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Hey! Happy Weekend everyone... Wanna play a game of Simon Says with a difference? 😝As you can see from the tags below this is a more kink-b

Wanna play a game of Simon Says with a difference? 😝

This is a more kink-based DDlg audio rather than my usual Host Daddy type of audio.

Who knows though? Maybe even if playing little and cute and girly isn’t your usual bag, you might have fun just this once?

[M4F] Daddy Says [Commands for good girls] [JOI] [SI] [DDlg] [Gentle Daddy Dom] [Fingers or toy play] [For littles, middles, and girls of all ages ;) ] [Pet names] [Daddy cums with you] [Recorded with binaural mics and digital stethoscope] [Immersive man body sounds] [Dirtytalk] [SFX]

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toweraudios

The comments and conversations and openness and care on the last post… wow… 😍 it was all overwhelmingly beautiful, and I know it's a post I'll return to time and time again... Thank-you for reminding me of the best reasons we’re here, and how lucky I am to have you. Bam. 😃 TAGS: [Super happy Matthew] [Heart warmed like a summer sunset] [You are the poetry] [Love you all so much] [Can't help it - wanna love-spank you] [Then laugh and bear-hug you from behind] [Bite your shoulder a little] [Pull you onto my lap] [Stroke your hair]

Lisa xx

Can one die of excitement? I think I might

Ann

Best tags EVER!

Katie

🥰

Maggie Ren

"Daddy says", huh? 🤔 I dunno if I wanna play. Sometimes, I don't feel like listening 😜.

toweraudios

Please do, so I can have a turn at resuscitating you 😛😁

Katie

You know where I’ll be on this one ✌️ BUT my dog got a hair cut so I will share when I’m done driving. 😋🤭🥰🐾 Also. Idk if you believe in subliminal messaging but I knew it was going to be this one today and the last time. Or am I reading your mind? 🤔 In that case, the answer is yes…. …🤷‍♀️💃🏼🫶🤭

Dawn

Matthew, 📭 🏞😌😘

toweraudios

Oh my god, I love brats. You’re making me excited. I might have to wrestle my pillow a little… 🤣

Katie

If you bite, you kiss it better. I don’t make up the rules.

Lisa xx

Does it include mouth to mouth? In that case, color me deceased x

Kris

Not really my thing but not everything needs to be! I just love how much variety you bring 🤩 Always something for everyone in any mood on this page and that just makes me love being here even more. See you in few dearest 💜💜💜 (bear hugs and bite marks always welcome 😊🥵)

toweraudios

Post a pic! Of 🐾haircut not TT time… oh okay then… of TTT too... 😁 And haha. You gotta be reading my mind Katie cause I don’t even know most of the time what I’m doing!

Maggie Ren

You're well aware that I'm capable of breaking the rules every once in a while 😉

toweraudios

I even use my mouth for the chest massage. 😅

Katie

WELL THATS A BIG OLD LIE 😂😂😂

Meg_just_Meg

Maybe we can compromise on the drink choice and have a strawberry iced tea of sorts? 🫖🍓

Katie

Also, how dare you with the pic. Your arm. Seriously. 🫠🫠🫠🫠

Daphne

Oh, Daddy...! OMG 🥰 How EVER did you know this would push every button?! I'll take this sweet strawberry milkshake ANY day. 💜💜

Dawn

https://ibb.co/ZxMVtJG I'm standing on my deck listening to this and this little guy paid me a visit. Matthew, are you a fairy tale princess 😂 did you call to the birds?

Dawn

Agreed. I struggle with touching my own clit when your hands look like this Matt🥵

toweraudios

Hey Kris! 💜 Thanks for giving a damn enough to send a note even when it’s not your bag. Much love and teeth marks. (Temporary, hopefully, though, you know…) 😉😘xx

Dawn

Ok, a bunny just hopped through my backyard too. Yep, magical man.

toweraudios

That’s exactly my kind of tea, Meg! Iced, and berries all day. 🫐🍓🫐🍓

Niamh

My thoughts exactly Dawn!

toweraudios

Haha - it’s a stock photo! Sorry to disappoint! I’ll make it up to you by posting my arm and a lot more than my arm next week!! 😜😘xx

Ann

Your voice dropped a bit. I liked it. Tingle tingle tingle tingle. That was fun. 😁 Thank you 🤗💜

Meg_just_Meg

Now I need to find a recipe for such a tea because berries are now in season 🤤🤤

Dawn

I have always been uncool about the term, Daddy. For some reason I am completely comfortable referring to you by this term. Please explain...

toweraudios

Yay! 👉🏻🚥🚥👉🏻🚥🚥👉🏻🚥🚥 We’re lighting it up Daphne! 💜

Anna Breum Pedersen

First of, Last post was so special to me and as i gathered, to many others as well. It was really all I didn’t know I needed to hear, it was really overwhelming. So thank you for that experience (several times 🙄) I struggle to find words quite frankly. And this, I loved how you acknowledged my inner brat, but didn’t let her take over. I think she would’ve struggled if you hadn’t. But it really made it easier to stay vulnerable for me at least. And also it feels like last post and this post fits really well together, somehow they both felt healing on some deeper level. So thank you daddy :3

Niamh

You know it’s going to be a good one when one of the tags is “man sounds” 🙌🏻🥵 You’ve been killing it with this months audios Matt, like this scratches every brain itch for me and then some! I won’t go into too much detail and embarrass myself but yeah this is a new favourite for sure 💜💜💜

Daphne

Pattern, please. 🙏🏼

Ann

OMG I am SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY to see YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

toweraudios

Dawn - it’s because… just like me, they long to be, Close to you…

Dawn

#Carpenters 😂😂

Lisa xx

Would it help if I said "daddy harder?" ...after you've resuscitated me, that is

toweraudios

Ahhhh!!! I forgot!!! Yes - but it’ll be a few hours away now!!! 😘

Titania

I'm going to save this fab little game for later. Comfort audios are where it's at today. Hello from my recuperation hammock. 🙂🤒 There's a robin up in the tree being all cheery, I think it's saying hi too. https://ibb.co/JpLRrBH

Double LL

Hello Darling devil… that feeling is mutual!! 😘

toweraudios

I must have really gotten into character, Ann 😆 💜 Glad you liked it!! xx

Ann

Wow it is in the low 60's and raining here in Oregon. I swear we are all growing mold. I am a tad envious of your blue sky.

Maryj

So while this one wasn’t one for me, hearing how much deeper your voice was immediately had my attention 😍

Ann

Wait...you have been gone so long you probably don't remember but I am delightfully angelic. 😇 You can ask anyone. 😊

Titania

Ann...I dunno? We had two days of high heat, high winds, tornado watches, trees down and power out for almost a thousand homes. I'm pretty sure everything comes with a price. But today IS glorious and I am grateful. :) 💙💚💛

ਏFallaਓ

I won't be able to describe what I felt and the power of the preliminary of this audio in the initial moments and all the rest, which is among one of your most creative compositions, so I will try to transform it into a scene with emotions and colors so that you can understand. I wanted to say that all the Belles felt the same, I hope so. 💜 Also, I can't forget about the last audio. So forgive me you all if this feels more intimate that it should. 🥲 My bare feet touch the cold floor. With every step I take, goosebumps travel from the small of my back to the back of my neck. I am oblivious to life, oblivious to everything but myself, panties are the only thing preventing me from being naked and it was the only thing I had time to wear before your audio notification appeared. As I walk through the room lit only by the moon, which shyly looks at me from the window, I pull the headphones off my bed. I hear your call. In the blink of an eye, your presence appears, transported by my colorful imagination. The chills of the cold floor are replaced by your sharp attention, which analyzes me the same way the moon does in the sky. I'm being watched. By poetry in heaven and by an experienced man on earth. I should have been startled by your sudden appearance, but your voice like Daddy are always out of my control. It doesn't take me long to imagine you. You're rebellious enough to show up in a heartbeat. I feel a dance in the air, which grows hot and thick as I watch you. You, unlike me, are fully clothed. For a second I think it's unfair, but the truth is, I don't need to see your skin when I feel the desire through your voice. This time, you propose me a game. But there's a sweetness in your voice that I'm not used to in these audios. There's a line I don't know if you've crossed. You want to dominate and be the owner of my pleasure, but you don't want to lose who you are and what we are. Of everything we've been through to get here. My heart races and the blood travels in the throbbing spot between my legs. I'm alive and with some commands, my body doesn't belong to me anymore. It's because of the moon, it's because of the imagination, it's formed by the sweet and provocative narrative of a man who, in my eyes, is there. So I finally walk slowly closer to you, your finger fits the strap of my panties and your sweet words make me sit on your lap. You want me to touch myself at your command, you want to see how I do it. Not because you needs to learn something you already knows, but because you needs to admire the female forms writhing with a pleasure that is impossible to contain. You ask me to make some of your little dreams come true, I ask you to stay in my head longer. But it's when the fireworks flare and the stars fall that I open my eyes. The moon outside is my only witness. Thank you, Matthew. 💜

Double LL

Oh a tiger can’t change its stripes that fast, Love… I call bull shit … 😂😂😂

Patti

Everyone, SCHOOL'S OUT!!!! (I have to go back Monday and finish clearing out my classroom for asbestos abatement, but I'm ignoring that right now.) I just got home, left the majority of my clothes puddled in my entryway, and poured myself a glass of wine. I'm ready to press play and celebrate. YAY!!!!!!!

Ann

Gosh Falla you are just so damned cool! 💜

ਏFallaਓ

Oh Ann. 🥺💜💜💜💜 You too, sweetheart!

toweraudios

That’s the pout too! 😂 By the way. Why is there no pout emoji?? Wouldn’t it be the most commonly used emoji by women ever? 😂🤣 (That was not a sexist remark. That was just me teasing. I take it back I take it back…🤣).

CaperBelle Audios 💘

Buh...buh...but....it's true! If you take it back, I'll pout! 😂❤️🦋x

toweraudios

You need to be be hired by NASA. Because you’re definitely know how to make a re-entrance. 😆💦

rebecca

I’m a tingly mess 👏🏼

Ann

That was an interesting article. I hadn't ever given it that much thought. I personally read books that DDLG or even DDLB but I don't believe I could ever call anyone daddy. I read them because they are easy to just read without thinking much and there is care and connection. My son has named his spotify profile Papi's I have yet to hear his fiance call him Papi though. 🤣

ਏFallaਓ

I think it's easier sometimes. 🥲 Thank you, lovely. 🥰🍸

Double LL

RE- entrances …. Have you any idea the hole I’ve been down these last days to catch up… I mean worm hole, of course. 😏

Daphne

That will give me time to sort out the tech end of things. You have NO idea how much time I spent on that last week... 🙄 And it's not something I can call "Geek Squad" to help with. Big hugs to angelic 😈Ann for her patient assistance 😘

Ann

Really? Cool! I love patterns.

Ann

Ok mixed messages there Daphne with the devil picture and angelic. I need you to go tell Double LL that I am angelic. She seems to be confused.

ਏFallaਓ

Beccaaaaaaaaaaaaa 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

ਏFallaਓ

LL!!! Oh, girl. I missed you!!! 💜🫂

Katie

That’s so unnecessary when you have a perfectly perfect arm attached to you. But I love you, so I will not ‘boooo’ you 🤗🥰🤭. Next week you say!?! 🗓✔️

ਏFallaਓ

You're too good to me. 🥺💜🫂

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Ugh, I really want to listen, have a nice big juicy O, and be all hunky dory. But I think I need a nap. We went to go get boosters a few days ago, so I took it easy so I could ride out the side effects. Then when I started feeling better yesterday, I dialed the cleaning and housework up to 11 to make up for the lost productivity. Fuuuuu. I’ll have to listen after I’ve recharged. I’ll let you know how hard I came when I do. 😚😴

Katie

Did you ask him if he is a fairy tale princess? 😂

Dawn

Yes Katie, yes I did. Lolz

Katie

GIRLLLLL!!!!!!!! I was asking about you a few weeks ago!!!!! YYAYAYAYAYAYAYA WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DAY!

Sdwwd

Gonna save this for when I'm in a better state of mind, so I'm gonna relax with some comfort/SFW audios instead! Thank you for always coming up with different scenarios, Matt! It really makes me look forward to every new audio, even if it doesn't seem like I'be into it initially! I hope you and all the sweet Belles have a lovely day/night! 😊

Katie

New phone, who dis?

Katie

No judgment, just checking 😘🤭

Ann

WOOOOOOOHHOOOOOOOOO!

Venusinaphrodite_

Awwww Sir it’s cute you’d think I’d play by the rules😏

toweraudios

Anna, that’s really really heartwarming to hear!! It’s cool that these two really fit for together for you as well, because last year a similar thing happened with a pair of audios called Body Art and Talking to Your Body. Thanks for the lovely note and have an amazing weekend! 💜

ਏFallaਓ

Time to get dressed, but I need a second shower (thank you, Matt) and enjoy life (read: get drunk 🤣) Have a lovely day/night, beautiful people. 💜🍸

Ann

Gosh what a super day. Rebecca is here. The fabulous Double LL is here. An audio. Sigh I am a happy girl. 💖

Titania

As Ann says, Best Day Ever! Welcome back!

toweraudios

Yippee 🤠. And cheers 🍻 to a great second half of the month too! Now allow me to scratch some other parts of you too… 😜

Double LL

Falalalala… I’m singing … so happy to see you B Doll… 🎶🎶

rebecca

Look at this welcome wagon!! 🥹🥰😘 I’m feelin that loooove 💜💜 Kate, I’m doing pretty well! Though I have to say in this moment I think boys are dumb. Except Daddy Matt. He no dumb, he just make me numb 😛 But Katie can eff right off 😜

Double LL

Katie-Kat if you didn’t get my message I’m gonna whip Patreon’s ass….. the gist was just how absolutely wonderful you are every single day….😘😘😘

Double LL

Tee… you know I have a tip ‘o the nose kiss for you in my back pocket 💋💋

rebecca

Kelssss! And what an audio to play with 😇

Double LL

MT… I just bet you can 😉💋💋

toweraudios

That looks killer. Enjoy! Love from 46F. 🌧

toweraudios

🪶🪶🪶Feathers are flying 🪶🪶🪶

Double LL

Bambi, my love… Ms Snow has absolutely missed her star student 😘😘

Anna Breum Pedersen

Sorry if this gets a bit - Personal, for the longest time, I didn’t get it either. I liked master or sir a lot better, but then after some therapy and stuff I realized that was also a way for me not to get too attached to - anyone. Ive never seen myself as a little, but even so I’m a huge child, likely because I didn’t get to be one back when I was an actual child, but after a lot of “inner child work” and getting to know my trauma, I’ve also learned that it’s okay for others to take care of me and for me to loosen the reins a little. And in one way or another over that time daddy became my sorta pet name for special ones that I trust enough to let them take care of me in one way or another. But at the same time English is my 2nd language so I’ve never actually called my dad, daddy and I also think that has some weight to it :)

toweraudios

Hey Maryj! 💜 Ha - I didn’t notice it was deeper… It’s probably something to do with the sore throat I had… I should get one more often… 😂😘xx

rebecca

LL!! I’m back, you’re back, we’e all back! 🍭💜

Venusinaphrodite_

D as soon as he said surrender I was like challenge accepted Ahahahaha

Maryj

While I really hope you’re feeling better, I also, selfishly, hope you don’t 😬😘 I can’t wait for Tuesday already 💜

Alaina

I always giggle every time you drop a new euphemism for pussy. “Princess Pocket” got me this time. Thank you daddy for the giggle and the wet panties 😈

Ann

Oh yea Talking to Your Body is so fun and sweet. Thanks for the reminder. If you haven't listened to it yet Anna give it a whirl it is good. Body Art is as well but I really liked TtoYB.

Anna Breum Pedersen

Oh that sounds wonderful, I don’t think I’ve gotten so far back yet! Something to look forward to for sure! Maybe ill have to look for Them on purpose a rainy Day 😇😈 thank you, i hope you Will aswell 💜

Titania

And a cold NZ makes me think of this: "We forget sometimes - as the earth rotates beneath our feet, that winter and summer, day and night don’t really come and go, they just move. The sun will always be rising somewhere; the snow is never all melted; a wind is always blowing; heatwaves always rising. The river flows everywhere - from the rain droplets gathering at the source, through the rocks, over the waterfall, right to the mouth of the ocean." Happy to share this world with y'all.

Titania

Eeep, Lucy! Unhappy plants are so sad.

Double LL

Bexxxx, more x’s… cause I’m sure you have just gotten more fierce since I was last here… YAY!!! Missed you Dollface 😘

Venusinaphrodite_

He is a very nice man isn’t he lol he’d probably give in before breaking me in😇

D

"Immersive man body sounds"...have I .issed this tag previously??? I'm certainly not above a little Daddy says if I get that kind of snuggle time and the assurance you'll stay close do I can hear you breathing. 😍 Who knows...maybe next time I won't fail at the pouting portion because I'm grinning too hard, and that will earn a promotion from Daddy says to Daddy does. 😉 Thanks for the fun and crazy sounds, Matt. Happy weekend everyone. I may just settle into a cozy blanket and heartbeat while I drift off to sleep. 😘💜🤗

Maggie Ren

I know it's difficult but I am only human, so try to keep me in one piece, yeah? 😜🤣

rebecca

Ahhh Lucy AND Mona 😍 I’m smiling from ear to ear, baby belles

Venusinaphrodite_

Falla fantasies are the absolute best!😍❤️

Double LL

Mona, no doubts she raves about you all the time..⭐️🌟✨💫

Patti

I'm not going to lie, this is one of the few occasions when there is nothing Matthew can do to my body that will make me feel better than what I am currently feeling. Especially since I'm on my second glass of wine.

Venusinaphrodite_

I’m glad you’re back. Cmon there’s hell to raise and Arctic Monkeys that haven’t been listened to in too long. Xx

Patti

And also, thank you!! Which I should have said first and would have if I weren't two glasses of wine in. Have I mentioned lately how much I love you guys?

toweraudios

Don’t staaap!!! I was right there!! Well, actually, I was still a little stuck on the line about panties being the only thing preventing you from being naked before the audio notification appeared. 😅 If this comment was a Netflix show I have to keep pausing on that part. 🥵😂 have a great weekend and look I found this dark coloured cachaça! https://ibb.co/MRGq2M1

Venusinaphrodite_

Kate yes please🥵🥵🥵🥵 I just wanna push his buttons

Venusinaphrodite_

Hmmm I’m gonna have to get creative🤔 we’ll get there😈

toweraudios

Also. New comfort audio next week. A mountain meditation with some simple static 🗻vid footage I took at the Remarkables. 😘

Double LL

V, I think I happen to have a mic in my other back pocket… can you say karaoke 🎤 😏

IndyJane

Dude, bro. I was gone for a week so I experienced this audio along with "You Are Not What He Says" and "Your First Gangbang" all today. That has got to be the widest range of subjects of any three posts. "Daddy Says" was interesting. It straddled the meta line. I did not realize the distance created by being a character in the Host Daddy series was one of the things that made it possible for me to enjoy the DD/lg dynamic. I went along with the instructions of this audio and enjoyed a lot of it, but when it came to the climax, I had to just turn my toy off and listen. I'm not even totally sure why this didn't work for me. I couldn't turn off the judgement voice of "Ew, this is wrong" even though there is nothing wrong about it. *Shrugs* Sorry for writing a Meh response. Next time I gush and fawn over an audio, you can be sure it's genuine. That said, holy fuck, I missed you all. *massive hugs all around*

toweraudios

Happy holiday, Patti! Feet up, and wine down. 😉🥂 😘xx

Venusinaphrodite_

Yes please😍 here lemme pour you a drink to get us started🥃🥃 there’s lots of time to make up for😘

Patti

I'm pretty sure you mean wine up, panties down. Just sayin'.

Titania

Matt- you just made my week so much better. I can't wait! Thank you, you wonderful, creative being!

Dawn

If he's eating you out and you fall off the bed, does the 3 second rule apply?

Ann

GOSH I am SO happy to have you home. I will take your hug and give you one back.

rebecca

Matt, may I just add that I’m so thankful you actually used the word daddy here; I know you expressed some apprehension about it a little while ago, so thaaaaanks for trying it out again. My 🐱 thanks you too

Dawn

Kate, less food waste is not a laughing matter 🌮

rebecca

Baby 🐶! Oooh and that last shot 🥵

Patti

Falla, you're so beautiful, and sexy, and poetic and articulate. I just love you.

ਏFallaਓ

Mmmm, Matt. Sounds so good you pausing the show. 🥵 Maybe this cachaça would taste even better in my body. I'm sure you can also imagine this. Panties only. 😛🍸

ਏFallaਓ

Patti, oh girl. I love you too. 🥺🥰

toweraudios

Please do! It took a few days for the lethargy to hit me after I had the booster, so keep taking it easy… it feels like I’m going trough cycles of it too - like it returns to a lesser degree ever now and then… weird… 😘xx

toweraudios

Hey Sunny! I don’t know if you saw above, but it I’m nearly finished a new comfort video! A mountain meditation. I hope you like it next week! 😘xx

rebecca

Aww, and you carried me in too, so sweet 😛

Katie

Alright loves, I have reached my topic exposure limit. I hope you all have a lovely lovely weekend. 💜💜💜 I shall see you all Tuesday. 🤗😘🥰

rebecca

It just makes it so much.. more

Katie

😇😘

rebecca

Love you miss boopity boop 🦦

Pisces Queen

This is fun and playful. I enjoy the DDlg kind of role play IRL with the right partner. You had me at Baby Girl🥵 (Love that pet name)! I also love being called Big Bamsy 😝🥵(It's a West Indian Ting!)😝🤣 and a family pet name for...well...you know my 🍑🤣! I keep seeing too many guys in Downtown that look like Daddies 🥵(In a Kinky way). It's Hot 🔥 here in Toronto! The guys are out to play but I'm terrified to play with anyone after my last few encounters ☹! This was a safe little audio. In this Hot Girl Summer and this Chilled Out Winter for our Southern Hemi Baddies 😝, I love when a guy calls me Doll or Doll face. I love being dolled up to turn heads. The other day I wore this floral bodysuit with heels to work, fitting my curves everywhere and the amount of looks, cheers, and compliments I received were 🤯! Now I am on the hunt for more bodysuits. I can't believe how much my confidence level has shot through the roof so much that one of my Contractors gave me a bottle of super expensive Champagne 🍾! I was so surprised and grateful because they renovated one of my units again so well. Ladies, just work on your confidence and watch how your life changes! I am going to continue living this soft girl luxury life I am enjoying 😌. Can I submit a request for a yacht date audio? In the Mediterranean somewhere or in NZ? Or this one -  it's so out there and might upset some people....a prison/jail audio? We're hauled in for drunken disorderly disturbance at a bar - we were throwing drinks on skanky chicks dissing our bestie or something 🤣 and then we get a little roughed up by a jail guard! I always wanted to try this fantasy ( I watched to much OZ and Prison Break back in the day ....it riles me up 😈)!  I would be so appreciative if you were able to work your magical storyteller hands with these tales Matthew 🙏🏾🙌🏾! Merci!

Venusinaphrodite_

Yeesh why does that feel like forever. See you Tuesday!💜💜💜

Ann

Sweet and sexy dreams. Also have a wonderful weekend 😘

toweraudios

I bought a new tux and this jacket yesterday just in case I ever need to really roll up my sleeves on anyone. Looks like you’re first up. Here’s a button or two https://ibb.co/F0Y7t81

Patti

You guys, I am currently stage 3 tipsy. That is flirty, flirty Patti. Like, it's a good thing you're all virtual, or I would want to make out with you. Well, I do want to make out with you. That's pretty much the definition of stage 3 tipsy Patti. But I respect your bodily autonomy, so I won't. But, now that it's summer, I want to give myself a project. Like, a sexy project. I had a really good time writing up my fantasy for the suggestions box (hehe, box) and it made me realize that I want to do more of that, because it got me very hot. And by hot I mean wet. Matthew! Did you read it? What did you think of it? I hope it turned you on! Anyways, I need a push in the right direction. By push, I might mean spanking. But, basically, I need homework to work on communicating my erotic desires. Ideas? Post one fantasy a month? A week? Actually review an audio? Also, Matthew, I think I'm too floaty to appreciate this right now (princess pocket just made me giggle) but I would snuggle the shit out of you right now. No fooling. Guys, I really do love you all. I think you're amazing.

Venusinaphrodite_

Suits are my weakness. I can’t wait to make a mess of it😘 you know on further thought, wear it to the red room. We’ll play with the flogger again.

aleigh -`♡´-

haven't gotten the chance to listen yet but i just know this is heavenly!! bless you matthew 😌💕

rebecca

That. Fit. 🌹

Patti

Kelsey! You're so pretty! (Not that your looks are where your worth is, girl -- you've got a kind heart and a dirty mind, which is what really counts!!) And I love that you're so naughty! I send you 1 million smooches!!!!

Ann

#katiehasacutepuppy

Patti

Katie, your puppers is adorable. Your taco is hot.

Pisces Queen

HEEEEEEYYYYYY GIIIIIIRRRRLLLL!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣 WELCOME BACK! LOVELY TO SEE YOU 😘!

Ann

Anna thank you for honoring us with your story. I am pleased you have been working in taking care of yourself. And really, getting personal is ok here. If it isn’t then I am in trouble because I had the best orgasm today with my toy and Matthews patterns. I mean it just kept going on and on. Not a gusher but super creamy. The best. Now Anna you said something about personal? 😉😂. I am happy you are here.

Pisces Queen

Hooray 🥳🥳🥳🥳! 🍾🍾🥂🥂🥂

toweraudios

Alaina - yow!! 🥵 Giggly and wet are words that definitely belong together. And hahaha - I try with the euphemisms. 😆Maybe Princess Purse next time?? 😍 😘xx

Double LL

Hey PQ!! 💋💋 so many smooches coming your way…💋💋💋💋

toweraudios

Haha - thanks for the note, D! I look forward to hearing how your pouting practice goes. 😆Sleep sound and snug! 💜

Pisces Queen

Matt....god damn man 🥵🥵🥵...sucker for a well suited man! Slightly fell off my bed just now looking at the needle work and quality of that suit. I tip my hat to my fellow tailor who made that masterpiece 🤌🏾😘!

Eternidad

Hola🌷 So I was wondering, did you make any short films, besides the ones in the Turret? And do you also still have those essays on graphic design, genetics and musicology?

Pisces Queen

Enjoy Falla 😘🥰🍾🥂!

Ann

I can’t even say or write something like bodily autonomy without a single glass of wine. I am impressed. Patti how about you write a fantasy and each week post it here in a google doc that people can access and read. That way you have your push and a place. Also you could post it in a down day like Sunday or Thursday. You know when we are all kind of missing Matthew. It will help keep us going or it will get is revved up for the next audio drop. Just a suggestion 😊

toweraudios

Hey Indy! 💜 I wondered if you’d gone on a trail hike or something… I hope you’re well! Haha - I guess the first two of those audios were a bit of a leap especially. Hugs back! M xx

Ann

So happy to read your posts. They always seem like such an adventure. Body suit? Nice! I love the confidence. 🤗💜

Eternidad

I feels you's with the math😣😤 If only we had a perfect brain for it then maybe we can build a rocket ship and go to outer space🌌🚀

toweraudios

Mods! There’s a very explicit picture of doggy style here! 😘

Pisces Queen

Katie....the taco🥵! I am hungry in the worst way 😈🥵😫🤣!

Eternidad

Strawberries are my favorite 💖 Especially if they're mixed with cream🍦

Pisces Queen

Yes it does. NO WASTING! DAMN! Don't you see gas prices! Everything counts Dawn🤣!

toweraudios

Just need to blow on you for a second first.

Patti

PQ! I'm sorry your last few encounters weren't good. They're obviously not worthy of your glorious self or your bodysuits. Which, you go girl. Not everyone can pull those off. You must have legs for days!

Pisces Queen

Ann! I missed you all. My life is hectic ladies! Between work, life, in the process of selling my house and looking for a new place to live is stressful 🙃! But I know everything is going to work out for my good! Just excited for my future to be my best me...you know. I've missed the naughty banter😝😈!

toweraudios

Yay, cause I enjoyed it A LOT. 😅 I think if I don’t use it every time, but save it for once in a while it’s like a supercharger for me or something🤯xx

Patti

Titania! I just got caught up on the last post and saw you got the Covid. I'm so sorry! I hope you're feeling better soon!!

Pisces Queen

Hey Patti! Lol...hahaha..I'm a curvy 5'5" plus size baddy! But I walk like I'm 6 ft tall! It's funny...I walk around IRL with my head up high and imagine myself as a queen everyday. When I do this I always get some royal treatment when I am in that energy. The other day my Maintenance Staff opened his car door for me when I was wearing my platforms and I extended my hand out of his vehicle to he helped me out! I had a few men low bow to me this week and then I received a $200 dollar plus bottle of Champagne from a very hot 6'3" Russian Contractor...shake my head 🥴! It was a pretty awesome, weird and amazingly unexpected week of great things!

Titania

Thanks Patti! So far not too terrible.

Patti

Ann, you are a beautiful, sexy Yoda. You are wise and give good homework. I love you and will do my best.

Ann

Beautiful and sexy Yoda. 🤣😂. I love it.

Venusinaphrodite_

The suit to end all suits🥵🥵🥵 and thank you so much Patti my love!🥰😭❤️❤️❤️❤️

Pisces Queen

Patti! I love your moxy girl! We should do drink girl monologues! I get super chatty and laugh alot when tipsy. Then I just want to dance alot while dropping my 🍑 like it's hot 🔥 🤣! Also truth or dare in drunk form for me is hilarious! Some old co-worker friends of mine dared me to flash the street when we left a club and I flashed my tits! With impeccable timing, I'll never forget, a blue car with 4 guys drove by and one guy stuck out of his friends car and yelled "Oh yeah! Nice rack girl!" MY FRIENDS DIED! 🤣🤣 I one friend laugh cried so hard she couldn't breathe! I fell to the ground laughing and dropped my shirt in years! Best night ever! Then we proceeded to skip down the street like little girls singing at the top of our lungs..."Wannabe" from Spice Girls and then proceeded to fight which Spice girls we would be. I ended be Baby Spice...lol (but for real I loved Emma and Ginger)

Patti

PQ: Confidence is the ultimate aphrodisiac, and you've got it in spades. I bow down before you and your Queen energy.

toweraudios

Hey PQ! Glad you liked it! I’ve been already working on a nautical themed (cruise ship) (not love boat 😂) audio for a while but I guess it went in the backburner when winter hit here 🥶so I’ll see if I can revive it!! xx

Patti

Also, I might jump your contractor. If he knows how to treat a girl right.

Pisces Queen

The Red Room!! 😫😫😫 There was a hottie standing behind this evening on my train to get to my other train home. He was in this well tailored light wool blue suit with a nice burgundy suit pocket square. He had the nicest dress shoes too to match his suit. I was watching him in the train glass eyeing me. I love it when men stare and admire us women. I love the allure, the prying eyes especially if we give off the energy of power.

Venusinaphrodite_

I do like being the fantasy. What he’d give to trail a finger down the back of your neck. Sometimes I wonder what it is I’m doing to them in their minds. An enigma. just for a fleeting moment and then we’re gone from each other’s lives.

Patti

PQ: Stage 2 Tipsy was actually known in college as "show tune tipsy". All I want to do is questionable karaoke. The Spice Girls, NSYNC, Britney Spears, Les Mis, etc. We would be peas in a pod! I couldn't find a pea emoji, so have a pickle instead: 🥒

Pisces Queen

Hey MOCs I need some music recommendations for my 🌃Night 🌙Drive 🌉Spotify playlist. Any recommendations to add to my list? It's a mix of sexy, smooth, RnB, Indie, Old School Soft Rock stuff.

Venusinaphrodite_

I have a tummy full of chicken nuggies and I’m fighting to stay awake. Can we lay in bed and watch a movie or something. I know very lively for a Friday. Unless you want me to whip you at Mario kart lol I need something different tonight😴 Xx. Also p.s. Shut the heck up no way you evil tease😭😭😭👀💦💦💦💦

Ann

I just listen to the Spotify lists Matthew has. Loads of playlists with loads of MOC music.

toweraudios

Haha - Patti you sound about 6 hours ahead of where I wanna be later! 🥂😜 I can’t with the box because discussing the parts of suggestions which turn me on and which don’t would make me overthink it and drain the creativity out of it for me! Does that make sense? I like to let things sit and percolate and find a natural way into my imagination - how they link with fantasies I’ve had previously, or just let them turn me on in the heat of the moment. It’s the same with reviews of my audios. I would never read them. They’re not just audios to me; they’re my fantasies - I can’t change them - so when anyone tries to give me an objective review (rather than an impromptu subjective response) it’s just a shrug from me, you know? But you can be sure I let my imagination run wild with every single suggestion you make! Whether you post them a suggestions box or post them here in a Google doc. Please do! I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one who thrives on hearing others fantasies! 😘xx

Pisces Queen

Patti...Giiiiiirrrrllll.....he's so sweet, smart as heck, a techie, has a fabulous smile, gorgeous eyes, a bearded man 🤤 with lovely grey blue eyes! Weaknesses all around for me😩! I literally clench my 🐈‍⬛ when I am around him! I have to remind myself...stay professional....stay professional...*oh shit he smiled at me*....slowly dying and melting to the ground like ice cream 🍦🥴

toweraudios

Yay!! Welcome Aleigh, and I hope you enjoy!! 💜

Pisces Queen

Hey Matt! How cold is there now in NZ? Just curious to know. Any blizzards yet🤔? I detest blizzards personally but there great when you're snowed in and can smash all day in bed! Sending my thigh warmth to you🤣! Remember, THICK THIGHS SAVE LIVES AND MOBY'S! Stay toasty!🤣🤣🤣

Pisces Queen

That got so hot 🔥! God damn my girl! Matt: Lol ...it's the intuition powers paired with our Pussy Power 🤣🤣

Patti

Matt: This made absolutely no sense to me, but I will re-read it in the morning. I think what you're saying is that overthinking it would kill the sexy for you, when really overthinking it is probably what creates the sexy for me. Unless you can get me to stop thinking at all, which is even better. Insert your own flirty emojis here.

Dawn

Saw the request for a nautical naughty audio and I would just like to say, PLEASE! I leave on a cruise in late September. Matthew, oh Matthew, please send me on my way with that fantasy in my brain! 🥺

Venusinaphrodite_

I started fantasizing🥵 girl I don’t know what’s happening as of late but my sex drive is through the roof and I want EVERYTHING

toweraudios

Hey Georgette - I don’t think I kept any of that undergrad work actually… I’m a total Kondo tidier of my iCloud files…😂 Well I would really really love to answer that first question… but I can’t… not quite yet… I’m working on it though!! You’ll hear from me ;)😘

toweraudios

Wanna watch a Western? I finished Stranger Things and Ozark so I’m giving this one called 1883 a go.

toweraudios

Oh my god. You’re so lucky. I’ve never actually been on a cruise. One day…. 🧔🏻💭🛳🏝

Venusinaphrodite_

I binge watched all three seasons of love, death, robots in 2 days. It was actually pretty cool

toweraudios

Love you all - have an amazing weekend and see you Tuesday!!! 🫂💜

Pisces Queen

Added Matt! Thanks for the recommendation 😊!

Venusinaphrodite_

I think both! We like options😉 photo shoot time!

Pisces Queen

I am doing Stranger Things tomorrow. My teen humans binged watched ST without me. They keep yelling at me to hurry up and get caught up! I'm freaking working! I can't wait for my holidays in a weeks time! I need adventure damn it!😩🤣

Pisces Queen

Bye Matt! Enjoy the rest of your weekend!

Venusinaphrodite_

Luce its something I’d have to special order off Amazon😂😂😂😂💀

Venusinaphrodite_

PQ I need to watch it too! I’ve been watching more movies lately

Katie

Everyone got Taco Touchy Time right? I didn’t just touch my taco to touch my taco… but I will later… badum tish

Pisces Queen

Yes! Nice recs K and Mae! Oh...I need to check out more of Sam's music!

Venusinaphrodite_

Mae I just saved that the other day it’s so good!

Pisces Queen

K...there's alot of horse power in that Pussy. You need to find you a Cow Boy! My sex drive is always on go but I just tamed it recently after creepy guy made that statement to me recently. Also last few guys I talked too bring up scenarios of me carrying their future kid! That's a def NO! I just learned on TT that some guys trap girls with kids because the girl/woman is pretty. When I heard this I was like ...how f*ked up do you have to be to ruin a woman's life just to keep her in your life but you have no intentions of being serious with her. Bun fire for men like this!😤

Venusinaphrodite_

Ugh I’m a mess. I just need one dude to come correctly because they all just try to cum ahahaha actually no there’s some good guys and women I just can’t see them outside of the dreaded friend zone. Last week a couple approached me but I feel like he was the driving force she was nervous so I wasn’t comfortable with the dynamic. Ultimately I see myself getting married but I really do enjoy having a setup of each has their area. “Work” has been trying to cross into emotion’s territory and I backed waayyyy the f up. Now Im hiding from my inbox lmao

Venusinaphrodite_

Ahahahaha look at that damn monkey😂😂😂😂😂

Sdwwd

Nice, can't wait! 😁

Shamesha

Dee-🙌🏾 Awesome explanation!!! 🥰

Pisces Queen

Hiiiii Kate!! I need more dets on your bakery!!! OMG😋! I'm a sucker for a good bakery! My self confidence only started to peak in the past couple of years but I did a complete 360 last year after walking away from a 20 yr relationship. Also found the Tower after I said goodbye to the ex's BS! My best friends are in complete awe of my turn around and loving it! I have so many strange things but wonderful things occur to get me to where I am today but most definitely I attribute my turn around to the ladies, gents, and queer friends of The Tower. Each member of the Tower has impacted my life in a wonderful way and raised my vibration to the next level of consciousness. The banter, humor, the serious discussions exposing fears, wants and desires, things we long for or hope for but somehow never seem to come but we managed to find this space to be a part of a loving and supportive community from all over the world! This group is the best of the best! If I had one wish it would be to have a conference to meet you all! I think that would be so cool but I know everyone is on different time zones. But do you! I started going a little more hard core with my beauty stuff in the last year. I also have such a hard time accepting compliments! I've been this way since I was a kid (still working through my perfectionism shadow self and people pleasing parts). My IT friend saw me today and he had such a huge grin on his face while gifting me a rather lovely compliment that I blushed under my blush 😊😅🤣! I have figured out that my life purpose is to help people see the emotional parts of themselves that they hide or run from. It's not easy as it's hard to face your shadow side. Also learning to unprogram myself from society programs of what I should be as a woman, a woman of colour and ridding myself of misogynistic male views on how women should be. And also discovering what I want and don't want in a relationship. I know what I can tolerate and not tolerate. I am learning what soft lines or hard lines I will or will not do! My belief is that we all came to The Tower searching for what was missing in our lives...connection...fun and adventure. We all needed to escape some part of us to really see ourselves. I sleep alone happier then I have for 18 years in the nude, comfortable in my own skin. If I could walk around naked for most of the day without shoes on and work from home, I would be in my glory. I just keep getting more and more comfortable in my skin. Oh! Start a self care routine for yourself! And always start and end your day with gratitude! I do gratitude meditations in the early morning and at night! They help me so much. One more thing - the acceptance of our sexual desires are important as I have learned from our wonderful teacher! My need to be cared for in a dominant way is comforting. The power and energy behind a male dominant is exhilarating for me which allows me to be more soft compared to me RL where I have to use my masculine energy to do my work but of late I am practicing the SOFT GIRL LIFE to be more feminine, subtle, firm with charm and grace with a dash of sass, carried with humility and sprinkled with love and gratitude. That's how I have reciprocated love because I show and offer love to those who need it! My energy is not for everyone but to those who read this, you're loved beyond what anyone has ever said to you. Just know that in your soul and spirit. Tell yourself this everyday if you feel low. Tell yourself this if you feel misunderstood or scared. Fear is our biggest enemy but fear is an illusion. I more to say but I should stop🥵😅😆!

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Well, after a day of napping, relaxing with Legend of Zelda, and doing the bare minimum of keeping everyone in my household functioning, I finally listened. 🥵 Not a huge fan of the term “daddy”, but goddamn, when you give orders, Matt, I can’t help myself. I’m a bit naughty, but not on purpose. 😅 I just kept getting ahead of myself before you gave the word. Already had my hand on my bits by the time you started talking. Sorry-not-sorry? 🙃 Nothing like a big, juicy O to motivate me though. Onward to late-night chores! Goodnight all! 😘🥰

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Ok, one more thing. 😂 My fiancé just texted me a list of things we gotta get done tonight. One of the items was “make rice noods.” Rice noodles for spring rolls.😋 Me feeling silly, I took the bowl of rice we’d made, took off my shirt and bra, held the bowl between my bare t!ts, and said “take a picture!” Rice nudes. 😊 They laughed their ass off and said they love me. ❤️❤️❤️😁

Anna Breum Pedersen

Ann, you naughty little thing! I went back to basics with this one, just using my fingers. I became such a trembling mess that my poor doggo woke up to check if I was okay 😂 (she’s a psychiatric service dog so she reacts to nightmares and panicattacks) god I love this community, never in my wildest dreams had I thought this would be the case. I know I’m still pretty new but damn I can’t get over it! Now we just need to build up the discord server to be just as wonderful and active😍

Lisa xx

Hey - I'm having a brain fart, is there a community discord? If so, how does one join? <3

Ann

Yes there is one but I can’t remember how I got it. Not a big discord fan. It’s called Tower Belles if that helps at all.

Lisa xx

Thank you regardless, it's more than I knew!

Linda

Oh my goodness, this Is super spicy, love it😍 Matt you're amazingly talented, how you effectuate your content is pure art, thanking the Divine for blessing you with this talent😊

Ann

Good morning Patti. I hope you are feeling ok this morning. Happy vacation 🌺

Linda

Fun fact, we love tent camping well there is one small mite that is a bit resistant to camping but like her Mum she cannot say no to her father😊 We are currently camping on Beaver Island, Lake Michigan. We arrived yesterday afternoon,we decided to take the boat instead of flying (which is quicker), we have alot of gear.....lol. Last night we did some stargazing, so beautiful, quiet. The girls decided to go back to our camp and plan a surprise for their dad which left my husband and I alone for bit, sigh, you all Mr Linda is one hot intense man let's just say we took advantage of our alone time😉. The surprise was of course yummy Smores. Today we plan to relax, do some paddle boarding, take a leisurely bike ride, have a late lunch at a Pub my husband loves, late afternoon nap, and finally an evening picnic on the beach to watch the sunset...sigh😊. Tomorrow we plan to visit the 2 lighthouses on the island eat lunch and hang out at the beach or whatever Hubs wants to do, we plan to head home Monday. I love these getaway weekends, so refreshing, energizing, mind clearing to be out in the open air breathing deep fresh goodness. Wishing you lovelies and handsome, sexy Matt a blessed, fulfilling, fun weekend. Please remember to be kind and intentional. Peace and Love😘🤗

Venusinaphrodite_

I love that you’re Mr. Linda’s Queen. We love balance🥵🤣 but also I love camping! I was just talking with my sister about taking the boys for a weekend soon. We used to go to Yosemite every weekend when I was younger and I was that mite who didn’t wanna go😅 one time I literally sat in the car almost the whole weekend and only came out when necessary🙈 now I’m like let’s go explorreeeee

Venusinaphrodite_

How could they not😍🤣🤣🤣 I’m just imagine that now wherever I think of noodles😂

Dawn

I'm always on the lookout for a travel buddy Matt 🌏

Katja

I consider this a personal attack for reasons I won't say 🥲 During listening I thought why does it feel like it's my first time hearing you and then I was like OH hehehehe~🤭😏 I love ”munchkin”, that was such a nice surprise! And um, everything else too *goes on about my praise kink for the nth time* but when you say ”baby” 😔✨ *folds* honorary place together with ”princess” I've no words how much I like the quiet commands. Honestly, just remembering it makes me smile to myself all stupidly lol It alludes to inner strength and I find that so unbelievably sexy in a man. You created such a warm and safe headspace to be in. I really wanted to please Daddy and make both of us feel good *service kink activated* (it's not even a kink but who I am 😭) And you covered in cum, what a pretty Daddy 😌 *flashbacks to you rubbing lotion on yourself* I think you should get those tummy kisses. And on your hip bone. Your hips 🥴 The end thoooo! 😴 I fell asleep right after. The way I snuggled in 🥲 it was so comforting and loving. I woke up craving a strawberry milkshake 😂😌 I'm so busy with renovations atm, but my thoughts keep coming here. I love it tho, makes me worry way less about the electricity lol

Venusinaphrodite_

I could re-read this a million times😅💦 can we have a moment of silence in honor of “baby girl”. If I could have a crown and be the kitten princess lol Such a nice Daddy taking care of you🥰

Patti

Ann: I woke up a few hours ago, chipper and refreshed! I've made my grocery list, started some laundry, and I'm watching a teen vampire romance show on Netflix, so this is a banner start to my summer break. I hope all your school stuff is going well! And for the record, I stand by what Tipsy Patti said last night: you are a beautiful and sexy Yoda, and I really do love everyone and think they're amazing. 🤣🤣💕💕

Ann

Wow look at you start it out right. I have done two loads of my daughters laundry. Finished a book. Read 3 academic journal articles, done the dishes and cleaned the cat boxes. Oh and had two O’s. Time to get to work writing but I am thinking I would like to watch teen vampire drama instead. Now if I would have had three glasses of wine I would still be laying in bed staring at the ceiling with nothing left to give 😆. Woohoo to vacation. Enjoy!

Katja

Baby girls unite 🥲 I've got honestly nothing smart to say, not even sassy. Weak at the knees just thinking about Daddy... We gotta go do some exercises 💪✨ 😂

Ann

Well…🥹

Venusinaphrodite_

I was so sassy yesterday but all I wanna do is get head pats today lol

Katja

Oh Venuuuss 🥺 babyyy 😚😏 all the head pats for you! I was actually so down bad today that I was listening to some old Italian love songs (not even my nona listens to that lmao) being all like 🥰🥰🥰 lol In case you ever wanna feel like you're in a 60s romance movie meeting the love of your life, Il cielo in una stanza by Mina is perfect 😅

Dawn

🥺🥺💜💜💜

Venusinaphrodite_

Not even Nona! Oh this is serious! I’m going to listen to it immediately😍

Ann

PMM STIKES AGAIN! Blue line is Daddy Pink line is…. I think that PMM worked all night to make this lovely pattern. I am using dolce and sitting in my rocking chair. I swear if I had a couch I would be grinding against the arm. My chair serves well though. Great pattern with a little more vaginal action than clit. About 5:30 or so mark just grind down and hold on because it is intense. Love it. I watched the pattern and there was something strangely sexy about knowing the blue line was ‘daddy’ or in my case ‘Matthew’ and the pink was …me. It was like watching a dance with the coming together separating swirling around each other. Added another sexy layer to an already sexy pattern. Favor Matthew from here on out can you just identify the blue line? You know Daddy or Matthew or whatever alter ego is in play. 😱 is this a new kink? Whatever I liked it. Matthew thank you for all your hard work. I very much appreciate you. And now I am about to O again so got to go. OMG so good!!! And yeaaa holy fu

Ann

Upon reflection, you might be a little right. 😔 I was just rereading a post or two. Only a little bit right not a lot 😇😈

Double LL

Bad girls cum first in my book, Ann…. I wouldn’t have you any other way….😘

Ann

😘

Maggie Ren

I am sad that the scientific name for pill bugs is not as fun to say as it looks 😫

Ann

Share 😃

Maggie Ren

"Armadilliediidae" My instinct was to go with: "Arma Dillie Dii (Dee) Dae" But apparently it's like: "Arma Die La Die"

Katja

I hope you liked it! ☺️

Ann

Wow. What a mouthful.

Venusinaphrodite_

Oohhhhh we’re definitely summer romance movie Montaging this!

Katie

Damn! Mr. Linda strikes again! What a gem! Beaver Island! 😂🥰 I have never been there but I had a friend who always went there! I am a Leelanau/Old Mission Peninsula fan! 🍷🍷🍷🍷 Enjoy Linda! I love your stories! Keep sharing as you’d like 💕💕💕💕

Ann

No two orgasms are the same. What an amazing gift.

Katja

YESS! It's sooo romantic. I've seen some old movie edits with it and wow. How I wish that was me lol

Maggie Ren

😫 At least mine is more fun >.>

Ann

Those of you with Nora. The pattern is a hit with her too. One of the differences between Nora and Dolce is that you can really feel the Nora’s rotating head. Dolce hits the spot but Nora rocks the whole place. This pattern is not one to skip. Brilliantly designed for ultimate feel good! Thank you Matthew You are a true pattern master.

Ann

I have to confess that I keep Dolce on high power setting. I had Nora there too I thought. Not sure why but when I just checked today she was at 50% intensity. Well, poo on that. I popped her up to 100% and she did the job really well. I will have to try her out with the dirtiest dirty talk pattern later this week. My body is complaining because I have had waaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy too much fun this weekend so it’s time to take a break. 🐳

Ann

Dawn it won’t let me comment in your post. That was so funny.

Ann

Good answer Dawn 😆

Patti

Ok, so, tipsy or not, I committed and I did the homework. The first link should be the fantasy I submitted to the suggestions box. The second one is much longer. And more explicit. Reader discretion is advised. (Feel free to ignore either one or both of these -- this is basically shock therapy to get me more comfortable with talking about what I want and what I like.) https://docs.google.com/document/d/1WgL8H-M7hNYWl5-CNOCK4ZsqvwhNIbSi_VrxOoHr1h8/edit?usp=sharing https://docs.google.com/document/d/1V23l9iHEw7n1DU_PFhlViuqqGMc89KU9WObV4TYgltg/edit?usp=sharing Hopefully this worked...

Ann

need access

Patti

Ok, Ann, I think I changed the settings. Let me know if that didn't do it...

Ann

Works😃

Ann

🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵😈😈😈😈😈. Nice. I will give you an A on your report card.

Patti

🤣🤣That's one I won't send home to mom to put on the fridge. Although, perhaps I have earned a "plays well with others..."

Titania

🔥🔥🔥 I love the scenario with the eye contact across the table. Total mindf*ck in the best way.

Patti

Titania: If I could only live out one fantasy in my life, that would be it, hands down. 🥵🥵

Ann

BEST DAY EVER ABOUT TO HAPPEN!! Why you ask. Well why not! Plus it is Monday and I don’t have to go to work. Plus I got a bit of work done yesterday on my studies and today I am going to be productive as well. I need to write 3-5 pages to submit for review by Friday. I am going to be successful. Also shopping therapy! Staples here I come for some colorful sticky notes and colored pens and whatever else I find that I don’t need but desperately need. School supplies are love. 🥰

ਏFallaਓ

I just loveeeeeeeee Patti fantasies. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

ਏFallaਓ

I just love your "love boost" everyday! 🥰

Patti

School supplies are definitely love! Happy Best Day Ever, Ann!!

Anna Breum Pedersen

There should be a link for it somewhere, it took me some time to find it aswell i Think we might need to let Matt know that it might be an idea to make a link tree or something so all things are at the same place, writing it here now so that there is a chance someone Will remember it 😂 i know my own memory well enough to know i might forget

Katie

I love this! I love colorful pens. I woke up at like 430 very restless and decided I wanted to get off… but it took me like an hour to have an “ehhh” orgasm and now I’m exhausted. Not the first time that’s happened, sure it won’t be the last!!! Ann!!! I’m coming over. I’m bringing gel pens and pop tarts.

Ann

Ah you guys are great. I got a nice set of pens but honestly I have sooooooooooo many sticky notes there really wasn't anything there I wanted or felt I needed. So just pens and the folders I truly needed. I once had a boss who when she would see me being down or stressed would take me to an office supply store and have me buy something. Smart lady. I am trying very hard not to freak out. So I petitioned for a new committee chair person for my PhD program. My old chair wasted 2 solid years of my life and thousands and thousands of dollars. My new chair is great but I felt so dumb. I mean I had no idea that my old chair was as bad as he was. I need to rework a whole ton of stuff and basically I felt like my worst nightmare of I AM NOT SMART ENOUGH TO DO THIS was coming true. No it isn't coming true. I just have to adjust my lens and look at things differently. Better actually so it is good but what a F'ing roller coaster the past month has been. I am finally getting it together. My walls are once again lined with large poster paper and my living room/lounge/home office looks like a serial killer's planning space or someone who has lost their mind. I am so angry that I didn't advocate for myself before but I just didn't know I suspected and then I knew. So much waste. I have been set back quite a bit but I am a hard worker. My non-profit it going to have to do without me for a bit. Time to push up my sleeves and prove to myself that I can do this. Then someday if I ever meet my old Chair I will make him call me Dr. DeChenne and I will call him Mr. Sorry I am struggling a bit but the colored pens help. Katie come on over but yes please bring pop tarts as my daughter took the last package with her. We can compare colored pens and color with them. It will be fun. Also sorry the O was not up to par. I like morning O's they are fun. Well I like afternoon ones too and night ones. Not sure why many people feel they are for night time only. Love you all! 🤗

Linda

Ann I just read this and I'm so impressed, working on a PhD......... you're amazing love😊 I've been meaning to ask you, when you refer to "pattern" what does that mean, I'm very curious and enjoy reading about them and your sexy toys😊

Ann

Linda you are so sweet. Lovense is a brand of toy that are Bluetooth enabled. So basically if you had one your husband could control it with his phone or computer. Actually anyone can if you friend them. They actually have orgies. Anyway. Matthew creates a pattern to match the audio. There are two things he controls the clit portion and the vaginal portion. Not all toys have two parts. PMM or Pattern Master Matthew is really getting good at the pattern design. Nice thing is the pattern is saved in my app and I run it when I want, it takes my head out of the game. Matthew or the pattern is in charge. Best sex I have ever had. Thank you Matthew. I love to talk about it and toys so if you ever are curious, just let me know. The chats could be via email for privacy if that’s a worry and only if you want more info. I try to do some sort of review of the pattern every week and with multiple toys. Matthew works so hard I like to honor his work by acknowledging it. It’s fun. Thanks for asking. 🤗

Katie

Ann! I know that voice in your head it is in mine too. The MF-er is called the should. But ANN you did! And think of the time you aren’t wasting now by advocating for yourself. And then someone will ask Dr. Ann what you learned during this time and you can share your experience and help someone else. There is no rush Ann. You are exactly where you need to be. 💜

Ann

#thereisareasonannloveskatie #katieisprettyspecial #🥰

Titania

Ann, I swear it's a compulsory part of grad school to feel that panic of not knowing enough or being smart enough. Probably the legacy of a hierarchical patriarchal system. It sounds like you're coming through the worst of it in this transition and better things and more learning are ahead. I just know that you've got this!

Ann

Titania 🥰 Thank you. Your words mean a lot. I have learned for sure and not all of it has been purely academic. I am better because of it though. Feel better soon 🌺💜

Daphne

Matthew & Gentle Belles, Beaus and MOCs, This will be a long post -- a copy/paste of an article that appeared in The Washington Post last week about the new Hulu film, 'Good Luck to You, Leo Grande.' The headline of the article sums up the gist of the film (which I have yet to watch). SO many points made by the author remind me of Matthew, his purpose, his art, of this group and the validation we all receive here. The article, the film, Matt's audios (especially the metas), you brilliant, beautiful, accepting lovelies, have all intersected to help shift my perceptions in a happier, healthier direction. 💜💜💜 ‘Good Luck To You, Leo Grande’: Finding sex and self-acceptance at 55 By Ann Hornaday June 17, 2022 at 2:36 p.m. ET “Everyone just looked angry,” says Emma Thompson, grimacing and gritting her teeth. She’s describing the movies featuring sex scenes that she watched as a teenager. “Everyone looked just sort of cross, and just sort of enraged by the whole thing,” she continued. “I just thought, ‘Is that what sex is supposed to be like? I don’t understand.’ Good grief, we have a long way to go.” Thompson considers her new movie, “Good Luck to You, Leo Grande,” at least “a step in the [right] direction.” She plays Nancy Stokes, a widow and retired teacher who hires a sex worker named Leo Grande (newcomer Daryl McCormack) to help break her out of a lifetime of sexual repression. Over the course of four meetings in an anonymous-looking hotel room, the two embark on an unlikely ally-ship, with Nancy eventually discovering, like Dorothy in Oz, that when it comes to fulfillment — sexual or otherwise — there’s no place like home. Screenwriter Katy Brand wrote “Good Luck to You, Leo Grande” at the beginning of the pandemic, inspired in part by “this notion of why we feel so guilty and ashamed of pursuing our own pleasure when it doesn’t hurt anyone.” Aware that as women age, they continue to put other people first, she continues, “Why do we temper [desire], why do we put it aside or put it last all the time, and feel bad if we put it up the priority list for even a minute?” Brand, who lives in Germany, where sex work is legal, was also fascinated by people in the profession who approach it as a vocation. “Good Luck to You, Leo Grande,” she says, is the product of her curiosity about “what happens when you bring those two things together.” What happens in this movie is a seismic shift that feels personal but also generational: Leo is an avatar of a generation known for questioning conventional ideas about gender roles, binary identities and patriarchal power dynamics. The moment Leo walks through Nancy’s hotel room door, he asks for her permission to kiss her on the cheek — a recurring motif throughout the film. Consent isn’t just normalized in “Good Luck to You, Leo Grande,” Thompson observes, “it’s eroticized. Every time he says, ‘Is this okay?’ and Nancy says, ‘Yes,’ the ‘yes’ is such an erotic act. It’s the pulling of the thread a little tighter … then the thread drops again and then you pull it again, and each time you get closer together. It’s so beautiful to watch and feel. You feel these characters more than watch them.” That was precisely what director Sophie Hyde ( “Animals”) had in mind when she was conceiving her approach to “Good Luck to You, Leo Grande”: How to film a movie about sex, pleasure and the beauty of the human body without falling into the old male-gaze traps of exploitation and objectification? “I feel sort of sad that we think of sex as something visual,” Hyde says. “Oftentimes, I think [when] people come at sex, they know what it looks like, or ‘should’ look like, before they know what it feels like or what they want.” McCormack plays Leo with a seductive combination of physical confidence and tenderness; when the camera is on his perfectly sculpted physique, the point of view feels admiring but not leering. Hyde says she studied the 2017 “Call Me By Your Name” for cues on how to film actors in a way that allows them to be both subject and object. “I kept thinking, ‘How did they do this thing with Timothee Chalamet’s character, where I’m looking at him all the time, I’m noticing the beauty of who he is and his body and everything, but I feel with him all the time?’” she explains. “I’m not just looking at him. He’s not disposable in any way. He’s my entry point to the film.” Hyde points to a scene in which Nancy asks Leo to take off his shirt and embarks on a slow, sensuous exploration of his body. Together with her cinematographer and editor, Bryan Mason, and sound designer Steven Fanagan, Hyde created an atmosphere in which “we’re with both of them across [the] scene” rather than vicariously identifying with one character over the other. “We go into a very close sequence of shots, much closer than lots of parts of the film,” she says, referring to a series of extreme close-ups, adding that she and Mason choreographed the actors and camera movements so that she and Mason could find “little moments” in editing, rather than block the movement out precisely. Over the course of the film, Fanagan would take away sounds of the city to reinforce Leo and Nancy’s intimacy. “That’s one of the moments when the city’s really gone,” Hyde says. “It’s a neutral gaze,” Thompson says of how she is seen on screen. “It’s not approval — ‘Oh my God, I look great.' And it’s not, ‘Oh my God, I look horrible.’ It’s, ‘That’s my body. And I know that it can bring me joy.’” (Nick Wall/AP) During the production of “Good Luck to You, Leo Grande,” Hyde made a pact with her two stars: At any time, they could decide not to shoot something even if they had previously agreed to do it. They also had the right to ask for things to be removed during editing. “I think that [gave] them the freedom to do what they wanted to do … and know they’ve got the final call. They didn’t ever want to change anything. But I think they needed that power.” The result is a film that, for all its modesty as a humane, funny two-hander about mismatched lovers, feels positively revolutionary. And nowhere is “Good Luck to You, Leo Grande” more radical than in its frank and generous depiction of bodies — young and old, perfect and less than perfect. When “Good Luck to You, Leo Grande” premiered at Sundance this year, Thompson was hailed as “brave” for the most talked-about shot in the film, when she unapologetically bares her 63-year-old body in front of a mirror. It’s a term that “bristles” Hyde “because it implies she’s brave to put ‘her body’ or ‘that body’ on screen. But she is brave, because she’s putting her body, her gorgeous, beautiful body, on screen to show us that something else is possible.” Thompson is keenly aware of how subversive it is for a woman her age to dare to be nude, especially in a medium whose foundational grammar is based on the display of women’s bodies. “Impossible bodies,” Thompson notes, “either because they naturally belong to the very young women who are in the films, or [they’re] bodies of old women who do nothing but restrict what they eat and go to the gym.” Thompson says she has been spared the worst of Hollywood’s obsession with looks; most of the characters she has played aren’t distinguished by their faces or bodies; when she was sent a script describing a character as a beauty, she says, “I’d just not continue to read it.” Still, she hasn’t been immune to the “self-imposed restrictions in order to feel as though I’m not beyond the pale. But at 63, I am already. It’s done. So in a way, there’s nothing to lose and everything to gain by trusting in myself and actually trusting in the audience. … I’ve been talking about trusting Bryan and Sophie and Daryl, and of course I do. We all work within a situation of extreme trust. But in order to allow this film out into the world, I had to trust my audience.” If Leo is an avatar of millennial liberationist ideals, Nancy might be just as valuable as a symbol for body neutrality: the idea of not loving our bodies, or hating them, but simply accepting and respecting them, and prioritizing function over appearance. “That’s exactly what I wanted for Nancy,” Thompson says. “It’s a neutral gaze. It’s not approval — ‘Oh my God, I look great.' And it’s not, ‘Oh my God, I look horrible.’ It’s, ‘That’s my body. And I know that it can bring me joy.’ “This is such a great concept, actually, because it’s easier for people to feel neutral about their body than it is for them to go, ‘I love my body.’ That, I think, is really helpful. And it’s something that you can sort of practice on your own. And since I’ve done this movie, I’ve been trying to practice that much, much more. It’s very hard. It’s really hard. But it’s worth the candle.”

Dawn

Yes!!!! Daphne, I'm so excited for this movie!!!! Nail on head love! 💜

Katie

Hi beautiful people! I really hope to be around later, but I’m not sure if I will be. Please send some positive energy my way, if you have any to spare. Maybe a little courage and self assurance if you are well supplied. I will need it. 💜💜💜

Ann

💪🏻 you got it!!!!💪🏻. I am aiming it all in your direction ❤️❤️❤️

Ann

I am so happy you posted this. I have thoughts and I have feelings but nothing I can put in to words yet. ❤️ well other than I can’t wait to see this film.

Titania

Excellent article, and a lovely movie. I watched it the other day and yes, thought of this community. 🙂💜 It's a simple and yet very complex movie. Two characters, with all these parts in a dance of approach and withdrawal: physical, emotional, sexual, cultural. It's about trust, allowing yourself to be seen, and finding the boundaries of that trust. I sincerely hope that this movie helps move the public perception of s$x work in the US. I adored the way Leo talked about the parts of his job that gave him joy, and made it a vocation. But I think US culture still has a long way to go. On a lot of stuff. 😞

Daphne

Katie, Sending whatever you may need. 💝

Titania

Now I need to go watch Call Me By Your Name! How have I not see that?!

Daphne

The press conference from Berlin Film Festival is on YouTube. Both Emma Thompson and Sophie Hyde made some spot-on comments and spoke about the exercises they used to promote body positivity. Yes, US culture does, indeed, have a long way to go. When I was young (early 70's) and carefree, I visited a friend who was doing a year abroad in Sweden. Mind you, the 70's!!! Nudity in university dorms was commonplace, live sex shows were held in comfortable theaters with elegant surroundings, drunken coeds were NOT labeled "fair game..." Sigh. It was revelatory to a cosseted brat from the States😉. I'm saving the movie as a treat/reward, although I'm afraid of the emotions it will wring out of me...

Daphne

Sweet Ann, it took me some time to put even those few thoughts together. You get all the credit for having brought the film to my attention. Now, buy stock in Kleenex (or whatever company makes them) because I have a feeling I'll be a mess when I watch it. I wonder if you even realize how much you give to others...? Your encouragement and honesty have been a game changer. 😘😘

Titania

All yours, Katie. Fortitude! 💙💚💛

Ann

To be honest I am afraid to watch it. I will because I need to but it won’t be this week perhaps on Sunday. I think it is going to bring up some next level stuff. But it is part of the journey that I have embarked on so I need to keep going. I just need a minute. I kept thinking it was coming out next month in June but I was just made aware by my therapist that it is June. So anticipation has now changed to oh sh*t it’s now already?!?! Thank you Daphne for your kind words. 💜 you are too sweet.

Daphne

Ann, I wish we could watch it together. My fears mirror yours.

Dedra Perkins

I’m so late with this reply, but you voice in this one just about knocked me out. So freakin’ deep and sexy. And the orders…Yes, Sir! 😌

Kathryn

I think [Immersive man body sounds] is my new favorite tag! 😄

Grace Shed

I just found you.. I love DDlg.