Shooting with (Patreon)

Today I woke up at 5 o'clock in the morning, I don't know why ... I tried to fall asleep, but I lay there for another 2 hours without continuing my sleep. And then I realized - that 2 years ago at exectly in this  time I woke up from the ringing of my parents' phone. It has been exactly 2 years since Russia's full-scale invasion of Ukraine has been going on. It's still painful, it's still worrying, but it's getting used to it.

The only thing I can't get used to is that I haven't learned to relax under these conditions. In Ukraine, I am stressed because of the war and shelling, in Europe I am stressed because there is no place where I can feel at home.

I feel tired and I don't know how to finally get rid of it. (sometimes there are days, weeks when I feel full of strength and energy, but this is so rare.)

By the way, these are shots from the August shoot with Alfonso. He is the first photographer I met in Barcelona and he is the first photographer with whom I felt complete trust in art - I can agree to any idea he proposes, because I can see and feel his artistic inner being. So it happened that he became my friend and the person for whom I want to return to Barcelona.