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My Brother Died

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Christian Prentice

My condolences Nutn. Praying for you and your family during an incredibly difficult situation.

af

My family will say a prayer for you and yours.

Harrison Nobles

Praying for you and the family. That is so awufl.

Carl Agbayani

Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family during this difficult time.

Zak Orendorff

So sorry to hear. Prayers for you and the whole family.

Chad Moore

I am so sorry. We will be praying for your family.

Brendan Wagner

Praying for you and your family Nutn

Dan C

Wow Nutn. You're family will be in our prayers. So sorry to hear about your brother's passing. Take comfort knowing he is now in a better place.

Nate Berglund

I am so sorry for your loss Nutn. I am praying for you and your family.

Leon Hudson

So sorry for your loss. Prayers for you and your family.

Colin Ford

Sorry Nutn. Will pray for yall.

Troy S.

Praying for you and your family, Nutn

Cole Stone

My condolences to you and your family

Jeremy T

Sorry for your loss.

Caleb11b

Im sorry for your loss. I lost a brother a while back and understand the pain it brings. Love and prayers sent your way!

WISCO_Ant

Very very sorry to hear! Hang in there. Hope you're able to surround yourselves with good memories of the time you were able to share together.

Raymond Kuhn

Haven't watched the whole vid yet but so sorry for your loss Nutn. Praying for you and your family.

Moe Mansour

I'm sorry for your loss. You an your family are in my prayers. Thank you for showing us how to have strength.

Jonathan-James

So sorry for your loss Nutn. Love you and yours, and am praying for you.

Bravo

Holy shit nutn I’m so sorry. Haven’t watched much of the vid yet, iv gotta take it back in chunks as I’m at work. But I’m so sorry for your family’s loss and y’all are in my prayers right now. 🙏

Eric

I'm so sorry to hear this. Praying for your family.

Dawson Rabb

My heart goes out to you and your family. I can't imagine the loss you all feel. We are with you and will be praying for you.

John A Havens

Haven't watched the video, not in the state of mind for it yet, y'all will be in our prayers.

Casey Jones

Praying for you and your family, Nutn

JC

I am so sorry Nutn! Prayers heading your way. Anything you guys need? An extra donation to help with the funeral?

Lon N

Losing family is hard, prayers and peace to you and your family Nutn. I have been there myself recently. Dwell on the good times not today's pain. He lives on in everyone whose life he touched.

CDK

Sorry for your loss....take time for yourself and your family to heal.

JoMama

I’m so sorry for your loss Nutn. We are praying for you and your family in this extremely difficult time…

bcbrin

Really sorry to hear this Nutn. Thoughts are with you and your family.

Mike C.

I am sorry for your loss. Please accept my condolences.

Younggun995

Damn, I'm sorry Nutn. We appreciate your trust... sending you and your family my best wishes

Eric

Man, life is hard! Thanks for sharing this and helping me keep my priorities straight. Love you!

Clint Raby

Sorry Nutn, can't imagine what you're going through. Praying for you and your entire family

Jeff Endraske

Praying for you and your family brother.

PJ Penders

We are very sorry for your loss and will remember you and yours in our prayers.

Christopher Davis

Wow, Nutn. I’m so sorry. My heart really goes out to you and your family.

Bravo

Again my condolences goes out to your family. You do whatever you need to do wether that is time off or focusing on work and hammering out lots of videos. We want you to get through this however you need to. 🙏

Tom

Very sorry to hear about the loss of your brother. Praying for you and your family.

Matthew Sumner

I'm very sorry for your loss. You and your family will be in our prayers.

Dan

Praying for you Nutn. May the memory of your brother be a blessing.

Bill The Broken

God uses some of the very WORST things in life for good - to serve his purposes. I pray the way you are handling and sharing his passing will touch the lives of MANY. I can only speak for myself but over the past 10 years you have greatly impacted how I choose to live my life and that has in turn impacted the lives of my 2 boys (10 and 13). This community truly cares for you and yours. We care because you care. If there is EVER anything you need please let me know.

Boar

Sorry for your loss. Prayers.

traveltrove

So sorry, lost my sister a couple years ago. Much love to you brother.

T J

Sorry for your loss praying for your family

Andy Cyzon

Our hearts go out to you and your family.

Jeff Johnson

I'm very sorry for your loss. I know that through God's plan we can be with our family again after death. I lost my wife to COVID last fall. That knowledge of the Lord's plan of salvation is what allows me to keep going on. My prayers and hope the Lord will comfort you and your family.

mauserwaffen 98

Sorry for your loss sir. Lost my best friend and father last year. All I can say is a part of them lives in you, and a part of you dies with them. My heart goes out to you and your family.

Chris Cherry

Prayers for you and your family. May God comfort you.

Nick Federico

I lost my dad very suddenly this past fall, still coming to terms with that. You and your family are in my prayers.

Jordan Parker

I'm so sorry, Nutn. I will be praying for you and your family.

Me

We thank you for your TRUST! I'm sorry & hope your family can get through this well! Take all the time you need - We will be here for you!!!

Brian Driver

Sorry for your loss Nutn. I lost my Mother this year, the first person close to me that has passed away. It has literally changed my life. So, I really appreciate your honesty in this video. This video has truly helped me. Creating positive memories and lessons learned is truly the only thing that matters. Keeping loved ones alive through good memories is much more important than material things. No bullshit as always. That’s why I’m a Patreon.

John Wachtmann

“And the peace that passes all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.” My prayers for you and your family.

Ed Klonowski

My condolences for your loss. Prayers to you and your family as you deal with this difficult time.

Jay H

I'm so glad that you put your confidence in us and told us about your brother. Our prayers are with your family. We love you Nutnfancy. Keep on keeping on in Jesus name. God bless you and yours.

Ryan Gibson

Thank you for this, Nutn. We love you, my wife and I will keep you and your brother’s family in our prayers.

Andrew Baldwin

We'll be praying for you and your family here in our family. Thank you for trusting us and sharing your life and faith with us here in Patreon.

Josh

I am so sorry for your loss Nutn. Sending prayers to you and your family!

Gad Pratt

My deepest condolences Nutn and family. I don’t envy you. It doesn’t take much to die. At least he died healthy, and it appears to have been quick.

Todd Strelka

I'm continually praying for you and your family. We've had a lot of deaths in my family as well. Your statements ring true. We love you Nutnfancy. Thank you for sharing this personal tragedy with us. You can trust us. In addition to having a will, living will, and power of attorney, I also had a family trust set up. It makes it a lot easier to settle the estate without probate. Many employers offer legal plans as part of the benefits package to cover these costs. My wife and I were just discussing updating our wills.

Owen Christy Jr

That is a significant loss and we, your loving TNP family are sorry to hear of it. Thank you for confiding in us. We always appreciate your philosophy, rants and comments no matter how dark or sad the content.

Wayne Church

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

John S

So sorry for your loss. I watched my mother and grandmother bury their brother/son and I know how hard it is. God bless you and your family.

Mitch Maris

Hey Nutn, sorry for you and your family's loss.

Lynn E Fite, Col (r)

Your brother has crossed the rainbow bridge, and is rolling in the green fields, in no pain, and sitting with his father smiling and looking back. At sometime you will cross this same bridge and smile as they welcome you. Remember Paul is always with you in heart, sole, and memories. Airborne and the light will com back.

David Eslamizar

I am sorry to hear about your brother. I cried with you because I felt your pain. I have seen someone very close to me get that unexpected phone call, it is not pretty. I never met you and I only know you from YouTube..... I consider you a family member and maybe one day I'll meet you. I know you have support but if you ever just wanted to talk to a stranger, bro! send me a text 971-261-8761. I have lost a few friends and family members, I know the worst is yet to come and I know there is no escape. I hope tings get easier for you, I hope your brother is in a good place.

Blair Johnston

Sorry to learn about your loss, My prayers will be with you and your brothers family. Please find comfort in knowing we have a loving Heavenly Father that has a plan for each of use. Take Care

The Nutnfancy Project

" consider you a family member and maybe one day I'll meet you. I know you have support but if you ever just wanted to talk to a stranger, bro! send me a text" You are very kind David, thanks so much for your support and your offer. Life will go on and I'm doing pretty good these days but I found the grief can always be there if you choose to visit it as I had to do here. Thanks again.

Mitch Maris

I know you'll decline, but if you need anything, please don't hesitate to ask.

Chopper

I'm so sorry for your loss, Nutn. I have raced motocross and motorcycles almost all of my life and while I've never loss a family member, I have lost friends through similar circumstances. He is in a better place now. That I am sure of.

The Nutnfancy Project

Thank you Todd. I much appreciate all of that. Indeed a Trust is the way to go and I forgot to mention it. I do have several, one NFA and then another general Trust. It's good to update all of that about every 5 years.

Cheesewell

Truly sorry for your loss Nutin. In time, may you and your family find peace and comfort. Losing a friend or loved one is never easy. Lost my father in-law 3 years ago, hardest thing in life I've ever dealt with.

Bernt Ryggs

My heart goes out to you, Nutn. Lost my dad about a two years ago. Found out he had brain cancer when they came to meet our first child. He and mom lived with us for about 6 months and got to watch their grand baby grow up a little bit. At least we had time to process and prepare for losing him. My heart breaks for you and your family in this time of unexpected loss. My family will be praying for you, brother. It goes without saying that if there's anything you need, just say the word. Lean on God. Lean on family.

James Dillman

My heartfelt condolences to you and your family.

Pedro

Haven’t seen it yet, I’m on the floor today. My condolences.

David and Elizabeth

Our family is sending much love and many prayers to you, Nutn, and your entire family. We've said it before and we'll say it again. You have a servant's heart, Nutn and you're one of the truest tough guys we know. There absolutely is a necessary time and place to grieve. We love and appreciate you. Prayers and blessings. ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏 -David, Elizabeth, and little Jessica

Josh

I'm sorry man. Prayers for you and the family.

David Gaines

May the Lord Jesus comfort you and your family during this difficult time. I feel like your family is a distant part of my family. We suffer this loss with you. Praying for you, bro.

Joe Falzon

Prayers for you and your family Nutn. Thank you for reminding us of the life truths that are sometimes easily forgotten until tragedy strikes. I had a first cousin who passed away three years ago due to CF. She would’ve been 35 that year..left behind a loving husband and a daughter who was still in grade school. Life is not fair and it’s hard not to ask “Why God?” when things like that happen. But living everyday to the fullest and taking nothing and nobody for granted, that’s about all we can do. Stay strong and thanks for the video.

Patrick Brichta

Incredibly sorry for you loss, Nutn. Loss is never easy. Your family and his will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Chris carr

Wow just wow, I can’t express how much this video has hit me and will help me. I have a brother who happens to live in Oregon too that I will be visiting in October to see other family. I’ve been telling my wife no we will not visit my brother. I won’t go into details about my brothers fault other than he’s far left and holds a lot of hate in his heart. I felt that no I don’t want my boys to be around this type of person. Thank you nutnfancy thank you god for giving nutn the courage strength and wit to make this video. Im a bumbly mess right now so sorry for my crap writing abilities I am truly sorry for you untimely loss.

Bama Buckeye

I'm so sorry for your loss! My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family! I lost my younger brother in 2001, so I know the heartache you must be feeling! Just know that he is in a better place now with the Father in his Heavenly Kingdom!

Jayson Fraser

Sorry for your loss, and thanks for the video. It was very heartfelt and I'm sure it will help many of us. It takes courage to share such deep emotions. I'm also glad to see that you have your faith in God to lean on. Nothing will make it easy, but for me, my faith in Jesus Christ has made all the difference. Thank you.

Chase Ferguson

Hey Nutn. I am so sorry to hear about this brother. No matter the circumstances this is an incredibly difficult thing at any stage in our lives. I am right now and will be praying for you and you family to find comfort and peace in this time. God could call anyone of us home at any moment ladies and gentlemen make sure you have your heart right with Jesus Christ. He is the ONLY way and one day soon every knee will bow and every tongue confess that he is Lord. Well my friend take some time decompress and know we love ya and have your back. The TNP Patreon community is top notch.

Todd

🙏 My condolences

Jerd31

Sorry for your loss Nut'n

Joe Neyman

Sorry for your loss. Thoughts and Prayers coming your way. Thank you for sharing and helping others process their losses as well.

Bama Buckeye

So sorry for your loss Nutn! Praying for you and your family! I lost my younger brother in 2001. I know the pain and heartache you are feeling! Just know that he is in a better place now! Thank you for sharing this with us! I know it had to be tough!

Jeremy doblinger

I'm really sorry for your loss Nutn!! God bless you and family I cant even imagine. I've felt with deaths and it's terrible my heart goes out to you 100 percent.

Rusty Hill

Thinking of you and your family Nutn, brighter days are ahead but you already know that.

Johnny

Sorry for your loss.

Aaron

My deepest condolences. Know that our thoughts and prayers are of you and your family. Lean as needed my friend. Message received.

Gary Gross

Thank you. I love you.

Josh

This may be your best and most important video. I hope everyone on Patreon really listens to your message.

Jason Burson

So sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your family. Even in a great time of loss your working to help others is sign of a true servants heart. The message of moving on and not deviating from your foundation is reassuring. TNPer’s ‘Nutn said to watch this should a time or mourning come to your and yours- email the link to this video to yourself with a subject you can remember as the most basic task can become difficult when your world is spun out of axis. Prayers for all you in the unpredictable and sometimes unforgiving yet beautiful life.

Sootch00

So sorry Brother. I can't imagine how hard it has to be but your message is so powerful and I appreciate every word. God Bless you and your family. Paul's kids will also be in our prayers.

john milochis

Sorry for your loss mate he is with god now and forever at peace and with no pain

Gilberto Esquivel

Dude, I'm sorry about your bro. Although we ain't blood, you've always been a Brother U.S. Veteran and Patriot, Mentor, and Kindred Spirit to me. Lifting you and your family up in prayers to our heavenly father. May your brother rest in peace my friend... -Semper Fidelis

Johnny Motorcycle

Unfortunately my family is not close. I try to do my part to not be a part of the problem. As I learn to follow and believe in God, it's become easier to forgive them and to have a more open heart. I'm so sorry Nutn that you and your family are dealing with this. I pray for you and your family.

Brad Fegan

I am so, so sorry for your loss. My heart feels your loss. It's a pain I know to well. This is the month my father passed in 2018. Plan on taking time off on the day for remembrance. Thank you for what you do and we ARE here for you. Brad

Fiddler 181

Prayers to you and your family Nutn. Hang in there.

Sean Brown

My condolences to you and your family during this time. I am praying for you family to have the strength to get through this. God bless.

Eric Newlin

Thank-you for sharing this message, I appreciate it. You’re a good man. Life is a gift and for sure Paul made the most of his. Sending you a big virtual hug brother.

David Dingeman

Prayers inbound. Your video got me thinking about how we are to finite to ever begin to have God's view of what is going on. The video you post in response to your brothers death may well be the tool God uses to heal a hundred broken relationships. Who but God can measure the value of a single happening? Thank you for your commitment to His purposes. You are no doubt earning crowns

Ryan Foley

Prayers to you and your family. So sorry for your tragic loss.

Disciple

God bless. Will be praying for you.

Downtrodden

Powerful message. Praying for you and your family.

Christopher Davis

Loads of respect for you having the courage to pick yourself up, make a video like this, and keep trucking with TNP, Nutn. We’re with you all the way.

Revelation1

Thank you for your trust in us Nutn, my family and I will be praying for your family and love you guys.

Aaron Hine

I'm very sorry. I can't imagine losing my brother. We will pray for your strength and we love you. Stay strong.

JDCoy

Less than a year ago covid killed my best friend. He was a 78 year old Pastor with a recent cancer diagnosis, so his death wasn't shocking. A few months later it killed his Son, who was a 2nd string lineman when The Boz was playing at O.U. which means he was a big man and had a few health problems, but his death was very shocking. Pray for his Mother, and my best friend's wife Miss Bert, as her life has changed drastically. BTW, none of us are vaccine takers, and neither do we pick on people who want the shot. Do you, and let others do them.

Rory Neuman

Sincerest condolences. Thank you for sharing this, and for sharing your advice. Your message touched my heart. Praying for you to find peace.

More American

Sending love and prayers your way brother.

NatvMan

Sorry for your loss, sending prayers your way. Losing a loved one is never easy.

Trustful Marksman

I will pray for you and your family. I work as a whitewater guide on the rogue river in Oregon and this year I have had a couple dangerous swims in rapids, but these haven't made me quit. I know my job is dangerous but I don't want another one. I will continue guiding and evaluate risk as it comes and try to make smart decisions. My heartfelt condolences for you and your family.

The Nutnfancy Project

Yes, life is pressing on and I've just tucked that grief away with the rest I carry.

The Nutnfancy Project

Inspired post and you are correct Col., thank you for watching and your kind support

Jake Droege

So sorry for your loss . I’ll be praying for your family.

Greg

You are not alone

Ol Retired Fed

So sorry to hear of your loss. We will be praying for you.

Paul Griech

take your time ! so sorry for your loss

Nathan Simms aka Darkpriest

Losing someone close is very tough. When I was 31 my 29 year old fiance died suddenly and tragically. I can completely emphasize with all the grief feelings. There were times I was driving I would have to pull the car over because I instantly started crying for no reason. It took me years to recover from it. Prayers for you, your brother's family, and everyone involved. Thanks for sharing and being vulnerable with us. It humanizes you and us.

J Ram

Family is everything sir, prayers that God give you and your family strength and peace during this time. Take care.

mauserwaffen 98

any place where we can donate to the family for expenses? the tnp family is here for you sir.

John Krywy

Sorry to hear that. My condolences to you and your family.

Mike Lovejoy

Sending positive thoughts your way. As always thank you for presenting the raw and unfiltered parts of life’s journey. Humbled you would share your personal business with your longtime supporters and online family.

Hector Vasallo

My condolences Nutn. Praying for you and your family during an incredibly difficult situation.Stay strong my friend.

UbiOUbiEstVeritas

My deepest condolences. I'm offering special prayers for you and your family. In this TNP family that you've built you have many brothers and sisters who love you. God bless you.

Bill Armstrong

I am sorry for your loss. I'm praying for you and your family.

Guy Actual

Nutn. I lost my little brother 2 year and 1 month ago. It was sudden, it was shocking. Know that there are many out here that have never met you, but love you. The lord is with you, and so are we. If you need anything.. Just let us know. We will make it happen.

Jerry Hall

Much prayer for you and your family. My condolences

Keanu Alfaro

Sorry for your loss Nutn. Prayers go out to you and your family. Thanks for sharing. Great message as well.

Kirk Wheeler

Loss like this is difficult, and you've already experienced a lot of it in your life. Praying for comfort and healing for you and the rest of Paul's family.

Emerson Evans

I’m so sorry Nutn for your loss… my condolences. Sending love and prayers

Zane

Thank you for uploading this

Joe Shmo

Sorry for your loss. Keep the faith brother

Maplebrew

Deep sorrow for both your family and his as your TNP family all express deep condolences. We are sure he was a deeply cherished by both the family and the community.

Doug Scofield

I am grateful to our Heavenly Father that your family has a true eternal perspective... and for the incredible blessing that families can be together forever. Our prayers for you and yours, my friend.

Ken Nieman

So sorry for your loss. In my prayers

Timothy Mayfield

I'm so sorry. Prayers for you and your family.

Steve

Life with love comes with loss but it's always worth it. Sorry Nutn.

Beau Dantin

God bless you and your family with peace and joy during this dark time my brother. Praying for you, your family and his kids.

Rocky Meredith

Watched this with tears in my eyes, so very sorry for your loss. Your honestly and willingness to be so real are very much appreciated, thanks Nutn. Prayers to all in your and Paul's family....

Sean Ortego

Nutn, I’m so sorry for you and your family’s loss. I’ll echo the sentiment here and just say that your heartfelt and honest sharing of your life, good and bad, are one reason I’ve been a faithful TNP’r since 2010. Please accept our condolences and prayers for comfort during this difficult time.

3engdrver

I’m sorry for your loss. I’ll pray for you and your family

Mgwood777

Sorry for you loss and thank you very much. I lost my brother December 23rd, 2020.

Bryan Palmer

Terrible news... prayers Nutn... my condolences for your loss...

Greg Malcom

Very sorry for your loss Nutn! What I'm about to say is probably more for other TNPers than for you: The best advice I can give is: INVITE GOD INTO THE HEALING PROCESS. It doesn't take a magical prayer, just say "God, I need your help." Based on your video, you already know this. The second part is to ask God for wisdom, which is seeing things the way God sees them. You stated this in your video already too. Doing these things, over time God will continue to give you insight about His big picture. God bless you brother! Greg

Firearms Fuel&Fabrication

Hang in there brother. And very sorry for your loss. It's hard to lose someone that has been there your entire life. I cannot imagine your pain at this point.

CincinnatiDan (Ohio)

Damn Nut’n so sorry for your loss. May God’s peace be with you and your family as you grieve and share fond memories.

Nancy Merrell-Robertson

Deep love and prayers for you and your family, Nutnfancy. I'm grateful that your family knows the Savior Jesus. This parting is so, so hard. I understand the physical pain of grief. I have missed my younger sister every day for 46 years, and my mother every day for 15 years. It never stops hurting but there is more laughter and joy than pain when i think of them now. I hope it will be so with your brother. Love to you and the Nutnfancy family, and continuing prayers.

Carioca

Condolences & Prayers. Death sucks I thought my Dad would live forever too. It has been 15 years and miss him everyday. But I remember the good times and the love for each other we shared.

Bludjin

Sorry for your loss! Sending out prayers for you and your family!

Connor Murphy

May The Lord Bless and Keep you and your family. 1 Thessalonians 4:13. My family and I are praying for you, Brother.

Shawn Kuse

Feel for your loss my friend. Thank you for sharing this video with us. As a Christian, eventually we will all owe God a death. How you want to exist after this life is over is the question that each person needs to ask. I want to be in the presence of our Lord Jesus and rest in his love and be thankful that I do not have to live with this sinful nature as we do on earth. Love you brother!

Thomas Nemcek

So sorry for your loss, my friend. Remember the good times; forget the bad times; cherish his memory always. 🙏❤🙏❤🙏

Bluegill097

I’ll pray for your brother’s soul and for your family Nutn. Sorry for your loss.

Miles Tolbert

My condolences on the passing of you brother. We will keep you and your family in our prayers.

Rock1

Sorry for your loss.

Peter Balint

Sorry for your loss Rich, not ready to watch it yet.

Matt W Plank

May our Heavenly Father grant you and Paul’s loved ones peace, comfort, and discernment during this difficult time. God Bless you, Nutn. Your trust and authenticity is heartfelt.

Steve Pogulis

Deep condolences and sorrow for your loss and so many losses you have had to endure so early in life. Thank you for trusting to share the pain, insights, and priceless advice and life warnings from experience - so true and to be heeded. Your experience in these times and good times you have shared are so appreciated you should know it is not just friends in a clubhouse, you to some of us share experience, knowledge, advice, warnings, and life lessons in a way that are like a brother or father wisdom to at least myself. You are a good soldier of living/spreading a good life and great example of living your faith as a child of God. We are all brothers and sisters in that way too. Thank you for all you do, continue to do, and the difference you have made in my life and extending to the lessons I then have and will teach my young 11 year old son! God Bless you and peace be with you!

Jason Chamberlain

Good words. God bless you and your extended family. People are precious. Time is short. Prioritize accordingly.

Greg Malcom

Nutn: I also want to express my love to you and your family as your Christian brother. You have shared your life and have sacrificed for us because (I believe) you have a deep belief in the importance of sharing oneself with others. Scripture says that "Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends." John 15:13. This exemplifies your life. Thank you for being a great example for all of us! Greg

SteveT

Oh buddy, sorry to hear this, sorry for your loss. Watching now, be strong and God bless.

BilboCarter

Prayers for you and your family. I can't imagine what it would be like to lose my brother, will be thinking of you and yours.

Paul Kwiatkowski

My Dad died in November, there are no words to describe it.

Tomcat503

Sorry for your loss, my sincere condolences.

Jayrod

God loves you guys! We will pray for y’all’s families. Love you all! If you need anything Alabama is that far away. God Bless!

Josh Glover

I'm so sorry for your loss Nutn. My thoughts and prayers are going out to you and your family.

Duardy Parron

You are on my prayers brother, I'm sorry for your loss.

Logan Holmberg

So sorry dude. I totally get what you're saying. I got out of touch with my parents and avoided them for a while. Then I got flesh-eating disease in 2014. I was in a coma for 2 weeks and almost died and spent 3 months learning to partially walk again. My left leg is paralyzed from the disease. Anyway, I was in a hospital by myself in a strange city with no family or friends around. My parents drove 3 hours one way at least twice a week to come and see me. They were always there when they could helping me. My dad took over my finances, dealt with my insurance and getting things arnaged with my work for me cause I couldn't even hold a phone for awhile. My mom did everything a mom does and then some. It's too gross to go into details. It gave me a whole new appreciation of family. I talk to my parents almost every day now. I appreciate every day they are still in my life and it's something I remind my brothers of once in a while when they get pissed at Dad. Because even though my Dad can be an asshole he has ALWAYS been there for us despite his meddling. 🙂 For me family is everything and we all do stupid things but we only ever get one family so work it out.

Wizard8

Sorry for your loss Condolences to your family

TweetleBeetle

Very sorry for your loss, my heartfelt thoughts are with you and your family.

James R

I m sorry to hear this nutn ... keep your head up brother I hope you and your family are ok and I ll pray for your brother

Richard Tullo

Nutn, Sorry for your loss. May our heavenly father bless you and your family.

James Hood

Nutn, please know you are in all of our thoughts and prayers. This couldn’t have been easy to share. Your willingness to let us into your life is a true blessing.

RowdyRon

I truly appreciate you sharing this Nutn. I lost my Dad and brother to cancer. I truly feel your pain. Wish there was some way I could be there for you. Call anytime. Paul looked like Superman.

Stefan Diamandis

Sorry for your loss. I'm the youngest of five in my family. My brothers are my best friends. I can't imagine loosing any of them. Unfortunately I never had the strength to repair my relationship with my father before he passed. its one of my only regrets in life. i'm glad you were able to mend yours with your brother.

Kuang Ku

I’m so sorry for your loss. I have lost many family and friends this year as well and it doesn’t get easier. Please accept my deepest condolences.

James Spires

Sorry for your loss. Your words ring true. Remember when you speak with loved ones and family, your words may be the last they hear from you. Don't say anything you don't want to live with for eternity. I know.

Dave Barker

Nutn I lost my father to cancer Nov 14 2020, I really and truly want to express my deepest condolences to you and your family for your loss. If you need anything... Seriously let me know. I know it's tough.

Steve Ouellette

Thanks for trusting us with this. When my daughter died the corner told us to talk to her. It was great advice.

Mark Strelka

God bless you and your family for comfort.

Trevor

So sorry to hear the news Nutn

Rogue Weasely

Thank you sir for always touching the heart of this young person.

Sam Ryerson

I am very sorry for your loss. PM sent.

Devin Heald

No words could ever be enough for loses such as this. I'm so sorry for yours, prayers to you and your family. I just lost my dad the day before fathers day this year. Like you said its a gut punch for sure. Loss is one of those things that some times comes out of left field and knocks you right off your feet.

Michael McAtee

Love and prayers Nutn. I was unable to watch because my brother is so important to me that I couldn’t hold it together. You are very strong and very brave to share this with us. I just wish I was strong enough to take it.

Spiros sinnis

May God keep and protect his soul for eternity

Bryce Wilson

Sorry for you and your family's loss.

david rockwell

May loving memories assuage the loss that resides within. The courage and sincerity revealed is greatly appreciated. Your statement about asking to see others as our Creator sees them touched me. Forgiveness is a state of being that we often fail to attain. Thank you for the continued effort and dedication.

Randall

Prayers are with you. I lost my father in 2018. I feel for you.

Boone Mill Farm

I am so sorry for you. Life is both short and uncertain. Knowing that, It is so important that you pursue your passions. Your brother was in pursuit of his passion. Your belief in the Father, God Almighty, will sustain you, guide you thru, and your heavy heart is a gift that He gives to you. It is LOVE. Bless you.

Jordan Wolfe

We love you brother. I’ll include your family and his in my prayers tonight

Monty Smith

Praying for you my brother...

Robert Avery

Very sorry for your family's loss

Jared Fogarty

Heartbreaking news. Thank you for sharing some wisdom. We are praying for you.

Brievet

Love ya Brother

Brad Berzett

So sorry for you and your family. Prayers🙏

Patriot One

You’re so right about the grieving process and bereavement. When my Father pass it wasn’t sudden or accidental. He to was a Navy C-130 Pilot, flamboyant, proud of his country even thought he was poisoned by Agent Orange. After years of watching him die a slow death it was a relief when God called him home. Most of the family fell apart and most of the weight fell on me. I was fine, but when I was alone on my commute the tears would flow. It’s a sad experience and we will all have to go through it. How we go through it makes us stronger. As the knucklehead I am I went straight thru it and let it go to God.

Randal Carden

I am so sorry for the loss of your brother. May God take you in His loving arms and grant you comfort, strength, and peace. 🙏🏻

Flying W

Nutn – Thanks for sharing. Your words inspire me to take action to repair the broken relationship with my sister, which I have resisted doing because I feel I did nothing wrong. FWIW, the same type of accident happened to my brother, but he only lost his 4 front teeth. I watched it happen. My guess is your brother was traveling in the direction of the prevailing wind that forms those dunes. Public service note: Slow down and use extreme caution when traversing sand dunes in the windward direction. Conversely, high speed travel in the opposite direction is relatively safe. We still ride. I’ll be praying for you, my brother, and for his family too. God bless.

Greg Weber

So sorry nutn , may God watch over you and your family .

Jamie vogl

Brother, I’m so sorry for your loss. I’ve gone through spine cord injury within my immediate family. Back in 2018, my wife and I were rear-ended by an F-150. We were at a red light in a Ford Fusion Hybred with a sunroof. He hit us doing over 60 MPH. The accident pushed us 250 feet through the intersection down into a drainage ditch and back up into a corn field(Indiana). The force of the crash was so great, it broke both of the front seats, I was saved by my daughters car seat, my wife had only a car seat base to stop her. She ended up slipping out of her seat belt and breaking the sun roof. We believe she made contact with the front and back of the sunroof opening during the accident. I broke my T2 and had a TBI, she broke C1-base of skull, C3-C5, and T2-T3 plus two TBIs. Basically, she’s fused from skull to middle back with only a few open joints. I can’t explain the pain our family endured. My oldest was 5.5 years old and my youngest was 6 months old when it happened. It completely tilted life on an axis. But everyone lived. I can’t image your pain. However, I support your mission. You will survive, and you will be a great guy showing your nephews how to honor the memories of their father! Love you and wish the best for your family.

Roger Dixon

Sorry to hear about your brother. May God be with you and your family and help you as you work through your great loss.

Shawn

How very awful, I’m so very sorry about Paul! My deepest sympathies and may god bless and watch over your family!! I’m writing this now with tears in my eyes but admiration, great admiration for your strength and steadfast ability to soldier on!!!

Jerome J

I’m sorry for your loss. May your brother Rest In Peace. I pray for your family to overcome the pain.

TheThirdCarlos

Nutn - So sorry for your loss. It was good that you and your brother grew as close as you did. I'm glad you were able to visit him in the end. Your words have given us all a good many things to contemplate and we are thankful for them and you. God Speed Sir.

David Elkins

My condolences for your loss and prayers for you and your family. Take care of self and family first always. Don’t rush anything else and neglect that.

Mike R

So sorry for your loss Nutn. Prayers for you and your family.

Lead Kisses

Sorry to hear that, hope his children are doing the best they can. Life insurance usually aims to supplement income that surviving dependents or a spouse would count on for roughly 10 years. You take into account debt like a home, education if that was you plan, costs of childcare, etc. but talk to a financial planner to make sure that you have an appropriate amount!

The Nutnfancy Project

Thank you very much David. I am functioning well and actually the last 3 vids posted were during Paul's death. I will soldier on and get back on track; wanting to share all this with the Patreon family here.

vrich3733

I'm so sorry for your loss Nutn. Even in the hardest times you still reach out to try to help others. Thank you and God bless you and your family.

Seth

Sorry for your loss. Gods blessing to you and your family.

David Perez

Sorry for your loss, Rest in peace

Tom Small

You and your family are in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your life with us. You are a good man and you make a real difference in my life. Sorry for your loss.

Ruffner Lowman

Loss is so hard, I'm so sorry you and your family are having to go through this. Extremely saddened and shocked to hear about your sister as well, she was so sweet. I lost my mother when I was 19, I lost my older brother when I was in my 40's, my son was killed in a freak accident in our project car (80's BMW we restored) on his way to Diesal Tech school. He was only 19, it only happened a couple of years ago and my immediate family has completely fallen apart. I learned when my Mom died when I was 19 that you had to tell your loved ones how you feel. I made up with my father that abandoned us when I was 13. The night before my son was killed, I was returning from working out of state and he was leaving to go back to school in Pittsburgh. I had just walked in as he was walking out, I sat down and started to relax when it hit me that I need to go out and give him a hug. I did and I told him how much I loved him. I was awakened the next morning by the police at my door. I have lived my life making sure I tell people that matter to me that I love them. We have very delicate bodies and tomorrow isn't promised.

Ruffner Lowman

What can we do to help Paul's family?

Paul Ash

Prayers for his family and yours.

Loki

Deepest sympathies and condolences Nutn. I'm so glad you were able to rebuild your relationship with your brother. Let your faith sustain you and take your strength from God's love. You are surrounded by love here on TNP Patreon.

PB

Very sorry to hear, Nutn.

Jb Crary

Your words of wisdom are always taken to heart. Much love, yall are in my prayers.

Jarhead5811

Prayers for you and yours! ———————- I lost my little brother to a car accident, when he was eighteen and I was twenty-three. I was stationed @ MCAS Iwakuni, Japan. It’s been 24 years and still hurts.

Rick Hunter

Sorry for your loss Nutn, my family will keep yours in our prayers

maxmfs

Sorry to hear about your brother. That is rough. Thanks for taking the time to use something so sad to try and impart some benefit to all of us. I often butt heads with one of my two brothers, and this video has prompted me to give him a call. I appreciate all you do for the Project. Hang in there.

Daniel Defoe

I can only imagine how hard it must be. Man, if there is anything I could do to help...

Greg Weber

Nutn, your advice about being the one mends fences and restores relationships is good, I have a cousin that I broke things off with a few years ago because she is a very toxic narcissist. She took advantage of my kindness and the fact that we are family too many times and I totally walked away from her , shut her out of my life . Her daughter is my god daughter and doesn’t really understand everything that happened between us . So that’s the tough part . It’s a complex relationship that I have struggled with because my god daughter knows how I feel about her mom. I have never voiced it , but she can tell . Because of how manipulative and controlling she can be, I will always keep her at arms length , but I still pray on how I can make the whole situation a bit better ..

Laylit

I am very sorry for your loss, man. I am only happy that you have your family and friends to support you during these sad times.

Bear Independent

Damn. I’m sorry for your loss Nutn. May Tbe Father receive your Brother with open arms.

Mike Danapas

I couldn't hit the like on this one because it's just not the right thing. I don't like it. I do appreciate it. I do emphasize with you Nutn from my heart. Been thru some hard losses a few times myself and I know of what you speak. Thank you for sharing on this level and please know, I feel you can and should feel like we are here for you like you have been here for us all these years. Peace Brother.

Charles Steimle

Your family has become a part of ours. You all are in our prayers 🙏

Andrettski

I'm so very sorry to the entire Nutn family for your huge loss. I hope you all receive his strength in spirit through all your great memories of who sounds like a tremendous human being. I know that all the TNP Nation are very humbled for you sharing this. Prayers.

Gabriel Wall

I am so sorry for your loss Nutn. I know that these things are never easy 😔

Aceman1126

On a sunny beautiful saturday morning in October 2019 I was at work, sitting in the exact same spot I sit now, when I got the call. My wife's mom called to tell me to call the hospital... the cops were at the house looking for me and wouldnt talk to her at all. I knew it was gonna be bad but when the ER doctor very coldly and bluntly told me my wife had died of an overdose I just fell to the floor and cried. I had to pull it together and drive to the hospital to ID her and that day is forever seared in my memory. It took me 4 days to work up the nerve to explain this to our 4 year old son. Something again I will never forget and wouldnt wish on anyone. As someone one who has been there before, I feel you brother... very much so. I just wanted to say thank you for this video and the trust it takes to even have had made it. I really do feel like we all are a big online family here in TNP and I'm sure you know we all feel this and are with you in spirit. I will continue to pray for you and your family.

PHILLIP DOUBLE U

Sorry for your loss Nutn. Stay strong my dude. Prayers sent.

OpFor

Thank you for having the strength to share these hardships with us. We all know you are hurting a lot right now. I'll keep you and yours in my prayers, as many of us are right now. We love you, Nutn.

ben francis

I am deeply sorry for your loss nutn. Thank you dearly for the wisdom and life philosophy, for years now it has been my greatest inspiration.

Chris Adkins

Nutn, so sorry for your and your family, God bless you all.

KILLER KLR650

Sorry for your loss Love ya bubba

MikeySan

So sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for sharing this. Your perspective is what all should aspire to.

James Parker

Prayers for you and your family. So sorry for your loss.

Quinncannon

Prayer lifted up for you and your family.

Josh Brown

I’m so sorry for your loss. Y’all are in our prayers.

Japheth Aos

Thanks for sharing this with us Nutn. We appreciate your vulnerability and truth. God bless you as you guys mourn and bless those kids of Paul’s as well! Love you bro!

Stan White

Heavy stuff Nutn, prayers to you and your family. Thank you for sharing it means alot and really puts things in perspective.

John Smith

I’m sorry for your loss and your brother’s family. Hard days.

Ray Bland

I'm so sorry for your loss Nutn. We are all praying for you and your family. Only you could or even would make a video like this. That is one of the MANY reasons that you are the gold standard of Patreon and Youtube content providers. Thank you so much for the example of a man that you are.

Micah G

Sorry Nutn, praying for y'all. "Dear God, your name be worshiped throughout the heavens and the earth, Your will be done, please forgive us our sins, I come before you today humbly, not for myself but for another, I pray for Nutn, the family, and there loved ones, please give them peace, closure, a deepening relationship with You, please give them blessings beyond our comprehension, unimaginable blessings, and may Your favor be upon them, Amen" Nutn, you are a great example to follow, thank you for posting. I've been through similar and I live with some regrets because I did not have the right approach.

Josh Winkler

I'm sorry that this happened to you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Tim Jarvis

Sorry for that, I'll pray for you brother.

Chris Marchi

Sad news. Prays for your family

Outrider950

We are very sorry for your loss and our hearts go out to you and your family.

Austin Schilling

I need to reach out to my brothers more. I hope everyone left behind is doing ok!

jeff sikora

I'm sorry for your loss. Stay strong.

p Barnes

Very sorry for your loss.

Blake Townsend

So sorry for your loss, prayers to you and your family. Sucks, if the family needs help reach out even if we have to auction knives, guns or etc... let us know. Sure the family needs help!!! TNP will be here for you!!!!

Porter3861

That took real courage & trust. I’m proud of you for doing it and thankful for the message you shared. Deepest condolences to you and your family members.

Clint Allison

I'm so sorry. My prayers for you and your family and especially his children.

watchman5

So sorry for your loss my friend. Keep looking up and thanking God for everything in your life. Great message, thanks for being so vulnerable and real with us.

Kanake

I am so sorry for your loss. Prayers for you and your family.

Charlie R

Sorry for your loss

Matt

So sorry for your loss. My family will keep you and yours in our prayers. Hang in there.

Douglas Pack

Damn. I’m sorry. That hurts

Mike S

Really hope things get better for you and your family. It's never easy to lose a sibling.

Ryan Rocco

Praying for you and your family, Nutn. Thank you for making this video that a lot of us need.

RockyMtn Dude

Nutn, very sorry for your lose. I've lost a brother and it was the worst. God Bless you and Paul.

Anthony Schaad

Prayers Nutn, I’m soo very sorry. May the good Lord comfort and be with you and your family in this time of hardship.

HappyFrancisMacomber

I delayed watching this until I was in a ready frame of mind, then I watched it in 2 parts. Nutn, god bless - this life is cruel and unexplained. Thank you for sharing - we ALL HAVE LOSS LIKE THIS but we don’t share it with our closest friends for some weird reason. Prayers and thinking of your family in this extended mourning period.

Charles Sagaser

Im so sorry for you and yours. My prayers are with you. I feel like I've lost a part of my own family. Thank you for sharing this message. It is always a good reminder to love everyone like you may never get to see them again.

A

You are in my prayers!

Alexander Brittain

Dude.. This is heavy. Thank you for sharing with us.

Dom

Condolences 🙏

Robert Fuller

A wise person once said' The past is past, and the future is yet to be, treasure today for that's why it's called THE PRESENT'.I pray the LORD gives you a touch of his grace to pick yourself up and continue on for the ones who depend on you.

Rupanrx

I was just talking with a buddy how hard it is to get a permit to go riding in Oregon. Sorry for your loss Nutn. Sending prayers and love your way.

Jamie Ayers

Great message, thanks for sharing. Sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family

Spenser Weese

We are praying for you, Nutn. Love to you and your family.

Thatdudeluke

So sorry for your loss, I will keep you guys in my prayers

Ben Wagner

So sorry to hear this, Nutn. Hang in there and remember the good things in life.

Christopher Kudulis

Although we've never met, I care about you very much. Your loss breaks my heart and I am praying for you.

Maplebrew

We are all sorrowful when we loose a loved one especially when it’s taken prematurely and unexpected. I’ve previously had a similar experience at my wedding. Everything went well however it would be the last time I see a great friend who would latter be taken while rescuing two teenagers who were attempting to drive a bronco through a flooded road. On his second attempt to get to the kids, his tag line became entangled with submerged debris and was pulled under. The department identified the hazard but as they attempted to retrieve the rescue diver the deeper he went with the tag line pulling him to depth. I was completely oblivious to this as my wife and I traveled Mexico and I remember landing in Texas and turning on my phone and explodes with text and voice messages.I think the lessons are to keep your duty to God, and try to keep this world a better place. Hang in there nutn, be a good uncle and continue to guide your nephews as they reach adulthood and threat them as one of your own. Below is a clipping of the accident https://www.firehouse.com/lodds/news/10505362/ohio-department-mourns-loss-of-veteran

Tim Talbot

God grant you peace in this time of loss. Hold on to all the good memories and strengthen the ties with your living relatives and friends.

Zachary Rockwell

This was a tough watch. Seeing you hurting makes me hurt. This really hits hard because I have a little brother that I'm extremely close with and the thought of loosing him is unbearable. Were both TNPer's and have a passion for a lot of the same things. As a matter of fact he introduced me to your channel back in 2011 and got me my first knife (a tenacious) because of your review. I bring these things up because you've had such a large impact in both our lives and I thank you for it. Were both praying for you and your family, Hang in there Nutn, there's a lot of people out here that love and support you.

David Powell

Thank you for your courage to make this video. Even while you're hurting you are lifting us all up. May our God grant peace and comfort to you and your family. I am praying for you all.

Dillon durham

God bless nutn thank you for the wisdom I am trying to work things out with my family these days for this reason

Will Teasle

Been with you since 2012. Our hearts go out to Paul’s family and you as well. One in a million tragedy, reminded me of Dale Earnhardt’s accident. Full safety equipment, all the experience, capable machine, yet the unthinkable still happened. I woke up this morning with this still on my mind. In honor of Paul, I will take your words to heart and work on repairing a strained relationship in my life starting this week. God bless you Nutin.

Kenny VanCleave

I'm sorry for your loss. I know, in time you and your family will move on from this. He will always be in your hearts. My prayers go out to you and your family. Love you buddy.

William Mann

Hey Nut’n... We’ve never met, and probably never will, but I appreciate you and the project more than you will ever know. I got “that call” one day a few years ago while shopping my local IKEA. Thanks for trusting us with your vulnerability. Chin up and belly out!

Kyle Soucy

So sorry for your loss. Thank you for opening up to us and making a positive message out of this tragedy. Thank you for all you do.

Cory Risseeuw

I am not good at what to say in situations like this. Sorry for your loss. I am with you brother.

Ben H.

Praying for you. Sorry for your loss. I pray peace and comfort for your family. Thank you, Nutn.

Hangfire

May God be with you...

Che-Daht Lee

I am very sorry for your loss. my thoughts go out to you and your family.

weston wilson

Sorry to hear that. That is tough...

Racing Psychosis

Dang....been gone racing and breaking sheet. Sorry to hear about this. That sucks. From personal experience, some of my worst accidents and injuries have been during just driving/riding things and not really excessively driving at speed.

Jacob w

Sorry to here sir. Keep your head up God bless you and your family

Racing Psychosis

This past weekend, I made an easy to make mistake on track, but compounded the issue, by trying to continue to race and shattering my brake rotor, when I continued around through the next corner I tested my brakes and still had them, but then one of the toughest corners came up next....no brakes....completely gone....spin out the kart and go flying off the embankment backing it into the barriers. Kind of stupid, but it happens, I can't let accidents change things, so I ended up out of that race. I walked up to the starting grid, gear still on, got in my other kart for its next race in that class. Crazy things happen sometimes. Have to continue on....

RNVN

So sorry to hear this. Some things we may never understand. Prayers for you and your family.

Danny Riggs II

Saddened to hear. My thoughts and prayers are with you and his family. Thank you for the life reminders and truths.

Abigsky

No need to reply to me. I have had losses and have a idea of how you are feeling. Just want you to know I'm praying for you and your family.

StayAlert StayAlive

I am very sorry for your family's loss. hang in there dude.

zachary ponder

I am sorry for your loss nutn. I just recently had the 6th anniversary of my mother’s passing. It’s hard to lose someone that close to you but I pray that God gives you pease beyond your understanding and he sends the Holy Spirit to comfort you and your family.

PhilippG

Thank you for sharing. Sincerely

Ryan P. Young

So sorry for your loss nutn. My condolences and prayers are with you and your family. Hang in there and stay strong.

Josh Payne

Really is a TNP family, I am so sorry for your loss. Take time to grieve and celebrate life. Sending prayers your way

Jim Ferebee

I prayed for you and your family Nutn including all of us on here.

Michael B warner

Sorry for your loss my brother my prayers go out to you and your family in your time of hardship. Your extended TNP family love's you very much. And we're standing by you through thick and thin. I'm asking God to provide you strength and the peace that surpasses all understanding to see you through this time.

TreadHarder21

My condolences Nutn 😭. Sending prayers to you, Paul, and the whole family. I know it was difficult to share, and trust in us. I know I haven’t commented on many videos, either here or on YouTube, but I am here, like many other followers, and I do consider all of us as family.

Deano McGalliard

Thank you. Sharing this helps more than you can know.

Andrew Quinn

I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing and leading from the front.

Mac

I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you all find peace during this difficult time.

Sam lewis

I’m so sorry for your loss I’ve been watching your videos since I was 16 and you have helped me through many things thankyou for sharing I’m going through a loss this year too it’s very hard god bless you and your family

duroSIG556R

Thank you for sharing. Truly sorry for your loss.

joe knott

So sorry for your loss...

Ricky Kurtz

Hey LTC, I’m very sorry for your loss. I can empathize with you as a few years ago I lost my younger brother, he was 50. I will say a prayer you and your family. A word of guidance I will offer, try to be mindful on how you handle your loss. Your son(s) will learn more from what they observe you handle it then what you might tell them. As a parent you already know that kids even adult kids learn more from how their parent deal with things then what you tell them or try to teach them. My heart goes out to you and I feel and know your pain. God bless you. Ricky from IBM, Ret

Joshua Mount

Im very sorry for your loss. I chime in every once in a while but i mostly just watch your content. I just wanted to say that you have really helped me when i was in a funk get back outside and really get after it. In my 20s and early 30s i was just all about it but my job got tougher life got tougher and i was just tired. Watching you have fun just give me the drive again to get back out and get after it. Your a strong dude, a good dude, thats why were all here. I cant imagine your pain. Me and my brother are one in the same pretty much. I couldn't imagine not having him here. Im sorry Nutn, i really am.

Joseph Peña

My condolences to you and your family Nutn. May our Good Lord bless you and yours at your time of mourning. May his memory be a blessing.

Roarke O'BRIEN

I'm so sorry for you loss sir. Sending prayers for you and your family.

whiskey papa

Nutn, I very much admire your humanity and wish you God's peace.

Plasmids

I'm so sorry for your loss Nutnfancy. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Your brother was really awesome guy. My deepest condolences to you and your family.

Sonnedude

We love you Nutn. So sorry and prayers are with you

T

Sorry for your loss Nutn. Losing a family member is never easy.

Super Bob

Sorry for your loss Nut’n. Love and prayers coming your way

Lou D

Gotten that phone call a couple times myself. Thanks for sharing this Nutn.

Chris Marchi

We will all be together in the end

Tracy Barbin

I am so sorry to hear about your brother. Your family is in my prayers. Love you Nutn~

SigCrash

Nutn this hit so close to home for me and I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad a few years back very suddenly and unexpectedly. Everything you said is absolutely true especially reconciling any contention between one another.

DCM

Peace be with you Nutn.

Josh P.

Praying for you and yours. God be with you

Ruben Rodriguez Jr

Im sorry for your loss Nutn. Im with ya lost my lil sister about a year ago. My prayers are with you buddy.

rodwspoon545

You have my deepest condolences brother 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Jesse (Sphinx)

So sorry to hear of the sudden and unexpected loss. Praying for you and your brother's family. Thanks for the words of wisdom about mending fences.

John-Paul Cardoso

Nutn, I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family.

Antonio Kheir

I feel weak for this but I couldn’t even finish this video:( prayers out for you and your family Nutn. My condolences.

Justin Clark

So sorry for your tragic loss. My thoughts are with you and your brothers family, I hope you all find the strength you need go make it through these awful times.

Matthew Larson

A little late to this video, but I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. We'll keep you in our prayers, Nutn! May God give you peace and comfort in this tough time.

Daniel Ingoglia

Damn, really sorry to hear this. So terrible... best wishes Nutn.

Andrew H

Condolences to your family. Not that it helps it all, but at least he went out doing something awesome (and apparently without being careless), rather than being killed by a drunk driver or getting cancer.

David Threadgold

Sorry buddy I lost my mom recently and my crazy nephew just got hit by a car in California and went through 25 hours of brain surgery and your totally right it came when i was so happy that day to will he survive. Yes he did but i am truly sorry about your brother and I know it will get a little better

Joseph Maas

So sorry to here about your loss. I am incredibly close with my sister and dread to think the pain I would experience if she passes before I do. My family just lost our father on the 9th to a heart attack. The first few days were excruciating and difficult, but we came to the realization that he would not want us to be sad about it. Rather he would wish us to celebrate the life he lived and cherish all the good times we had together. I am a believer in some type of higher power, but I am not religious. So I will conclude by saying; the loss of a loved one is a reminder not of how unfair life is, but rather how precious life is, and to let those around us know how much they mean to us.

shoxroxice

Thank you for sharing this very personal story and for the reminder to cherish our time with our loved ones. Prayers for your family to heal, to be closer, and to remember the best times always.

Vincent Marcone

I got that call this weekend. My best friend and favorite person in the world went fishing alone. Something happened and he fell. His was missing and they found his body 2 days later. I'm so happy I found this video, it helped so much. Sorry for your loss. Life isn't fair

SHOW ME OUTDOORS

I'm sorry for your loss, you and your brothers family have been in my prayers

Ryon Barnes

I’m so sorry Nutn. I am praying for peace for you and your extended family. I’m so glad to be able to count you as my spiritual brother! I’ve loved you and your family since I started watching in 2010. The Lord bless you. May He fill your heart and the hearts of your extended family with love and grace and may he show you more and more every day who he is!

Josh

Praying for you and your family Nutn. I'm sorry for your loss.

Lee Harrell [W5GCF]

I'm so sorry, Nutn. I'm just now seeing this. Jennifer and I are so very sorry to hear this sad new. She joins me in sending our most sincere condolences. You and your family will remain in our prayers.

Justin Spears

Much love and prayers for the entire family.

Alex Rawls

Dude I’m so sorry I had gotten away from YouTube life for a while, again my deepest condolences

Mike Hill

My younger brother died in 1997 at the age of 31; a bodybuilder and USMC infantry grunt by falling down the stairs in his home when no one else was home and died from a brain bleed. He left behind a wife and two kids and it still affects me to this day. I lost my dad a year ago and a stepsister in September from COVID complications and another stepsister is still hospitalized and suffered organ and brain damage who just underwent a double transplant last week and has 2 kids still living at home. Both are/where younger than me and I have to ask “why them”. I feel for you brother and wish you all blessings to move on.

Josiah Fisher

Just got patreon today did not expect to see this video thank you for sharing 👍

Scott Turk

God bless you and your bother.