an armor of life (Patreon)

I love this shoot, I love seeing myself so strong and confident in the frame. It's interesting that I don't see myself like that in life.

Monday, and traditionally I'm here, with you. Yesterday was 2 months since my mother passed away, I'm already 30 years old and it’s official new year for me, and in this year I promised myself to take care of myself. I promised this right when I was looking through my childhood photos and saw how often I smiled, how natural it is for us to be happy and trust the world.

We move away from this state through experience, through the pain and disappointment that we feel, making the choice to close and protect ourselves. That's exactly what I did, creating an armor of strength and confidence for myself. So one of the most desired things for me right now is to find my true self. In addition to this strength and confidence, in addition to this protection from the world.