Are you trying to turn me on right now? (Patreon)

It’s been about a month since he accidentally drunk confessed to Jeongguk at the party, and just like Jeongguk had told him back then, nothing was ruined between them.

Jeongguk has not acted weird around him, hasn’t asked about it, and frankly just stayed being his friend, kept hanging out with him, and making him laugh like nothing changed.

And it’s more than Jimin could have hoped for really, he should be grateful Jeongguk didn’t just toss him away, but there’s this nagging feeling whenever he’s around Jeongguk.

It’s not like love just blows over.

Especially when their bond doesn’t really change, it’s only getting stronger the more they’re together, the more they share about their lives.

So he’s a little torn, feeling grateful on one hand that their friendship is blossoming, feeling bitter on the other that he’s still head over heels for Jeongguk.

And the resentment sadly, isn’t just aimed at himself. He finds himself getting annoyed with Jeongguk too. With the way he smiles at him, the way he makes him laugh, the way he touches his shoulder or thigh familiarly, the way Jeongguk invites him to everything. Isn’t it borderline cruel?

No, Jeongguk is just trying to be a good friend. He has the purest fucking heart, and he’s showing how much he cares, how he wouldn’t stop their friendship for anything. Jimin is the one being greedy.

And yet..

Every day it gets worse.

Everyday he finds himself drawn to Jeongguk even more. And it gets to the point where he’s just delusional. Where he overanalyses every slight touch. Because Jeongguk lets his hand slide over his lower back when he walks past, or brushes his hair out of his face, or tilts his chin up to make him look at him.

He’s going insane.

One day, when they’re at the gym like most mornings, Jeongguk is in the middle of his cardio when he takes off his shirt. He never does that. Jimin has never seen him shirtless.

There he is, on the treadmill, just running, his back shimmering with sweat, biceps bulging, his chest a little red, nipples perked up. Fuck.

Jimin knows it’s normal, there are multiple guys with no shirt on in the gym, but he can’t help but think this is specifically to torture him. He bites his lower lip, cheeks burning as he tries to focus on his own workout, but his eyes keep dragging back towards Jeongguk’s naked upper body, his big pecs, his abs, the small of his back, the curve of his ass.

Fuck.

Once in the changing rooms, Jimin is still dazed, heart beating so fast, cheeks burning so hot. He tries his absolute best to not look at Jeongguk, but the guy keeps talking to him, and when he notices, he just grabs Jimin’s chin and tilts it up.

“Why are you avoiding my eyes?”

Jeongguk asks, so casual about it, standing way too close.

“Sorry.. I was distracted.”

By big pecs.

“I said you should feel my pecs, I benched a 100.”

Jimin is about to go into cardiac arrest, and he wants to say he absolutely does not want to touch Jeongguk’s pecs, but Jeongguk has already done it. He just grabbed his hand and put it on his chest like that. And Jimin is now standing there, cupping Jeongguk’s big, juicy pec.

This is so- so fucking cruel.

Jimin’s eyelids drop as he looks at Jeongguk’s perfect body, and he feels lust surge through him, imagining what it would feel like just to suck on Jeongguk’s nipple, to come over his stomach.

“Are you.. are you trying to turn me on right now?”

He asks, because at this point, he needs the clarity. Because if he’s wrong, then this is the fucking moment their friendship should end. He can barely hold himself back.

He looks up at Jeongguk, feels the tense silence around them. He can feel Jeongguk’s heartbeat pick up under the palm of his hand.

“Don’t know..”

Jeongguk says softly.

He isn’t denying it. Jimin feels his breathing pick up, cock twitching in his shorts.

“Are you turned on?”

Jeongguk asks, tone dropping a little. Jimin isn’t imagining it, the voice change, the way his pupils dilate, the way he plays with his lip piercing with his tongue.

This fucking asshole.