minotaur amidst construction (Patreon)

3.2 today.
unllike last time, i can't say i enjoyed it as much.
the part i'm on is something of a choice labyrinth. i was feeling kind of demotivated coming up to it, but i went in with the goal today of "i'm just going to get through it so i dont have to have it hanging over me."
and, well, i got most of the way done, but i didnt actually finish. and i think if i try to finsih it now i'll do a poor job.
so , it shall hang over me some more yet.
it will take an act of willpower to push through to the end of it.
i did at least sit down writing today expecting to just do this and just do the two hour minimum, and did double that instead.
so hopefully tomorrow is what it takes to finish it.

yesterday ended up being the break day.
we did more basement things.
found mold down there.
it should be fine, we're disinfecting it...
but i ended up down for the evening with a killer headache.
not sure if it's the mold... or stress.
but i feel like i might need another break once i get out of the labyrinth anyway...

c: really think she's just overstressing about the mold.
i'm meanwhile still stalled on editing. mood tanked a few days ago (or i had a "mental health incident", whatever you want to call it) and i'm working on getting it back.
my take on these things is that if you know you're gonna work like shit, you shouldn't. whether you think of it in terms of health/quality/efficiency, it's better to take the time to get back up to speed rather than force through bullshit.
doesn't mean that doing nothing feels any better, though.