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Supernatural Reaction 15x18 *EMOTIONAL* (Patreon)

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2021-09-22 08:07:03
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Due to people requesting this episode now rather than Monday, here it is! Please be aware there more than likely wont be 19 & 20 on Monday as I'm still without a voice & haven't been able to film :( I wanna make sure I'm 100% for those final episodes guys! Hope you understand. I will however post a video that I've had recorded to say sorry, I just gotta edit it...

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Happy SPN Reaction day folks!

Let's get stuck into episode 18 of season 15!

Thanks for taking the time to watch, appreciate all of you!

Much love

Dakara x

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Rating - 1/10 for the pain it caused (but really10/10) - I HATE THIS STUPID SHOW!! Ouch, my heart is now crushed into a million pieces, if you find a shard of it please keep for good luck...

How could they do this to us?? HOW????? I feel so unbelievably hurt & upset & also rage & despair...an emotional rollercoaster of emotions. Cassssssss...Oh Cas...I love you dearly! What a precious angel with a heart of gold! Seeing Dean sob was NOT what I signed up for! Hearing Cas say, 'I love you' was everything! Knowing he had happiness after opening up to Dean was just TOO MUCH GUYS! Damn you The Empty!!! Damn you!!!! I am also a massive FOOL for thinking that Billie was not gonna cause us harm...a fool I tell you!! I feel so betrayed tbh. I wanted more from her. Jack being sent to the empty to explode & then being thrown back on earth like a bloody rag doll!! Grrr. EVERYONE vanishing!!! CHUCK I CANNOT WITH YOU!!! Guys...I cannot think, I am in rage mode all over again...BRB...for now enjoy the reaction <3

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Comments

Hannah

OMG OMG HERE WE GOOOO THA K YOU SO MUCH

Jack's World

IT IS 3AM & I HAVE WORK GAH 😫. Please get well soon Dak ❤️

NSTG_Eddie

I wanna ask will you react to The Long Road Home Before the Finale? That would be awesome when your 100% of course! and same Dakara The last 10 mins broke my heart but also filled it with joy knowing cass felt that way! :'(

PongPong31

Here's to good health Dakara! Please take your time on the mend. We can all wait a week or two, or however long you feel you need, for the final two episodes. Now, I'm on to THIS one! You're a legend.

Christopher simeon

Do not worry about the finale. Get better. This is the episode that i could not wait for. It is too heartbreaking and emotional.

Anastasia

OMG IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS REACTION

Joe Pilling

You need a hug after watching that episode, we all need a hug! Haha hope you get better soon Dakara

Hannah

Oh boy, when I tell you this episode was huge, it was HUGE. I’ll try let you know how it felt (this is gonna be about deancas, NO spoilers tho!!). I watched it live and I’m from the UK so it was around 2am when it finished, I had college in 6 hours but I couldn’t even *think* about that because hello??? Castiel just told Dean he loved him??! It exploded straight away. Bear in mind this was in the midst of the US elections, we had destiel, dean and castiel trending over EVERYTHING on twitter. SOO much was happening it was insane, there’s STILL things happening because of this episode even now that makes it trend on twitter. Obviously so much info and arguments spewed from the confession scene, there’s rumours and dreams that someday Jensen will release the full scene (he had someone film it on his phone) and people are still wandering what it would’ve been like if we saw more of dean’s reaction which Jensen said was cut. This episode will forever make me emotional, it brought so many people back to the show who stopped watching seasons ago, misha speaks openly on the confession scene and how to him it is romantic, and he did fight for it. Fun fact, the writers said the confession scene was the first scene written for s15 because of the deal. I remember when the deal was made we all joked back in s14 about how the thing that would make cas happy was being with dean, when this episode dropped we couldn’t believe it. There’s so much more I could go over that was the craziest experience of my life, truly. Hope you feel better soon Dakara, I’ve loved watching these reactions so much, they would be the highlight of my week sometimes, I still go back to watch my favourites! Thank you so much for sharing your experience watching the show. <3

Jenny Lee Villanueva

Will see it soon. And remember we love you very much. Focus on your health 😘

Hasnaa

This episode killed me, still not over it, the minute cas made that deal i know his true happiness is gonna involve dean, i never forgot that deal, it was always in the back of my mind, great reaction, dakara 👏

Brenda Lewis

An amazing episode for sure, I'm with you in that I didn't like the turn with Billie. I thought she was going to take Chuck out but she's a villain and she dies. What? Just in it for a power grab, disappointing. I think your end idea sounds fair about the people dying that were living on borrowed time. But now all that is off the table and we seem left with Despair. Also waiting for Eps 19 & 20 are no problem. I keep typing sentences about the last two episodes I have to delete so I guess that means I need to shut up now

Amye Sabin

But I feel the same way abt Chuck. The writers screwed him (and me) over with the whiplash they did on both his character & Amara’s. FTR Billie always has that side of her that wanted the Winchesters - esp Dean - dead. She was always saying that people who died should never be resurrected.

Luis Nov

That transition when Jack exploded and then changed into the title card was ufff… amazing Coming from the last episode, this felt like Dean again, and someone said it last ep but thats what I believe, that he was being manipulated by Chuck, specially since how it ended with him being done with him for not following his plans. Sweet, sweet Cas, that scene with Jack got me, he loved him so much 😭 I loved how in the middle of everything, Sam was still trying to help Jack, even if its just by driving and making himself feel like he’s doing something 😭❤️ Everyone vanishing was super powerful scene, got me teared up, and the chills… that was so raw And when Billy was chasing Dean, and some how vanished, that was Cas taking Dean with his broken wings even just a little farther was…. It certainly leaded into THE scene Uff Im watching the confession scene as I write this and it feels like the first time, Cas’s words on how he sees Dean was just… to much, “everything you have ever done, the good and the bad you have done for love” Cas is right, that’s who Dean is and when he finally says the I love you… I cant over the fact that Cas true happiness was loving Dean and you’re right, he did it to save Dean one more time, so he went smiling, when he breath out as the empty took him, that was a hell of a shoot, some people compared the black ooze to his wings paralleling his entrance, that may be or not, but what it was, was the handprint, that was a beautiful touch. That ending when Dean looks so broken that he cant even answer the phone on Sam, knowing he can be in danger and then he starting to sob, that one broke me beyond everything I’ve seen before on the show, the acting (as always) was incredible Imagine how Dean most be feeling knowing that Cas is dead because he loves him…him, that has always felt like was bad luck, that has always felt like everyone around him ended up dead…. I cant That one, was an incredible episode, even if it broke me, it really was Thank you for the upload today, hope you’re feeling better and dont worry if it takes you sometime to get back to end the show, what matters is that you feel good again, and end the show as you like, on your terms, its been a hell of a ride, so enjoy what’s left ❤️ Off my way to cry some more 😭

Kelsey Pruett

You just made my Wednesday, Dakara!! Take care of your health and we'll be here when you get back!

Janine Mann

I’m not sure if you remember but this aired during the US election and it actually trended above the election on Twitter! And the internet was just complete chaos, I was thinking that people who didn’t want spoilers were doomed! 😂😂 it was everywhere!

Michelle Denny

So happy to see that you decided to go ahead and post this episode. Of course we are more than willing to wait until you feel better to react to the last episodes. I will have to wait to watch this one as I know I will be crying along with you lol. I will have to wait until I finish working or else everyone will wonder why i look so horrid lol and I have to be on camera today for work so that wouldn’t be a good thing. I haven’t watched this since it aired as I knew I would just get all emotional again. As I watched this live, that was when it hit me that this show that I loved for 15 years was going to end, it was and continues to be such a big part of my life that I just broke down during the big Cas scene. Even writing that last sentence I am tearing up because some part of me is still sad that it really is over lol. So you can see why I can’t watch it now but I do look forward to watching it later today when I can give it a proper cry lol.

AdoptDontShopPets

THANK YOU FOR POSTING THIS EPISODE!!!! You take care of yourself and no worries…get to the last episodes when you can. Hope you feel better soon.

Luis Nov

Yep, I was on season 10 when I entered casually to Twitter and got spoiled 😔

Lauran Mitchell

Haha, I have very strong feelings about the ending of Game of Thrones and how it affected my overall enjoyment of the show (I haven't rewatched a single episode since). Same for How I Met Your Mother. But I also hated the ending of Dexter, yet I still enjoy that show overall! I am curious what you'll think of the last two episodes of SPN--they were filmed during COVID restrictions and for awhile we weren't sure if we were going to get them at all. But take your time, get well, and let 15x18 marinate for awhile. It was a doozie!

William Lawrence

You missed the end of the episode, where they show you the playgrounds and other locations... nobody left. Chuck removed them all, including Jody, that's why Donna was taken.

Hasnaa

Forgot to add that when this episode aired destiel trended as number 1 world wide above the US election, this fact is still crazy to me, i felt like i was in a dream for the whole weak after it

Purple Nurple

When I watched this episode for the first time I actually sobbed. I don't remember sobbing solely from a TV show before (I did once sob at a show, but I was also emotional at the time for other reasons!). Did you notice that everywhere else had no people in those scenes in the park and gas station? You seemed a bit distraught after Cas's death so not sure if your eyes were focussed on the screen... which is very understandable! That's why Donna disappeared too... It's Billie's plan to take the AU world people, not Chucks... Another fabulous episode directed by Richard Speight Jr (except that weird bit of music, I've never really clocked that before). There's a bit of a story that involves Jensen, Misha, Richard and a few others after they filmed that scene when they were on the way to a convention... maybe we'll save it for a twitch stream when you're better. I know what you mean about being nervous - I also felt like that. Anything could happen in the final season. I binge watched the last season in 4 days... I could have binged it in a day or two, but I didn't want to overwhelm myself! (I wasn't working at that time - good thing too after this episode!)

Purple Nurple

I did see a thumbnail that said 'Destiel is canon' but I just assumed it was someone's head canon... lol I was mid rewatch and had seasons 13-15 to get through at that point. I wasn't really part of the online fandom at that point, so I could avoid spoilers!

Arushi

Loved that you posted it mid week, cant wait for your finale reaction. I genuinely hope you feel it got the justice it deserved. I certainly did. Even though I cant and wont ship destiel, I think Cas saying that to Dean was a good way to his end. The thought that he found happiness here, I think is one of the purest forms of love and devotion. I would caution against going on social media regarding this episode and the finale. There is more rumours and wank and it may sway your actual feelings. Dont let others' opinions pollute yours. Hoping the best exp for you🥰

Ashley

Everyone is making me feel a bit heartless because I didn't cry at the Dean/Cas scene lol. I was just like...okay then...that happened. Unfortunately, I think it's because I felt a bit disconnected from the final season. I think it was mainly because of the long break for Covid(which obviously wasn't anyone's fault and couldn't be helped). It just made me lose a bit of my emotional connection to everything that was going on. I actually did shed some tears watching Dakara's reaction though. Anyway, great reaction Dakara. I really like hearing your initial thoughts on the episode. Like you said, it's more genuine because you don't have any outside influence yet. Hope you start to feel better soon! Also, #notourbobby lmao 🤣

AdoptDontShopPets

The sentence with “in the minority…” is a little spoilery for Dakara, by indicating how people feel about the ending. I would suggest edit or delete that sentence for Dakara’s benefit.

Rhonda Homola

Dakara I was so worried about you watching this episode I was also worried that I wouldn't like the finale and at first I didn't until the very end I think it's a very satisfying for me I hope you'll feel the same great reaction Thank you get well soon ✌️❤️

Arushi

Noted

ElysiaFields19

Well here it is; the episode that almost broke the internet, lol. This one broke me; I cried off and on long after the final music faded out. Cas' confession, the red hand print on Dean's jacket, the look of total peace and acceptance on our favorite angel's beautiful face as he gave Dean the greatest gift he could with the his sacrifice, and Dean unable to even reply to Sam's call as he grieves over losing Cas. How much more can a fan take?!! Misha was so proud of that last scene. He and the writers had been planning it for a year. Jensen said he just did everything he could to support Misha as they filmed it. They were both feeling that sense of not only are they losing Castiel, but the clock was ticking on their time together on the set as well Emotions were high. Tears were shed. Misha took so much heat for what he dared to do. Fans were already fighting over how the love confession should be interpreted, some of the LGBTQ+ community was furious that Castiel came out and immediately died, and all of it trended above the wildly important US presidential election. On Misha's next livestream, he clarified for everyone that it was indeed a declaration of romantic love. And.....there was more fan fighting. Misha politely stepped back from all of it. My heart ached for him and all the backlash he suffered through but he's never backed down or apologized for his decision to do it. I'm always working when you live stream on the weekends. Sorry I miss so much. I adore your reactions and hate that we've come to the end of this particular journey. Please take care of yourself. That is always most important. We will somehow survive if we have to wait a while longer. *This also gives you time to purchase more tissues for the final episodes in case your running low. 😢 ( I still love Game of Thrones in spite of the final season as well 💜)

Amye Sabin

Billie has ALWAYS wanted Dean dead. And she was planning on taking EVERYONE that came back which would include Sam, Dean, Eileen, Cas, all the AU people. That's why I never trusted her. Lisa does an amazing job, but she's not the OG Death, who I feel would never overstep his bounds by wanting to be God. <p></p> <p>Cas's soliloquy was just <b>everything</b>. Dean being just devastated hurt so bad. Did you notice the handprint in blood on Dean's jacket? That was Misha's idea, and it was perfect. My Destiel heart exploded when Cas admitted that he couldn't have what he wanted (ie Dean) and that he loved Dean.</p> <p>Regarding Donna disappearing, did you not notice that everyone seems to have disappeared? So we have to assume Jody, Garth, et al are also gone.</p>

Elena Smith

Considering that it was established early on that angels are genderless (Junkless - to quote Dean) and Castiel has previously inhabited a female vessel, I wouldn't think of Cas as gay, just one being having love for another

DakaraJayne

I truly hope you enjoy it Hannah 💙 apologies for any feels experienced

DakaraJayne

Sorry Jack!!! Hope work was okay though?? I really hope I get over this soon-it’s not enjoyable :(

DakaraJayne

So is the long road home safe to watch before 15x19 or should I wait for just before 15x20? I’m more than happy to watch and react to that :)

DakaraJayne

Thank you so so much. Honestly means a lot to hear that. Been a little low lately, can’t seem to recover. I hope you enjoy this reaction to this massive episode of supernatural. The finale will soon be here!! Eeek.

DakaraJayne

I read your messages and wanted to provide haha. This episode was something else entirely. I don’t think I’ve felt that overwhelmed with emotions and then just numb….so very very numb. Thanks for well wishes Christopher.

DakaraJayne

Hope I don’t disappoint you Anastasia

NSTG_Eddie

Its before 15x20 it aired right before! Thank You trust me you won't regret it Dakara! :)

Amye Sabin

ETA I like the GOT finale (except Bran becoming king), as I always felt that Dany was mad. She was always killing and/or maiming. And it got worse over time.

Shruti M

Wonderful reaction Dakara!! Thank you so much as always for your wonderful content. It is a total sobworthy episode with sweet Cas' tearful confession. Fun fact, the transcripts for the episode got released a few months ago, and before Cas thinks about his empty deal, the script says, "And here we see Cas' POV of Dean again - his face drawn, drained of hope. But still beautiful. Still Dean Winchester" I hope you feel better soon, and no pressure for the next episodes :)

AdoptDontShopPets

I watched both 15 X 17 and 15 X 18 at the same time. So I am not sure which episode you asked something like “why wouldn’t we want Jack to be God?” My answer to that is that he is 3 yrs old and is still learning. I know many will not agree with me.

Josee (Griffe)

I, too, was disappointed with the way Billie turned out. As a reaper she wanted nothing more then reap Dean (and yet she still somehow made the deal to reap only one Winchester after helping them get out of that government facility), so it kind of make sense that now that she is dying (again) she would try to kill him herself. So much for a neutral Death, tho.

JoDaNa81

A great, though very sad & emotional, episode. Cas' emotional speech was soo damn good!

DakaraJayne

I love how vivid your memory is of the moment you watched. Thanks for sharing your experience. It would be amazing if Jensen decided to share that footage. I’m wondering if he’s contracted to keep it hidden? Who knows! I love your excitement and passion Hannah and I hope that this show forever gives your that comfort. Thanks so much for joining me with my supernatural journey. Just two episodes to go!

DakaraJayne

Aww Jenny you’re the sweetest. Thank you. Hope you enjoy the reaction

DakaraJayne

Same Hasnaa, saaaaame. The deal was just constantly there wasn’t it?! A constant worry… for good reason too…OUCH! Thanks for watching 🥰

DB

Ok I did not get a notification you uploaded it anyway. Clearly Patreon knew not to make me relive this trauma haha As a DeanCas fan this was both gorgeous and heartbreaking to see. I have a strong love/hate relationship with SPN and its fandom (mostly balanced by a healthy dose of frustration at its constantly wasted potential) but the insanity of that night of 05/11 was something I wish you could have witnessed for yourself. Anyway, y yo a ti, Cas <3

Elizaveta M

I remember that episode killed me. Also broke the internet ahead of the election. I remember how stressed I was about that. It was a strange time. But yeah so this is the episode Detsiel became cannon (one-sidedly)

Fili

Cas leaving a handprint again on Deans shoulder and I’m very emotional after the confession

Toasted Toad

Thanks for posting! Great reaction. I think we all had tissues at hand ready to cry from watching you cry! I think you missed the handprint Cas left on Dean’s shoulder (although you probably caught it when editing). I thought that was a lovely touch.

Susan Sebert

Loved this episode and your reaction to it. Still makes me cry every time. Cas' conversation with Dean was so good, but heart wrenching. Loved the bloody hand print on Dean's jacket. Sam losing Eileen again was heart breaking, and as everyone was disappearing I thought about Jody and Garth and everyone else. When I saw the plant die when Jack's hand came close I thought about Amara when she touched the plants that died (in the garden where Dean was supposed to kill her with the soul bomb). Wasn't sure what was happening to Jack. Looking forward to your final reactions.

Helen Wood

Episode 19 will make you very happy. It is the perfect ending. For me, it is the finale.

Helen Wood

Not-Bobby is nice, but not our Bobby and the same with Not-Charlie. Completely agree.

Toasted Toad

Dakara has asked that we do not leave comments on the final episodes before she has watched them

Elizaveta M

Even though angles don't have a biological sex because they don't have bodies. It seems like angles do have gender identities/gender preferences though. And it seems like Cas might identify as male.

Chrissy

It was established seasons ago that Cas loves them. This was a confession of love.

Chrissy

I was never a shipper….until this episode. There are people that try and push the “it’s love, like family love” no, it’s IN love. How he looks at Dean when he says it, how it’s “the one thing I want, I know I can’t have” and again, he already has them as family, it’s wanting more from Dean. For the “angels are genderless” crowd, maybe so, but angels are always not supposed to show any kind of emotion…. Cas proved that wrong. Remember he was “the angel with a crack in his chassis “ he was always different from the other angels. His whole speech is based on love and that his world changed, he felt things, all because of Dean. It was a love confession and it was beautiful.

rose mnor

Not just you, I also did not receive any e-mail notification of the upload. What's up with that?! I was a day late and only found out about it thru a blogger who was talking about Dakara's upload and was excited about watching it. WTF Patreon!? ...

Valcor

When you said these moments feel different, because of there being no more seasons I felt that. It really does make a difference knowing there is more seasons vs watching it knowing its the last one. It definitely makes the moments feel more finale and emotional.

Valcor

I personally always saw it as him confessing love like you would to a brother. But that's why it's good for everyone to have different opinions.

Valcor

Funny you say people who say it's family love are "pushing". I think we both know who's pushing their opinions and it ain't that half of the fanbase. I'm always fine with people having different opinions tho that's what makes shows great.

Chrissy

Alright, breathe. I said I never was, so I’ve been on the side of “you people” before. You’ve heard of opinions, right? I’m assuming you’re not some ridiculous teen and are in fact, an adult. Instead of being on the attack in replies, understand before you reply that it’s an OPINION. I really hope you’re not on the “angels don’t have sexual thoughts abs feelings” Anna did. Or did all you people forget her?