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I'm Trying! (Patreon)

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2025-02-09 21:56:20
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2025-02
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Hey, everyone. I feel like it's been awhile since I've made anything particularly good (I think UwU Christmas was good, personally), and I want y'all to know that I'm trying, but of the half-dozen songs I've completed to, idk, 80%, none of them are sounding as good as I need them to, or I'm trying to do things well above my skill level, or...idk. It's just hard, okay? 🥺The muses haven't been great since I've been on a more regular sleep schedule, so that's part of it. Possibly most of it. I'm really sorry. I'm trying to make more things but they're just not good enough to share right now. 😭Please be patient with me while I try to find my muse. 🙏There is good news, though—it's usually after a creative slump like this that I make something really unique and special. 💖

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Shrooom

You can take all the time you need, we'll be patient <3

Celes ~{ 🍪🖤🐈 }~

We're all here for you Charli. We know your process, so take your time and cook. I know whatever pops out of the oven will be great!

Charli Morgan

My process is emotional turmoil, sleep deprivation, and an overabubdance of dopamine. You know what's easy, though? Being bipolar and not being like Kanye.

Tildorath

I know the creative process is stressful, how not everything is as perfect as you want it to be. But I can say with sincerity, everything I've heard you make so far has been awesome and is great (city kitty is stuck in my head and I need help), you are valid and are producing quality whilst still growing. I also love UwU and played it loads over the holidays. I'm excited for what's to come and I understand that if you need time to polish or grow to make it better, then as a fan I will wait for you to put in that energy.

Charli Morgan

You are very sweet. 🤍 Thank you. It's like...I mean, all of you are here because you like my music, and it's odd hearing that "I'm good" when 80% of what I make isn't even passable, and of the 20% that remain, most of them don't leave me thinking, "fuck, am I like actually really good?" Like, y'all don't get to see most of it. Don't get to see how bad most of it is. And that's why it's weird to hear that I'm good, you know? But I guess that's why the value of fancy gift fruits is higher—you're not just paying for the fruit you bought, but for all the fruits you didn't buy so that this one, beautiful, perfect fruit could exist.

Tzippi -[-🍪🖤🐈-]-

Creation is hard and painful and scary, and schedules and deadlines and expectations are anathema to art. I totally get needing time. ❤️

Charli Morgan

Commissions are the hardest. Deadlines make me want to be deadlined. I need patience and love to blossom.

Tildorath

The nature of making art is to build a pile of scrap first. You will always see the negative and feel like a fake because you see all the fuck ups and failures. But that's how a creative process works. I like how honest you are about wanting to push yourself for your music. I support you on here because I want to see what you can become, not just panda to you and have you never grow. I'd hate for you to be an artist that just gives up and fades away, since you are such a unique vibe and fun.

Charli Morgan

I like being unique and fun. I like that I am the only person in a very specific niche right now and I'm pretty okay with that. But what is growth, even? Certainly, I've got better, but it's so hard to see it in real time, which is why I occasionally listen to songs I made before last year to remind myself that I have become much better. So much better. Yet, I look up to see where I have to go and I can't even see the summit. I have no idea what I don't know and less of an idea how to get there. It's hard. It's so hard but I love that this is my job now. I mean, how crazy is that. Art is my job. I'm willing to bet people have killed for this opportunity and it just happened to me for no reason. Do I deserve this? Do I deserve you as my patron (lowercase "p")? You're still here, so probably, but I want to earn that validation. It's not like a normal job, though. I can't work harder to make things better. I just have to live my life and wait for something good to come to me. Art, right? I love it.

MariusWrex

Charlie, you're great.

Charli Morgan

I swear I'll cry if you keep saying things like that. 🥹

Tildorath

Growth is one of those things where there is no summit, It just keeps going. It's up to you to keep climbing. And that's the main thing, the fact you want to go up, that you want to be more, already makes this the right choice. Passion drive and emotion makes art, And from what I can tell you have plenty of those.

Tildorath

That sums up a lot then

Tildorath

Always got to push your self, but also being aware of what you've done along the way. I'm but a simple Taurus haha

Charli Morgan

Oh...oh idk if we can be friends. I typically only get along with fire signs so.... 🤭

Tildorath

Oh, well it's been a good run *Reason for unsubscribing: Im an earth sign*

Tildorath

I guess I can hang about for a bit more then

Paul 🍪🖤🐈

You're doing wonderful girl! Take all the time you need. You're amazing and keep at it! Got you 110%

Charli Morgan

I'm doing my best to believe in me as much as you do!

Christopher

Take your time. The good ideas can take a while to find sometimes. You already have lots to listen to until then.