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My local florist finally opened up for the season. I wanted to share these flowers sooner, but I've been stressed lately. One thing happened after another. First a major family emergency, then another, followed by small business complications, and now some personal stuff. Taxes hurt a lot when you're self-employed and just starting out T-T I'm feeling a bit better now though, but I'm thinking that maybe I should start the beginning of SWFTD over. Not the entire story of course! Just Ellie and Grave's initial getting to know each other / early dating phase. I have the whole script written out and I want to see it through. There are a lot of concepts I've never seen on webtoons or in manga / anime, so it might be worth taking the risks.

I chipped away at the beginning of SWFTD while I was working full time 2020 / last year, so the pace was super-fast to compensate for the lack of time. I was eager to move forward to get to the riskier parts of my script because I wanted to see how people would react. I was afraid that if I invested a bunch of time into a slow burn, and then got to a part that really turns people off, I might lose more readers vs powering through a rough draft and yeeting the parts that don't work when there's less investment from everyone. It's my fault that people are confused and can't sympathize with Grave, so I'm thinking I should take it slow in the beginning and just see what happens.

When we eventually get to the risky parts, I can make adjustments based on feedback, and then keep pushing forward until we get to the end. Once I know which parts work and which parts don't, I can revamp it with far better art and writing. I've already improved a lot, and there are still techniques and tools I've yet to master, so I don't mind redoing things. I'm considering trying out the manga page format to give me the option of making physical copies of SWFTD. I would be able to offer more if I have both manga and scroll format to work with.

These are just my musings, so nothing is set in stone. Let me know what you think ^-^ btw, the other pics are of my trinkets and plants I've collected over the years. A few of the catnip seedlings survived!! 🌱

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TinyNomz

Those flowers are stunning! And the shrooms are so cute! I love the plants so much! I am looking forward to what you do with the comic. I absolutely love the story, and how its been a slow blooming of emotion over time. Id love to see that drawn out if you have the time and energy, but not at the expense of your health. Take good care of yourself first, ok? Taxes are stressful and from what you've said, the last couple months have been hard for you. Im sending good vibes so you can have a better time. 🥰

Faith Slocumb

The mushroom in the bottle is so cute

1991poe

Grabs my confidence stick and drags it across the floor, looking around for the author. "Come out, come out author. I have something that'll really help you!" But seriously author, you're doing just fine. I think many of us wouldn't mind you starting over and fleshing things out. That said, you need to be more confident about how you've done up to this point. You're never going to please everyone and it's YOUR story. How it's told is up to you and no one else. But you need to have confidence in how you're telling it, whether you think you've made a mistake or not. You've done great work up till now, keep it up. P.S. I'm totally convinced that Ellie is a stand-in for the author with the plants and personality.

ajoji_comic

Thanks for always being a positive force of energy ^^ people tend to forget that artists aren't machines, so it's nice to get these comments cheering us on.

ajoji_comic

Mushroom terrariums are indeed so cute T-T

ajoji_comic

Thank you ^^ the only reason why I'm concerned over backlash is because of how people reacted to things like Grave gifting Ellie a gun. I knew it was risky, but I didn't think people would spin it into a political / social statement and fight over it. It sucked to lose hundreds of patrons over something I thought was a kind and caring gesture. So that's why I don't trust my perception 100%. I like stories that are a bit more serious and have darker / heavier content, but audiences, especially the romance webtoon audience, aren't as receptive to that. I want to keep drawing as a career but taking too many risks this early on could be detrimental in the long run. That's why it's important for me to be cautious and ask what audiences are looking for so I don't go too far off the rails ^^;;

Natasa

You make things so cute and pretty!! This takes a lot of strenght to do (from in inside) Good work and good for you. Life has its up and downs and i hope things get fixed soon enough. Looking forward to your ideas and your story to unfold 🥰🥰🥰

ajoji_comic

Thanks Natasa, you're always a sweetheart!! ❤️❤️❤️

Lady LaVey

Um ride or die over here.. Okay first, those mushroom cloches are freaking adorable! I have to ask if those were hand made by you? And second if manga like Killiing Stalking and Berserk can find a fantastic faithful audiences you can too. I mean I get they are heavy on the dark shit, but there is an audience there for dark romance. And I'm sorry people can't pull their heads out of their butts and enjoy some fiction. Like come on now your grown. But thats on them, they are the ones missing out. Better is just around the corner! I've always said and will always say, your work is incredible, you have an amazing ability to capture the eye with the way you draw. And even in those early panels, when everything was dog piling and you were working full time, you still showed how much passion you have for your story. I am looking forward to absolutely everything you do. Third. Not gonna lie, I had a little giggle thinking if this was a book you could add in all that sexy sexy man... stuff☺🍆😂

ajoji_comic

Thank you, mlady!! 🥰🥰🥰 I did not create those beautiful mushroom cloches. They were made by a Polish artist named Kamila Styba. And that's true, but those audiences are different from the romance webtoon audience. KS is mostly fujoshi, while Berserk is mostly read by guys. I get what you're saying though! I hope I can find my place someday😌 And I can absolutely include all the man stuff 🍆!! I've seen other indie artists do it, why can't I?? I guess I'll just have to find a printer that will print it, and I think since there is a market for it in Eastern Asia, it's not impossible to find one hehe

Lady LaVey

I getcha, "lady" romance is a weird thing, I've seen some crazy fights on Twitter over it. I just know there is a place for you. 🖤 And honestly dudes will lie up and down they read those stories for the violence and man stuff, but I can guarantee they all swooned over Guts and Casca. 😂 Ya know, (build) it and they will... cum... all over the place.😅

Maxine

Ok first. MUSHROOOOMMSS!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ The flowers are gorgeous. Kudos to your florist! ❤️❤️ Second, it’s your story. You do what you want with it however you feel it needs to be written. I, for one, love this story as it is and don’t feel it’s that hard to imagine how they got from point A to point B. Those who don’t have sympathy for Grave are crazy. From what we learned about him at her apartment during dinner it’s not hard to guess why he is acting the way he’s acting. He’s such an interesting character with so many layers. I love this story. Just as it is. You do you, boo. I’ll read it whatever you do with it.

Andrea C.

The lil mushrooms! 😩 So cute! I die. I’m happy with any part of the story we get, you do you! ❤️

ThinCakes

Sorry to piggyback off this comment but see I loved that gesture re: Grave gifting Ellie a gun because it's very Grave-like and also its different and I identify with different. Personally it's always irked me when a female protagonist is involved with a man in some dangerous field and the woman is NEVER prepped for it making her some damsel in distress - I mean teach her how to fight, how to defend herself! I'm always screaming about this and then here you come along with a hint at this and I was so happy! Yes finally someone who makes sense. Now my girl Ellie knows how to safely handle a firearm and the responsibility that it comes with. Even her learning how to disarm someone with a gun would have been dope or even some basic self defense I mean your man is literally a bounty hunter and while it may never come on your doorstep at least you have some level of confidence to handle yourself you know? I'm not expecting Ellie to be some mma fighter out here but she ain't a punk either she can be both soft and firm WHY NOT nuances and duality is beautiful we love to see it! Additionally I really liked the links you posted that showed the 360 views of the gifts as that was also interesting to me (Your attention to detail is ridiculous and your ability to highlight this appeals to me) so I personally don't think anything is wrong with your perception at all. Reception you can't always control clearly but I've been silently enjoying this entire storyline and like the risks you take. You talking about Grave's pstd and how he handles intimacy is REAL AS HELL again it's not always talked about and I loved that duality! Please continue to challenge yourself and grow, but there is nothing wrong with your perception I've always enjoyed it. *hops off the box and returns to the shadows LOL

VeeLo

🥰🥰🥰, I am grateful in anything you give us. It’s completely human to take a break and take care of yourself and your family. We aren’t going anywhere. You pour yourself into your beautiful art work and it’s cool to just turn it all off and enjoy your lovely plant babies.

Dani

The plants and little mushrooms are so fabulous! I don’t tend to comment but I just thought it was time to tell you that I love your art and your storytelling. You do what feels right to you in this story. If it means you go back and rewrite things or if it means you just soldier onward I’m with you 100%. Trust in your abilities! You have really great artistic talent that you’ve worked hard practicing to earn. Whatever choice you make, you can make it the right one! 💕

A

I am glad to see you’re doing better. I am so looking forward to Ellie and Graves story. I love Graves backstory and see how he handles intimacy. I love seeing a girl take charge and takes care of him in a way. I love strong she is. I can’t wait to see more especially the spicy stuff. 🤤

1991poe

Gives Thin a microphone

ajoji_comic

Thank you ThinCakes for this loving and reassuring letter 🥰 Based on comments I saw; I think it comes down to some ideas being scary or uncomfortable. Someone compared Ellie to a cinnamon roll version of Riza Hawkeye from Full Metal Alchemist, and back in the day, Hawkeye and Mustang were a really popular ship among lady otakus. I'm not sure what's happened since then and why people take action elements so seriously now, at least when it comes to my story. Japanese authors live in a country where they can't even own pepper spray, so why is it okay for them to write action stories, but a big deal when I do it? It made me wonder if maybe people were just looking for anything to criticize me over, but I don't want to fall into the habit of shifting blame if it is genuinely a problem with my story telling. I appreciate you coming out of the shadows to leave a rare comment, haha.

ajoji_comic

Yes, mushrooms are oh so lovely 🍄🍄🍄 I think I need to let the audience witness some of the shit he's been through so it's easier to see where he's coming from. Talking about something that happened doesn't have the same impact as seeing part of it. Admittedly, I skipped over a lot of stuff just to save for time and get to certain plot points faster, so I think it'll be even better this time around ^^

ajoji_comic

🍄🍄🍄 I know right, they so cute T-T Thank you Andrea!!

ajoji_comic

Thanks Veelo 🥺❤️ only person to mention my plant babes haha

ajoji_comic

I appreciate the rare comment from the woodwork😊 🍄 ❤️ I'm going to take my time with the beginning and do my best to make the slow burn meaningful, fun, sexy, and emotional ^-^

ajoji_comic

Thanks Ankita, plenty of spicy stuff to come 🤭

1991poe

People, in general, look for anything to complain about nowadays. It's no longer "let me give them constructive criticism", but "let me put them down because I can." If you want honest feedback, you should ask us on here. Look at the people who have supported you the longest and get your input from them. Or if you want input from both sides for consideration, grab me (conservative leaning) and someone else. We can have a discussion about the issue and then you can make a choice. Also, I'm in a career field where we discuss really dark topics so I can provide info on those as well. Basically, if I leave a comment saying too dark, you should definitely take that into consideration.

ajoji_comic

That's a really good point. It makes total sense to prioritize the people funding the comic and making it so that it can exist. I watch videos about the cartel, so I have a good idea of how dark is too dark, though, what doesn't bother me could easily bother others. I will try my best to bring up more discussions about riskier plot points, though I'm not sure how I can do that without spoiling the script. It'll save me the most time and maybe ensure that I don't bleed patrons, but then it won't be fresh. Decisions, decisions... 🤔

1991poe

Just consult with people who you think won't mind being spoiled and get their input. That way you're only impacting a small portion of your group but also getting the feedback you need. Ideally, the less people the better. Keep it to about 5 people and that should be plenty

ThinCakes

Ah like beta readers right? Yes beta readers can be really helpful I did that for a bit a few years back and the story never got old. It definitely helped the author think through more challenging scenes and get initial reactions before she would release the chapters to the general public. At the end of the day it is up to the author what she wanted to do regardless of what we said but for the most part she found it really insightful. Some times she would be surprised with what got the ppl going and other times she found out what she needed to flush out more to get the reaction for what she was trying to convey.

Andrea

I love the little hoya!!

Robin Lopez

I love your flower and tiny mushroom pictures. I love them. Where I live we have no florist that Carrie’s items like that… small town Texas. But when I see them it makes my heart happy. It’s so refreshing to see plants and nature all around me. Post as much of these as you like. I enjoy them!

Vy

Haii. I just found you and your comic. I'm obsessed. I love everything about it. I love it when I see things that are diff, it's like a fresh breath of air, so if that's your vision you do you baby girl. If you tend to overthink things and it's not difficult for you to see things from diff angles unbiasedly.... From my personal experience, working backwards helps to maintain focus to not go down the rabbit hole. What's your end goal? If you want to sell books based on fan reviews that's one route, if you want to explore trying new things to make something you are proud of and have the credit of starting a new trend, if you want to appeal to group that can handle the dark stuff, etc. You mentioned you don't mind redoing things, so you could try them all and have same characters have their stories told from all the different dimensions. Lol in the end end haters gonna hate no matter what and you can just ignore those. I don't have to agree with everything you choose as a writer/artist to appreciate the beautiful art and the depth of your storytelling. You are GOOOOOD. So my happy lil self will continue to wait for updates and see what you come up with. P.S. flowers are pretty, but that mushroom mug is LIFE!!!

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2026-10-13 20:00 Welcome Vanessa! ^-^ Thank you for the long, thoughtful & lovely comment!!❤️ I'm currently in the process of experimenting with my work to see how I can strike a good balance where my audience is satisfied, and I also feel fulfilled by my work. That's why my script is taking so long to review. I'm going in and writing a lot, but then going back and cutting out any bloated parts so I can keep the script tight, fun, and interesting. I already take super long just to get through a single arc so it's not like I'm worried about running out of content. Thank you for the love and support!!!🥰🥰🥰
2022-06-10 21:32 Welcome Vanessa! ^-^ Thank you for the long, thoughtful & lovely comment!!❤️ I'm currently in the process of experimenting with my work to see how I can strike a good balance where my audience is satisfied, and I also feel fulfilled by my work. That's why my script is taking so long to review. I'm going in and writing a lot, but then going back and cutting out any bloated parts so I can keep the script tight, fun, and interesting. I already take super long just to get through a single arc so it's not like I'm worried about running out of content. Thank you for the love and support!!!🥰🥰🥰

Welcome Vanessa! ^-^ Thank you for the long, thoughtful & lovely comment!!❤️ I'm currently in the process of experimenting with my work to see how I can strike a good balance where my audience is satisfied, and I also feel fulfilled by my work. That's why my script is taking so long to review. I'm going in and writing a lot, but then going back and cutting out any bloated parts so I can keep the script tight, fun, and interesting. I already take super long just to get through a single arc so it's not like I'm worried about running out of content. Thank you for the love and support!!!🥰🥰🥰

Sailor Marj

Yay! Catnip seeds! I have to look through your recent pics. Did they sprout? My kitties love chewing on cat grass 😹😹🌱