Getting the help I need/Friendships with your therapist/I'm getting worse & don't know what to do! (Patreon)

Getting the help I need/Friendships with your therapist/I'm getting worse & don't know what to do!

1. I'm going to give this a shot. It took many years to finally break breakdown to be exact forty-seven years, I am now 52, and up until I was fifty I have always been someone's victim, however I didn't see it that way. I was sure it was me, Society teaches us this. From an early l age I learned that you are all you have. I learned you can only count on yourself, no one really cares no one really wants to help. Yes, as you guessed it I've been diagnosed with BPD. But that's not all I also was diagnosed with disassociation personality disorder better known as DID. As well as multitudes of other things. My biggest issue right now is I've been through many therapist and hospitalizations. Though I've made progress diagnosis ll the changes. My therapist stated to me that dissociation is not a diagnosis rather something they are trying to rule out. I'm not hung up on the diagnosis per say however it does make me feel like she doesn't believe me. Currently, I am in a downward spiral picking up speed as I go. I have no insurance, no support, and it seems like no help. I can't just hang in anymore how do I really get people to see I want help, but I am very, very low on fight as I no longer know why I keep trying. Since I have nothing left to give I have lost almost every human contact. I have a few left and that keep the engine running. I just get worried feeling the fumes will soon dissipate as well. 2. Kati would you be willing to do a video on friendship with therapists why it isn't a good idea what to look for in a therapist that are warning signs and how to heal after this has happened and process what is normal to feel afterward and resources that can help with healing. 3. Hi Kati, I am in therapy for a while now, but recently I'm having a really hard time. my therapist suggested to meet twice a week but it's too expensive. I feel like she's just watching me falling apart and not doing anything. Everything she seem to say just makes me angry and i end up pushing her away thinking she just doesn't care about me. I’m getting worse and worse and i don't know what i should do! I hope you can help. Thank you so much! Love u! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ****PLEASE READ**** If you or someone you know is in immediate danger, please call a local emergency telephone number or go immediately to the nearest emergency room. ------------------------------------------ BIG THANK YOU to my Patreon Patrons! Without you, I couldn't keep creating videos. xoxo https://www.patreon.com/katimorton --------------------------------------------------------- I'm Kati Morton, a licensed therapist making Mental Health videos - Depression, Eating Disorders, Anxiety, Self-Harm and more! Mental health shouldn't have a stigma attached to it. You're worth the fight! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ New Videos every Monday and Thursday! Visit http://www.katimorton.com for community support! MERCH! https://store.dftba.com/collections/kati-morton PATREON https://www.patreon.com/katimorton TWITTER http://www.twitter.com/katimorton FACEBOOK http://www.facebook.com/katimorton1 TUMBLR http://www.katimorton.tumblr.com PINTEREST http://www.pinterest.com/katimorton1 Subscribe! http://bit.ly/2j2frsv ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Business email: linnea@toneymedia.com ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SENDING KATI STUFF PO Box 1223 Wilshire Blvd. #665 Santa Monica, CA 90403 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- HELP! SUBTITLE VIDEOS http://goo.gl/OZOQXi Subtitle videos if you know English or any other languages! You can help people who are either hearing impaired or non native English speaking. By doing this, you are helping others and strengthening our community. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MY FREE WORKBOOKS Easy to follow at home workbooks for your mental health.... Self-Harm workbook http://goo.gl/N7LtwU Eating Disorder workbook http://goo.gl/DjOmkC LGTBQ workbook http://goo.gl/WG8jcZ ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- KATIFAQ VIDEOS Wondering if I have answered a question like yours? Search for it here: http://goo.gl/1ECSlO