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RAPUNZEL (Erotic Audio Role-play 18+) (Patreon)

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2022-04-19 23:00:08
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Heey!

This is new audio probably the most emotionally raw of the six modernised fairytales, but it's just as immersive as the others...

Smooches,

🧔🏻💜Matthew


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Harriet

How did I miss this magnificent audio?????? What an absolutely beautiful and erotic story. Sooooo good 🥵😍💜

Erika Berry

pls help i need to know the second song in this audio

ਏFallaਓ

I need the name of that song. 😭

BunnyRabbit

Let me guess there’s a happily ever after at the end of this. 🖤🐇

Elle (K.)

Hi Matthew! 💜 I just wanted to tell you that your voice, your kindness, your sensuality, your sexiness, and all that you include of yourself in your audios (and how you include us, too!) have helped reawaken my sexuality. Something that I thought that I didn’t have and didn’t deserve. I used to think that something was wrong with me, but it turns out I hadn’t found myself and finding the good people and the good experiences out there is a process. I’m feeling a lot of emotions these days (vulnerability, curiosity, excitement, joy, elation, usw. usw. usw.), and I’m processing them, but knowing that this community of belles, beaus and esteemed members, and you! are in this world makes me feel less alone. I’m really excited (in more ways than one 😏) to listen to the new audio tonight when I’m in bed. ☺️ 🥰 Hugs and kisses to you and everyone here. 💜

Raegan Howard

I filed for divorce today. It's the most raw deep ache. It occurred to me that for months I have been falling asleep to the voice of a stranger comforting me, I come here for his kind words and soft voice. How do I feel safe somehow with a voice. I have never needed a hug quite like I have today. And someone to say it's going to be alright. Because it feels like my skin is on fire. I guess the closest thing I'm going to get is a snuggle video. Thank you Matthew, for being there for me tonight,I'm alone in the house with the kids, and I'm scared. I'm so grateful to have found you stranger.

toweraudios
>>82234594

I can't remember which ones I ended up using! There was Cat Power I've been Loving... Baby Rose Marmot... Suki - Moves at the end...Peter Gabriel & Sinead Blood of Eden.... Peach Pit Hot Knifer... I think those are the ones... 😂

Titania

I'm only at 3:00 and I had to stop to take a feelings break. *deep breath*

toweraudios
>>82234643

I don't know about a wedding yet, but there were definitely smiles and sunsets. 😌💜

Dawn

Underboob after cuddles are the best!😌 Absolutely loved this one Matt! But bro...so many feelings! 😩😘🥵 Let me know when you're ready for round two 😏

BunnyRabbit

Tower Deco Aspersions, underboob nuzzles and thrusting out trust issues 🖤🖤🖤🖤 unfortunately you loose a 🖤 because there wasn’t a post-cordial “Dad Joke” you’re spoiled me now I needed them #youcreatedthisdemand 🐇

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

I think I need to relearn how to breathe after that one. So sensual, and that long orgasm oh my! You can come in my tower any time! 🥰😘💋❤️❤️

Niamh

Well shit those emotions hit me like a fucking truck 😅 I was barely over those and you let rip with that fucking moan when you let yourself go? You have me KO’ed good sir 🥵 Your pillow talk in this was particularly cute, heres hoping your words find their way into my dreams tonight. Snugs and hugs coming right back at ya! 💜💜💜

Kris

Fuck Matt, this was an exquisite torture. I've had so many recent fantasies about being pumped full of cum. Like, almost comically full. Pearly white ribbons flowing down my thighs, pooling around toes. Pussy practically shining in the light. And then you make things so unbearably sweet. Talking about a beautiful life that can be built together, empathizing with previous hurts, safety, comfort, and trust. Keeping your lips close by so every thought, hope, need, and want could be understood in a breath. You're fucking incredible, you know that? Much love💜

Katie

🎶 I had a feeling (woohoo) that tonight would be rapunzel night…🎶 WAIT. Why is everyone emotional? Oh no. Matt, what is happening? (Insert same shit I say every Tuesday.) I don’t think I’m ready. I cried at a deer and some birds yesterday… is it that much? (But if there are lots of huggsies I am ready. And if not, here are some anyway 🤗🫂😘) REMINDER FOR NEXT WEEK (7 EST)

toweraudios
>>82234771

Elle... 💜 That's so lovely of you to say! It's so incredibly encouraging for me to hear that the audios and this amazing group have made a difference - even a small one; it’s really has brightened my day! It's been a bit of a re-awakening (sometimes a a bit of an outpouring😅) for me too - and others on here, and I've really come to understand more and more that sex is more about where our heads are at than anything 'physical', so I hope you can stay in the headspace where you know you deserve to enjoy your sexuality to its fullest, because you do! M xx

IndyJane

Virtual hugs to Matt and everyone that just went through that. I feel dumb because I would have taken the phone. I thought the offer meant there was something you actually wanted me to see. Like, what photo you're using as a background or that you scheduled a nice date in the calendar. I was genuinely shocked when you said you would have left if I had taken the phone. It would have been another misunderstanding. Aside from that, fuckin raw and lovely. The details you included and the way you described things felt different. Telling us to feel your Adam's apple, mentioning the way we look when our head lulls back on the pillow, linking our fingers together... I've heard over 100 sex scenes written by you. How can you still make it new and different? 💜

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

The feels with this though! You’re just so sweet and caring and it makes my heart happy. ❤️ Trauma can really mess someone up. Can’t say I’ve experienced a jealous ex before. I’ve always been openly poly. But I have had a narcissistic, sociopathic ex “friend” that took advantage of people’s good nature and left me broken, su!c!dal, penniless, terrified, and still talking about him in therapy 10 years later. I still get freaked out by people’s possible ulterior motives when I see or hear something that reminds me of him. Still trying to learn that most people don’t want to do me harm… On a happier note, I thought about this situation with my fiancé. They’ll ask to see my phone to check the grocery list or something innocent like that, and I just casually warn them that they might see some d!ck if they accidentally look at my messages, then we have a laugh. 😊 Yay for healing and healthy, trusting relationships.

Emmi

Well… I never thought I‘d fantasize about fairy-tales at my age but here we are now 😅😂 Im not complaining tho ! Your moaning really messes with my head everytime.. Für dich lass ich gern mein Haar herunter 🏰❤️🧝🏻‍♀️

Raegan Howard

Oh ladies!!! Thank you so much for all the hugs and kind words. It means so much to me....I'm speechless (mostly because I'm still sobbing) but I know it's for the best. I need my daughter to see a strong mother that is taking care of herself in order to care for them

ਏFallaਓ
>>82237702

You're brave, stronger, but you don't need to be always. It's okay not to be okay. We are here with you. 💜

Venusinaphrodite_

When you mentioned still being trapped in a tower my chest aches. Almost a little too intensely because I don’t think I’ve ever felt so easily read or transparent in my life. But not in a way where you’re solely looking past the glass to see what’s on the other side of the wall. But appreciating that the glass is there on the wall to give you the view. It wasn’t threatening it belittling or admonishing. You set up the characters just so, so that I didn’t feel any shame for being in the tower either. It was like illuminating parts of myself sometimes I’m scared come across as weak or damaged without making me feel like they are. I think that’s one of the things I like the most about your audios. You make me look at a character like that could be me. I could do that, or say that, or feel that. It could be the most far removed scenario from my real life and I still can be right there in the moment with you. And that just attests to the fact that you’re not just great at creating, you’re gifted. I really lost it when you mentioned a little fish tank because I bought my emotional support fish the day I left the tower. And I looked over at him and thought, I would be in this tower over the old one any day💜 this was really really lovely.

ਏFallaਓ
>>82237950

I'm crying double time because of your words. Oh, Kells. I love you and your precious soul. 😭

toweraudios
>>82235265

😌 Hugs T! I get the feeling this ended up a lot closer to the bone than I was expecting... 💜

ਏFallaਓ
>>82237609

Thank you so much for sharing more of you, Kelly. You're such a beautiful human. 💜

Deanna Tyson

Bestie, Bestie, Bestie. What can I say? You always seem to amaze me. Your caring approach in your audios as well as in the comments always shines through. I absolutely love how you can put so much care, love and generosity in your audios (in like 20 minutes or less 🤣). Bravo Matthew. Oh and there is just something absolutely sexy when you’re said “ Do want me to 💦 in you. Say Matthew, I want you to 💦 in me. 😉🙈🥴🥴 Oh in the spirit of the holiday over the weekend, I forgot to tell a certain story to Titania about my rendezvous with the priest’s son in the confessional booth. Okay so it was about a year after the passing of my fiancé (he was in the military) and his mom noticed that I wasn’t my usual self. She suggested that I get back into the church to find some healing and what not. So I went and became friends with a lot of people especially “Tom”. I knew he was the priest son and he was finishing up school and he helped his dad out a lot in the church. He was about my agar and always offered to listen if and when I was ready to talk. Flash forward 6 months later during the church’s lock in. There was a movie playing but a particular scene came on and it reminded me of the day I said goodbye to my fiancé when he was being deployed. So I left the group and went to think or whatever in the booth to be alone. Tom had followed me and we began what originally happens in the box 🤣. We talked and I began crying and he comes over to the other side, opens the door and hugs me. And well one thing led to another. Not one of the best places and I still feel kind of bad about that one. But hey it was in the past. 💜💜

toweraudios
>>82235889

😅 And you can clamber on my tower anytime, Jenn! Now as for the breathing, let me help there too. I just put my lips to yours... xx

Dawn

Science question: just how long can you go after you O Matt? 🥵My God, you must hold some kind of record 🥇It's sooooooo hot🔥🔥🔥

Meg_just_Meg

It’s chilly and rainy here, so I, too, could use snugs n hugs 🫂

toweraudios
>>82236031

💜Niamh - KO? 🥊Truck hits? 🚚 I'm just putting on Hits Me Like a Rock by CSS... Have a great week!! xx

Katja

Day 63827 of Matthew making me cry. You really broke my heart with this one. I felt it so personally. That feeling of being held back. How hurt I was when I realized that I wasn't happy even though I was loved. Or at least I thought I was loved. Some time has passed since then but I still feel a heaviness in my heart when I think of it. He literally sent me a picture rn as I'm writing this. I'm having a wild night. Sometimes I'm afraid I'll go back to that tower and everything I've learned will be for nothing. This comment makes zero sense probably but I really just need to type it out for now. Matthew, thank you for being open and accepting, and for creating a space where I can feel free to just speak my mind and let my feelings out. Thank you for being someone who listens.

Ann
>>82239660

Same here MJM. While snugs and hugs from Matthew are best I will send you a hug from me to help tide you over. 🤗🤗🤗

IndyJane
>>82238658

I kinda get where you're coming from. Someone saying "it's a good thing you let me in or I would have made a big enough scene you would have had to call the cops" isn't romantic. It's the kind of presistance that is glamorized in old movies, but is creepy AF in real life.

D

I fear you might have to come down my window well rather than up the escape...but your voice echoing in there would be priceless. 😉 Trust, passion, taking control, that ending. 🤯🙈 Aside from saying more of that poetry in motion please, Matt, I love that it feels like a little more of your particular taste on verbalizations is peeking through. Thanks for sharing just a little more of you! 😘💜🤗

Autumn

That was lovely. 🥹🥰

Kayla Marie

Well good evening Matthew 💜 Thought I would stop by and say hello. Hope your evening is going well.

CaperBelle Audios 💘

Dang, this was like empathy overload on both sides with a whole range of emotions. PS, Flushed would be an understatement. PPS, You forgot the dishwasher. Never forget the dishwasher😘❤️🦋x

Katie

Matt, I just want to say that I’m grateful for the 8 hours a week that you take to spend with us and chat. I will say that I do miss the random Matt comments throughout the week, even if it’s not “live” with you. I just like your responses and I think we all get a lot funnier throughout the week. 🤭 No complaining here. Just missing extra Matthew summertime. And although I made it through my deer encounter with graceful tears, my heart is a little more fragile today so I think I’ll save this for tomorrow and spend the rest of the week catching up on comments 😅. I will be traveling on Friday so I won’t be around when you post… 😩 But if the opportunity presents it’s self I might try to holidate…🤷‍♀️ TBD So idk I just felt the need to talk. It’s almost 9 and it’s still not completely dark. Cool. I’m watching hockey. Of course. 2 more weeks and the season is over. Then I have to pick a team for the playoffs… Anyway, I hope this was a nice break in the emotions of it all. 😍🥰😘 Matthew 💜🥹👋

Ann

Thank you Matthew. Very well done. I feel strange because it didn’t destroy me emotionally or being up harsh memories or even bittersweet memories. Not a challenge for you so no looking for the thrown glove and if you find one laying at your feet it isn’t mine! I just enjoyed this audio and I am thankful for that too. Just being able to enjoy something without…whatever. I will say that reading the comments always gives me so many different perspectives on your audios. I love it. You are wildly creative and I remain one of your biggest fans. You did good. 🤗💜

NeonVall

But let me play with your hair if you rest your head under my breasts.That heartbeat you hear isn't just from the passionate activity we just did... the things you just said made my heart rate soar and gave me a feeling i can't place yet. I still need time to think about what it all means. So rolling your hair between my fingers, feeling your breath against my skin and your hugging weight becomes a safety blanket that keeps me here. It might be a good moment to think. We all live in a tower made of our past. Windows so small that you can't see what's happening from the outside. Rather a hidden door as an entrance, overgrown by nature and time, which is clamped and closed, than a clear entrance that provides access to our home, our heart. Lowering your hair to allow access is asking so much. It is letting go of your own protection and being open to judgement.. that is scary and makes it feels better to just not know someone's conclusion. Making life in a tower lonely in times you think about it. Life turns into a play where you continue to act like someone else and tell yourself that your world is made up of happiness and security. But when you look around you, you see your deep shadows of fears following you and keep reminding you the wrongs of this play you play. because when the curtain falls and parts of your true self come out there is no escaping In a closed tower. But to what extent can someone really show their past? What if that shows a part of me what I am no longer, but changes the image to how you look at me? What if this part shows how I've become...but can't ever show someone the look you used to love again. But secrets can lead to mistrust again and here's another start of a visual circle with a free addition of a new floor to the tower every time. And that is the feeling I feel at those moments i guess. A fear to show, a fear to feel and fear to let go.

BunnyRabbit

Bunny Thought If you are asking for the phone there is nothing on the phone that will change what you are thinkIng about your partner. There is no amount of “proof “ to overcome trust issues. 📱🖤🐇

ਏFallaਓ

Loves, I won't be here with you next Friday. I'll travel with Katie. 😌 No, but for real. 🤣 I'll travel with some friends. 😀💜 And I'm sure that I'll miss you all!!! Thank you for all the hugs and love and vulnerability. Thank you for everything. I'll never share anything like that in real life. So I'm just glad we have each other. 🤗 Kisses and hugs 😘 I see you soon and I'll be thinking of you. 🥰 xxx

NeonVall

And some fangirl moments: Matthew why do you think about things and say the things you say? It's so surprising everytime. Do like it that you keep triggering us to think and share perspective,  its not normal how much I like your voice when you speak. Again it is like it chanced for the better. The music in this audio is perfect 🥺 it amplified what you wanted to say and brought the conveyed the feeling better. I restarted it after the first few minutes before continuing. the emotion and the feels. 😩❤ You want me I want you. Touching me touching you. I'm just 🤯🥵 Just love it, I want you , I love you. Open up for you now? I'm always open for you Xx 💜😘

toweraudios
>>82237643

Ich klettere, Emmi! 🧗🏻 (Excuse the helmet - not very romantic, but you can't be too careful, right?) 😂xx

Dawn

I'm not Rapunzel, but you can pull my hair Matt 😈

Kata

This... wasn't what I expected. The background music was really great. My emotional engagement went back and forth a lot. I get the real fear of a stalker as one interpretation, but as someone with deep trust issues.... knowing someone who loves me will push past my disregulation and stay with me is EVERYTHING. Offering the phone was great, but then saying you would have left if she'd taken it...I would have taken the phone. I honestly don't know if I would have looked through it...but that physical and symbolic act is powerful. Turning it into a test for someone who struggles with trust and a history of abuse really invalidates the offer. Again, I can only speak to my own experience, and I've not dealt with trust issues of this specific kind in a relationship. Anxiety born from trauma is a heavy heavy thing to carry. Feels very much like being locked in a tower. I'm glad this audio has evoked a lot of emotions and ideas in so many of us. I'm trying to walk the intersecting lines between constructive feedback, and recognizing places where my own bruises are touched. I'm struggling more and more with how penetration is described. My brain is torn between the parameters of a fantasy, which are obviously not reality, and REALITY...where a lot more warming up, etc (and possibly lube) are needed.... especially if size (as is implied) is a factor. The breathing and kissing together, linking fingers, all of that felt so so good. Using your name, holding onto your hair, just goosebumps! I want to love this piece wholeheartedly, I do. But it's a struggle. And maybe that's the greatest reflection of real life and real relationships. Please keep creating, Matt. You're exploring uncharted territory in many cases, as living fully and vibrantly in one's sexuality is not often encouraged, especially for women. And lastly, maybe my own history of being locked in too many towers made by others is coming through. A central theme in my understanding of myself can be described as "When will my life begin..." So, I don't know. But don't stop. 💜

Katie

I had coffee I’m chatty. So I went to a house on Easter that had a new puppy. May this warm your heart. https://ibb.co/KsXyTDS

Katie

Also, while I’m avoiding the emotions of this audio that could lead to an existential crisis today… can I borrow your arm Matt? I would like to make out with it. Thx ☺️

Titania
>>82245482

Thank you for all you shared here. I really appreciate your perspective and vulnerability. *hugs* 💙💚💛

Venusinaphrodite_

I know it’s from Snow White but “Someday my prince will come” has a whole new meaning now…

Titania

I'm coming to the realization that I'm not usually going to be able to listen to an audio, process it into a meaningful comment, and get it up in time to get a Matthew comment. *grump* The intro is full of emotions and things I don't want to go into here. It's a storyline. The sexytimes are intense and beautiful here, Matt. To start with eyes-closed exploration of your body - heightened awareness, orienting back away from anxiety dysregulation towards being grounded in our bodies - is a perfect transition. Then the sweet aftermath of head on belly snuggles... so intimate. Thank you for putting this one out. It challenged me. 😘💙💚💛

toweraudios

Sorry, if I didn't get to reply to your comment! I have to get back to work now, but these have been especially eye-opening for me, so don't think that they're not being read and ingested and thought-about! Much love and see you Friday with something very very very opposite. It'll be lighthearted and very dirty naughty teasing talking. 😜 xx

Titania
>>82247263

One more thing I wanted to add in...I liked how you transformed a tower of isolation into a tower of sanctuary. ❤

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Can I be a shameless show-off for a minute? https://drive.google.com/file/d/1BxykswEdkjLrG7lWhAVLFDzEKKb92jqT/view?usp=drivesdk I finished this recently. Been working on it on and off since the “Recreated Art” post. I’m really proud of it. All these cartoons have very distinct styles and details that I not only emulated, but used to recreate another very distinct piece. They’re going right on my website. I’m hoping it will show employers my versatility as an artist so I can jump in on ongoing projects if need be. Ugh, I just want to be able to live on this work already!

BunnyRabbit

I love that people come up with these long thoughtful reactions to these audios and I’m Miss one two-sentence quip and I'm a serial deleter. If I wanted to see clear sign that I don’t share well there it is. 😆 I am not negatively judging myself it’s just a self-owing observation. 🫢🖤🐇

NeonVall

When you open the app catch up reading and get to the missed disney comments 🤣🤣🤣 Love you all you creazy bells ❤❤❤😘😘

Dani

Hi Matthew. 💜 The test.. about the phone. I think that communicating your truths and your deal breakers would be far more effective than testing someone. Letting someone make a choice with the full information of the situation is the way you show someone you respect their autonomy. The part that made up for it was “I want us to care about each other this way because we choose to, not because we are forced to.” Such raw emotion from that. It turned everything around. A girl will forgive you. And drown in your smell, and the feel of your neck, chest, Adam’s apple 🤤. The safety. The lake that was created at the end there LOL. Waves 😍. I like when you call me princess. I love when you tell me what to say and do. You’re mine and I’m yours. So. Powerful. Much tingle. AHH. I know you didn’t test me to upset me. I know you did it to make sure what was between us was real. Trust was real. A girl will consider your needs. All of them. So many kisses. 😘

Ann

I never think hmm I am horny. Lately I have acknowledged that I am aroused by something ( Matthew) but the general horny? Not so much. I think maybe I am but I call it pressure. Interesting. I masturbate to release the pressure that I can get when feelings are overwhelming or my mind is in its own tower. The release eases the pressure. I have used self harm as a pressure release in the past but recognized what I was doing and called it to a halt. I used food or lack of as well to control the pressure. I didn’t always recognize I used masturbation to relieve pressure. I didn’t think about it or even enjoy it really. I just did. This year has been about learning a new way to cope a healthier and way more fun and satisfying way to cope. 😈 I think towers can come in many shapes and sizes. I think towers can be oppressive and destructive or places of comfort and beauty. I know my mind is the biggest tower I have. sometimes I really feel trapped and weak but if I have learned anything over the course of my life…this year! It is that while the Tower remains I am constantly redecorating and remodeling. I am creating first windows where I can see the outside. Sometimes I brick them up again but more windows will be put in. Next balconies are built so I can see even more those too can be destroyed but inevitably rebuilt. Occasionally a door is built. There are many doors in my tower but often I lack the courage to walk through to see what lies beyond. Sometimes I do though, walk through and it leads to another tower that isn’t as scary or harsh and the cycle starts over again. This past year alone I have walked through so many doors. I have found beauty in the tower as well. In my case the tower is my mind a part of myself that I don’t always understand and am frustrated by but if I can say I am finding beauty in my tower that means I am beginning to see beauty in myself and that is huge……..or it is a bizarre case of Stockholm syndrome. Really bizarre. 🤣

Ann
>>82272152

This whole comment started after reading Mona’s comment as it got me thinking. Love you Mona and you are perfectly perfect.

Titania

Oh man, my comment got deleted. Just when I finally get the chops to be all seggsy. 😭

BunnyRabbit

Bunny Origin Story I’ll share this (won’t delete it) so the reason I’m here was I had a devastating break-up. How devastating we have been friends for 6 years and he just left. When I say he left I mean he just ghosted no it’s over, this doesn’t work for me anymore. He just ghosted, 6yrs and not even a fuck off. I spent all of December just a mess all while trying to be a 1st-year teacher. I was crying to work. Screaming on the way home, just white-knuckling it till winter break. That’s when the fun started. I wouldn’t get out of bed for days. I tried, slept, and masturbated. Not in a healthy way. All I wanted to be was numb and I just used that activity in the place of cutting. I hurt myself. That was about the time I had a moment of clarity. I had a lot of issues beyond the breakup. So 4ish months later, I was in a much better place. My therapist is an angel and showed me how to heal myself. Just one problem, I could get off without thinking about HIM. It made me so damn mad. HE didn’t deserve to be in my mind while I was coming. He left. He bailed. He was part of something that didn’t honor my heart, my spirit, or my mind. It is a thing that I left and put away. So I just got it in my head, “Fuck you, ****. My pleasure is about me” so I do what you do. I went to PORN HUB 😂 I started with female-friendly and ran through all those subtags. They would start promising but then bam there he was. So then I came across audio porn. Then I was a goldilocks trying to find the right voice to listen to. Then I found “photograph me nude”. I like the voice, but the thing that got me was everything was directed to me I was the focal point. Sometimes in porn it’s not really about you you’re just seeing attractive people doing attractive things and so that turns you on watching but it’s not really about you. This I could let it be about me and just concentrate on what he was saying to me. I was able to push everything out. I came so hard and I didn’t think about him. I cried. It was the first time that happened since the breakup. My body belonged to me my pleasure would never have anything to do with him again. After finding more audios bing bang bow here I am. So anyway 🖤🐇

BunnyRabbit
>>82307893

By the way if you have kind of a sharingtoo much hangover I recommend Bergamont in the diffuser to realign the chakras 🧘🖤🐇

Katie

I am going to listen tonight cause I have a bunch of stuff to do so I figure if I’m sobbing at least I’ll be awake. 🤔🤷‍♀️

Katie

It’s 4:15 am. The time of night where TTT was born. 🤭 Umm wow! I am so glad I didn’t listen yesterday, but I have to say I don’t feel as absolutely gutted as I imagined I would and I’m so relieved. That being said, I can think of only one time specifically before but maybe there was another, where I cried when I came. I have been feeling at an emotional blockade the last couple days and have been very afraid that it’s one of those where if I let myself feel, I just won’t ever stop and that’s so scary for me. This is definitely my favorite fairytale audio by far, and normally in an audio that isn’t meta it’s really hard to place myself in the experience, it’s normally just a story to me. I was so in this one. So many sexy things I love it just felt so natural and I just felt soo…safe. And that’s like something you can’t really request from someone to make you feel. (Acknowledging and skipping the psychological aspect of no one can *make* you feel anything for the sake of expression.). But that’s just your nature Matt, and why is it so freaking sexy when you say your own name. Yowww. I don’t even feel I need to point out specifics. From beginning to epic end this way just a really beautiful fuck as my face feels a little dry from the evaporation of tears. The beginning. The whole scenario of the trust with the phone is something I will have to unpack on a different day. (I think related to more of my historical perception of not actually feeling that upset in that situation because I probably never trusted you that much in the first place, but feeling the need to save face and being upset to participate in the social norm of it all. Weird.) But the tower metaphor, the climbing, all the sounds, the voice of Matthew’s shadow made by the sun, not ominous dramatic lighting. You’re just so passionate and put so much into 🥁everything you do. It’s overwhelming. I feel MUCH more prepared to go back and comment on the actual audio now instead of just blah blah blahing. In our pond in the courtyard can we have some 🦆and maybe a 🐢? 😘🥰💕

Ann
>>82330627

All the 🦆 and 🐢 you want. 💜💜💜💜🤗🤗🤗🤗

Ann

Trying to figure out social media for my nonprofit it killing me. Instead of the old Calgon Take Me Away I am now calling Matthew Take Me Away.

Katja

So, yesterday I watched Hercules. It's my comfort cartoon and Megara's my fav Disney character, I know she's not a princess but she's sooo relatable to me 😩 actually, neither is Rapunzel👀 love how she's named after a salad 🤭 Ok, I heavily digress 😅 What I really wanted to say is that I still have a lot to learn and unlearn in regards to love due to complicated and chaotic family dynamics while growing up. But no matter what, I always considered love to be a choice. Exactly that, a decision out of free will and not force. If I'm truly going to love someone it's because I made that conscious decision and I'm aware of the effort that's gonna take to nurture that connection. Which in my opinion is different than just falling in love or having a crush. The last bit of lying down between the legs was so beautiful. I really felt protective over that vulnerable moment. Matt, here's a sweet kiss to the top of your head as we're peacefully resting❀

Dawn

I've been listening to a lot of old country music lately and I have an image for you...Matthew in jeans and cowboy boots.🤤🥵🤤 Tight tshirt too...that is all

Venusinaphrodite_
>>82370864

Dawn how dare you use my ultimate weakness with that much evil Lmao😂😭😭😭 (southern accents are my kryptonite)

Ann

My app is weird. It won’t let me see new posts. Sigh.

BunnyRabbit

Kate 🎂 Have a great “Monday” 🖤🐇

Ann
>>82412524

And when I post it shows my post randomly placed. This one show up towards the beginning after Matthew comments to falla about music. 🤬 WTF

Ann

I'ts FRIDAY people and I am home. TTT+T in real time. I can't wait. I saw notification for the pattern but I am holding off.

Ann

So thinking about holding off, I was wondering if maybe I would maybe do a no touch time during the week. You know to build anticipation. Wed & Thur or Sat-Mon. Pros: anticipation built and..............um? Cons: ugh no TTT+T or even TT+T on those days. Why am I even contemplating this? 🤷‍♀️ 😈