In Loving Memory; (Patreon)

Hi guys,

This is an incredibly hard post to write..

My little soulmate; Louis the cat, sadly passed away just over a week ago. He was my boy.. my World. I was 23 years old when I picked him out of a litter of kittens at 10 weeks of age, and for the 16 years since then, we’ve been side by side, day in/day out.

It still doesn’t feel real, and I’m struggling to come to terms with it. My heart is broken, my head is in a dense fog and I feel a colossal emptiness.

Anyone who has formed a special bond with a beautiful animal will understand this feeling I’m sure.. it really is profound. I’m told that immense grief is the price that you pay for loving so deeply.. maybe that’s a comfort, but nothing about this feels comfortable right now.

Louis brought so much joy and light into my life, and he did it effortlessly and unconditionally. I appreciated every single day with him and he has left me with a wealth of beautiful memories that I hope to find comfort in once this initial period of intense pain wears down.

During this period, I’m taking some time away from private teaching, and my YouTube videos will be uploaded bi-weekly instead of weekly. I’m not going anywhere, but I do need the space to reflect and re-energise. I will come back stronger, you have my word on that.. and I will do it to honour my little boy.

For those of you who already know about this and have reached out to show your support, I appreciate it so greatly.. your kindness is humbling and I genuinely cherish it.. thank you so much.

Yours sincerely,

Alex x