Too big a price for me (Patreon)

Thanks to the HBF for the delay and my post here is coming out earlier than planned 😅

I'm in a coffee shop at the station hoping that my train will still leave today. I have one last dream shoot near Cologne and I really want it to happen today.

I'm interested in observing myself in this work tour, comparing my states and feelings on the set. You know, the young me who was just 2years ago traveling around the cities and working anyway due to fatigue and cancellations of shoots is gone. Now I feel that I'm no longer willing to accept this, it's too big a price for me, the price of my mental and emotional state.

It's nice to understand that this is my choice, and that now I actually see at least a way out of not wanting to move on. I want to finally get back that pleasant feeling of shooting, when photography is not work, but pleasure.

Wish me luck with this 🤗