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Anastasiya Mihaylova

Honestly, for the past few weeks, I’ve had this feeling that my head is completely empty.

Not in a good way or a bad way - it’s just... empty.))) No thoughts I particularly want to share, not even any interesting reflections or questions floating around in my little head.

Everything is quiet and calm, with occasional waves of missing home, fear of the unknown future, and the realization that this emigration is actually final. But even those feelings seem to come in waves, and in between - silence.

And interestingly enough, it’s exactly during these quiet days that the desire to create starts crawling out of me again. And that’s wonderful.

I finally started working on the layout of my first photo book. Finally is an important word here because, excuse me, it took me almost two years just to sit down and actually start making it.)))

Two years of carrying this idea around in my head, thinking about it, postponing it, thinking about it again - and now I’ve finally opened the program and I’m actually doing it.

So while there aren’t any big thoughts in my head right now, something else is slowly appearing instead.

The desire to create 📷❤️

P.S. For the first time in my life, I held little frogs in my hands - and it wasn’t gross or scary at all. It was actually incredibly cute and even kind of pleasant.))) 🐸