I'm sorry, shit's bad (Patreon)

Wanted to do that Q&A show sometime last weekend, at least produce something to excuse my furthurrr consumption of resources,

but at a point on Friday night that I will never be able to ascertain, I took two medications (not for fun or anything, as directed), & they set off a 12-hour schizophrenic break, and to the extent that there's a typology of schizophrenic breaks, this was the kind I live in fear of getting trapped inside forever, I mean I do not know who I was or what I was doing or what anything meant or what meaning was, I would try to type something and complete psychotic nonsense would start dripping from the ends of my fingers, I was just erased from reality

I feel shitty that everything keeps getting held back over & goddamn over, here and elsewhere, but it's been a cursed fucking 4 or 5 weeks

I hope I can do the Q&A Thursday and, as ever, more importantly, Rulin and Amjad and Sammar

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