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Heey - I’m having a hot date with myself at the supermarket. Meet you at the checkout?

Have a great day…

Smooches,

💘🧔🏻Matthew

[M4F] Stupid Cupid [Strangers to Lovers] [Meet cute] [Dumb jokes] [Tears] [Sofa sex] [Immersive Sound] [Romantic] [Story-driven] [Passionate sex] [Heavy SFX] [Valentine’s Day] [18+]

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Dawn

Sitting in my third meeting today. I CANNOT wait to listen to this!!!!

Pisces Queen

Happy Valentine's Day to our members of the Court💕💖! I will listen later after work. Hope everyone is doing well. Matt you posted so early...how come?

toweraudios

Oh no! One of those let’s have a meeting about our meetings days. 😂 See you soon! xx

toweraudios

PQ! 💜 I realised V Day was already ending for many parts of the world! 😘xx

Titania

I'm just heading to the grocery store... think I'll listen in the car. 🤭😁🤣

rebecca

A V-Day audio today and a video tomorrow? We are so spoiled 😌🥰 Those tags tell me this is not one to actually listen to in the supermarket 🥺 so… later 😘

Venusinaphrodite_

As soon as I heard the first note I was like noooo😭 and then you, I cannot hear you it rips my heart out of my chest. I bawled. I told myself I was fine, I’ve been so good all morning. Way to call me on my bs lol So I’m crying, chest aching and then you ram right through all of that with the ending. You shouldn’t be allowed to say “fuck me back” I almost died. Forget singing I was willing myself to breathe. Now I’m a mess in more ways than one and I don’t know what to do😫🙈 I will kiss away every tear that ever falls from you🥺 absolutely my kryptonite. Xx.

Katja

😭😭 aww Matt how are you so precious 🤗❤️ I'll listen when I finish eating my body weight in chocolate 🤣

Deanna Tyson

Bestie if Sinead O’Conner does that too you, I wonder who else makes you show your tearful side. Of course I’d cry with you too! Just place your head in my lap and I’ll scratch your head and soothe you. This is definitely the best audio for the Belle Slumber Party!!! Everyone is welcome and the freezer is definitely optional. Still doing ok. Had a minor incident that led me ripping two stitches and also getting sick….caught Covid again. But I’m doing ok. Promise hanging in there. Happy Valentines And Galentines Day everyone!! 💜💜💜

toweraudios

You could listen to the first part at the checkout Rebecca! 💜😂 I’ll have to save the Turret video for Friday though now! 😫I’ve gotta do some work this week! 😩😫 xx

toweraudios

Hey Apollymi! 💜 Lovely to hear from you and 😃🚿what a fun place for a listening party! I hadn’t heard the song for ages either - probably because it does that to me! 😭😂xx

Meg_just_Meg

Maybe call the pro-Valentine’s audio “Mighty Aphrodite?”

toweraudios

Oh Venus! 💜🥺🤗 Thank-you sooo much for sharing some cathartic tears and chest aches with me! 😩🥰 Now gimme a big hug as I straighten my clothes, do manly throat-clear and pretend I have an eyelash stuck in my eye. 😌 Have an amazing day. xx

toweraudios

See you then Katja! 💜And hopefully your lips are all a chocolatey mess. 😜😋xx

Dawn

I don't want to be selfish, but please don't cry in audios anymore. Soooo sad!! I just wanted to reach through my phone and hug you so much. Not cool dearest Matthew, not cool. And the other side of that coin, fuck me back? 🥴 You should repeat that part over and over and over and, wait, where was I going with this? Oh yes, OVER again. Happy Valentine's day gorgeous

Venusinaphrodite_

Only the manliest tears😅💪 Lol we can watch Grandma’s Boy or Dodgeball or something to make up for them🤣Though I’m thinking I’m gonna immerse myself in The Wedding Planner and have wine and pasta. Have a great day. Lots of love your way😘💜

Titania

[breathless and horny in the grocery store parking lot] [blink blink]

Titania

💜❤💜❤💕💕💕

toweraudios

Love it Meg! 💜I’ll have to save it for next year tho, because I ended up wrapping both ideas into this one! 😘 xx

Venusinaphrodite_

Elle thank you! I’m having chest pain can you take an extra patient today😭😏😘😘😘

Katja

Farfalla! 🥺🤗💖💖

Venusinaphrodite_

Elle oddly enough I’ve actually having issues with my breathing/heart the last 3 weeks. Waiting for a referral now. But I’m ok!!!😘 ohhh I definitely plan to distract you😏 Farfalla Happy Valentines love!🥰😘🤗

Katja

Bex! That's too cuteee 🥰💖😘

IndyJane

We definitely need a heartbreak playlist. I’ve got a couple of good songs for that. I noticed you added a Spotify playlist index to the Turret! Thank you! I'm pretty diligent about favoriting them when you post the link, but they get kind of jumbled with everything else in my library. Your list is very handy! “Do you want to be pathetic and alone together” would totally work as pick up line for me. I didn’t get choked up during the song (It sparked too many thoughts for me to actually be sad. Welcome to my coping mechanism), but your pillowtalk fuckin’ did me in.

Apollymi

Well I'm a sympathetic cryer even without you playing that song so you had me going in more than one way.

Venusinaphrodite_

Yeah I landed myself in the E.R. Resting heart rate was at 130. I have medicine now though but just having some lingering problems but I promise I’m good don’t worry!

Ann

The Lucid Dream is one of my most favorite audios. I listen to it a lot as I go to sleep. So, is this a dream or is it reality?

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Funny I’m going to the grocery store after work but then it will be so late! I can’t wait to hear this! And happy Singles Awareness Day for all of us single hotties!

Tara Davenport

HAPPY VALENTINES BISH AND TO ALL MY BESTIE BISHES HERE ALL YALL ARE MY VALENTINES IM A BIT HIGH ON ESPRESSO BUT AS USUAL IMMA LISTEN TO THIS LATER. I LOVE ALL YALL HOES 😎🥰

Meg_just_Meg

I’m glad because I love the friends-to-lovers audios

Ann

💜🤗

Ann

You can’t tell me not to worry. I will be worrying. Here I need to hug you 🤗🤗🤗🤗💜

SİNdarElle

Roses are red Violets are blue My heart skips a beat When I’m listening to you

Ann

Oh you’re good. 👏

D

Oh gosh, Matthew. My heart can't handle hearing your tears. I'm such an empath...I completely started the waterworks myself. 😢 I've actually been trying to find a more positive spin on today. Valentines is supposed to be fun when you're dating. My birthday plans for yesterday were put on hold because his ex needed him to take the kids last minute this weekend. So I adulted and made the most of it then today a hospice patient and work change means no Valentines lovin' either. I get it and things like that happen...I understand the needs of others involved. I'm not mad, just sad. I needed some time to connect and feel celebrated, too. Nothing worse than feeling guilty or selfish for wanting or needing some time, too! Especially when he's trying to send sweet messages... so forgive me for taking a moment to feel my feelings here. In the bigger picture it's a silly thing when there's SO much to feel blessed for and be thankful for! Thanks for sending this a day early. I may or may not change into some cozy jammas and throw on some other sad songs and share another round of tears with you. 😘 💜🤗 Happy Valentines Day everyone.

toweraudios

Dawn 💜 Haha 😂 Fvck Me Back it is! 😅 I didn’t know that phrase would be so hot! 😜 Happy Valentine’s! And I’ll take that hug - see - I can imagine your arms coming right out of my screen now 🤗🥰 xx

toweraudios

🍷🍝Sounds like a plan💪😤 Love and little spanks 💜xx

toweraudios

Hey Indy! 💜 Well, I’m glad the pillowtalk worked because that was where it was all meant to lead! All roads lead to home base. 🤣Also, Mae 🍋 is to thank for the playlist index, but thanks for the suggestion of opening up my crying playlist to everyone - done! xx

toweraudios

Wahrheit oder Fiktion? 🥰 Sleep well tonight, Ann! 💜

toweraudios

Happy Singles Awareness Day, Jenn! 💜 I hope you enjoy being my Valentine for 15 minutes though! 😘xx

toweraudios

😂🤣😂 I HEAR YA TARA! HAPPY V DAY TOO! 💜xx

Victoria Williams

Nothing like a good therapeutic cry. I hope it helped you. Definitely helps me. 💜

toweraudios

🥰 It’s beautiful SINdarElle 💜 and I’m also impressed that there is no overt reference to bean-flicking! 🤣😂 (Maybe just innuendo there 😆) 😘xx

Venusinaphrodite_

I will take all the hugs!🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

rebecca

The Valentines audios are a tearly tradition huh 🥺💧💜 (Anytime I listen to last year’s and the Mazzy Star part starts, my heart is immediately on my sleeve 🥲) The amount of time and vulnerability you put into this, ending with the last part, is just really special. I see you and appreciate you so much, Tower 🤗 “Whatever this is..” 💜

Dawn

So I just saw this quote: Hearts💜 are wild creatures, that's why our ribs have cages. That is all

toweraudios

Aww D! 💜 It sucks when it feels like you have to put the whole world’s considerations before your own. 😔 Especially on these days which only come once a year and you’d fairly expect to be a bit special. I hope he manages to get something very nice to you despite it all, and if not - you damned well deserve to treat yourself to something extra extra special!! 😤 😅 Until then - jammas sounds good! 😘xx

toweraudios

Hey VW! 💜 As someone who didn’t cry - ever - before a year ago, I can agree now that the occasional cry is very helpful!! 🥰😘

toweraudios

Whatever this is - exactly… 😌I got a little meta at the end there huh. 🥰 Now what the hell is gonna make me teary next year? Well, I got a year to bottle it up so I’m sure it will be fine.. 😂🥲🤣xx

rebecca

From one recovering bottler to another, remember to let it out once in a while cuz 🥲😘

Ann

Oh wow

Kris

I wasn't brought up in a household where crying was ok. Screaming, fighting, coating your words in venom and cutting deep with them were tolerated, so long as you "[kept] your tears in your eyes where they belong" to quote my step-mother, you were acting appropriately. It was always deemed manipulative--just a way to play the victim of whatever nonsense situation the family felt compelled to argue about that day. It's something I still struggle feeling safe to do even after years of distancing myself from that behavior. The only times I can stop fighting tears from coming out are when I know for fact I'm safe. That usually means alone but there are a select handful of people I feel comfortable enough around to let them see me in such a state. What's been surprisingly therapeutic is crying with someone. The wiring in my brain tells me that in that scenario we trust each other and feel so deeply for one another. Somehow in sharing tragedy we've managed to find a profound amount of love. I choked on tears listening to this. Certainly not out of sadness, definitely not for lack of trying these last few difficult weeks. I remembered I was safe. I'm no longer having to survive the emotional turmoil that was my upbringing. I'm not risking physical or sexual violence reaching out for men who would rather break my hand than hold it. Even mentally, the moments of self-doubt are nothing compared to the months of loathing I have trudged through. I am safe. I am happy. And I am allowed to cry as I please. Which is now... I admittedly feel a little bad my recent comments here have been very emotional and not in the least bit sexy. It's been a very strange month to say the least. I was kind of shocked that even with the emotional whiplash one line sent a volt of electricity through my body, "I can taste your tears. They're the sweetest, saltiest thing ever, and I love them." How and why that sent a flood of sweet nectar to pool between my thighs are questions better asked after I fuck myself raw, imagining myself licking the tears off your gorgeous face, inhaling every shaking breath into my body, and being overwhelmed with emotional and physical sensations as I cum curled around you. Fucking cupid.... 💜💘

Ann

💜💚💜💚💜💚🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

rebecca

I wish you could catch a damn break 😔 But then of course, WWDD, and I think in this moment it’s healthy positivity and spirit that I can clearly see 💜 Happy V Day beautiful, can’t wait for the slumber party 😘

Venusinaphrodite_

Becca just know when we land I’m squeeze hugging you back!🤣😍🤗🤗🤗🤗

Deanna Tyson

There’s nothing sexier than the uplifting praise of being called a bish and a hoe all in the same sentence 🤣. 💜💜 Tara that deserves a spanking…😈 and 10 minutes in the freezer!! Happy Valentine’s Day.

D

He's got a 15 hour day with a hospice patient and almost 2 hours of commute. So my day will have to be another day. I will be enjoying some of my favorite audios! 😉 so Happy Birthday to me! 🤣

Ann

Happy Valentine’s day to ME!!!!!!!! Penguin dude arrived a couple days early. He is currently getting charged up and ready to go. 😈 this will be fun. https://ibb.co/dcKFrfs

Pisces Queen

Awww you ladies are awesome 🤣🤣🤣! K I hope you're ok sweetheart ❤. Don't worry me lady now I'm in my feels 🥺 (right foot digging in the ground with both hands behind my back)

Ann

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎉 TO YOU!!!!🎶. I won’t sing to you for real as that would make it an unhappy birthday. Also though HAPPY VALENTINES DAY 😍 TO YOU!!!!! 💝🍫🍩. 🤗🤗🤗🤗

D

You're so kind. Thanks, Ann!!

Pisces Queen

Same! Hugs to you Becca 🤗😘!

Pisces Queen

LOL TARA 🤣🤣🤣🤣! It's never a dull moment with you 👸Queen!! 😂😂😂😂💖💖

Tara Davenport

Dee I will gladly accept the spanking and the freezer

Tara Davenport

PQ LMAO U KNOW ME 😎it’s hilarious because me and a guy friend actually had a four hour long fight over text today and then ended it basically calling each other besties and saying bish u don’t have a choice being my friend so stfu ITS BEEN A DAY

Pisces Queen

Happy Birthday D! 🥳🥳🥳

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

So I hate to say I laughed when I heard what song was playing but it came out around the time the guy I was dating broke up with me and I would play this song in repeat and cry my eyes out. I even did a recoding of the song for him. I laugh because 30 years later we are still friends and laugh and out the recording! Lol and of corse I was smiling quite a bit the rest of your audio like I always do! 🔥🔥 thanks for being my boyfriend for 17 minutes! 😜🥰💜💜🐳💋💋

Pisces Queen

Oh! That looks like alot of fun Ann! I would love to hear about his performance after his show 🤣🤣🐧💦

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Damn, just every side of you is beautiful, Matt. Your vulnerable sensitive side, clever funny side, raunchy sexy side. Thank you for all that you do. ❤️ I hope you had a good day and ate lots of yummy chocolate. Honestly though, I’m not even single and I think Valentine’s Day sucks. It’s too much pressure. I wanted to get prettied up and go on a date with my fiancé, but all I can muster is a quiet day at home. They’re not even mad, but I’m disappointed I can’t give them a special day. Not sure if it’s because I’m working too hard or what, but exhaustion and joint pain are really getting to me. I might just need a good cry and a nap. Edit: Sushi makes everything better. Food coma time now. 🍣😴🍣

Ann

PQ I still have three Lovense patterns to go through so I am deciding which toy or toys 😉will accompany penguin dude. This is going to be EPIC. Mae. Yes they can be best friends. 😄

Venusinaphrodite_

Becca damn right I am😘😘😘 PQ!!! My inhaler is a lifesaver right now so I’m good I promise!

Double LL

Properly? Pretty sure there isn’t a proper bone in/on your body. Hmmmmm? 🧐 But I don’t mind….not one little bit. Got through the tears 🥺 ( thanks for making me sob and shut this off ) at lunch but came back for the finish …… I could have almost used it to jump my dead car battery at the end of a long shift 😂🤣😂… this day… just kept giving it to me … kinda like you at the end here 😏…Now I’m gonna gather my friends dark chocolate covered almonds, a few candles, some liquid refreshment and maybe a toy or two and finish this valentines out in style…. You coming or what? 😘 Thanks, Matthew, Happy Valentines Day! 💋💋

Double LL

The sexual electricity here, Ann! Decisions, decisions, Oh my… sexual demon out for a spin! 😘

Bibi

Ah, oh boy. Finally, something real for this day that has become so full of pressures and contradictions. You go right to it, through surprisingly quick emotion. Not a hint of manipulation. Matthew, you're very sweet. Maybe too sexy, though, but I'll survive. Love should never be judged by morality unless someone gets hurt, and this piece is very beautiful. Thank you, and I hope you had a wonderful V Day. ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

Ann

Headache crying begging umm and more 💦🌊🌊🌊💦 than ever in my life. SO COOL!!! Robinhood pattern was intense and I loved it. Osci2 Hush2 and penguin dude Sex therapist 4 was great with Nora and Hush2 Fixing my Doll went back to Osci2 Hush 2 and gave penguin dude a break because I NEEDED to go over the edge and the regular sized satisfyer did the trick. Just for fun and one more cum I went back to Robinhood changed pattern speed and let it run through that was a blast. I swear neighbors are going to yell next time “MATTHEW LET HER COME ALREADY!!” Best valentines ever. 💜🤗😈😎. Epic Matthew. Great job on all of it voice pattern and yah. Peace out!

Jennifer

Same, Dawn! It was like, “What? Aw, no… no crying on my watch! Lemme hug you!”

toweraudios

😔 The line about keeping your tears in your eyes where they belong is soo cold, Kris! 💜 Like repression training or something. Well, it’s great you’re not swallowing that anymore, even if it’s still difficult to let go. There are plenty of us in that boat. As for you being more emotional lately and not very sexy - well, I think you got both covered in that last part! 🥰🥲🥵💦

toweraudios

Just dropping in to give penguin 🐧 a high five. 🙌🏻

toweraudios

Oh that is a lot of history to that song, Jenn! 💜 I’m guessing you’ve probably worn it out, so thanks for tolerating my take on it anyway! 😂🤣😘xx

Jennifer

D! 🌺🎂 I hope you have a better birthday week than day! (Birthday weeks are an excellent way to deal with belatedness: “Oh, you missed me on the day? Hey, that’s still cool. Let’s go have cake about it!”)

Double LL

Hot damn, Ann!! 🔥🔥🔥

D

Y'all are so sweet! Thank you. It hasn't been a bad birthday or valentine's...I just had a moment cause Matt cried and I was feeling sad then selfish for feeling sad. He's at the ER getting x-rays done because he hurt his arm lifting a patient tonight and he's sending me silly jokes and Memes because we aren't together. I was just really looking forward to our couple of days together. As I said I'm more blessed than I deserve. I just needed a moment. 🤗

Ann

💜🤗

Pisces Queen

***Reposting with changes*** MT🧔🏻 - There is no such thing as coincidences unless you secretly stalk someone who your interested in huh??? Very clever 😏. The Sinead O'Conner song was a nice touch. I absolutely miss Prince and his genius lyrical song writer brain! My go to crying with the rain tune is "Can you stand the Rain" by New Edition. I have loved that song since I was a small. Just hearing Johnny Gill silky smooth voice sends shivers up my spine 🤤! Pedestrian hookups is such a strange concept to me. I don't know how people do this but in my world it would never happen. J'adore le son du bus! My breasts always start to milk up if a small one cries near me (its weird). Instinctively I just want to shove a boob in a small one's  mouth to soothe them. Nowadays I have grown men wanting to have my boobs in their mouth to soothe them 🤣🤣🤣! Can I say that your the prettiest male crier I ever heard? Is this a thing 🤔 😂? Of all the men I've seen cry in my life you were the most feminine, softest rake/ideal lover. I marvel at your imagination and possibly your real life encounters of those who cross your path Dr. Tower. To be a fly on the wall to observe you in action would be most delightful and exciting to see you in action. To hear that you never cried up to a year ago is very disheartening to hear as a Pisces man🧔🏻! My ex-step father was a Pisces and when we use to watch certain movies he and I would be like bawling our eyes out (Jerry McGuire as an example). I have a male friend who revealed this to me the other day and he teared up expressing his past family issues which was lovely to see and be a part of. I hope your still doing therapy to deal with this. I'm not a doctor and don't want to Psycho analyze you but carrying alot of repressed issues will make you sick physically, emotionally and mentally. Send that old past shit packing in the 📦 to the door to the left 🚪! My intuitive thoughts tell me that you created this space to work out old shit and its helped you tremendously by opening up and sharing your thoughts and tid bits of possible past relationship things. Good on you for being a brave, non-misogynistic, caring man in touch with his feminine side. P.S. you're improving your moan game 😏 - still needs a bit more work for me. There are days in my head when I imagine how loud you could really go if a sexy time session gets super intense 😳 😍😆🤣🤣! "When you accept yourself, the whole world accept you." - Lao Tzu Thank you for showing me how to accept myself as a person and a divine feminine woman. I now accept being weird and different. I encourage everyone to look up.the original origins of the word weird. It definitely resonated with me on my life path journey presently. Hope everyone enjoys their night of self care in whatever form you choose to celebrate or not celebrate 😘.

Titania

Matt - your Nature Walk audio is not on YT anymore. It's part of my bedtime playlist and it's gone. 😥 What happened?

toweraudios

Aww Kelly 💜- you sound pretty tired, so a quiet one sounds perfect. I'm sure under all the hype it's a quiet day for most people, surely? I mean, there aren't enough restaurant seats in the world right? 😃I'm sure you can let your fiancé know you appreciate them in other ways...😉xx

toweraudios

Happy Valentines, LL! 💜Yip - there is only one proper bone on my body! 😂Whale bone? 🤣Sorry about lunch! 😅The scene is set perfectly though now... See you soon... 😉xx

toweraudios

Thanks Bibi! 💜I hope you have managed to get a little time with T! xx

Bibi

He had to work late, but he surprised me flowers and chocolate! He's definitely more romantic than I am, but I wouldn't have it any other way. 🌺

Bibi

I love you for being weird and different. The best!!! 🌺

toweraudios

PQ 💜Thanks so much for the note and your interest in me! I understand it’s natural to want to form ideas of me beyond what you see here, but there are a bunch of guesses about me here that are a long way off, so I feel I need to answer them in case anyone else reading assumes I tacitly agree. Well, I certainly didn’t start the page as a way to work through my personal issues - it was getting ASMR since childhood, finding sexy audios online, and a long series of coincidences and pre-established skills that led me to start making them. I had never even heard of Patreon until I got a request to make a page… (thanks Erica and Alexandra!) Like a lot of people, I’ve dealt with past issues by going to therapy - but for me it’s only been in a concentrated time period to deal with a certain thing, rather than ongoing. I know I’m lucky in that regard, but at the moment, I feel I’m growing as as human and having fun and coping with life without the need for it. In six months - who knows right? But I’m certainly not the kind of person to carry a lot of repressed issues to the point of being sick. I don’t really agree that showing emotion is necessarily a feminine side, but I do understand you’re just referring to gender stereotypes which do still exist. New Zealand is one of the most socially progressive places in the world, and talking about mental health with mates, or things like saying ‘Oh dude, I love you - have a great week’ to a male friend are becoming totally cool. But crying is still more taboo for men than for women. Whether this is biological or just learned behaviour I don’t know though! But again, it’s nothing unusual on my part - just a product of my environment I guess, and I’m trying and succeeding own being more free with my emotions, and you and the other Belles and the page as a whole have been jaw-droppingly incredible in helping me to open up there. I’m Sagittarius, and I find star signs fun and a great way to have conversations about personal traits, but I’m not enough of an astrology fan to really think my sign bears on the way I deal with emotions. For me it’s more about circumstances and the way I might relate to someone in particular relationship as to how emotionally vulnerable I can be. Sorry if this is going on and on! Lastly, I don’t and won’t ever work on my ‘moan game’. It’s just what comes out. I think as I’ve relaxed more I’ve naturally let more out. But I don’t think, “oh I need to moan more here” and the idea that anyone would tell me I need to moan more is a massive turn off. 😂 Most importantly, I feel soo grateful and undeservedly proud that I have even been the tiniest pixel part in you coming to accept yourself more. I would barely believe it, to be honest, if it wasn’t that the Belles have had a massive part in me coming to appreciate aspects of myself that I’d never given any thought. And I massively agree with you on the Lao Tzu quote. As a close family member once put it to me: “If you don’t love yourself, no bugger else will.” Happy Valentines and much love. M

toweraudios

Hey T! I had to remove it from public because it got picked up for publication in a lit journal here (later in the year), and coincidentally - a day later an artist contacted me wanting to use parts of it in in their painting which will be exhibited later in the year too. It’s still here on Patreon for us though! 🤫😂xx

SİNdarElle

Someone send this more explicit one to me yesterday: Roses are red Violets are blue I use my own hand But I’m thinking of you 😹 Happy Single awareness Day 💜

Katie

Hi! It’s my normal TTT hour of 4 am… this audio has 550 comments already. (Puts on reading glasses. Deep breath. 🏁)

Katie

Venus! 💔🥺 Girl keep us updated on your health now shit. (The “fuck me back” killed me too. What the hell.) Pleaseeee keep breathing. Don’t make me sic Ariana’s sweet angel voice on you cause I will. One giant full frontal hug to you my dear-leg wrapped around. 🥰🤗❤️

Katie

Dee! Geeez. Keep hanging in! Feel free to sit down and rest when your arms get tired 🥁🥁🥁😝. I’m so excited to chill in the freezer! (Two dad jokes in a row! Im on a roll.- Call me butter! 3️⃣) Anyway 😆 please take care! Squash the ‘vid like you did the last time. All the positive, healthy, lovely vibes* to you dear! ❤️❤️❤️

Katie

Awwww! (Am I supposed to know what that means? *Looks around room* Am I new here?)

Katie

You smell like sweet red plums and grilled cheese sandwiches.

Ann

Wow Matthew that super great news. You must feel so proud. You worked so hard on that piece. Gosh I am very proud of you and happy too. Congratulations. How validating.

Katie

Update: I had to stop reading, and I wish it was because I fell asleep. I have been learning a lot about my emotion/body disconnect… and just naturally like a survival self defense mechanism, all of your beautiful heartfelt, emotionally vulnerable, reactions, tears…it’s actually making me agitated. 😫😤😢 Like I was so pumped for “meh” audio and this was anything but “meh.” I even listened to the previous V-Day audio Sunday and I loved it more than I did before, so I thought I was prepared. I was not prepared. A trigger to a suppressed emotion, it’s pain but it’s pain disguised as anger. Even this audio pissed me off. [sorry Matt 😋] Like putting myself in that situation, my first reaction to the charming emotional stranger would be something like, “what kind of con is this?” and that bothers me. So I guess I’m not actually resolved/come to terms with my VDay grief, I have just chosen not to deal, and y’all are dealing. ❤️ I’m going to have to come back to these in phases before Friday. Exposure therapy is good. I just…I was going to say I just can’t, but honestly I just don’t want to… (WHO PUT THE INTROSPECTIVE SLIDE HERE?) I’m just walking around…la de da and then 💥 Whoosh anyway… well now it’s 5. Do I go back to sleep for an hour and a half or do I shower and watch live women’s ice skating… Plan B it is…(and an lol to reassure I’m okay 😋)

Pisces Queen

Oh wow Matt that is amazing! Congratulations 🎉

NeonVall

When you had a late shift. Where tired afterwards and wake up to over 550 comments... as if you're one day late on a camping trip because of circumstances and missed first campfire night! So let me catch up. Because after first night the booze is always gone. The hangovers are there so I'll be ready for next campfire while everyone is recovering. And because I am probably the only one allowed to drive now... I'll do the groceries and fetch the next load of drinks. Any wishes?

Pisces Queen

Wow Matt 🤯! Just woke up to see this massive letter response to my post from last night. Hey - seriously didn't mean to trigger you man. Note to self PQ: tone down your thoughts😬🤭. JC man - was not expecting all this feedback. Also - who TF am I to tell anyone to do anything (except the people I have created out of my womb with another human being and I am the leader of my own brood) right? I love to be silly in my responses here but damn! Was not expecting a tidal wave 🌊 of emotions🥺😥 first thing in the morning! Hey - your the leader here! Like Nikki Minaj says "I am the leader, yes I am the leader, you not a believer, suck a big 🍆😝!" But you know already that I love to suck 🍆🤣🤣🤣🤣! You are more than in your right and entitled to not share any aspects of your life for your own protection in the Tower. I never like to assume things about people IRL so I naturally ask questions. Again, people are in their right to say no or can choose to respond to said questions. The zodiac stuff - Oh nice! Love Fire Signs 🔥😈🤣! No wonder we get such spicy stories here! TBH astrology is so embedded in my life but we are the masters and creators of our own fates ultimately. **God Damn mercury retrograde left over energy 😤! Just blessed to have all of you ladies and gents in my life personally! I second your response to the Belles changing your life for good. Also if anyone starts feeling in their feels (sexy time feels) this Wednesday (Venus is conjunct with Mars on Feb 16 🌕) it's going to be an interesting time for bad behavior 😝 in sexy world! I can't wait 😏😈🤣! It's also a good time to shed bad or old self negative belief systems that day so if you do shadow work best day to drop bs stuff out of your life this day! Well I certainly got tail whipped by the 🐋 this morning 😅😂! Well what should be my punishment for Triggering The Tower Master? How many spanks to the 🍑 do I need 🤔🤣?! Truce 🏳🏳🏳 (we still good mate 😳🥺?) Anyways - lovely to hear your perspective Matthew 🧔🏻and please note that I truly do appreciate you as a human and content creator of ASMR/Sexy Time!

Niamh

I’m a day late and I have a whole damn essay of comments to read, you belles are crazy in the best way 😂 Can’t lie I felt wrong listening to your tears mixed with the buzz of my vibrator but we got there in the end 💜

Venusinaphrodite_

Katie my love! I’ll definitely keep you in the loop!❤️ I instantly have Ari stuck in my head now but I’m not complaining lol and the dirty talk🥵🥵🥵🥵 gimme that hug!🤗🤣😘

Ann

🎉🎉🥳Way to go NZ for taking a stance against conversion therapy🎉🎉🥳

Elo

I love this crying boy, Matthew😩🔥🔥That's all I want😢 The wet needy boy not only made me sweat profusely, but also made the bed so wet in the northern hemisphere winter.💦💦💦💦 Although I am single, I won't cry again.🤣In fact I listened again to your previous Valentine's Day audio (We Are the Valentines Leftovers) the night before last. Thinking I probably couldn't find a boyfriend and cried, and I didn't forget to leave a comment under the audio hahaha!!!!🤣🤣🤣 I may often ask for some help since we walked the same way.😉💜Now I need to wipe myself with the paper so that I am not so wet..💦💦💦

Double LL

That is awesome!!! Well deserved accolade for a beautiful piece of writing. Isn’t it exciting that it will get to touch more people.

rebecca

breakfast with orange juice 🥺thank you i love you both 🥱

rebecca

😂 Katie you know what it is! Matthew Belles Beaus Members of the Court but there’s no T for MotC because I don’t know how to spell/rocky sand is hard to write in 🤣

rebecca

also I hid some booze from Elle for the fashionably late 😘

rebecca

Your first reaction thinking it’s a con is because that little voice in your head is not actually you, but it disguises and tricks yourself to think it’s you because the world has been cruel to you and it’s like a virus that snuck in and started messing with your brain. So with all your heart and all your might, I want you to scream at it to fuck off 💛

NeonVall

Thank you Mona! No heavy lifting! ... than we can also bring some nice snacks 😁 Rebecca i love you right now! thank you!! *pours myself a nice drink*

NeonVall

That's a verry good question. But it seems it was a night to never forget....😉 And here is your breakfast and orange juice

NeonVall

That is soo cool! And I understand the painter. The nature walk audio is soo visual. 💜🖼🎨

rebecca

That’s so cool Matthew! Congratulations!! …can I have your autograph?💦😇

Sugar&Spice

Loved this so much 😊 First comment…I can see I have a lot to catch up on!

Double LL

Welcome aboard SS.. have fun!!!😊

Sugar&Spice

Thanks Double L! Looks like a really cool community 😁 Can’t wait to binge audios after work today. Any you’d recommend as a good starting point??

Dawn

Ok, so I was wondering if we could start a book list in the Turret. I am always looking for new books to read. Any recommendations would be appreciated. They don't have to be spicy, just interesting.

NeonVall

Welcome! And enjoy the binging! 😉😁 To be honest.. any audio is good. So open the audio guide and just start playing! Than you can also select if you feel more like audio roleplaying, Meta or ASMR Please try to send an S.O.S if you think you can't stop and need help getting back to normal daily life.

Sugar&Spice

Does that happen a lot around here?!

Double LL

It’s the coolest and the sexiest and the funniest…. The lust ( I meant list, sorry 🤣) goes on and on….. I’m kinda partial to meta and ramble, Matthew is just too sexy in his natural element, but if you like role play plenty of that to go round too and Beautiful ASMR…..And Neon is spot on Belles are here to help if you need to get yanked back up for air!! You really can’t choose wrong buttttt maybe save the Halloween one till you are ready for some way out there fun….😈👿….😂🤣😂🤣

Ann

Hi Sugar & Spice Welcome aboard. Enjoy.

NeonVall

And does it happen a lot... probably more then we know 😅🤣 is it not the audio than its the comment section that's on fire with al these crazy sexy people. LL indeed the Meta 😍🥵 .... is it to soon for a yanked in or out remark??? Don't want to scare people away 😅

Sugar&Spice

Thanks! I feel like I’ve fallen into Wonderland but bless you all for helping me find my bearings as I decide which magic potion to start with! Btw… What are Belles??

Double LL

Great idea Dawn! A collaborative list like the playlists would be awesome!

NeonVall

and here I was getting you breakfasts 😒

NeonVall

We are! The belles, beaus and members of the court. Are all the unique beautiful sexy souls here. I know now what you must do first when you get home... search for the last turret update and join ;). There is a welcome with explanation of created words used here and you will also find the audio list there!!

Sugar&Spice

Cool - I will. Thanks! 🙏😊

Ann

I almost envy you. This will be a wild learning experience. The Turret is epic 😉

Ann

Actually if it was in a spread sheet there could be genre lists or other descriptors. I have loads I could add to all sorts of lists but it would be fun to branch away from my regular material.

Sugar&Spice

I’m intrigued…now I really can’t wait to finish work for the day!

Double LL

I dub thee Belle Sugar&Spice….. your a Beautiful Belle too!!! Enjoy! Make sure to hydrate and stretch before going down the fox hole ie Matthew’s wicked imaginary world…. Sexy World 😘🤗 Neon if you start with yanking in and out comments… I’m gonna start with nut house comments… toooooo sooooonn …. 💋

Dawn

I am more than willing to start a spreadsheet.👩‍💻

rebecca

well now I’m feasting in more ways than one 😋

rebecca

Hi cutie! 👋

Ann

Oh and the videos are in the Tower. 😈

IndyJane

I'm so down for a Tower Belles Book Club! You know I love a spreadsheet, but maybe a Goodreads group would be better suited for this. That way, if someone read one of the recommended books, there would be a place to actually have a discussion about it. We should plan on wanting to talk, since this audio has been posted for just over a day and already has 600+ comments.

Dawn

Indy that's a great idea. I've never done Goodreads. How does one set it up?

Titania

Congrats, Matthew!!!! That's phenomenal and well-deserved! 💙💚💛

Venusinaphrodite_

Hello! Welcome aboard!!! Also hello to your kitty😍🤣

Titania

Welcome! Yup, join the Turret via an email, check out the Guide and the Index and the 🔥🔥🔥🔥 videos/pics. You'll see there are general themes like role play, Boyfriend experience , and meta/ ramble, some of them in series. Matthew just keeps getting better and better, so the more recent ones are awesome, but they're all good. I like Nude Beach Dare (playful), Nobody can Mindfvck You like I Can (meta), and Host Daddy Takes you for a Drive (roleplay, MDom). There are two AMAs that are fun and help you get to know Matthew. If you happen to have a Lovense vibrator (interactive remote control toy), Matthew makes patterns for some of his audios, which is insanely hot. The comments section keeps getting progressively more epic, and you can join in however you want and however much you want. Enjoy!!! Report back? 😁😁😁

toweraudios

I hope the ice skating helped, Katie! 💜 I dunno if the setup to the audio is a con, but I haven’t always had to work that hard IRL! 🤣 xx

NeonVall

Im Going to bed

toweraudios

Haha - just push through the pain Niamh! 😂😜💜

Titania

I'd love this. A linked group like Goodreads would be good, bc yeah, we're going to crash this app lol

Maggie Ren

Lol Regular ASMR never worked for me. But of course, the naughty type works just fine. As a Scorpio, I find this hilarious 😆 Okay back to my real life where I would never say anything like that because I live in a self-conscious shell. I was never here 🤫 💜

toweraudios

I’ll hold your bags for you anytime, Elo! 💜 Anything else you want me to hold too. 😉xx

toweraudios

Hey SS! 💜 All I can say is that my greatest accomplishment is definitely not Eurobots.🤣😂🤣. Welcome aboard! xx

toweraudios

Love the idea! I’ll look into Goodreads. xx

rebecca

Mmm that’s a really pretty autograph. Feels like you definitely used fountain ink too. Thanks 🙏🖋

rebecca

Of course Lyndi. I saved you a spot for a reason 😘

Titania

Happy birthday week! He sounds really sweet, I hope you get some time together. 💙💚💛

rebecca

I am v. much looking forward to overloading you all until you roll your eyes at me over my obsession with historical narrative nonfiction 😬

toweraudios

Welcome to the tower, Maggie!! 💜 🤗🐢 Please feel free to walk around with your shells off… 😉xx

Dawn

I will be spending the rest of my night uploading my chosen 📚. Thank you Matthew, 💜 I await my next great adventure!!

Tara Davenport

Elle arE YOU AMONG THE LIVING ps y’all don’t mind the new profile pic I have been intimidated into changing it…but I’m changing it back to normal tomorrow LMAO

Maggie Ren

Lol sorry. That shell's basically superglued. You would have to be an eagle, fly me up really high, then drop me and hope that it cracked the slightest amount 😄🤣

rebecca

no don’t change it! 🥺 every time I’d see the cat I’d smile but now I’m beaming so you can’t go back, it’s the law. Sorry ☹️

Katja

Mini story time? 😅 So, when I was very little my mom and I had these fun little dates where she would drive us to the city to spend some time together. One day driving back home, this song came on the radio and my mom started crying. Seeing me confused, she told me why and then we both cried. Hearing you cry brought me right back to that day. Must be because I felt the similar need to give you a real hug like I did with her. Funny, I couldn't hug her in that moment bc she was driving and obviously I also can't hug you. It's kinda weird talking about my mom rn lol, but I guess it's the purity of it. When you really care for someone and sometimes you just need to express it physically because words aren't enough, and the ache when you're not able to. I really feel like I've lived this story because of how many emotions I went through. You could make a thousand more of these and I'd always be so amazed at how fantastic they are. But before I continue on forever lol I just wanna say that I love this audio so much 🥰 Also, I'm happy for you letting yourself appreciate the occasional cry. I hope it becomes an even bigger source of strength for you in the future too. Okay, now that my emotional tank is full, I think I'm quite ready for Friday lol 😌

rebecca

Yeah that must’ve been a big mess to clean up huh 🛀

rebecca

Elle babe, it’s an autograph, I don’t know what you’re talking about.. .. it landed here 🐱

Ann

I read over 300 books last year and 600 the year before. Wow where to start? By author I guess. I am kind of a book slut. No shame though.

Ann

In case you are wondering how I work, do PhD and everything else plus read so much...I do not watch tv at all. I don't watch movies. I read and listen to books (and Matthew). Plus I live alone so it isn't like anyone takes up my time. This year the number will be lower as I have a large number of huge projects going on. 😊

Ann

What a nice story. Thank you for sharing. I didn't have any times like that with my mom and I love it when I hear others talk about their parents like that. It is so nice.

Dawn

There will be no bookslutshaming allowed Ann. Be a fellow whore of parchment. All are welcome in this place

Emily Dawn

I’m so glad you let us hug you because that’s all I wanted to do at the beginning. ♥️ The rest was cool too, I guess. 😜😉

Katie

I hope you can share with us when these things happen! That’s awesome!

Katie

Hi! 👋👋👋 Nice of you to stumble upon here!

Katie

…Only if someone will read to me.

Titania

Working on adding 📚! It's a bit tough, I had to get rid of most in my mold purge. Also, does fanfic count? 😜

Katie

CMMona- you picked up on the guilt thing too. Girl, you and your X-ray vision. Right to my soul. Get me a lead vest. Becca- Your comment has me such in a mind car wash I don’t even know what to do. I’m just grateful you can see a part of my brain I prefer not to look at. I’m not very good at projecting my voice, so I will speak sternly to it! Matt- I actually went back to sleep 😴 so I’m catching up now…. But MATTHEW! Idk what to say! I’m not sure if I feel reassured that it could be a con, or sad cause like the dream has died, or if just admitted you know how sexy you are and that the “attention” finds you!? Cocky Matthew caught me off guard and turned me on at the same time!!! You are trouble. 😵😉😅 Lyndi- I love you girl. ❤️

toweraudios

I’ll let you count how many places it landed. On Friday. 🤣

Katie

I say cluster and I mean that in the most loving way possible! And it definitely doesn’t feel like the app is trying to climb a mountain every time I click on something…😝

Katie

This hit me in so many different ways… [I need to let this pity party out so I can move on… I have never had someone I have felt safe to cry with. I have realized recently when I want to cry that my throat completely clenches because I try to stop it. I don’t even want someone to see me cry.] I see how you explain where you are at right now, and I see where I want to be. The work you have done is incredible and I hope you remind yourself of that often. Im proud of you. I hope in 6 months to tell you I weep freely. Thank you for sharing this. It’s nice to feel human. ❤️

Ann

🤣

Ann

I applaud your courage in putting it up for us to see. You are beautiful and it would be nice for you to keep it up however I have no plans on sharing my face so if you want to take it down, I totally understand.

Ann

Whore of parchment? OMG I LOVE IT!!!! It makes me feel kind of 😳 good. Feel free to call me a WOP anytime.

Ann

D-J4F this place can suck you in that is for sure. 🤗💜

Double LL

😂🤣😂🤣 I just realized that quote….Karate Kid part 2….. Thank you I needed that! 😂🤣 Source material, never know where you will find it!!

Tara Davenport

Lmao y’all are gonna be the death of meLSKSKEJJJSSN AND NOT MATT COMMENTING NAH IM SCARED TO LOOK PMFAOLSKSKDKD

Tara Davenport

Bro, Matt, my dude, bestie, bish, maH hoe—-are you threatening to tie me up LMAO

Tara Davenport

B e c c a must you make me break the law

rebecca

Elle, has anyone ever told you it’s polite to share? 🤔 Fucking Friday 😠

Tara Davenport

Hehe I might keep it I might not Ann—lesssss seee where the vibe takes me 😎

Maggie Ren

Extra points if you make the same noise 😘😜🤣

Tara Davenport

KAKSKKE ELLLLEEEEE I LIKE DOIN THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT IM TOLD THO

rebecca

You can’t break the law if you’re tied up!

Tara Davenport

🔫🥸perhaps I’m a bandit and can get loose

rebecca

Good girl 😂

rebecca

🤣 Well aren’t we all.

Tara Davenport

Pulls up pants dramatically—or should I say pulls em down

rebecca

Yeah your water gun looks real threatening 🙄 YOURE TOO BEAUTIFUL AND HOT TO MAKE US LOOK AT A CARTOON CAT AGAIN.

Sugar&Spice

Ok - so far, I’ve discovered that I really like the meta ones! Am I weird or does anyone else just like listening to these and *not* getting off? I mean, not that I’m not getting off (I’m blushing!) but I just really like the sound of his voice and the way it stops me thinking about the real world so much.

rebecca

“There’s a snake in my boob”

Dawn

Ok, I lied. I did put a ton of books in my Goodreads file like I said I was going to, but then I listened to Matthew again and had a double 💦🥴, so I'm going to bed early. Books and Os, what I imagine Heaven will be like.

Tara Davenport

Y’all I need Pepe too also I’m in crisis lmfao

rebecca

Lucy, I like your beanie. And your beanie too.

Tara Davenport

Who knew beanie could be so versatile

rebecca

The thing about being brain twins is that we’re brain twins 💜

Katie

I didn’t know that I knew! 😂 anddd do you need a roommate? I would like to walk on the beach.

rebecca

🔔 Katie! I know you watched the short program earlier but are you watching the broadcast version now? Because it was just bummer central!

Ann

Oh yesssss please!!! Heaven 💜

Tara Davenport

yALL im debating ending a frieNDSHIP BECAUSE IM OVER EMOTIONAL LMFAO

Katie

The only thing weird here is that nothing is weird here! I always do a “dry” run. The metas are my favorite too! I know a lot of Belles listen while doing chores…I have tried it…it was the fastest I ever folded my laundry! 😂❤️

Ann

Yep all the time. Actually S&S I go to sleep with them. Sleep headphones and volume down so O’s don’t wake me up 🤣. When I am focused on the sex part then I can get aroused. But if I just listen to sleep then it is no problem. Well it is getting harder as for lack of better phrase, my sexuality awakens. I love to sleep to Little Mermaid and also Lucid Dream. I also listen to some to help center me before a big task or project. His voice is so nice 😊

Ann

Oh wow Rebecca. 🥺

Tara Davenport

LMAO Elle im debating calling u my BEST friend at this point lmfaoooooooo. nah we cool. its just this guyyyyyy

Tara Davenport

Lmao no. I like him and idk after a huge ass fight over text yesterday we’ve clarified he only sees me as a best best friend, and idk we keep each other posted on relationship stuff but EVERYTIME he does I feel shitty and now I’m wondering if I should just shut the whole thing down

Tara Davenport

A good point tbh Lucy. I’m just like…trying to sus out where we’re at rn and idk man it’s weird

toweraudios

Hey Katja - that’s so sweet (and a bit sad too if your mum was reminded of a broken heart or someone she lost😔) My ma introduced me to the song too. But it was one of her vacuuming singalong CDs. 😌 xx

toweraudios

Parchment whore! 😂 Is that a t-shirt already? 🤣😂

rebecca

I wanna add a little more to that brain twin comment. I really feel like you’re a soul sister. And what I mean by that is I see you so fucking clearly. You were the first person to reply to me here, other than Matt, and I remember feeling an instant connection with you (and being excited that this hot girl was as sweet as she was hot. No, I’m not joking about that.) Every little bit more you’ve opened up has just continuously reenforced how similar we are with our responses to trauma (I don’t know your trauma and it is very unlikely it is similar to mine, but its effects are clearly eerily similar). But it didn’t occur to me until just now that instead of trying to convince you of your self-worth through platitudes, I could actually use the fact that we are so similar in our souls. I’ve been where you’ve been. But unlike you and where you are now, I didn’t even know I had such low self-worth. But let me tell you something, the last few months in my life has been a roller coaster and I thought it would break me. But instead of breaking me, it set me free. I have no fear anymore. Every day, I get more and more confident. I know I’m hot now and I know my mind was so fucking warped from trauma that it warped the vision of myself. I don’t jokingly talk shit to myself anymore because I know now that was me trying to hurt me first with blunt sarcasm rather than letting anyone else get the jab in first. I have a feeling you do this too. But then I realized, no one was actually gonna talk shit to me. It was only that dumb fucking voice that came from trauma that happened too long ago and I never dealt with. That I never KNEW I had to deal with. That girl inside of you, Katie, the one before the trauma, she is bursting to get out and live again. I bet she was so fucking excited to live, but along the way her spirit was dimmed by the world. The greatest thing about knowing this is that I know she’s still in there and I know she’s so fucking proud of you. I can see her in these chats every week. And she wants you to kill that shit talker in your head, because that was never you. It only convinced itself it was you because it was trauma that snuck in and never left. As someone on the other side, life has never been better since I sent that fucker packing. Life is so beautiful and bright, I feel blinded by it every day now. And I feel blinded by it because it’s me that’s so beautiful, inside and out. Katie, I can’t wait for you to see it, to be on the other side with me, because you’re gonna feel like beauty personified and the world is gonna look that way too. I can’t wait to walk on the beach with you.

Katie

Girl! I have been halfway between “do I even bring it up?” and “let me get out my hockey vodka and dish…” (& I actually fell asleep instead of watching it live and I’m SO glad cause what a horrible way to start the day!) All I know, never EVER cross Tara or Johnny, damnnnn cold blooded (but warranted, but damnnnn). Yeah, but overall bummer like a hummer in the summer.

Roxanne

Matthew: do you know this so- Me: ITS BEEN SEVEN HOURS AND FIFTEEN DAYS! have you ever noticed that everyone who does this song says a different number of days?

NeonVall

*Sights* Guys stop having funny and nice conversations when I'm sleeping! I'm seriously considering about moving to a better timezone because of it 👩‍💻🏦🛫🏡

Honey D.A.

The way my mood went from "oh nuu I gotta get him a blanket and hot milk choccy quick 🥺" to "man, I'm 📯" real quick BRUH 🥵🔥 and drinks and dinner after sex??? I am GAME, I tell ya 😂 Well done, Matt 😙💜 Also! Mentions of chocolate remind me: Did you know, in Japan, there are 2 Valentine's Days? One in February, where girls give giri choco (obligation chocolates) to friends, and honmei choco (true feeling chocolates) to romantic partners. These can be store bought, but homemade chocolates are also pretty common there.💕 White Day (March 14) is when guys give gifts back to the girls who gave them chocolates for Valentine's Day. These can be also be chocolates but other kinds of sweets or gifts have also become pretty popular. It's a nice custom methinks. 🥰

Katie

Japan is living in 2210. That’s Amazing! ❤️

Katie

A guy walks into a bar…and he was disqualified from the limbo contest. (I was looking up jokes to tell you and this is the only one I found really funny.) 🤷‍♀️🤪 Conversation started. ✔️

rebecca

That IG post, whooosh 😦.. After I posted, it felt like a piece of my heart was just sort of floating in the ether and I was hoping to all hope it landed okay. I was anxious for a while that it didn’t and I went too far. You didn’t ask for all that so I’m sorry if it did go too far and I missed some marks. All I know is that I relate to you on such an intrinsic level, and I want you to be as fully you and human as I know you actually are 💜 You really don’t have to say anything. Unless I did go too far and then I’m very sorry. Still learning about vulnerability and all that jazz. Love you Katie boo 😘

rebecca

You best be including yourself in that legends category, Mona! 💜

rebecca

Orrr we all move to the land of windmills. I kind of like that better.

rebecca

Bummer like a hummer in the summer! 😂 “All I can say is that was the short program of Kamila Valieva.” 🥶🥶🥶

Maggie Ren

I'm bored and full of useless information so I'm going to see how quickly I can alienate people with the dumb stuff I know. Fact of the day: When a female mountain lion is in heat, she will make a call that sounds like a human woman screaming in terror. 🙂

Maggie Ren

How bad is it that I knew that already? Lmfao 😆😅 The Platypus doesn't have nipples, so they sweat milk.

Katie

Girl. All I can say was that my ugly cry last night really cleared out my sinuses, so thank you for that. I’ll be good. Idk how you did what you just did lots of weird things happening in my brain. So I’m just gonna, yeah I’m gonna chill for a minute lol I will have a lot to say at some point, just the feels…..wooo the feels right now. I was not prepared. ❤️

Katie

Also, do you remember the first conversation we had? Mona and I talked about goats.

Maggie Ren

I wasn't joking about being full of useless information. Here's another one: In 1961, the first computer to ever programmed to "sing", performed the song "Daisy Bell."

Maggie Ren

Ever be programmed to sing*

NeonVall

Let's go travel the world and go CouchSurfing at each others place! Lucy I start with you than!!! Packing my bags now!!

NeonVall

Is that a lot of coffee? I usually have like 4 within the first 2 hours after awakening

NeonVall

I'm learning things here! 🧐📝

Maggie Ren

I have plenty more. Give me a topic and I can probably tell you something that will make you wonder why I know that fact >.>

NeonVall

Than you go girl!! I believe in you And you are gonna make it! 💪🏻☕

NeonVall

@katie What did one traffic light say to the other???? ....... stop looking!! I'm changing! @rebecca I would only stay here for the cheese 😅

rebecca

Seriously tho I have thought about the fact that it is so unbelievably cool that I now know, like, and love (all three at once) incredible people all around the world. Like I really could go to the other side of the earth in any direction and there would be someone there who I would absolutely spend the day with. That’s so special that it actually makes me a little giddy and tells me how incredibly lucky we all are 🥰

Ann

How are you doing? I have been thinking about you. Hope you are well. 🤗💜

Katie

I can’t even with that comment. 😅😳🤭

Katie

❤️❤️❤️

Venusinaphrodite_

Hey lovebug I’m at the doctors right now actually. I have another appointment going set up now

rebecca

I legit said “oooh owww” out loud when he said it 😅

NeonVall

Rebecca ❤❤ Indeed sometimes I think the same!

Katie

Okay, I am finally in state of calm. (Sponsored by 1 Strongbow) I think I’m going to do this in bullets ▪️Clever Muthafucking Mona- don’t think I missed the fishnet vest! THAT WAS GENIUS. SO 👏GOOD👏. I’m proud to know you. It takes a legend to know a legend. ▪️The goat conversation is in the comments for the first holidate vid! Yes, the fantasy audio, much conversation had there! ▪️I have been feeling like we are having this very meaningful conversation in the corner of an orgy or something 😂 ▪️I have to believe things happen for a reason, whether we ever know the reason or not. If you felt the need to say it then it was something I needed to hear. ▪️I think what caught me most off guard was…I’m normally the one saying things like that to other people. I have been graced with so many beautiful words here, but the specificity of this…it was freaky. Someone had mentioned in the depression audio about feeling like people are always walking around them on eggshells…and I have felt that way my whole life. It has been so long since I have been addressed like this (partially because I don’t really give anyone the opportunity…) (*tires squeal* too many thoughts, redirect) ▪️And if anything triggered me, it was your description of your situation “on the other side of it.” Last night my mind just kept saying “how?” “How?” “HOW!?” ▪️I posted that thing from Instagram because you mentioned the Katie before the trauma, and while I don’t think you need to have a diagnosis of a specific condition in order to address your mental health, learning about CPTSD has given me such guidance and clarity into so many things that I thought were “wrong” with me…and that’s where I have been in my last 6 months is understanding there was no pre trauma Katie. It is my normal, and my normal has been the only thing I have felt like I can depend on. So super toxic, but incredibly disarming to even think about a new normal. ▪️You are right though, there are parts of “me” there. I refer to them as my “true self.” I really wish I was a reader. I bought the Alchemist a while ago, because I found this quote that started to change everything for me… “Maybe the journey isn’t so much about becoming anything. Maybe it’s about unbecoming everything that really isn’t you, so you can be who you were meant to be in the first place.” ▪️I think that’s where I will leave my thoughts at. Now let me reassure you that this was not too much. I learn just as much about myself from other’s reflections of themselves as I do my own. ▪️So because there is one thing about me I’m sure of, I have to end on a light note so…. 🎶 Hey soul sister, ain’t that mister mister on the radio, stereo, the way you move ain’t fair ya know!🎶 ▪️ My brain isn’t even currently programmed to be able to express my sincerest feelings of gratitude. I feel cared for. That’s kinda new to me! 😋 I hope you are watching half pipe! Thanks for caring and seeing and loving. ❤️

Ann

Please let me know how you’re doing 💜🤗💜

Venusinaphrodite_

I’ll reply here so you don’t have to keep checking🤣🤣 I’m very tired. My doctor was nice enough to let me have a breakdown while in the room🙈 I’m alive though so that’s a start😂😂

Venusinaphrodite_

Also thank you for checking in on me it means a lot lovebug💜🤗🤗🤗

Ann

Well I am here if you need anything.

Venusinaphrodite_

Thank you! It’s just a waiting game now but I’m sure I’ll be fine😘

Ann

I am going to put my email address in the post that is welcome 20 first patreon. Feel free to unload in an email if you want too. I don’t mind. I will delete it tomorrow. I will be going to sleep but I go to the bathroom a lot sigh so I will check my email or my notifications here on patreon . Do it if you need or want to but it is not an obligation. Just know that I am here if you need someone. 🤗🤗💜

Ann

Ok. It is there if you need it. No worries. Take care.

Katie

I’m terrified for the free skate! Idk if I can wait till the broadcast…I might have to wake up at 5z

IndyJane

I have a stupid question- how the heck are you able to use all these toys at once? After reading that you use multiple, I tried using my Domi2 and Osci2 together and I cannot make it work. My arms aren't long enough and I need a third extra hand to hold the phone. Are you actually using all these toys simultaneously or is it more that you're using them in the same session?

rebecca

💛💛💛

toweraudios

Roxanne 💜 - I see Chris Cornell messed it up… 16 days… And wouldn’t you count the days first anyways… 😂

toweraudios

Let’s be honest. That part was painful. The rest was tolerable. 😂 Kidding. I think the tower rider is due for liftoff on Tuesday BTW!

toweraudios

Parchment hoes don’t go to heaven though Dawn 😂

Maggie Ren

YouTube - Galapagos Giant Tortise mating noise 😆 Definitely not as good, but my humor is broken so I still it funny

Maggie Ren

Lmfao No. That's what I sound like 🤣🤣🤣

toweraudios

That is cool Honey 💜! But ‘obligation chocolates’? Maybe something is lost in translation there? Like “here - I suppose I better give you these for being my friend… “😂 😘xx

Roxanne

And Prince says 13 - also I agree, if it didn't sound so much better in song it would sound absolutely odd to list hours before days in conversation!

Katie

Now, Rebecca…(full name serious stuff) I now say to you that I hope my comment wasn’t too much! (I saw your other comment has been deleted) I don’t have a whole hell of a lot of role models in my life- maybe- one or two, so if there is anything I could ever ask of you: don’t walk around on eggshells, keep telling me all the things your heart guides you to tell. You are so wonderful and I cherish our conversations so much. We’re all a work in progress girl and thank you for sharing your soul with me! Did you know that 🤭😅 yellow is one of my favorite colors)!??? NOW…can we go find a bottomless mimosa brunch, followed by a pedicure and a friend’s marathon!?!?

Dawn

You don't know that, you're not the boss of me 😂

Ann

Indy yes i actually use all 2 or 3. The phone I don’t hold. If I have it close enough it works just fine. the Osci2 I put in and just let it sit and do it’s thing. I am not super sensitive and I am also really small. Not me but my vagina. Actually there is a story about an inappropriate OBGYN but I won’t bore you. I haven’t done it with the Domi yet. The Domi is more of a standing up bent over the counter or table type toy for me. My arms aren’t long enough to insert my fingers and so honestly I am thrilled when the toy gets up there and stays. The penguin dude and other satisfyer are small enough so I just mostly manipulate those while osci does it’s thing. I wish I had longer arms or was more flexible so I could move the vaginal toy more but 🤷🏻‍♀️ I do what I can do. I think I don’t like Nora much because it doesn’t do much for my clot and that is kind of a key thing for me. Good luck and I hope I answered your question which wasn’t stupid at all. 💜💜🤗🤗

Ann

I am sorry I didn’t see this post or I would have answered your question about the toys here. Anyway I responded fyi 🤗

NeonVall

Just wanne let you guys know. That for a small moment I felt like a hero! I saved a sheep today!!! 🐑🦸🏼‍♀️

Dawn

Me too!

Maggie Ren

Today's "Why does Maggie know that" fact: Male giraffes will mount other males to assert dominance. They aren't the only ones.

rebecca

🌞 💛☀️💛🌞 I was a little sad/angry at myself that I caused you any type of hurt or distress ☹️ But work in progress, right? Right! So YES. RIGHT NOW. What are you waiting for? I already have my shoes on! 🍊🍾

rebecca

you know it’s occurring to me that I don’t even think it’s a cat. I think it’s a lil terrier. huh.

rebecca

You’re so such a better parchment whore than me, Dawn 👏👏👏 Meanwhile I’m over here treating Goodreads like the way I treat my books. Just… sitting there. Begging me to use it. While I divert my eyes to shiny distractions ✨ 👀 📚 P.S. thanks for friending me because I do not know how to find anybody!

rebecca

Did ya watch?! I didn’t but I was spoiled for the general medal winners. So a bad situation not made worse but still yikes all around?

rebecca

This is very farmy, I love it 👩‍🌾

rebecca

Did you know Mean has been stuck in my head? 🧐

rebecca

oh I got distracted by that, there’s more. This is a fun playlist cornucopia!

NeonVall

here I was. After another series of exciting shifts in the hospital, I now have some routes in home care. Today I had a route and I mainly visited farms. Between these locations is a lot of land that is thus used for agriculture or for livestock. so I'm cruising in my car, gulping on my drink and in doubt whether I'm going to eat a pack of cookies or the sandwiches. While looking around a bit to cone to conclusion we past a few mud fields.. But then I pass a fields of sheep! *mheeeeeh mheeeeeh 🐑🐑🐑🐑* And while enjoy the animals I see a sheep lying on its back! So hit the brakes hard and blink a few times to see if it was really true, but it really was. Choice cookie or sandwich was also made right away. So with a sandwich crammed into my mouth I get out of the car to go there. Than obviously there was a obstacle there... it was a ditch. So with complete confident in my jumping qualities that I once had over 15 years ago I make the jump and yayyyy!! (see me jumping in my care outfit) just made it across! So running I fly over that field to the sheep that lies swaying on the ground, but what now? panic? stress? Did I leave my cell phone in the car? sheepskin does indeed feels greasy? fortunately I now thank my binge watching moments from vet programs and so try to lift sheep to sitting so that it can do 4 legs again.(don't turn because otherwise stomach or bowels?? Something gets tangled) but how heavy!!!! sheep runs away again and pees extensively for me.. what a gratitude!! 😃😃😃 then back the same route. I jump 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 ..... in the ditch this time...😫😫😫 so continued my way with a grease and dirty shirt; wet shoes, pants, undies, .. eventually I just came to the clients barefooted and asking if I can sit on a towel 😅🤣🤣 It was a loving day. Just hoping the driver's seat will be dry tomorrow 🙏

Dawn

Not all heroes wear capes!

Tara Davenport

ur shitting me Becca—-it’s NOT A CAT???

Katie

Wow! I wonder how long the sheep was like that and what the conversation was like between it and other sheep….💭Unfortunate about the short ditch jump the second time. Wet underwear that is not cause by arousal is just a bummer. I imagine this is what a normal day looks like for most people living in Europe. 😂 I do always stop if I see a dog that looks lost. The ones in my rural yell at me while I yell at them. YAY VAL THE SHEEP SAVER!!!! Also good choice of sandwich.

Katie

CORNUCOPIA!!! I am honored that you chose that word! Also, I’m responding to your last comment from above here so I don’t have to keep scrolling! 😂 I meant everything I said. Seriously. & the shock has worn off! 😂 I’m just so grateful we have crossed paths. ❤️ ALSO ALSO, Eileen Gu. Why is she so adorable?

Katie

Matthew☀️ will cum out tomorrow, bet your bottom🍑 dollar that tomorrow there’ll be…cum 💦

Katie

I didn’t… I slept lol but I’ll watch tonight! I’m not anticipating anything but awkwardness!

Dawn

Yep, I sang it to the melody

Katie

Love you Venus! Thinking of you!

NeonVall

Ooooohhh have a lot of same songs 😁 Sorry while I need to Google the word cornucopia....👩‍💻..😯 ... yes! its a good fitting word!

Double LL

Giraffe genitalia is very scary stuff …. 😬… I saw this exact thing happen at a zoo in Buffalo… we all left scarred for life…. No really …. I need to go cry 😭 ……. Ok all better 😂🤣😂🤣 really tho…

rebecca

I think it looks like a pup!!!

Katie

Is it true that male ducks have corkscrew like genitalia? Someone told me that once and I’m too afraid to look it up LL I’m sorry for your trauma 😂😂😂

NeonVall

And now I'm scarred 😨 @katie unfortunately yes..... nightmares

Double LL

I appreciate that…. 😝….I’ve heard that too Katie …. Don’t they mate for life…. Once they screw they are screwed together forever…. 😂🤣

NeonVall

Good idea LL! let us just keep the romanticised glasses on and keep seeing it that way!

Katie

That’s lovely and completely horrific at the same time.

Katie

Ann. . . I just read how many books you read. 😵 If I could read 1 book a year that would be success.

Bibi

Hehe I love you Katie

Bibi

Matthew - a quick question, por favor. I made a teensy vlog (well it's not even that) to share a glimpse of my pretty desert. I took a 3 ½ minute walk outside my front door. Gmail won't accept files over 25 MB, and you know how large vid files are. I uploaded it to my Drive. Should I email you the link?

rebecca

you’re still cute and furry though *runs away*

Maggie Ren

Lol I took a break to summon demons and came back to discussions of animal genitalia. I think I made some friends 🤣🤣🤣

rebecca

😮😮😮 You really are a superhero Vall! This entire time I thought you wrote “I sHaved a sheep.” I didn’t understand why this would end up with you shaving this sheep until I reread the original comment 😂 So that was a harrowing read because I was just like “oh she went to a farm and shaved a sheep, cool! … Hm. This is weird… wait what is happening right now. Ahhh!!”

Katie

RBEHXA- WHY DID I DO THE SAME THING!? I read “sheered” though and I was like wait! when did she sheer the sheep. Girl. This gets weirder every day. I love it.

rebecca

😘 Me too 🥰 She is so cute!

Dawn

Dammit Matthew, I can't even eat a popsicle anymore

Dawn

Mae, I'm not really sure how to respond to that 🤣💜

Maggie Ren

Also, because I'm annoying: Ducks do not mate for life. They mate for a season 😆

Katie

Did you know that claymation makes me really uncomfortable…😂😂😂

Maggie Ren

I also know why their genitals are shaped that way. Told ya'll. Useless info. I'm full of it.

Katie

Becca 😳😥🤭🤦‍♀️⛸

Double LL

So spill.. why?? 😂🤣😂 this should be good

Maggie Ren

Forced insemination. The shape makes it harder for the females to fight them off.

Maggie Ren

I never asked to know any of this. But here I am.

Double LL

I think it’s kinda cool to be a wealth of knowledge no matter how obscure.. you’ll always be able to start a convo with anyone, anywhere. Now these poor lady ducks ….. evolution and the things done to pass on genes …. 🤨😔

Maggie Ren

Lmfao yes I always like to break the ice with an obscure animal sex facts no one asked for 🤣🤣🤣 I always try my best to double check what I find out. And then I share it with the masses to make it their problem, as well 😃

rebecca

W h a t did I just watch. SO PAINFUL. Weirdest saddest thing. But Mariah Bell’s program!!! 😍🤩 I was looking forward to it so much (goosebumps every time!)

rebecca

Declaring this the official song for Tower Friday Eve

rebecca

excuse me Katie, please knock ✊ next time you’d like to jump in my brain - I may be having TTT

Katie

It felt so invasive to watch. Just the multi levels of priorities and emotions. (My hockey game went to a shoot out so I missed Bell’s… I’ll go watch now!)

Katie

Did you like stumble into a zoology class and never leave or watch all of planet earth? [Wahhhhhh😩 I love ducks they’re so cute! This is awful news though]

Katie

Then I’m DEFINITELY not knocking!!! Unless it’s boots! 🤠😉

Maggie Ren

It's okay Katie. Most animals are psychopaths. Especially the cute ones. I loved penguins a month ago.... All joking aside, I never grew out of the "Sponge" phase. I hated school, but I enjoy learning new things. I know other things that aren't animal related, as well 🤣

Katie

Oh my god I love her! I hope she skates again in 4 years, and Adam is her coach! 😍🥰

NeonVall

I knew that about the ducks... just wanted to keep them a little bit more cuter? 😅 Snails are also.....

Maggie Ren

A snails body is considered a foot and there is literally no reason for me to know this. 🙃

Maggie Ren

And if you haven't had a nightmare in a while, go ahead and look up "Big Fin Squid" and understand that the one you are seeing, is a juvenile 🙃. If you don't fear the ocean now, you will.

NeonVall

The sheep saver! think I can put that on my resume??? Katie and Rebecca... please give each other some privacy! Don't wanne come back and need to separate you because your fighting! Unless its a different kind of fighting indeed.... let me set a scene. On a Sheep farm and a shepherd?👀

IndyJane

Thank you so much for answering! It's so... I don't know that "refreshing" is the word... Something between "refreshing" and "comforting" to be able to talk about this stuff. I also can't really reach to use my fingers and I've wondered just how common that is.

toweraudios

countdown… 5… Anyone wanna do the honours?

Katie

THREE! 3️⃣

toweraudios

😅1000 comments Holyfeckamoly 😂 🎉🥳🎈🥂🍾 You are the best. As an indicator of how legendary you all are: You are on par with the Tim Dillon Show, which I just read is the second biggest page on Patreon, and has the most active comment section I’ve seen. True Crime Obsessed is said to be the biggest page on Patreon. They get between 5-75 comments per post. 😂 I gotta admit that I’ve been getting a bit of FOMO when I have to get back to work or finish an audio or pretend to adult. But I just want to you to know how much I love to catch up and scroll through your threads on sheep and ice skating and books and whale worship and duck’s willies and playlists and how far fingers can reach and… Even if it’s too late for me to chime in. I just hope you know that! Okay. Just as long as you know I love you. 😩😭🥲😌😊😁 Like you didn’t already. Until later, when you’ll be seeing more of me than you probably want to. 😘xxxxxxxxxxx

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Drunk thoughts: notes can’t tell if they’ll be a part of a minor cord or major chord. If notes could feel, do you think the they’d be sad about being in a minor chord, happy about being in a major chord, or just glad to be involved. 🤯 Listening to “Toss Your Dirty Shoes” by Mitski on repeat while thinking of this bs.

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Holy sh*t! 1002? Did I break the thread? Haven’t been feeling well, and now that I’m on the uptick, I wanted to be a part of the convo. I was just listening to music while working on a tower-inspired art piece. Congrats, you crazy beauties!

NeonVall

Already feared it 😫 But a nicer creature to look at is the mantis shrimp. Nice colors and insane eyesight!! ... mabey that this will take away some fear of the ocean 😅

Bibi

Phenomenal! Congratulations, Matthew!

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

I had just finished a portion of my own version of art recreations, so I decided to work on something else. Yes, the heart of gold. 😁 I’ve only done a few cogs so far, but the layering is already turning out SO PRETTY! Here’s just the concept sketch: https://instagram.com/p/CaHqXSsldx4/ I’ll send it to the turret when it’s finished!

Katie

Signed… can he bring the police man with him? Asking for a friend…

Katie

MAE LELE FOR THE GOLD!

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Ugh, Patreon won’t let me link an Instagram post. Go to kelly_jensen_media if you wanna see the concept sketch. I had just finished a portion of my own version of art recreations, so I decided to work on something else. Yes, the heart of gold. 😁 I’ve only done a few cogs so far, but the layering is already turning out SO PRETTY! I’ll send it to the turret when it’s finished!

Katie

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #winning #holyfeckamoly 👏 #imissedthefingerconvo #imnotscrollingup #dontlietobecute #wheresthebooty #whalewatching #hituswiththestats #suckitdillon ? #MTtiedfor2ndisthetruecrime #ihaventhashtaggedinawhile #ifeellikethiscallsforsomedrake https://youtu.be/Zfp3KfYH0xA

Katie

That tongue though. Very. Weird. Feelings.

NeonVall

Yes steampunk! Make those wheels turning that's keeping the heart beating 💓 Already liking the concept art 😁 Can't wait when it's done 🙃

NeonVall

Mona I think the sandwich got about 30% of the rescue. the jump, assessing the situation but it occurred to me that I had no other food, except for the cookies, so I had to chew quickly and swallow it before I lost it somewhere. I just watched videos about sheep shearing, ever really thought about it to look, And I think I get what you mean 😆

NeonVall

I Just needed to look up how many members to get a better feel on how legendary we are: True crime obsessed: 50000 Tim Dillon Show:40000 Matthew Tower: 500 ..... yup we talk a lot 😅🤭🤣🤣🤣 But only possible because of you and everyone here! Loving the craziness and anhest sharing here. And even though I was already feeling the FOMO....I'm so happy we got 1000 comments! 🥳🎉👯‍♀️ #Holyfeckamoly #Gonnaparty #WhisihadtheBobawiththeballs #Inyourfacetruecrimeanddillon #katieimissedthefingerconvoalso #Onourwayfor1100?? #Whynotandplaysthedrake

Tara Davenport

🥺🥺 #holyfeckamoly #ialsomissedthefingerconvo #haHsuckitdillon #imeanletsjustgetthechatto2000 #thisispartiallymeandellesfault

rebecca

#wearesotalented #wherewasthisfingerconvo #ayaycaptain🐳 #xx

rebecca

Vall, we’re not fighting, we’re waiting for you in the barn 🥕 👁👄👁

rebecca

Kelly, I love this drunk thought 💆🏻‍♀️ I think notes are happy to be involved in all the chords and flats and sharps. Gonna pretend notes are living little spirits from now 🥺 Speaking of, I still need to listen to Mitski’s new album! Have you listened to it yet?

NeonVall

Did the FOMO made us MO????😑

NeonVall

I'll be on my way 💃🏼 But might have worked some and will be bringing some wool

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

NeonVall - I’m thinking sharing concept art with you guys is gonna be my new strategy to make sure I actually finish projects. I need to expand my portfolio so I can get a job that I actually studied for, damnit! 😅 I don’t want to go back to retail! Rebecca - I tend to personify some weird random stuff while I’m drunk. 😆 I haven’t listened to her new album yet. Honestly, I heard the song on Facebook reels, searched it, and thought “that’s the artist who wrote that song on adventure time that I liked”. I literally listened to it on repeat maybe 50 times yesterday. I get weird song fixations. I just follow the dopamine. 😁

Honey D.A.

We did iiiit! 🥳🎉🥂

Honey D.A.

Unfortunately, that's the literal translation and, yeah, it's kind of like that. 😂 "You're my friend and I don't want you to feel bad about being single on Valentine's Day, so here, have a chocolate" 😂

MsBunny

Adorable 🖤🖤🖤🖤🐇

Ezza

That song, my beautiful sister used to love it & it always makes me cry thinking about her. It’s bittersweet now she’s gone & kinda breaks me right down every time i hear it without fail. Ironically enough, she & I lived together with her living at the back of the house & she’s planted flowers in our backyard that died without reason not long after her like they knew she was gone or something.