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CAMGIRL FOR A NIGHT (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+) (Patreon)

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2022-02-11 20:01:01
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2026-01-30 14:44:38
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Heey... Tonight, Bad Sex Therapist might have arranged for you to have your first experience as a camgirl. He might also have gotten a littl

Heey...

Tonight, Bad Sex Therapist might have arranged for you to have your first experience as a camgirl. He might also have gotten a little carried away with the very dirty talk and fantasy of you pleasuring multiple men, so much so that he was a little flustered at the end. 😅

This audio has been reviewed by a female SWer and professional cammer to check for authenticity and ensure nobody in the industry would take offence at the fantasy. So, please enjoy!

All in good (bad) fun!

Matthew’s shadow

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[M4F] [Performing on webcam] [Reclaiming terms ’slut’ / 'whore’] [Gang-bang dirty-talk] [18+]

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Double LL

The Hub maybe gone … but thank fucking god this is still here… do you have any idea how many times I’ve cum to this absolutely filthy audio?!?! What that say about me exactly I’m not sure I wanna know! 😂😂😂…. You rock my world in the best ways Doll! 💋💋

Ann

😭 teaching, doctor appointment, then the drive to Seattle. Toys stayed home. 😭 Sunday night is sooo far away.

rebecca

Not me just arriving with lunch at my mom’s and reading the description, standing in her kitchen, my pulse speeding up and my face flushing 😳🥴👀 About to win the gold medal in denial 😮‍💨 edit - lol nvm just saw Ann’s comment. she wins.

IndyJane

You’re killing me. I was losing my mind waiting for the new audio so I started a project that would take me up to your usual posting time. Now I’ve got an hour before I can stop and you’ve posted early. The description sounds really fun and I love that you did due diligence. Ugh, ok, back to seed starting.

rebecca

I’m laughing so hard, silently (can’t have my mom asking what’s so funny 😂 ) about how frustrated all of us are right now 🤣

toweraudios

😉There's always the side of the highway, Ann? 💜But seriously, I hope the doctor's app is just a check-up and you're in good health! xx

NeonVall

Me working and thinking: aah nice relaxing late shift. Can really take the time for the patients and care for them. you know, the things you want to do when you become a nurse..or something.. *Gets notice and reads description 😶😯🥵* OKE EVERYONE BEDTIME! How dare you release this at least an hour earlier? What about our day programmes? 🥲 Need to suffer an hour longer 😫😭

Dawn

Absolutely filthy.....😯 Absolutely fabulous 😈

toweraudios

Well, it's exciting to be standing in front of a full fridge for a change huh? 😂xx

Venusinaphrodite_

Matthew not you putting no diggity on while you and everyone are finishing. How am I supposed to focus on you. Do I sing or do I cum??? how mean🙄🙄🙄😤😂

rebecca

This is my favorite spoiler ever 😭😂

Ann

Wouldn’t be the first time along that stretch if highway. 😉. Doctors is not regular checkup but I will know more next week I hope. Thank you. 💜🤗

toweraudios

😂 All the best to your little sproutlings 🌱 Indy! 💜 Remember they need lots of heat and moisture 💦...😉xx

Double LL

Not me so excited that I just finished working out, so now I can “work out” again and only have to shower once…. That’s me doing my part for the planet! 😂🤣😂🤣

Ann

You are so funny. I can just see you clapping your hands and shooing people along. Go people! Go! 🤣

Venusinaphrodite_

Thank you Becca I’m just here dying slowly😭💦💦💦💦

sabi

ASHAKDHJ MATT you’re KILLING me with the background music 😭 beyoncé reslly attacked me outta nowhere lmao loved that But anyways, the mental image of you looking at a cam girl and not being able to hold it anymore is just so incredibly hot to me, idk why, but i give the concept a 1000/10 <3 It’s like in host daddy 2(?) where we wriggle in your lap and you’re trying to keep it together, idk what that type of scenarios is called but i fucking LIVE for them 🔥 And my man, my love, i say this with all the love in the world but you CAN take a minute to breathe after you cum 💀 it’s okay, you don’t have to jump to the next thing right after, feel yourself calm down, breathe a little, you’re good 💜💜 fantastic work as always 😚

toweraudios

Right! Off to bed! The latest funding cuts to healthcare mean the day ends at 4 pm now! (Everyone lying in bed, wide awake, staring at the ceiling...) 😂

toweraudios

Yay Dawn! 💜I'll take that as a tick of approval! 😈

Tara Davenport

Tbh I’m probably gonna listen to this tomorrow—I have WAYYYY too many assignments due tonight and I went to bed at 4 😌….unlesssssss 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👁👄👁

toweraudios

😂Sing WHILE you 💦💦! 🤣That's actually really funny. It feels like it would be impossible, but I'm sure it would be fine, just a bit warbly and breathy 🤣I gotta try this out. 😂it was the coolest thing to be able to grab this set of tunes from everyone! They just work so perfectly. (At least, I tried to put a clip from everyone in! I hope I didn't miss anyone! If I did I'll make it up next time!) Can't wait to use the other playlists too. Guilty pleasures... 😂💜

Dawn

As you should...as you should

toweraudios

🎵 If I sing there will be troubleee 🎵

SİNdarElle

Matt, you are early today. Or am I late with my Friday bath? Anyways: Happy International Day of Women & Girls in Science 🧪 I’m glad you’re doing your part to support woman doing ✨science✨ as well. For no particular reason, I reclaimed „slut“ (& „Schlampe“ 🖤 the only dirty-talk word in german that is not totally unsexy & silly) a long time ago & I love being called like that right before I cum (good timing here 😼) So, what are we doing with the coins we earned; have you already booked a table at a fancy restaurant?

Dawn

Tara, I think the Clash should re-release with this new version of yours

toweraudios

😏All those sexy pheromones. Get over here. 😈xx

Emmi

I don’t know what it is with you and the heavy breathing towards the end… but it’s driving me nuts (in a good way 😅🥵) Makes me think of round 2 when the camera is off 😇 Btw… thank you so much for the postcard!!! The picture you took is stunning and it totally made my week :) that handwriting was a bit hard to decipher haha I’ll keep it close to my heart ❤️ Vielen lieben Dank!!

Venusinaphrodite_

Tara😂😂😂😂😂 brat lol and Dawn now I’m never going to un-hear it🤣

Double LL

Ummmm ….I think I’m gonna have to shower twice anyway … dirty, dirty, dirty! Thank you, Dr Tower. Xo 💋

toweraudios

Sabi! 💜😂No time to breathe! I needed to recover my professionalism! 🤣And... 😏mmm... speaking of Host Daddy... I thought it could be fun if we have the house to ourselves next time for a new lesson... xx

Tara Davenport

Hello to you too Kels :3 happy Friday 👁👅👁

sabi

Respectfully, fuck professionalism 😂💜 hearing your heavy breathing is HOT And oh jesus, new host daddy 😳 well, just know my body is ready 😌 i love how you’ve been giving me hints of future audios, keeps me on my toes the whole time you’re gone 😩💞

toweraudios

As a wise man once said, 'Don't put off until tomorrow what you can do today' (Benjamin Franklin is speaking from the grave, telling you to listen now, Tara 💜) 😂xx

Lauren

Who knew that note-taking and typing sounds could be so relaxing? 😌😴

toweraudios

Cheers to the ladies in lab-coats, SİNdarElle!! 💜🥼🧫(Yeah, I was posting a little early cause I have to go out soon, but I'll be back!) Yes, Schlampe! 😉And I love the ring of Schmutzig too! 😂But I guess it might not quite work for a native speaker... And yes! The tips! So I guess you're buying dinner tonight...😜

toweraudios

Accepted! 😩🎶💦🎶💦🎶💦We'll report back on our findings on Tuesday! 😂

Deanna Tyson

Bestie…..and Belles this was so fun for me to enjoy. Yea I had a hard time trying to not enjoy myself….💦💦💦. That I was listening to the music 🤣🤣. This reminds me of the time a friend of mine and I dabbled in being on camera. It was interesting. Ok so it’s day 2 since the surgery and I’m doing good. Just some mild discomfort but definitely taking it easy. Did have a small accident last night where my son was laying next to me and accidentally kicked me in my back but we’re good. Couple days of recovery and I’ll be good as new. Ok so the stories….. here’s the first one. I had just got woken up back in recovery and the doctors are coming back checking on me. They’re talking to me and my mom about my meds and things I need to do. Doc: So it’s going to be about a week for recovery. Try not to do any heavy lifting or sleeping on your back. (In walks male nurse) Nurse: Dee I know that’s your favorite position and all but please be careful or use a pillow. (Turns and sees my mom and turns red) Mom: no need to be embarrassed, I’m sure that’s the position used when she conceived my grandson. Conversation 2: Mom: Who is Matthew? Me: What? Mom: Who is Matthew and the Bell Tower or Tower Belles? Sounds like a pervy music group. Me: They are just people I’ve come to know and bonded with……why? Mom: hmmm … you announced to everyone in surgery that you wanted to have a giant orgy and slumber party in your freezer. Who is Matthew really?? Me: don’t worry about it. Story 3: this was right after having the bone marrow removed and before I was about to be put under for the other surgery. I was awake for this portion but after being up early for the drive I was very tired. And no my mother was not here to witness this. Nurse: I thought you said you behaved well under anesthesia. Me: I do. But I’m just super tired too. Or that was some really strong med. Nurse: not really lol don’t be surprised if …. Doesn’t talk to you for a while. Me: why what did I do Nurse: you pretty much grabbed him by his scrub pants and was about to as you said “ suck his Moby”. And yes your head was bobbing and everything. Talk about embarrassed but definitely worth laughing at later. Now you all now my true feelings about you guys 🤣🤣.

Deanna Tyson

Come on Tara….you know you want to listen. Join us!!!

Venusinaphrodite_

Deal🤝 how many practice rounds before the final performance? If you need a break after one I won’t hold it against you👴🏻

toweraudios

Bitte, Emmi! 💜And nice to know the mail is making it through, even if it's totally illegible! 🤣😂What I said was 〰〰〰〰〰〰〰〰〰〰〰〰〰 😜xx

toweraudios

Damn. Yes, Lauren 💜 Actually, I remember the librarian signing me up for the library and filling out my information gave me the craziest tingles. I could do a whole ASMR of it sometime if that would be any use.... mmmm....

Venusinaphrodite_

Noooooooo Ahahahahaha I love you😂😂😂👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

toweraudios

😂🤣😂Oh Dee 💜 so priceless!! 🤗I'm sure your nurse has already forgiven you and some!! 😏🤣😂Your mother might take a while though... 😩Kidding - it might be hard for her to understand how much we all love you, but thanks for the unintentional introduction!! 😆I feel extra special now you've taken me home to meet your ma 🥰😃And damn right - no more heavy lifting or kickboxing for a while huh? It's so great to hear the surgery went well, and you're doing good! xx

toweraudios

Practice? As a great man said: You better lose yourself in the music, the moment You own it, you better never let it go You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow

Venusinaphrodite_

Ok 8-mile😂😂😂😂 I never miss my chance to blow but hey😉😘😂😂😂😂

Deanna Tyson

My mother has definitely put up with a lot because of me. Yea she will come around. I’d give her another day. 🤣. She did say whoever Matthew was I should probably marry him. He sounds like a keeper. 🤣🤣🤣 She approves of you!!

Bibi

This is me sitting in a meeting with two people I don't know very well - in public - trying not to click that effing 'play' button on my phone, in my lap https://media.giphy.com/media/3ohhwpsWqgKDZyNjgs/giphy.gif ~~~~~~~~~~~ Two minutes later, one of them is looking at me strangely, "Well, hey there, Bibi. You... uh, ok?" I can't help it, now I've morphed into this https://media.giphy.com/media/WWnyPSQDjQDIc/giphy.gif And now I really have to pay attention so I can get the hell home and listen dammit!!!!

D

Oh Dee... I'm glad surgery went well. These stories...🤣

Lauren

Oh my goodness Matt yes! please do 😊I actually don't really listen to a lot of ASMR because most of it just doesn't do anything for me but your stuff does for some reason.I listen to it a lot when I'm feeling stressed or anxious so more of it would be great 🤗 And Lucy, I think you may be onto something there😏

D

Even the most innocent sometimes need a little naughty or straight up dirty. It may have been the type of day where even my boss was like "D, these clients have been SO TOUGH and complex...you need to take more breaks!" Done and done. Thanks, Matt! 🤗💜

Deanna Tyson

Lucy all I hear in my head now since you said that is “performing for one night and one night only….🤣🤣

Titania

🤣🤣🤣🤣🥰

Niamh

Okay wow I didn’t think I was much of an exhibitionist but you coaching me through it drove me wild 🥵

toweraudios

I might have blowin for showin next week if you knowin 🐳

Bibi

made it home, finally. Well, hell. Maybe this is the kind of acting I've really wanted to do all along. I DO have a secret exhibitionist kink - love to be seen naked...love eyes on me. It's such a fucking turn on, omfg. Matthew, I've always been the most perfect submissive to my directors and you were brilliant in this! 🔥 Haha! 🔥 You've transformed the beginning of my weekend into a place where secret fantasies can bloom... take flight. Ahhhhh. Yeah. 🙏 Oh, yeah. 🔥

toweraudios

Bibi💜 You could say - “Excuse me - just gotta take this call”, and then 🙄 “He talks a LOT…” 😂 xx

toweraudios

Haha! Thanks for 😏 sharing your break with me D! 💜And true: we’re all being 😇 angels all day, so a little naughty 😈 talk is sometimes a welcome relief. xx

Katja

Turned this into a full on concert when good as hell came on 💅😌

Kris

I can't be the only one who has wondered what one of Matt's ✨lovely audios✨ would be like if he was just a little bit intoxicated. Call it "Whiskey Dick" 😂 idk I think it would be kind of fun

Meg_just_Meg

I have come to the conclusion that you can read minds. You should capitalize on this ability more often

D

I mean let's not get carried away...I might not return the naughty talk in the same way... some words don't come naturally! But you can be damn sure I'd return the favor! 😉😘

Bibi

Yeah! The problem is, that when I see a link from you, my brain shuts down, so I'm incapable of being smart like that! ♥️

Bibi

Ohmygod! Deanna Thay is just so fuckin' hilarious!!!!! 😂 I'm glad you're recovering - and p!ease take care. The orgy? So, I never ever drink cokes, but I was drinking one when I read this - now I have to go change my clothes!!! LOL 😂😂😂

Deanna Tyson

🤣🤣🤣 Sorry not sorry Bibi!!💜💜

rebecca

Some more observations you may want to analyze for your findings, Doctor 📝 — The Subject concluded the drive home was of a similar length to this session, so she decided to test the sound of your reverberations during the ride. This led to an ache she should’ve been prepared for along with involuntarily moans, big exhales, and acute awareness of every bump in the road. When Subject arrived home, she immediately took her toys to bed, listened to every word again, and is currently typing these notes up while still recovering. Please let Subject know if you need additional findings for your thesis 📖💦 Salud 🥂😘

rebecca

I’m trying to be so good but you’re NOT making it easy sis 🥲

rebecca

I didn’t know I had a secret ASMR power but now I think I do. Librarian ✔️ Can whisper instruction talk you like a pro ✔️ Imparts you with obscure historical stories and facts ✔️ Sooo this librarian says yes to this 🙌

Venusinaphrodite_

Slaughtering those bars like you slaughtered the slopes…oh wait😅❄️👦🏼⛷🏂 Hope you have a good weekend😘Xx.

rebecca

🤣 DEEEE omg 😂😂 God fucking bless you. The courage to just embrace it instead of demanding they just put you back under for a little while 😂 So thrilled you’re recovering nicely. Wheww and thank you for this laugh 😅💜

rebecca

Whiskey Dick is my new favorite drink 🥃🐳

Deanna Tyson

I told you they were pretty funny and a bit embarrassing. But I can laugh at myself pretty well.

rebecca

I forgot about this spoiler cause I was one track minding it and I found you can kind of half sing it but it ends up as just breathy mumbly exhales?? 🧐

rebecca

Next time I’m in what could be an embarrassing situation, I’m using you as inspiration girlie! 😘

Kris

🍆 💦🤤

Deanna Tyson

Rebecca that’s so sweet. Let me know how that goes 🤣. Just remember WWDD….what would Dee Do.

rebecca

It also goes down well on the rocks 😏

toweraudios

Hey Niamh! 💜 Just needed a little friendly shove huh! 😏Glad you enjoyed! Have a great weekend! xx

rebecca

😂 Getting that on a bracelet now brb 💨

rebecca

But not when you can’t even process what’s in the fridge! 😭

Katie

DEE! Let me express my enthusiasm the best way I know how…THESE👏 ARE👏THE👏BEST👏SURGERY👏HIGH STORIES👏EVER👏!!! I will take a WWDD bracelet! Meet you in the freezer!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

toweraudios

Oh no - not you too, Katja! 💜Do you wanna join an experiment to see if humans can sing while 😩💦💦💦? 😂

toweraudios

🥴🥃I’ll give it a go. Does this whiskey need a special stirring stick? 🐋

rebecca

That is an ice cold burn, Kels. Love ittt 🔥 oh wait you singed (ba dum) yourself too in the process 🤣

toweraudios

Are you starting an OnlyFans Meg? 💜 Need a co-performer? 😜xx

Katie

I haven’t booed someone in a long time… this is definitely a good opportunity, but it’s Tara and she’s precious. I will console her (and whisper boooo in her ear.)

Katie

4 More Hours… till I get me alone.

Bibi

I am so in trouble...

rebecca

Well it does taste better if you keep the wetness in motion. Thankfully it comes with a built-in stirrer that doubles as a flotation device 😊

Meg_just_Meg

I’m afraid I must decline such a generous offer, but do return when you would like to chat about investing in your telepathy skills. Here’s my card 🃏

rebecca

That’s a good move, Katie. Because it upsets me that Tara values her education and future more than the immediate desire for beautiful oblivion 😤

Katie

I mean, my degree is the most expensive placemat I’ll ever own- if that helps you decide… I would definitely prioritize beautiful oblivion.

Katie

Buzzed Meta. 🐝🍯🥃

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

*Me choking on bleach fumes and scrubbing my bathtub* Good thoughts: You should take a page out of Matt’s book and take a relaxing bath rather than just an efficient shower. You could even listen to the new audio while you do! *Me seeing the slight color difference after I scrub again with steel wool* Bad thoughts: Everything is contaminated and you should never touch anything again. Fuuuuuuuuuuuu

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

So my current client is an autistic adult and she likes to watch nature documentaries. She chose one today about whales. I wasn’t paying attention to the tv but suddenly heard them say Moby Dick and damned if there was a big sperm whale and I busted out laughing. My client gave me a confused look but all I could think about was you! And not 10 minutes later I got my email for this. I try not to think about you at work but damn, I couldn’t help it! And this was a great audio, I almost felt sorry for you just watching 🤣😂🐳💦

rebecca

😂 Whales truly are soothing in multiple ways

toweraudios

Let me just type these up. ⌨️Lunch provided time for anticipatory build up… motions causing vocalisations… TTT+T… [TTT+toys]… response a success … Sounds like a win to me! Now let me think what we can do with you next. 😘

IndyJane

This was not advertised as a mindf*ck, but it was for me. First off, it was sexy af. You said hot, nasty things that I liked. BUT! Even as that was happening, I was thinking about what a freaking genius scenario this was structurally. Reading the comments by viewers, telling us how many people were logged in, when they were tipping- it was a believable way to have several people watching, but only your voice in the audio. By reading the comments aloud and not letting us see the screen, you positioned yourself to omit any unkind comments. Apparently, my line for believability is that everyone who comments on the internet is nice. I can’t just trust you read every comment as it came up, I have to insert the idea that you were screening them. I freaking loved how you restated the comments to give them a powerful nuance. That theme of finding confidence in your desires is what I love about this series. I was also wondering if you were giving us a taste of what it’s like to be you. We’re not total faceless strangers here on the Patreon and in the Turret, but you’re also interacting with people on Reddit and The Hub where there is a lot more anonymity. I haven’t really thought about what it must be like for you to get hundreds of thirsty-ass comments after a new post. You seem to like it so I’ll keep playing my part as willing victim to your thirst trap, but dang. It must be a lot. I hope you have plans to take some time off from your usually posting schedule and take a real holiday. And then the music! I was listening to the Bad@ss Strut playlist this morning! It was wild to hear this collection of songs and know these individual songs were picked by us because they have a particular significance. Every time I recognized a new song, I wondered which of us picked it. Did you know you were going to use the playlist for this when you posted it? So many freaking layers to think about. I tortured myself this afternoon by listening to all the previous Bad Sex Therapist installments while I finished my work day (so I’m free to spend the whole rest of my evening with your voice and the Turret 😘). The first Bad Sex Therapist, I remember the beginning clearly. Referred by Dr. Garcia and so on. I clearly remember the pillow talk about scheduling our next session. However, the actual sex, it was like I was hearing it for the first time. No memory whatsoever. It’s absolutely crazy since I even wrote to the suggestion box that I wanted an audio that included giving you oral (Pre- HOW TO GIVE ME THE BEST ORAL) and it was already there. I had already listened to it. I was trying to figure out how I forgot something so steamy, but, now, going over the many directions my mind takes when I’m listening to you, I think I figured it out. *sigh* I’m just going to have to keep listening to your back catalog forever until it all finally sticks.

rebecca

Based on your conclusions, the Subject would like to make it clear that it was not vehicle motion that caused her vocalizations, but rather your vocalizations that led to breathy sounds and very wet panties 😌 Respectfully.

IndyJane

Yo, I didn't even mention the image you used! That Bad Sex Therapist tee better not be the new merch you were hinting at. The bird pillow is cute, though. Is that a generic small birb or a kiwi positioned so perfectly near her thigh?

Katie

Nothing like a salty rim Lucy…..

toweraudios

🥵 I’ll be adding that to the notes.

toweraudios

I was making a snow angel for you actually 😔

toweraudios

😂 Tell is your best self pick-up lines? xx

toweraudios

Oh no!! Did you give up or get there Kelly? 💜

Venusinaphrodite_

Awwww boo, I appreciate the grass angel you made for me too on the second date🥺🥺

toweraudios

Jenn, 💜that just gave me the funniest idea. Thank-you. Thank-you. It might take a few weeks to execute but you’ll know it when you see it! 😘xx

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Nagging thoughts and the desire to relax with a bath wouldn’t let me give up. Currently sitting in a perfectly shiny and sanitized tub, clean, shaven, headphones in. 😌

Venusinaphrodite_

Becca ahahaha it was a small price to pay🙈🤣 Lucy😅😅😅 maybe Elle has some extra🤔😂 Mae😇😇😇😂

Venusinaphrodite_

Lucy me too!! She’s gonna need all the protein she can get for those long shifts😅😅

toweraudios

Indy 💜- My first time actually watching a cam show was a few days ago while I was planning this. I was just so surprised at how polite everyone was. The dirty talk in this audio was way richer than anything I saw, and only on one occasion was a guy rude and he was simply removed from the room with a single click. And to be honest, I have no idea what he said because he said something in Spanish. I didn’t have enough time to watch the whole show or probably even quarter of it - but for what I saw - I was so surprised at how tame everyone was! Really though I haven’t thought about how it might relate to my experience! The comments here are just so fun, and we’re usually chatting before or after actual sexy time rather than during, and it’s not “I’ll do this if you give me this”, so it’s not quite the same huh? Not that I’d mind if it was! I guess the reason I had the fantasy in the first place was that I’ve enjoyed 😏 thinking about how hot it would be to videochat sexy time with the Belles! (Which I am not serious about!! 😂🤣😂 I just love the fantasy!! ). But thank-you for noticing these details! And oh - the image isn’t merch - just a stock image which I overlaid the BST text on. I could’ve done a little Kiwi bird too tho dammit! 😂

toweraudios

😂🤣 That was me wiping the birdshit off my back, and hoping you didn’t notice.

Venusinaphrodite_

Is that what that smell was? Thought it was just your cologne. Such a relief😅

Katie

Depending on the mood it’s either… “Cum here often?” Or “Does it smell like up dog in here?”

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Matthew I’m wet with excitement! And your welcome, happy to be your muse!🥰🥰

Katie

Not much! What’s up with you? 😎✌️

IndyJane

Saying you fantasize about a sexy video call with us is just… rude. If you’ll excuse me, I’m going to listen to TOYFRIENDS and completely miss the whole thing thinking about your fantasy.

Katja

Dr. Tower you just can't help it. Curator of sheet collages, orgasms, shows and now even 😩💦 experiments. A hard working man indeed 😌 You sound like you know what you're doing. Sign me up.

Ann

Oh my gosh that was so creative. I can’t wait to try it out with a toy or two Sunday night. I find the whole cam thing so interesting. It’s just another thing that’s out there that I hadn’t thought much about. Very interesting. The tokens reminded me of a kids arcade or the casino. The bells and whistles stimulating the happy place in our brain. Reddit has awards which I don’t understand but they don’t make noise. Patreon has the hearts. Approval I guess. Interesting. Anyway thank you for you creativity and intelligence and heart. I will let you know about the patterns Sunday when I get home. I think tonight is a heartbeat night💜I am so sleepy. Goodnight 🤗💜

Deanna Tyson

Aww thanks Mona 💜💜. This is sometimes me not being high. 🤣

Tara Davenport

hehehehehehehe that was JUST for u Becca

IndyJane

So in this fantasy world where you get to be a cam model and we get to be in the audience, would we Belles still get distracted and hit on each other rather than pay attention to you? Because that is one of my favorite dynamics that I think makes us really unique. In my fantasy, we all move in together to a big house in the middle of nowhere and just cook, farm, play music, make art, and have sex with each other. But like, not JUST orgies. Like, also cuddle puddles that just watch movies together. Basically, I think we should form a commune. I just don’t know where the line is between “commune” and “cult”. Do we worship Moby? When does a “big house in the middle of nowhere” turn into a “compound”? Can you believe this is me without alcohol? My Wellington Holi-date bourbon turned into several more drinks, a solo dance party, and then an all-day hangover. An all-day hangover ON A WEDNESDAY. Yeah, I’m not drinking on Tuesdays or Fridays anymore.

Tara Davenport

Matt, Katie, Becca, and Dee...yall are evil people lmfaoooo ...a girl just tryna get 4 assignments done in 3 hours but nOooOOooooo. anyway I'll have yall know I caved thanks to peer pressure...and i completely zoned out because honestly how is one supposed to focus on sexy time when one is coding a html website from scratch? I shall tell you how--they don't :). ANYWAYS ANYWAYS----this is a rant from a very tired Tara and now im waiting for Kels to administer punishment. *does the pennywise jig back into the sewer as more assignments pile up for the weekend*

rebecca

waiiit! I gotta give you a lil kiss first 😘 ok off you go 🤡🎈

rebecca

gonna go to sleep now with images of our commune (not cult! we will not get a Netflix doc made about us!) dancing in my head

Tara Davenport

LMAO Maeeeee 👁👅👁…gimme a tiktok maam

Tara Davenport

A thrilling freaking saga Mae...LMAOOOO

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Why is that, Mona? Because I’m crazy enough to make everyone feel better about their weird brain mishaps yet I’m still approachable? 😅 Love you too. 😘

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

This audio hit just right. 😌 I always love affirmations, reassurance, and getting to be a good little slvt. Playlist is perfection, and sound effects made it so immersive! It’s too cute how you keep talking while still catching your breath. You do you, boo, just give me several minutes to stop twitching. Haha. I’m actually really glad I deep-cleaned today, or I would have been too nervous to sit in a germ-riddled tub for a bath. I hadn’t sat down under the bath faucet for a while, and mmmmm. I just might need a couple days to recover from that long pressure-wash. 😅

NeonVall

well message Patreon swiped clean XD. But last message came down to that I haven't had time yet to listen. Shift became quite busy because of an admission from the emergency room.... But Mona I did read your message and thank you! Got a few hours of good sleep and gave it al a place again 🙃

NeonVall

Me reading and thinking: Impressed how you always noticed so manny of these little things. Some things I noticed after someone said it but makes the audios than so much better. All these details and time thats being put in continues reading: Yes a commune! Little paradise on earth *Snorts* ComPOUND 😶🤣🤣🤣 ....and there went all my credibility of the day

Katie

LYNDI. LYNDI….LYNDI! DA FUCK YOU THINK YOURE DOING RUNNING AWAY FROM HOME WITHOUT LEAVING A NOTE?!? 🦵🍑👋 🏓🏸🏏 😫😫😫😫 I thought you had gone forever when I saw your account was gone… If you see me ragging on you in previous audio comments, it’s all out love girl. Don’t do that again! Leave a post-it please!!! Or a smoke signal or carrier pigeon! Anything! Now….. https://giphy.com/gifs/im-so-excited-9fum7ZNMeZIaI GIRL ARE YOU GOOD? I missssedddddd you sooooooo muchhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! How’s the baby? How’s the cows? How’s the baby cows? But honestly, I was so sad when you left. I’m glad you’re back… it feels like a lot has happened? Feel free to ask questions. 😋🥰

Katie

Typing ASMR. Please. Typing sexy love poems. Pretty please.

Katie

I know they sell merch too, probably sweaters

Katie

And….my lady boner has died.

Katie

IM JUST KIDDING! You know me and my Seuss enthusiasm and my love for a rhyme!!! I just need you to add the “g” at the end… unless you really can rap and now that I think about it of course you can! Duhhh! What can’t you do!?

Katie

I can’t look at whales the same way anymore… and now they are everywhere yes? I can’t go anywhere without a whale appearing.

Elo

Cam girl is very exhausted by now😩🔥🔥It seems like I have to practice more.🤣

Katie

New phone. Who dis?

Ann

So not a Holi-date in the normal style but this would have been our breakfast and coffee view this morning. Shockingly no rain and it was/is so beautiful. Context: I am at my aunts house in Seattle. The big ship was going so fast. https://ibb.co/XxzgNxC https://ibb.co/Qv8v4MT

Venusinaphrodite_

I’ve arrived “bend”🍑👋🏼 Lol I was finishing my homework too😅

Venusinaphrodite_

Pretty!!!! I will gladly join you on a mini holiday-date

Ann

I am waving at you Lucy. I come here almost every weekend to provide company for and help my elderly aunt. Usually it’s raining ( as you know). So happy to have the sun out.

Ann

Yes Kelsey. Please join me.

NeonVall

Had my TTT moment and lying here now in a blessed post O-bliss.. but my oh my 😳😳 Nobody can dirty talk like you and apparently s*x-chatboxes can.. pffhew 🥵 The music, the sound of tokens, achieving a goal, it almost makes me feel like I'm at the fair. Experiencing a playful joy.. only now I don't have to pay for an attraction but the playful joy remains 😈 But was it really the act of pleasuring myself while strangers watch what makes this all so hot? or is it you. Sit across from me, look at me and tell me what to do?? (Its probably you 😍) Than the question. Your panties are wet. Did you know that? I did not know that *hears the voice in mind* Good thing it's coming off than And then somewhere between 11 and 12 minutes is there an error? .... played a few more times, but it just doesn't get all the way through to me. Audio dropout? I black out? you blackout? All I know is I just lose myself in this one minute. 🥵💦 Well I return to my bliss and when it floats away I will happily come back for another round. 😘🤗💜 (And loving the pattern 😏)

NeonVall

That view!!! 😍😍 I'm jealous😩... beat our views here...flat, clouded and muddy. One gray wasteland 😅😆 And it's so loving and kind what you do for your aunt! Oh I can hug you now because of the person you are 💜💜

Ann

Val it is a huge difference from where I live. The view from my balcony looks out over a budding homeless camp. 🤦🏻‍♀️. I love my aunt and always have so coming to visit isn’t a hardship. We are like best friends. The view doesn’t hurt either. I am becoming a hugging expert so I accept your hug and return it in equal measure 🤗💜

rebecca

Tara, this is me showing up as a notification to tell you to take a break and step outside for a few minutes to enjoy this winterspring day 😎☀️

rebecca

The mountains! I’ve got lots of water and ships, but snow-peaked mountains? 🤩

Ann

Indy ummm can I visit the ‘farm’? 😊

Ann

I got toys 😈

IndyJane

VALL!! Hahahahahahahahaha I envision a line of souvenir tee shirts “I got POUNDED at The Compound”. Yeah, Rebecca’s right. We’re going to get a Netflix special that calls us a sex cult. Ann, yes, please tour the farm! We specialize in growing 🍆 and 🍑. For real though, I started my eggplant seeds yesterday and do consider them my specialty. And I have a bunch of bare-root fruit trees getting delivered this week including a peach tree.

Ann

Lucy I see the playlist. I will listen to it on my drive home tomorrow. Oh so much new music to listen too. I have to say that so far my favorite song I found from your play list is Bonafied Lovin I absolutely love the lyrics. I look forward to finding even more favorites. 💜💜🤗

Ann

11:55-11:56 LOVE IT! Makes me shiver.

Katie

Not upset Lyndi Lou, just concerned. I know that ppd can be sudden and awful, so I was just a little worried when you were MIA. I saw what you said above, and it totally makes sense why you took a break and I’m glad you knew to do that. You can always share whatever you want with us…we’re aren’t here to enable, we are here to support. That’s the beauty of this all (besides Matt of course). I’m glad cows and bean are good! We are all a work in progress mama! Just know there are people who care. ❤️❤️❤️ This is so weird that you came back now because I was at target yesterday and I was looking at their bras and I decided the next time I need a new one I’m going to go to target, and then I was like “I hope Lyndi found some bras for her giant boobs.” ❤️❤️❤️🤣😂 All is good, cum and go as you please. I am not the warden. But if you’re going into the shadows just maybe give a “bye Felicia” 😋😋😋

Katie

Goshhh that is stunning! Wait! This is your Aunt with the bad hearing and you didn’t bring the toys 😂🤣! Though above you very suspiciously commented “I got toys😈” so maybe you found some! Isn’t it crazy that freighters can float? #science

Ann

Katie, The I got toys was the pick up line if that is the post you read that on. 😉 Yes the aunt that wouldn't hear me with toys. Honestly I am not feeling 100% right now so I didn't bother to pack them. (NOT covid I test regularly so I don't expose my aunt) Anyway, sometimes anticipation is so sweet and I am looking forward to Sunday night. As for freighters floating it is a miracle just like the jumbo jets that fly through the air. Mind boggling. Imagine you live in olden times and accidently walked into a time travel cave or something and poof. Here you are with airplanes, freighters, and Victoria Secret. Mind blown 🤯 Katie you're so great!

Ann

Healthy food, relaxation and exercise 😉 sounds like a wonderful place. I have never cooked eggplant before. I have wanted to try but just haven't yet. Oh and peach pie is my favorite. 💜

Ann

Ugh homework. Sigh. You are a strong person Tara. 💜

Katie

Well, like the old married couple me and myself are, we fell asleep watching Olympics last night so no TTT…BUT we did have a very successful wafflefuck this morning! A double waffle triple fuck to be exact! I highly recommend it! I like the context of sex therapist for this one, rather than like a boyfriend role play, though that would still be really hot. Like, now I want a sex therapist. 😂🤣😂 Did you know that when you say bra it sounds like a combination of bra and rawr, and then I want to rawr at you 🐯 You make a comment about wet panties and then ask “Did you know that?” Did you know that after night ear volume research, if you ask “did you know that” I kinda get like the shivers and forget to breathe. 🥵🥵🥵 Also I encourage you to request or demonstrate spanking the pussy more often. YOW. 🥵👋 🐈 I definitely enjoy meta-Matt audios the most, but knowing your fantasies and how turned on you get and how hard you cum just makes this extra extra sexy. 🥰😘🔥

rebecca

Yes, Katie 👏 you mentioned the exact same things I was thinking but foolishly forgot to bring up! I even thought of you when he said “Did you know that?” 😂 because we were talking mere hours before about that very innocent not innocent line 😌 Is it the intonation of Matt’s voice when he says it? The inflection? The question? I don’t know but I know it works 🥵 And braw-er! 🐯I’ve been meaning to bring this up for awhile but forgot to! God bless you for remembering. I even decided that I much prefer the way Matt says it; so much cuter and sexier than dumb ol’ bra 🙄

NeonVall

Katie I can say I did not know that! But please keep on breathing 🙏 I did not hear the bra rawr 🐯... think I need to listen again 🤔 And kudos on the tripple waffle breakfast! 🧇😜

Dawn

So my bedroom is navy blue with white accents, nautical themed...and I found this today. I was so excited to add it to my decor. https://ibb.co/S0PsZqH Matt, could we get a tshirt with this on it????!!!

Ann

Oh I love that!!!! So cute.

Tara Davenport

Becca I’ll have u know I did go out AND I bought myself honestly—TOO many sweets…I got like a cake, a tart, cookies, strawberry covered strawberries, and a slice of tiramisu. I went too far sis. All in the name of vday self care

Tara Davenport

Ann—if not for the deadline I’d be a very weak person indeed

rebecca

Tara you trickster 👿 well I’d like to think I sidestepped into the trap rather than fall headfirst so 🥱

rebecca

Tara, this makes me very happy for you and also please share! And thanks bestie 🥰 😘 The 60 degree weather made me break out the street fair sunnies ☀️

Ann

Lucy the Thistle playlist really is a favorite of mine. Thank you

darbyofshire

I had zero idea that I would enjoy this as much as I did….. but here I am. I’ve been so busy, I’m behind on soooo many audios. What a one to jump back into 😅🔥 thank you, Matt 🖤

toweraudios

I actually saw a wasabi scented deodorant today. I passed for now.

toweraudios

Yay. 😜We’ll all report back on Tues!

toweraudios

Hope you enjoy it on Sunday Ann! 💜 TBH I might have slightly exaggerated with the token sounds! 🤣I got a bit carried away. 😂xx

Venusinaphrodite_

You know how weird it is you saying that and the fact that I had Sushi for lunch😂 though I’m a wuss when it comes to wasabi. Hot sauce though, bring it on.

toweraudios

Assignment cakes yes! Hope they go well Tara! xx

toweraudios

🛁💦🤸 🙌 Glad like the cleaning was worth it! 🥂To more… um… deep cleaning…😏

toweraudios

😅 That is a training montage I’d like to see Elo!! 💜

toweraudios

🤩Gorgeous view, Ann! 💜 That’s a well-deserved reward for the long drive and all the support you give your aunt! xx

toweraudios

💜I’ll have to listen back to this blackout moment Neon!! 🥵 What I do right!? 😜 Round two! I’m ready with some coins when you are! 👙🍑🪙🪙🪙🪙🪙🪙

toweraudios

Oh Katie! 💜I can’t get enough of this plural self! 😂 I really want to swap the secrets of our success! How are you still together after all this time? With I and I it’s showing a lot physical affection. 😏 broar!! 🐯! 🤣

toweraudios

Haha! Yes! Our whale might need a sly wink… 😉 Let me check copyrights… 💜

toweraudios

Hey darbyofshire! 💜 So nice to hear from you!! 🥰How you enjoy the catch up!! 😘xx

toweraudios

🍣🍱Nom. I’d love to try real wasabi rather than the dyed green horseradish they dollop out at sushi joints. Apparently it’s really expensive tho? 🤔

Venusinaphrodite_

Forget What would you do for a Klondike bar, What would you do for some real wasabi🤔🤔 and you thought the Valentine’s bill would be exspensive🙄 I’m gonna remind you of those words on our sushi date🤣🤣 what was it again parsley on peanut butter, we’re gonna go broke spending money on our food preferences😂 start singing now Matthew we’re gonna need those extra coins🪙🪙

NeonVall

Let me know when the souvenirs are ready! I recently made some money. I'll leave out how I did that, but the tokens flew by! So I'm ready to buy! 🪙💰

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

😏 I am in pure voyeur mode for this because it would never happen IRL. Even if I was pretending I was performing just for him… he’d have to be standing right behind the screen. 😀 Because we know what my modus operandi is… 😏 Loving the music choices and sequencing… great job Belles on those playlists 😉🎵🙌🏾❤️ Smiling at the play by play… the sound effects 😍 😀 @ nice armpits Gentleman just dropped a bunch… of course he did… 😀 Fuck… those spanks… 😻🔥💦 It’s fun hearing this character give instructions spurred by other people… and hearing him get turned on… My grin as my mind moulds into your voice like a whirlpool of desire… Think this is the most emotionally fraught I’ve heard him… different angle… like… Interesting research indeed… 😀 You’re too adorable @ the mumbling while you type 😘… as ever loving the creative juices that keep oozing from you… figuratively and literally… 💛😘💜

Bibi

Feels like I've been gone for a week, and I miss everybody! My fam threw me a little party to celebrate my being a 15 year Breast Cancer survivor. WooHoo!!! 💪 🥳️ 🥳️ P.S. Yay for Dr. Marty ♥️

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Came in to look for your reply (just saw email notification) and found this. Aww… MAJOR 🥂 to you and this milestone!!! ✨💕

Emily Dawn

This one is interesting for me because in real life I’m actually pretty uncomfortable with attention from strange men. Previous encounters have made that feel very unsafe- leering, uninvited comments, looking for me at my job, etc. But this fantasy was fun to think about especially with the added layer of safety of physical distance that doing it online provides. I can definitely see how empowering that could be. ♥️ I don’t think I’d ever be brave enough, but it was fun to think about. 🥵 Also, I think I’ve always been a bit of a voyer, which is probably why I was drawn to erotic audio in the first place. 😜😈

Emily Dawn

Plus it was really hot to hear the song I put on the playlist in the audio. 😏 St. Vincent is top tier for me and the lead singer Annie is probably one of the most beautiful women in the world. 😘

NeonVall

Yah, I liked it how the Boba returns in every comment section 😌

NeonVall

That is indeed worthy of a party!! Congrats!!! 🍾🥂🎀

NeonVall

I'm still a bit confused about the banana ketchup. What to expect when dipping and eating? Getting this picture in my head where ketchup is mixed with banana baby fruit snack..

Ann

My sons house refrigerator is fun to stand in front of. Sooo much food. Mine has butter old cabbage and celery. Oh and oatmilk. Role reversal I think 😬

Katie

Hell Yes Girl!!! Such an amazing gesture by your family. 👏🥰🥳 Cheerss! 🍻🥂

Katie

I really need to stop scrolling from the end to the beginning because I catch so many things out of context. The first time I read banana ketchup, all I could think was period sex. Sorry if I have ruined everything 😅🤣

Katie

Rebecca that is so funny. I have been meaning to mention it too for so long!!! I don’t know about did you know. I just know that I’m glad to know it now, you know! Vall- your congratulations cancels out your attempt to choke me! Many thanks! Mona- are you still waiting on your YOW!? I think it’s a great joke! 😘 Matt- You encouraged it so we have continued, but I don’t know how long I can keep it up (not nearly as long as you!!! Ayyy! High fives!). Myself says it’s the communication that keeps us together, and me says “like I have a choice). Me and myself respect and encourage you and yours on the physical affection. I think you two inspire us to do the same! 🏳️ I surrender (multiple personal identity narrative closed, return TBD. My neuro-pathways are pissed. 😂🤕 Lucy- I respect your ability to have a song for everything! I’ll go look this up.

Bibi

Thank you, FFSWhatudoin2me (K) !!!! Yessssss 💪 I've had a smile on my face since I saw your first message notification to me last night. 🌹 ♥️ 🌹 ♥️ 🌹

Bibi

Thank you, Neon!!!! 🙏 💕

Bibi

Lucy, Lucy, Lucy. I 'see' things. You are the Deep River in dreamtime, lined with large river stones, Your river goes dry cyclically, with purpose. When it does, so many women walk toward something, holding torches and each other's hands. 🌹 🌹 🌹

Bibi

Neon - when I first came here, I saw your name and it shone a big Welcome Home to me. ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

Bibi

Katie, you have the loveliest, Sweetest vibe!!!! Yeah, I left all the nasty fam peeps back in Chicago. I kept the good ones! ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

Venusinaphrodite_

Yay Bibi!!!!!😍😭😭 I’m so happy for you! Here lemme decorate a little in here for you too 🎈🎈🎉🎂🍾🎉🎈🎈🥳

Bibi

Venusinaphrodite_ It was awesome! Thank you sweet one! 🙏 🙏 🙏 💋 💋 💋

Bibi

ઈĭઉ Farfalla ઈĭઉ, Thank you!!!! My fam knows how to parTAY, lemme tell you. Happy feels all around. ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

rebecca

Now that is a perfect celebration 🎉 😁

rebecca

The “nice armpits” observation! 🤣

Katja

That's absolutely incredible, Bibi! Huge congrats 🎉❤️ Looks like you had a great time 😉☺️🤗 To you being an amazing woman! 🥂

Ann

Matthew I am not sure if you celebrate valentines day in NZ but you are a day ahead and so I must wish you a happy Valentine’s Day 💜💜💜. I am so happy you are part of my life.

Bibi

Shit. My favorite chill time is coming here to read the comments. Jenn, all I have to say is 👍 👍 👍

Bibi

I'm so happy I stayed in my body!!!!!! Thanks Katjaxx ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

Bibi

Yep, Rebecca. It's all so precious, even the not so good stuff. ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

toweraudios

Hey K! 💜 That’s interesting - are you saying you only get into fantasies if you’d do them for real? I often deliberately come up with stuff I almost certainly wouldn’t do! 😂 And yeah! Show us ya armpits - 🙆🏽‍♀️!!!!! 😍 🤣 xx

Bibi

Patreon is getting punched out right now!

toweraudios

Congrats Bibi! That’s a real excuse to party🎊 😘

Bibi

Sigh. My mens. I been loved so fierce If this is posted twice, or even 4times, my apologies. Patreon likes to be my bully I’m about to share to the Turret two mini-memoirs, ‘The Gateway’, and ‘The Brujas of Ojo Caliente’. The following song is a companion piece to those. J composed it for me (ME!) during that mad road trip across the Southwest. It’s on the soundtrack for HBO’s ’The Native Americans’. His nickname for me was “Little Coyote”, but Robertson renamed it to ‘Coyote Dance’.  Bastard! Love him anyway. He should have given J more upfront credit, but maybe that was HBO’s doing. Get this! I’m the originator of the concept. It started on a sexy winter night in Vancouver, B.C. https://youtu.be/JoDYyzqz8m8 Snippet from 'The Gateway' I FOUND MYSELF WALKING UP THE STAIRS OF A CLAPBOARD HOUSE IN VANCOUVER, BRITISH COLUMBIA. I WAS GOING TO THE VANCOUVER FILM SCHOOL, AND IN THE MIDST OF SHOOTING A SHORT DOCUMENTARY ABOUT HEALING AND MAGIC. MY DP HAD RECOMMENDED HIS FATHER TO COMPOSE THE MUSIC. HE HAD TOLD ME HIS DAD WAS A MUSICIAN, WHO HAD PLAYED DOBRO AND ELECTRIC STEEL SLIDE GUITAR WITH THE ZYDECO COUNTRY ROCK BAND, BLUE NORTHERN. THAT SOUNDED PRETTY GOOD TO ME, AND THE STAIRS I WALKED UP BELONGED TO THAT DAD. A SHARP MEMORY AGAIN: TWO SMALL YELLOW BIRDS PERCHED ON THE BRANCH OF A SMALL TREE THAT GREW ALONGSIDE THE WOODEN STEPS OF THE HOUSE. I REMEMBER THINKING HOW STRANGE IT WAS TO SEE YELLOW BIRDS SO FEARLESSLY CLOSE TO ME.  THE SMALLISH PORCH HAD MANY THINGS HANGING FROM PLACES THAT I WOULD NEVER HAVE THOUGHT TO HANG THINGS FROM. THERE WERE TINY BONES AND STONES ATTACHED TO WHAT LOOKED LIKE ROPES MADE OUT OF SAGE GRASS, A BIG WIND BLEW UP, AND ALL THE BELLS WENT TONING. I FELT THE ENERGY BEFORE HE OPENED IT.   JIMMY WAS PART IRISH, BUT MOSTLY CHOCTAW AND CHEROKEE, WHICH HAD GIVEN HIM FIERCE CHISELED FEATURES, LONG BLUE-BLACK HAIR, AND BOTTOMLESS GREEN IRISH EYES. I WAS MEETING ONE OF THE BIG LOVES OF MY LIFE. We parted a couple of years after I graduated from film school. I had to return to my girls in Chicago. He tried to live there, but that man was made for wide open spaces! Then came my next beau, Angel, “The Sweetheart of Swoon”. He was a paramedic, and we met when he saved me from dying from a deadly asthma attack. Truth. [giggles. Can’t help it] Even though I did almost die and not being able to breathe is something no one should EVER experience, it was an old, old fantasy that the universe manifested for me [giggles again]. He was insanely hot, too gorgeous ya had to put on sunglasses. He coulda been a porn star, but I had him all to myself until it became clear he couldn’t handle my actress lifestyle. Boohoo! It all turned out well, because he’d introduced me to T, and all of that brought me right here. Where I feel so at home, I can share all this shit. Reminds me of the feeling I had when I was small, and I'd be dancing up and down, yelling, "Look! Look" Too silly. But true. I've kept myself locked away for too long. P.S. Angel and I played "The Paramedic Comes to Bibi's Rescue", like, alllll the time. Dreamy times... Finally, can speak of my perfect, wonderful, kind and handsome T and the intimate sexy times we haven't been able to have for almost 3 years. I'm feeling more hopeful than I have been, because T listened to some of my erotica, read my scripts (and gave me massive notes, bc he's a fierce and fabulous critic) - and he wants me to write a duet for the two of us. It's going to be SFW to start out, but .... so, so happy. For him. For me. Okay, back during marty and the chemo days, T went to Marty and asked his recommendation for the most appropriate and 'effective' stethoscope to use as a toy. I was getting infused in the other room, but man, wish I could've heard their conversation! LOL

Bibi

💞🎉🤗🥂

rebecca

Are any of you darlings also v. excited for the Super Bowl halftime show? 🐶👨🏾‍⚕️💁🏾‍♀️💅🏾

toweraudios

And - yes it is! Happy V Day, Ann! So far I've celebrated with a long sleep in and some leftover Indian takeout. Now I'm gonna go finish a special new audio to mark the day! 💜xx

rebecca

Happy V Day, Matthew! I hope you get chocolates, delights and everything nice 💕😏

rebecca

It was something else. I can’t wait for you to see it 😁 I just took a quick little inhale. Up until a couple of months ago, without getting into too many details, I was my beloved grandmother’s part time care giver in her last few months. I got to know the assisted living’s staff so well and my memories of chatting with them while visiting now bring a smile, albeit still a little bittersweet, to my face. I bet —no, I know, you are a part of a lot of residents’ families cherished memories and gratitude. How lucky are those residents to have the amazing you, Lucy. There could never be enough thanks for what you do 💛💛💛

Titania

Congrats, Bibi!

Titania

🤣 I'm wondering if I could come to the Imperial March? 😛

Titania

Matthew - this one took a while to grow on me, but wow! Masterpiece! Sound effects, writing, delivery - fabulous! You're a very good bad therapist. So prepared. So invested. Goals and notes and all. I'm imagining how fast I'd progress in my therapy with encouragement like that. 😜 Super hot when the therapist started identifying with the audience. Someone made a comment way up there about chatting right away after the O. You definitely can leave more white space/breathing room for us all to come back to ourselves. :) Looking forward to your Valentine's Day themed adventures. Happy ❤ Day! (Also the day they assassinated James Cook... how does that sit in NZ's collective psyche?)

Double LL

Am I distorted that all I’m thinking is if these toys could talk ….. Darth “ No… I am your Daddy…”. …” C-3PO, human/cyborg relations, you are?”….. 😂🤣😂

Double LL

Smooches, Bibi!!! Glad you are surrounded by so much love on a very important day!! 😘😘 here’s to 15 more years 🥂

Ann

😱 interesting toys for sure. Wonder if the flogger plays music as it lights up or if it has other colors or just white. Very interesting. 😄

Ann

I agree thank you Lucy for what you do!!!!💜💜💜

Dawn

Omg Ann, if it made light sabre noises when it connects...🤣

Emily Dawn

Cruel was the first song I heard of hers. That’s a great song! I don’t know if David Byrne was involved in that one but they did collaborate on an album. The Talking Heads are another favorite of mine. So good. 😭 I had the privilege of seeing her in concert last year and let me tell y’all… 🤯 She is SO good. She was doing this indie sleaze thing and it was pure perfection. Thanks for reading, and Happy Valentine’s you Belles, Beaus, and Babes Beyond the Binary. 😘

Bibi

Lucy, I came here as soon as I saw the notification. I want you to know that I wasn't just pulling some pretty words off the top of my head. I 'see'. It is very unpredictable, and I never know what or when. So, I've never really pursued it. This came in a bona fide vision, last night, when I was extremely tired, and my thoughts had died down. i saw what I described, and immediately your profile photo, the one I know you by, superimposed all of it. I believe you've been sent a message, darling. I'm thrilled that you picked up on it! 🌹 🌹 🌹

Bibi

Awwww! Thank you, Double L!!!!!!! ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

Bibi

Matthew, I still intend to write my Dr. Marty story. I don't think I'd be here if he hadn't shown up back then.

Honey D.A.

The way I had to really concentrate on the scene because I love the songs 😂 Not your fault! I just really like the tunes and am very receptive to music 😂 Mmmm love that direction and the dirty talk and the way you gradually sounded more and more turned on - oh 🥴🥴 Audio was really well done, and also I really appreciate that you consult with professionals in this industry and do them right 🥰

toweraudios

Happy V Day, Titania! 💜 Yeah, I thought this one would be way more niche that it's turned out to be! And oh - I didn't know 14/02 was the anniversary of Cook's death! I think the Kiwi collective psyche is probably a bit conflicted about the man. He was obviously a courageous explorer, and a bit better respected than the more violent French explorers among Māori, but he and his crews did some boneheaded stuff like kill a Māori leader, assuming their greeting haka dance implied an attack. So yeah - there won't be any commemoration ceremonies here... xx

toweraudios

Thanks Honey! 💜Wish I could take the blame or credit for the songs, but I just stole them from the Belles' Strut playlist! 😂I'll take the blame for the sexy bits tho... 😘xx

lace

Listening to you describe cumming in any audio is fantastic. Listening to you talk about someone taking multiple in this one.. 🤯🤯🤤🤤👏🏻👏🏻

toweraudios

😜Thanks lace! 💜🙇🏻‍♂️Me and the friends in my head really had a good time! 😂xx

Bibi

Hehe! Yeah, just like that, Mona! 🤣 🤣 🤣

Bibi

Mona, he's baking, I assure you! ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Hehehehahaha Rebecca - you should know me by now… deetaailzzz

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Hehehehahaha… here ya go! 🙋🏾‍♀️😅 Noooo… that’s not what I meant… I meant me putting myself on show, SOLO, for others wouldn’t even be a fantasy for me. Whereas when he took me for a drink that other time (BAD SEX THERAPIST 3) and then we ended up in that den of voyeuristic ‘iniquity’ 😏… Now there… this was part of my musing: … a voyeur’s unfettered view of people getting off on watching you… feeding off their unspoken desires… whilst your lover is having their wicked way with your mind and body… a maestro finely edging you to ecstasy… 😍🔥😍😉🔥😍🔥

Katie

Venus-😂😂😂 perfect! Mae- Hold on girl, lemme help 🌬🌬 Mona- I never learned how to speed read, so I gotta try to multitask as I scroll! Do you know how long it takes me to read the comments!? 😂🤣😂

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

In other news - to those who are celebrating, have a lovely day. But I’m a spread the love across 365 kinda gal. And more about moments and giving special trinkets when those arise, rather than focusing on one day. And I’m more about experiences than material things. Quality over quantity. 😉 Happy Galantines… Belle-antines. 😀👋🏾

Ann

You’re so awesome K. 💜 have an enjoyable day. 🤗💜

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

I missed it as I was catching up on a drama series last night. First time I haven’t tuned in to the game as well. Ha. But just saw highlights on the afternoon news… CHEE!!! 🔥🔥🔥 I’d already shared a Mary J Blige Reel last night so was excited for the sparkle and VIIIBE she’d bring. Then to my HYPE MAN Snoop with Dre and that CLASSIC 🙌🏾… and Fi’ty… Eminem… and Kendrick. 90s CLASSICS IN DA HOUSE!!! Going to enjoy catching up on posts on The Gram. 🎵🙌🏾⚡️🔥💥🙃

Double LL

Belle-antines ?!? You clever, smoochable Lady…..Love it! 😘

Ann

Well to be honest I will admit to have always wanted to try flogging I have no desire to flog anyone but to be in the receiving end 😬 so then the lights would be lost on me. The sound though 🤔 that could be cool.

Honey D.A.

Love the Strut playlist! Belles have excellent taste. 👌✨ And definitely blame you for the sexy bits, there's no denying that, mister 😏

Tara Davenport

BECCA THAT HALFTIME SHOW HAD ME PUMPED

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Heey Lucy… 🥰 ✨🤍 Been enjoying catching up and seeing your comments and interactions. 🙃 Thanks, right back atcha! 💝

FFSWhatudoin2me (K)

Awww Bibi.. hope you had the best restorative sleep last night. 🙃 🌹♥️🌹♥️🌹

Ann

🤗🤗🤗💜💜💜🤗🤗🤗. Two finger pull down 😉 nice. Happy Valentine’s Day Kelsey. Thank you for being so great. 🤗💜

Anonymous

Ahhh a miracle, the comments loaded for me today ! Turns out updating your phone is important. I’m supposed to be packing but I’m lying here with my breathing on manual wishing upon a star that I don’t drop my phone on my face. This one was so fun Matthew, the pre-period friskies have had me feeling like I want to crawl out of my SKIN the past few days and I think the beast is tamed (for now) so thanks, doc. 😇 And happy Valentine’s to everyone ! And also for any other US babes (or anyone who wants something else to celebrate) happy League of Women Voters Day !! 😍😘💛

Venusinaphrodite_

Ann!🤗 thank you so much lovebug! Thank you for always being amazing and kind and caring and funny annnddd naughty😘😘😘 Lucy he’s fully charged😂😂😂😂 I’m ready lol I hope you have a great Valentines my love!❤️😘😘😘

Katie
>>77878023

Pre. Period. Friskies. 👏👏👏 My cats up that tree for sure. Happy League of (Valentines) Women Voters Day to you too!!! ❤️❤️❤️ Learning ✔️

Katie

Thank you! It is easy for me to reciprocate the energy I receive ❤️

Katie

I think it was the most “underproduced” halftime show of all time because the artist fees were so high!!! 😂😂😂 Everyone was live, sounded good, money fell from the sky (spoiler 😉). I enjoyed the nostalgia of a simpler time. Lucy ❤️ I’m glad it’s you doing it too. It takes such a special person to work in the environment and know that it is recognized and appreciated!

Bibi

Yes, Sweet Katie, I really feel that about you. ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️ ♥️

Katie

I live for your comments on my comments! 😋😋😋😘🥰

Katie

Pitch perfect? Did I get it right?

Bibi

I wrote a few thoughts down, then decided I want to ruminate a bit more. Will return.

Bibi

I’m feeling a sense of happiness, glee, and comfort, knowing I can come here to share these thoughts. They really belong here, with Matthew’s Marvelous Madcop Mob. Yes, definitely. This is interesting. I’ve been encountering an artistic dilemma, if you will. (Ya know, sometimes I look at my words, and I see the nineteenth century great great great aunt who’s still trying to live vicariously through me, and I laugh at her). So, I’m now writing about Dr. Marty, and there was intense 💦 🔥 that happened at the very beginning, when we first reconnected after many years, when I'd been diagnosed with one of the most virulent forms of breast cancer. He is another shining soul who literally saved my life. I want to protect the sacred significance of that, while also sharing what was for me, the insanely erotic details of our first reconnection. Plus, T had just come into my life back then. Upshot: it’s complicated, and the entire story could easily turn into a novella. Marty was an emissary of Eros, who showed up at the right time to kindle my life force in other than a medical sense, and I’m still here as a result. At the same time, T was a brand new boyfriend then. He knows everything that went down - I told all of it to him at beginning. The two of them became friends, and then a tag team, with me as the focus of their loving attention. T is also a shining soul who rescued me, enabling me to choose to fight like hell to stay in my body. It’s a big WoW.

lace

I don’t know if I would admit in writing about the friends in your head 😆

rebecca

Mona, I replied down below ♥️♥️♥️

MsBunny

😏🖤🖤🐇