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I come home from the military, but I find you waiting on all fours...

I just posted this audio to the Discord. Be sure to join!Post ID: KS45K

Script: Coldtofu

Summary: I come home from the military, and I find you waiting on all fours...

(art by solcha)

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En's Weekly Thoughts:

I'm gonna be at Offkai in a couple of weeks. If you don't know what that is, it's basically one of the few Vtuber-centered conventions here in the states. It's a lot smaller than the conventions I'm used to going to (I used to go to Anime Expo every year and if you know anything about that convention, it's so disgustingly congested because the venue can't hold the expanding number of attendees). It'll be nice to see all my Internet friends the one time a year I'm able to.

Something I've always tried to unpack with my therapist (and this might be something I mentioned here or on stream) is my inability to just get started doing something sometimes because I've contrived this whole scenario in my head of how I expect things to turn out. And this always leads me to feeling like I'm never actually living in the moment because I'm always wondering to myself what I could have done better, what I could have done differently -- just anything to make it feel like I could have had a better outcome. I have a better handle on this nowadays in my life, but it'll be interesting to truly see how much progress I've made when I go to Offkai and actually see in person all the people I'm excited to meet up with.

Nothing super long and rambly today. I suppose I'm just less chatty in the summer months because I'd rather be offline and reading a book or playing a game. In any case, I hope you're all taking care of yourselves. Luv y'all. Thank you for being here.

As always, catch me on Twitch being goofy and annoying 'cause that's where most of my attention (outside of my 9-5 job) goes. And if you have any ideas for script scenarios, feel free to DM me here!________________________________________________________Special ThanksOverlords: RiosjudeSupremes: Vade Vafurous | Elvellia | egglien

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MochizukiYoru

I hope you have lots of fun with your friends! I've heard lots of good things about Offkai, and I'm sure you'll have a good time ^-^ I definitely relate to you in that I often will run through many variations of scenarios/situations to try and prepare myself because yay anxiety. It often will make it hard to be in the moment because I'm busy recalling what I've rehearsed rather than letting myself be okay with a situation not being "ideal/perfect". I hope your progress has been good and you'll be able to just let go and have fun! Hope the summer heat isnt too bad and you can enjoy some offline downtime :D

Azeru Karl

Hello, can I get the link for discord? It's said that the link is expired

Azeru Karl

Sorry, I just read about what happened about your discord 😞. I kinda want to listen to this one.

ENSMR

hey no worries, just send me a DM here on patreon and i'll link it to you