure it is your fact to share!!! (I say this out of love and enjoyment of the drama but with a pang in my heart for Bel! Why couldn't Lev just let Lily tell him 😭?)

BJ Canaway

You’ve made Lev a hero & I love that for the fussy old curmudgeon.

Seshimori

Love the chapter but also hate the cliffhanger. I kept scrolling down again to hopefully see words on page 14....they didn't appear. Seriously though, AMAZING work. Love it so much.

Kristy Ferrari

I love Lev's cluelessness. It's perfect. Great writing :)

ArtisticBookwyrm

We know they're end game... but that's a bitch of a cliffhanger! Now I'm going to read it again! 😅

Joshua Pasquale

I booped mine before reading as well and he just stared at me like what the hell Dad rolled over and went back to sleep

Peter Psareas

That was so mean to Bel, to leave it there. But a very creative way to create the cliffhanger. I was beginning to like Lev. Still do but he is the definition of clueless. And he ruined Lily’s surprise. Please don’t let Sharkie think Lily is leaving. That would break me even though I know she is staying. This is a wonderful chapter. Only cried a little. Also laughed a lot. At Lev, the soul, the broken spear but especially at Osmodai’s contribution. Well done

Emily Barteaux

I know the next chapter will be happier for Bel but my heart just shattered for him

Kat 💜

Well done!!!!! 💜

Peter Psareas

Bard of the beyond. You win todays prize of a hearty laugh and being upset for not thinking it first

BaconVader

I know what happens, but leaving Bel with a cliffhanger like that. That is brilliant, and brings those who have not watched the whole series (10 or more times) to keep reading for the amazing result. Even for those who have watched, we cannot wait to see Bel’s response and Sharkie’s response when she reveals that she is staying. Tears ready to flow. AWESOME!!!

Chef Jeff

That just is not fair, I know Halloween is right around the corner this is not a treat to leave us hanging on going into a Monday.

Thornblade

Okay Jaysea I mean this lovingly but HOW DARE YOU with that cliffhanger. Now that that's out of my system it looks like any tidbits I noticed are already addressed. I was going to ask however, I've got a rough compilation of all the chapters in one doc. Would you be okay if I got that all marketed up and sent your way here at the end? I'm by no means a professional editor or anything but I want to give back somehow. Maybe I'd catch something someone didn't?

Hannah Raye

Yea I’m gonna be counting down the minutes til the next chapter

RubyRedDemise

THIS. Like I’m just chanting here “MEAN. THAT IS MEAN. RUDE!” Like I -adore- you Jaysea but MA’AM

Amber D. Baker

*clears throat* pardon the wording but.. fuuuuuuck thats a good cliff hanger. Our poor cinnamon roll! 😭

Embeth Arreyn

Aww poor Bel! <3 I say, LIVING for this drama XD Can't wait for him to run after her because he thinks she's leaving <3 <3 Bel might not be enjoying himself but I certainly am!! Like I know he's a rational, calm adult who posesses the ability to think it through and realize she's probably up there for literally any other reason. But gods do I want this man to panic and chase her down. You get it- the DRAMA. Just a brief note, there's a typo on the first page near the bottom, when Bel is talking about the sword being an extension "of" (it currently says "not") his arm. As always, just mentioning because proofreading is a bitch >.<

Beth Reilly

Ok, this had to be the Trick part of Halloween... I mean come ON Jaysea! Give us the Treat! Poor Bel!!! The guy's gonna be having a hissy fit worrying and running!

Jeff James

All I can say is: "You can't make me wait until next week". There had better not be a delayed next chapter.

Halli Pollick

I love every word! Can I make a suggestion? When you mentioned the year/date you used "AD". I think that's outdated now? I believe the more widely accepted terms are "BCE" for "Before Common Era", and "CE" for "Common Era". Also, obligatory "HOW DARE!?!?" for all of the feels.

Jennie

First of all, this was ABSOLUTELY up to your normal standards. You are an amazing author and the world you have created is a beautiful testimony to everything I have ever believed about life after death. Thank you so much for bringing this into the world and being brave enough to share it. I absolutely love that Lev took the time to figure out how Lily could stay. He sees how she is with Bel and how the entire afterlife is better with her in it and made an effort to research (his love language). It’s very fitting that he would be the one to figure that out. Holy cannoli, Jaysea! The cliff hanger! Bel going through all the little moments with Lily. Him worrying she may not like the tattoo, but knowing she’s “it” for him. Then her being up at the reincarnation desk 😱 he must be terrified!!! I hope he doesn’t spoil the surprise she has planned for him (but I also do 😂).

Jennie

I CANNOT WAIT TO READ WHAT HIS TATTOO IS OF THOUGH!!! I think that’s the biggest cliffhanger for me 😅 also bel’s reaction to hearing about where Lily is

Siege223

How dare you end the chapter like that! Ahhhhh! I was so absorbed that I completely disassociated and then BAM! Cliffhanger. Haven't been that absorbed in a book for a while, gods. I love your writing and can't wait to read more!

Hannah Kuracina

Why do I think the tattoo is a lily, both for her name, and the memory of placing flowers on the dead Geoney. Also why must you leave a cliff hanger. So good as always

Kristy Ferrari

Just another thought. The fact that you can repeatedly pull on people's heart strings despite the fact we know how the story ends up is amazing writing

Kayla Hauglid

What an AMAZING chapter!! I think I woke my neighbors yelling so loud at the cliffhanger before I realized the time! I cannot wait until you post again!!

Peace, Love & Bubbles!

😫😭😫😭😫😭Cliffhanger! 😱😱😱😱The HORROR! 💀😱😱😱😭😭😖*** drama over... I loved it! Poor Bel!

Jordan Yeager

For that cliffhanger alone I will NOT boop my stuffie and tell him it’s all your fault!!! I know what happens and even I felt like ice water was dumped on my head if there was ever a time for lev to not be so violently himself this would be it!!!! Ahhhhhh! I’m dying on the inside

Kat Waterflame

Why do I read these before trying to sleep?! My emotions are keeping me awake!!!! Once again, an amazing chapter. Can't wait for the next!

Annika Corbijn

Noooooo! Cliffhanger. How very dare you!?!? 🤪

Vic Hill

Oh Gods. I know Lev wanted to be helpful but fuck! That cliffhanger was *not* necessary! I cannot wait for the next chapter. However, something tells me it will leave me in a puddle of feelings

melkay31

Poor Bel. And it was absolutely up to standard. I wanted a treat for Halloween, not a trick lol. Can't wait for next week's update. 💚💚💚

Scarlett

Omg love this chapter! You did such a great job with it. The joy with lily finding out that she can have children? My gods. And the cliffhanger? On the edge of my seat until next time! Hope all is well for you! Glad you had fun with your brothers!!

Harley Baker

I honestly had never even heard of using BCE/CE in place of BC/AD until your comment, to the point I had to look it up, and from what I can find it doesn't look like it was being widely used in the states until 2017 - which means anyone not in school anymore possibly wouldn't even have been exposed to the use of BCE/CE instead of BC/AD - though I will say, thank you for this cause I even had no clue

Kimberly Sara

I love lev but also right now I hate him.

Halli Pollick

Really? I graduated before 2017, and I'm not sure how I found out about it but I remember using it sophomore year on and have been ever since. It's not really that big a deal, in the long run, but it was a thought. In the end, I guess using BC and AD would sort of make since with the whole Hell/Jesus thing. I just figured it didn't hurt to make the suggestion.

Natalie Hollick

This chapter is so good but the cliffhanger..!!! Argh! Can’t wait for the next instalment!

Caderyn Siannodel

You ma’am are a cruel and unusual author. I know that it all turns out well but why did you do that to Bel and end on a cliffhanger.

Kiana

RUDE! 😂 Love that there's more Greg and Azzy! Especially protective Greg being there for Bel. ❤️ Is it next weekend yet??

Sarah Jorgenson

YOU DIDN'T!!!! NOOOOO BEL!!! oh no Bel!!! It'll be okay!!! I like Lev but that cliff hanger!!! Greg's gonna kill him!!

Chas

And now we have to wait a WEEK?! I mean, clearly I watch the dailies so I know the happiness later on BUT I am somewhat obsessed with the specifics now! OhMyGoodness!!

Audrey

This is going to be an EXTREMELY LONG week ! I don’t think I’ve ever been that excited about an upcoming chapter ! 😍 Also Greg is my absolute favorite ! Love that dude !

Amy Camila

Why the cliffhanger. Damn. I know everything will be solved but still I can’t continue.

Metalupis

I know it will turn out all right but this cliffhanger is going to kill me until next week. Can't wait for when Bel realizes that Lily has a heartbeat again.

Rachel Davis

Lovely....thank you for the cliffhanger, now i'll be worried about Bel all week

Daniel Mann

Damn Lev and his attempts at kindness!!

Sage

GREGORITH! YOU BETTER CATCH LEV AND HAVE HIM CLARIFY! Oh my god Bel nooo, the stress!

Anna Warren

😭 poor Bel going through that heart reaching pain

Ariel Rhodes

After the latest episode of Hells Belles and reading Greg snort, I laughed so hard! Such good writing, but damn that cliffhanger!

AD

I continue to be awed by this series. TYSM for pouring your heart out like this and letting us read this!

Ashers

The last line just being “Hello Linda”. That’s honestly hilarious.

Bailey

This is against the Geneva Convention. This is cruel and unusual punishment ma’am. This is going to be the longest week!!!!

JustSurvibing

LEV! MY SWEET SUMMER CHILD! CONTEXT! CONTEXT CLUES! ARE NEEDED FOR MORE THAN JUST REPORTS!

Amy Harris

Thank you for making a cliffhanger only for Bel (and friends) . I’m excited for him to learn about her option to give up reincarnation and have his babies

Anjuli

I know how it ends but OMG, Bel. That is a rough cliffhanger. Glad that just ends a chapter and not a book!

Tzwaenia.fox

Lev, oh Lev you better explain it really fast. Oh poor Bel, love Gregs reactions. The cliffhanger, Jaysea, is evil, I mean we no it will all be good but this is going to be a long week.

Amanda Carr

No!!!!!!!! Oh man I need the next chapter like yesterday 😂 poor Bel. Also I need to know what exactly his tattoo is of! Great job as always. One little note. Where you are talking about them practice sparring you say it was an extension NOT his arm and I think you may have meant it was an extension OF his arm.

Tiffany Zimmerman

I love it but you can't leave Bel in that state! 😭

Aspen Byrd

Jaysea this is amazing as always! You worry we will hate it cuz it's "not up to par" or whatever, but then you leave me in awe. And currently, in anxiety cuz holy shit I need the next chapter please! Thank you so much for allowing us to be here for this journey to the prequel. Much love!

Aroha Charles

I love it but the clif hanger ahhh need the next chapter asap otherwise great job as always can't wait for the next chapter

Judy Sullivan

Oh Lev....The social ineptitude is going to be your undoing...My goodness! I love Lily getting Bel back into the swing of things. Sneaky and perfect! A couple small edits: page 1: fairly quickly, and was always good about implementing page 1: but an extension of his arm

G

That cliff hanger is evil! I know how it ends but it’s still evil to poor Bel! But I love the trust that is implied between Greg and Lily. Greg is so protective over Bel but he knows Lily makes him happy. And Greg has gotten to know Lily. Greg knows Lily wouldn’t just leave, not like this. I love that he chases after Lev because Greg has grown to trust that Lily wouldn’t hurt Bel in such a sudden way

Belinda Millar

No!!! You can’t just leave it there! How does he find out?! Poor Bel

Bri Walker

All I have to say to that cliffhanger is OW

_jackieeeee

The cliff hanger has me STRESSED - even if I know the outcome. Another great chapter, Jaysea

Andrew Parrish

I hope this week goes by quickly. Cliffhangers… will be my undoing

Lily Stagner

Is this the explanation for why we never really see/hear from Lev in Hells Belles? Because he'll be recovering from this for the next century at the very least?

Lily Stagner

Now I'm almost genuinely worried for Lev (and a tad suspicious that the reason we don't really see/hear much of him in Hells Belles...he'll still be recovering from the inclement asskicking Greg is about to unleash on him for the next century) That said, I KNOW that Bel knows and trusts Lily too much for him to genuinely entertain the thought that she'd abandon him. Trauma can be a hell of a drug (pun intended) and can make even the best of us believe utterly irrational things when triggered. But their entire relationship is, and has always been built out of communication and trust. So I know that Bel will know better pretty immediately. Not to mention, Lily wouldn't go through with such a big step that will change both of their existences forever without discussing it with Bel, no matter how sure she is of her decision. I mean, I expect she'd go through with it for her own self anyway, but she's not going to leave him out of the process. THAT DOESN'T MAKE ANY OF THIS CLIFFHANGER ANY EASIER TO HANDLE!!!

La Yuca Mala

Idk why the thought of Bel blaming Lev's report on Lily wanting to leave cracks me up 🤣🤣

Bianca Nicole

I know Bel knows Lilly wouldn't just leave, and his abandonment issues are getting the best of him. He should have at least rationalized that she would never do that to sharkie. Just up and leave no warning. Also I second the concern for Lev and his safety. You have Greg in protective mode.... And Lev might not get to the point fast enough to avoid injuries. Also what are the odds Lilly finishes applying and gets to Bels office before Lev has explained the full situation.

Angharad k

Nooooooo !! That was amazing but omg I need the other chapter 😭 YOU are amazing 👏 ❤️

Christina San

That cliffhanger... I want to ring Lev's neck for leaving it like that.

Ben Preheim

page 1 "extension of his arm" instead of "extension not his arm" 'spear' and 'cut down' threw me for a loop before I realized the spear itself was shortened, rather than someone getting stabbed. ------------ Okay, so I'm a little confused on the order of events with Lily's arc here. She'd already made her decision, and in Page 6, the narration says it would be as easy as a trip to the Reincarnation Office, but how would she know that? I thought that was a central conflict of the story. The revelation from Lev on Page 9 is more of what I was expecting, but she was already planning on going to the Reincarnation office before she knew Deification was a possibility? That seems reversed to me, or at least there should have been more space between those, like she'd already been to the office once before and been turned away and that's why she's sad and processing her resolve to stay anyway, fuck what the office said, or maybe she goes, gets turned away, and *that* is when she finds Lev and immediately turns back armed with new knowledge. Ooof...oh Bel. I know everything's okay, but oh, oh Bel. damn. (reorienting the sequencing so we don't know why Lily was sad or why she went would be DEVASTATING).

Kaylee Schattke

Omg the cliffhanger also come on lev don’t ruin lily’s surprise!!!

Alisha Hobgood

I hate how you left it because it’s a great cliff hanger and I don’t like that.😂 in all honestly what a great chapter to push the couple forward to something more as well as allowing the growth from the war continue on.

Jade

How dare you? Now I have to wait a whole week before sweet baby Bel finds out? Rude

Luturu

I litteraly screamed at my screen on that cliffhanger and lev the poor clueless sod

Jayde Gammie

That is one of the best cliffhangers ever. The anticipation to meet the rest of the team is strong. If this is substandard. I would hate for you to read anything of mine 🤣😅

mia

THE CLIFFHANGER??? that’s just meannn

Claire McKenna

I was about to be furious with Lev for ruining what would be a lovely surprise but this is somehow worse 😭 bravo on that chapter I cannot wait for the next one 👏👏👏

Johanna

I just screamed “motherfucker” when I got to that cliffhanger 😭😭 This is gonna be a long week waiting for the next update 😢 Absolutely loved it. Poor Lev is in for it when they find out the truth 😂

Rebekah Neal

Lev seriously. I could smack you

Jenn Perry

I am surprised you couldn't hear me screaming "No" from where you are. Seriously? Did you have to end it there? lol. I am just messing with you. Cliffhangers are the worst. Even though we all know where things go, it sucks not knowing how all of that went down. You are doing such a good job on the prequel. I am very proud of you Jaysea.

Regina Winter

Nooooo, poor Bel. 😭 They'll be fine, they'll be fine, they'll be fine!!! I've seen the TikTok.

DndGoblin

Evil. I know it'll work out ok, but evil author

Shawnee904

Lev get your ass back in Bel's office right now!!!

Sean

Unpopular opinion but I kinda love Lev. His socially inept, but so well meaning. Heart of gold but can’t read a signal if it were in flashing neon. He’s my new favorite character. His and Lil’s interaction was so pure. He also needs to get beaten with a stick for the assumption that his friends knew about giving up the reincarnations

Peter Psareas

Lily was going to have a note in her file saying she did not want to be reincarnated. Then Lev’s report said she could stay And have children with Bel. There is no inconsistency Lily is getting more and better info

Amanda Cormier

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!! *deep breath* Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Sean

It’s just…bless his socially inept but well meaning little heart

Sam

Please. Bless us with a 2nd day chapter. I beg of you.

Lalakay

Poor Bel! This dude is having a really bad couple of months - but the Sun is on the horizon. 🌅 Thank you for your storytelling - what an amazing tale you are crafting! I loved "chucklefucks" Also "please no" is comedic GOLD.

Michele Williams

Poor Bel is going to end up with a heart attack at this rate. Is the reason Lev never shows up in the series the fact that Bel strangled him for making him think Lily was leaving?

Aj Holder

The cliffhanger! UGHH! I literally read the last word and scrolled and said you can’t leave it at that!

Anna c

Oh my gooooooosssshhhh that cliffhanger!!! Ugggh 😂😂😂😭

Eleanor Hindley

Gotta say, the end of this chapter was so well written that even though I know she's not reincarnating I cried for Bel and how he felt in that moment.

Pika Vino

My cat is laying on half of my phone but i'll still attempt to read it

Pika Vino

also boops for her obviously

Kyllisha

Fxxx lev!! Im with greg

Peter Psareas

I think when Bel finds out he will hug Lev. Then punch him. Greg , on the other hand may rub his face is Osmodai’s dirty diaper

Riley Hovell

Good gods Jaysea I love your work but holy shit that chapter ending owwww

Niki

I feel so bad for Bel at the end of this chapter.

Araceli Garcia

Lev. I love ya, but my dude, context clues are important like how everyone in these comments said. Oí vey! I wouldn’t be surprised if Lev gets his butt whooped. Hang in there Bel. I apologize for the stress your under and Lev not really knowing how to phrase things and how he handles things. This is gonna be a long week. Wonderful job Jaysea. Love all the chapters you’ve written and the series on TikTok. Keep up the great work!

Jo N

Ugh.... I just joined the patreon, and read all 41 chapters today, it's an amazing read... but dang it this is why I usually only read complete stories lol. Lily is do happy right now, but poor Bel is gonna smack Lev, then he'll be stupidly happy.

Cityofillustrations

Lev's card had me cracking up, it gave me the same vibes as that "thoughts and prayers" meme i keep seeing crop up 😅

Andrea Dumais

I absolutely NEED the next chapter. Like take your time I respect you and your life but at the same time I can’t wait for Bels reaction to the truth!!!!

Tyler Davie

This is unacceptable. I demand the next chapter (as soon as you are reasonably able to write it). Also, the mention of Greg's fear of needles has reminded me that the episode with the three of them helicoptering is basically the D Club (-Arin Hansen, Game Grumps), Demonic Branch.

Kat Brown aka MamaKat

Squeeeeee! I’m living only for the next chapter. This is now my life’s blood.

Callahan Noelle Davenport

Aaaaaahhhh I need to know what happens next (within whatever is a reasonable amount of time where you also get rest!)

Ash hart

I keep looking at Patreon multiple times a day to wait for an update that I know is coming this weekend! Ugh! It’s so hard! You are such an amazing writer!

Donna Baird

I’ve re read this story twice now, except for a few grammatical errors, it’s amazing! Smutty, yes, but the universal story of love and acceptance carries the book! Exceptional work!

Docteur Roux

It's amazing but the end of this chapter is mean ! 😂

Pam

This was probably the meanest cliff hanger. We know what ultimately happens but damn! Not even a cliff hanger warning… I kept trying to scroll down the page hoping there would be more. I swear I’m addicted to this story! Now I’m going to be checking everyday for the next one.

Jackson Simeone

Are you serious?!? Gahhh!! You can’t leave our man Bel hanging like that!!

Laney Macdonald

The worst cliffhanger ever!!! I started this story at like midnight last night on ao3 and have been hooked on it!!! And then I find out there are like 4 more chapters here! I read them in like 15-20 mins!!! I’m in love!!!

Peter Psareas

Have I mentioned how much I love Greg. Oh and I don’t want to be Lev when Greg catches him. Also what about Bel’s door

Ash hart

Me refreshing Patreon every 5 minutes for the next chapter like: 👁️👄👁️

Maryann

Oh my heart is aching for Bel! I want to crawl into the pages and tell him it’s ok.

Kat

So good! I can’t wait for the tattoo reveal. Also I love Lev and all his awkward I hope he makes an appearance on the series and it’s a yearly review of the Help Desk!!!!

Kayla Cox

Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Felicity Shields

Lev is a moment spoiling clueless bumbling halfwit that I want to smack with a wet fish. Perhaps a void salmon 😡😡😡😡

TaraLoua

I was giggling over the card and Lev’s attempt and I ended up wanting to run after him with Greg to smack him upside his head and then go tell on Lev to his sister. *sigh* Poor Bel. Poor Lily for having a special announcement/moment ruined. 💔

Monica

Now this is a misunderstanding trope I can get behind

Michael Feeney

“Sympathy’s, Condolences and apologies” I may have to borrow thing one and add it to my collection of generic niceties…