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Lucifer 4x8 ~ ''Super Bad Boyfriend'' ~ Extended Reaction.mp4

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Celia Fox

Now you know what we have been hinting at that season 4 is an EMOTIONAL rollercoaster. I don't think there is a single episode where I haven't felt either tearful, scared for one or more characters, heart broken or emotionally drained at something in every episode. I loved your detailed and thoughtful reactions and understand how you now feel. In this episode as you described there was so much content and so many issues for all the characters to work through. Caleb's death was so very very sad and the scene in the morgue, where Amenadiel put his necklace around his neck...oh and that music and lyrics so evocative...heartbreaking. The first time I watched I felt my eyes become tearful and then in Linda's therapy room, seeing Luci face his feelings and saying that he couldn't close out the cacophony of voices he hears in his ears telling him he is evil and he feels like he is drowning...and then to hear him cry out 'Why do I hate myself so much' -this finally broke me into pieces. Four seasons have led to this and you expressed it so well in your reaction. It's like a throwback to season one- do you recall, just before Chloe found the dead preacher in LUX and raised her gun to him to arrest him, he was trying to explain (although of course she thought it was all metaphors then) what he feels about who he is and what he feels about being perceived as evil by humanity and being blamed so all the ills of the world? He has tried so hard, so very hard not to be the devil that humanity 'thinks' he is and we know he isn't. Oh my heart...hurts all over again. Hang on now for the last two episodes to see if you get your answers... I will follow, with or without more tears! Thank you Aishwarya for your reactions and for sharing this emotional journey with us.