Selfportraits (Patreon)

 😡 ... i'm so angry. I haven't felt such anger inside for a long time. And all because I still can't edit the video I made back in August. Today I seemed to feel inspired, I made a storyboard from my footage - and I seemed to like everything. As a result, I look at the final assembly and realize that the day is simply going nowhere. The video I edited sucks. It's the third time I've editing it, and the third time it sucks. I like the shots separately from each other so much, but everything together just doesn't stick.

 - I am going to get a beer. Otherwise, I will delete all materials or break the laptop.

and fuck it - I'll upload the video to my Telegram channel, as it is.... I can't do anything better than that.

P.S. By the way, during this shooting, a dragonfly flew to me and sat on my butt and then on my hand) 😊