I wish my work schedule was more forgiving (Patreon)

I REALLY wanted to be able to finish the commissions by this month, but my day job is really taking a lot out of me this season and stressing me the frig out, and my inability to make my own self-imposed deadlines really really REALLY sucks for my mental. I really just want to get all this stuff done with so I can finally breathe and then we can have more new material and personal projects to get onto and we can finally return to doing fun stuff on Patreon again (I'm extremely disappointed in myself for my inability to follow up on rewards AGAGHAGGHAHGHAHH) and like......... I don't really know what to do. I really wish I had better news to give yall but I'm so frustrated in myself I almost feel like crying, I'm so impatient to just get my life back on track so I don't disappoint more people