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Nikki dives deep into the depths of her subconscious... but what she finds might just be too much to handle.

Okay! Episode 36 has a whopping 20 new panels. We're taking a deep dive into Nikki's past, her fears, and her internal struggles. It's a smorgasbord of emotional turmoil! 😉

As always, I'm super excited to hear your thoughts! 

P.S. I particularly love the last panel and the pinup! 💖

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Alyson Greaves

Oh my god oh my god. I'm reading in bed so I have to keep my reactions short but, Jill, the banker from Portland? Ahahaha. Nikki needs somehow to psychically communicate that vision to her. No, better yet, to Holly. And Sandy! Yes! Hi! Sandy plus funbags, confirmed 💕

Zoe Storm

YES PLEASE NIKKI FUCKING LISTEN TO WHAT YOUR BRAIN IS TELLING YOU. Being a woman doesn't mean you have to be weak. You're bloody ripped, girl, lean into it.

Emory Ahlberg

💖💖💖 LOL - Yes! Nikki doesn't actually know Jill's backstory, so her Nikki brain made one up.

Emory Ahlberg

💖💖💖 See, Nikki's brain isn't so bad - she just doesn't use it too often. 🤣 She's more of a feeler than a thinker.

Alyson Greaves

Nikki just assigning pasts to everyone. Holly, the son of a sailor whose boat crashed into Second Dawn. Davis, a mild-mannered car repair guy whose personality completely flipped when a Ford truck fell on his head. Mr Xu was just passing through when the previous billionaire died in front of him and croaked, “You must... continue... the work...!”

sketchyqueen

I love how her brain’s manifestation of her femininity is just Jill lol! I wonder how Jill would feel knowing that she’s Nikki’s version of pique femininity? Anyways, love the chap emory! you crush it like always!! Super glad to see Sandy too!! The still of her on the plane looks fantastic! beautiful shading and image structure! it was like it came right out of a movie! can’t wait to see how she’s doing and christ i hope nikki ends up back at her mom’s soon!

Emory Ahlberg

LMAO - Security Guy Mike, the lost prince of a forgotten royal dynasty! (listen, there’s no Netflix on the island so you gotta find some way to pass the time!)

Alyson Greaves

“She’s more of a feeler than a thinker.” Her first college girlfriend is going to be so pleased

Alyson Greaves

I also have to give it up for the way final-panel Sandy LOOKS WOW

Ella Cherry

It’s fun that Jill is kind of assuming a similar role both in “real life” and in Nikki’s dream!

Alyson Greaves

I love Nikki’s dream body being directly connected to her anxieties about her self-hood, regressing to her worst time, when she was at her softest (her interpretation) and in the least control (dream-Jill’s interpretation). Also, I imagine dream-Nikki aiming a kick at Holly on her way back to Texas.

Estacia

Nikki you need to move back in with your mother. Take the wheel of destiny into your own hands and be the best girl you can be. Also dream cheerleader Nikki is beautiful!

TheVampire

I have always pictured Nikki back on the Football field... but as a cheerleader of course! Gosh I love the idea of her joining the cheer team to support her boyfriend xD

jam

Wow Emory!!! You are amazing, those imaginary dialogues and those images (I wish I was in the middle of those two beauties on page 5 😈) thank you!!! 🥰🥰😘😘

Wes Adams

I can also see Nikki going from QB on the football field to center halfback on the football (soccer) pitch. Once a competitive athlete, always a competitive athlete.

ckarya

I liked and very much agree with Nick/Nikki's inner dialogue, from his subconscious. What their dialogue is coming to say is that there is nothing wrong with being a kinder, gentler, more sensitive and caring person like he was before his forced feminization and putting himself in "his father's hands", and that having such attributes does not make you a weak person, on the contrary, that being confident in who you are yourself and loving yourself for who you are and taking control of your life without depending on the approval of others is what truly makes you strong...regardless of the wrapper you "inhabit". I think this dialogue is a very significant breakthrough for Nikki. I think she has realized that she was fighting the wrong battle, one that she has lost (her feminization), but that there are other, more important battles to fight (taking control of her life), with which she will succeed in winning the War. Sandy... wow! until page 21 of episode 36 of Halfsister season 2, she physically (I mean mainly her face), was not one of my favorites, from that milestone, she enters directly in my top 3, what a beauty! 😍

Wojtek

What an end of the episode, Nikki wakes up from a nightmare losing her feminine voice and realizes that she misses Sandy, I would miss such beauty too (looking at beautiful pinups). Email still written as Nick then maybe he misses Scott/Sandy?

Gemma

Far out! I was so busy looking at Chapter 35 over and over again that I did not realise that you had released Chapter 36. My mind is still reeling, wow! You have done it again! The images you have created, the subtle and clever way they slowly develop snd shift and Nikki becomes more feminine and pretty as her dreams continues is so creative, movie like amazing. I also enjoy, love and still find it amusing the way you show Nikki’s ongoing defiance and denial of the obvious. The way she still refers to and perceives her breasts as being ‘flabby’ rather than conceding and acknowledging them for what they are, an attribute and feature that so clearly defines her current female status. I also love your the way you undertook the seque to reintroduce Sandy and a focus her ongoing story. Thanks Emory. I’m sure I will be continue to unpack and further look at these images and the themes of this chapter, such psychological depth, and with all of the planting of subtle seeds change being put in place. I will look forward over the next few days to revisiting your wonderful work. 🙏

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, Nina! LOL - Jill is definitely a manifestation of Nikki's innate femininity. Or, more precisely, her version of POWERFUL and PROTECTIVE femininity. After all, Jill saved her twice. First from Davis, then from her punishment. I imagine Jill would be flattered... and / or weirded out! 😉 I'm really looking forward to showing more of Sandy! Thank you for commenting on the image. I was going for a very cinematic feel and was pretty proud of it! 💖

Emory Ahlberg

Poor Jill can't escape "feminization mommy" role no matter where she is, it would seem. 😉

Maggie Heels

Oh... "WE?" on page 13❣️I love it... and OMG... that little egg in Nikki's brain will start to crack soon I think 😅... more such dreams please 😍 AND OMFG This is not how I remembered Sandy... 🫠🫠🫠❣️❣️❣️That girl is ALIVEEEEEEEE... 🥹💞💞💞

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, Estacia!!! Nikki moving back in with her Mom is definitely a good suggestion -- though I think she has a bit more soul-searching to do before she’s ready to do that... At the moment it would feel like a failure. And YES... It was so fun to create cheerleader Nikki. She IS beautiful. And who knows what version of Nikki we'll see in the future? 😊

Emory Ahlberg

Hey Maggie! Yes, that "we" was quite a moment, wasn't it? 🤭 And I think you're right, Nikki's got some soul-searching ahead of her, courtesy of her subconscious. As for the dreams, well... be careful what you wish for! 😅 And YES, Sandy is indeed looking GOOD. I guess being rich agrees with her lol 💖💖💖

Emory Ahlberg

LOL - well, I can't promise Nikki would see eye-to-eye with you on this one, but then again, Nikki is full of surprises! 💖 And you're absolutely right, Wes... Nikki's competitive spirit will never die.

Emory Ahlberg

LOL, don't we all, Jam? Always happy to provide a little eye-candy for my readers! 😉 I'm so, so glad you're enjoying the series, and trust me, there's plenty more where that came from!

Emory Ahlberg

You hit the nail on the head (as usual) ckarya! Nick/Nikki's journey is absolutely about realizing that strength comes from within and isn't determined by our outward appearance or societal expectations. It's a revelation that is far from easy to accept, especially for someone in Nick's situation. But I'm hopeful that this dream/nightmare experience is a significant turning point for Nikki's self-discovery and acceptance. As for Sandy... your words made me giggle! I'm glad to hear she's finally won you over. We all have our favorites, but it's always gratifying when a character grows on you in unexpected ways. Be prepared, Sandy just might climb even higher in your personal ranking! 😉 PS: I'm wondering who is currently holding the other two spots in your top 3? 😉

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, wojtek!!! I love your keen eye and thoughtful reflections. When Nikki first wakes up she's stuck in her feminine voice for a moment and immediately writes to Scott, seeking out someone who can relate to his struggles...but she's definitely nervous and anxious for her friend! Her emotions are becoming more active for sure.

Emory Ahlberg

Gemma, always a pleasure to read your thoughts! It's like you've got a direct line into Nikki's mind - denial is certainly her modus operandi right now. But as you already know, the subconscious works in mysterious ways, and Nikki's dreams are trying to tell her something. Whether she wants to listen or not is a whole other story! 💖💖💖

Gemma

Just wanted to let you know I love the elegance and beauty of Nikki captured in the black and white image of her in your pin up images

ckarya

1. Nikki. 2. Chris. 3. Sandy. This is my top3 of feminized 'girls', I don't count birth girls.😉

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you so much, Gemma! 💖I really like that image, too... Looks like something from a beauty magazine to me. 😊

Lampy

I just love the transformation of not just the outside, but the inside too. How it all comes together from tough boy railing in anger 'I'll never be a girl!' because he's SO sure. To months later changing at a subconscious level. Freudian anxieties developing, not always easily into that basic truth. That he's a girl. More and more everyday! A boyfriend getting closer in the timeline... there's no shame in that. A cheerleader starting to get a crush on one of the players. I love the anxiety of that, shown through this dream.

Juliet Taylor Briar

XD OMGGGG SOMEONE PLEASE JUST BUY THIS GIRL A FLAT CAGE OR THE NUB CAGES THAT THING IS SO OVERSIZED AND CLUNKY XD 😂🤣 And the look of a flat cage is way cuter imo

Emory Ahlberg

LOL - Yes, she needs a smaller one now... much to her chagrin!!!

Emory Ahlberg

Slowly but surely, Nikki is beginning to realize that - whether she's a guy or a girl - she still needs to figure out who she REALLY is on the inside without anybody else's expectations.

Thomas Tolliver

Nikki in a cheerleader outfit is everything I wanted. I know her fate isn't to go the girly route I want to see her take, so this was a nice, fun little side journey to take. Though seeing Jill made me do a double take.

Emory Ahlberg

Thank you, Thomas! Yeah, Nikki's girly side will develop slowly... But there are other uniforms you might end up seeing her wearing instead! Oh, and it was really fun to bring Jill into the story as Nikki's 'subconscious.' That shows that Nikki is actually smarter than she acts sometimes! 🤣

Jessica Thence

I really enjoyed this one and it made me think a bit too. Slides 4 and 5 slapped. You can be a little sissy and still be strong. And you can be a big strong man and be a weakling. You see it now more than ever. But it was cool how you laid it out.