Home Creators Posts Import Register Favorites Logout

Downloads

Content

Update: High-Res Artwork has been uploaded. Enjoy!

Files

Comments

stargazing

I CANT STOP SCREAMING LILY FOR REAL

Tathyana

THE BADUMP WAS FELT EVERYWHERE

Liv

I WANT SO MUCH MORE BUT IM ALSO NOT READY???

larosamorada

I...I...have no words. There is so much to say and I just don't know how to say it. So I will stew and re-read and come back to this thread. Bless you Lily for all of this. 😭😭

Tina Olavarria

OMG Thank you it was so freakin sweet

ladykatie

This episode was so heartwarming and beautiful! Thank you Lily!! ❤️

sara bedard

I absolutely love your story, I find myself just so in love with Poppy and Tora. Thank you so much for this

Emily Neilsen

I need Tora and Poppy together so very much. They are as high as Hades and Persephone now for me

Joselina

Omg lilly this chapter was the desth of me!! And tora's heart beating!! ❤🤩

Liddy34

Brilliant as always. You never disappoint!!!❤😊

comicbookwaifu

That chapter hit me on an emotional level 😢 brilliant writing/art as always ❤️

JanieSmalls

I swooned. I squealed. And that smirk! I thought I died then. But THEN his heart! Gah! I'm a puddle.

Ashanti Lynch

Yes!!! Let's talk about Tora's smile, the hand holding, his BADUMP!!!! I blushed this entire episode, and that Poppy cares about him as far as not looking any further because she likes the person he is 😭😭

Katie

MY HEART 💘💘 *Clutches chest while screaming incoherently*

Lemonsy

Yes! My fave ep! Omg I love this revision. Reading their inner thoughts tugged me along with them. 🥺 I wanna hold both their hands.

Alondra

I LOVE THE STORY AND I CANT WAIT FOR MORE HEARTWARMING MOMENTS BETWEEN THE TWO !!

Agustina Abrego

It got very romantic very fast...Im still dizzy

Miesha Lowe

I love how you can convey the emotions on both poppy and tora! This is my favorite story on webtoon so far!

AliKap

The feels in this episode were spectacular. The character development is one of the best in all of Webtoon. You have surpassed so many other Toons that Webtoon has to offer. And that first image. Way to reel me in with a thirst trap.

Annie J

This was so beautiful. I need to read it again and again and again. Who needs sleep tonight? Not me for sure!

Alondra

Im sure Tora’s BADUMP has everyone in awe 😍😍

Kristen Davis

I LOVED this episode so much!! And it was so long!! Okay... who has theories and the significance of the avocado?? I need to know!

Darla (Tora’s THOT)

Alright y’all—- who’s joining the avocado organization! ? 🥑

Tina Olavarria

His blush when he was looking at the Tiger she made him you can just tell that no ones ever bothered to do something so nice and silly for him and the fact that he didn’t even know to say you’re welcome as if he’d never been thanked for anything 😭😭😭😭 I loved it all

Ashley

Tora's ba-dump 😍😍😍 I loved it

TicklemeAli

The Badump heard around the world. I loved hearing his thoughts. When he said that holding her hand felt like the most natural thing... almost passed out

Amy Crumbaugh

Poppy is becoming Tora’s new “natural” and I need her to make him smile like that 1000 more times, please ❤️

Heather Catchpole

The camera in the tree! I’m so excited about where the story is now. The writing has been so phenomenal. I can not wait for next week’s episode where I’m not anticipating anything.

MissT

YESSSSS!!! The length of Tora's internal point-of-view was DELICIOUS. It was so intimate and heartbreaking. After thinking about how someone like Poppy experiences the world and him, he outright lies, saying he couldn't do the things he said. Rather than scare her off, it's like he's trying to shield her from the true Tora (maybe even with this whisper of a dream that he could come back and be with her in the future). Then, he goes into the warm light inside her house, does the right thing (deletes the photo) and sees she made his rice into a tiger for him!!!! OUCH....my heart. To me, it showed that Poppy sees the kitty cat in Tora where others see the tiger (right after he's wondering what she sees/feels with him). So while fear and intimidation were instinct, what's natural to him now, what he wants "to know more" about is holding Poppy's hand, making her feel the opposite of fear/intimidation, even crouching down below her. And the wild thing is...she does feel that! Poppy fell asleep in his presence (implicit trust). She's already protecting him and smart enough to know this isn't the end of their involvement with her last question to herself (cough, hair pin + Mr Lam, cough). Aaaaaaand she didn't tell him about Mr Lam though which I find curious, since she knows it has to do with his colleagues. Is she protecting Tora and his reputation in the org?

Darla (Tora’s THOT)

I’m also going to look up bento box molds!!! I need a tiger shaped rice ball ASAP!! 🐯🍱

TicklemeAli

Also... can we appreciate a man who does the dishes!?! K, thx bye

Julia G

That episode had so much more than I could have hoped for. The artwork and the content is beautiful. Tora’s perspective is so sad but also sweet! After spending his life in such a harsh environment, I’m looking forward to seeing him learn a new way to live through his connection with Poppy. I love how their protective instincts have already begun to guide their actions and how they both blush when they think of each other. You’ve created amazingly dynamic characters. I love that this episode is where the discover version ended so now we’re all in the same boat. No one has any idea what’s gonna happen from this point on. I am so ready for this!

comicbookwaifu

Theory: Tora and Ronzo are gunna get busted in the next chapter by Erdene or Jacob and it will deter Poppy away from him. Or idk, I don’t feel good for Tora in the next chapter. Does anybody wanna counter my pessimistic attitude? Lol

Rachel Rossi

👏 👏 👏 I cant stop smiling/giggling like a school girl it was even more perfect than I could have imagined #badump 💗

ABCD

Tora’s point of was everything, and you had me crying when I realized this might be the moment Tora fell in love with poppy. I squealed so hard and re-read this episode like 5 times to make sure I didn’t miss anything. I’m going to slow down on the fast passes so I can binge read later, and it’s honestly killing thinking about it, but I know that my heart heart can’t take any more cliffhangers lol, especially after all of this😩.

BlueCaty

Omg the feels. I have it, they have it, the whole fandom has it :)

Emily Basso

God I’m so so so so so sorry all for how long this comment is going to be. It’s even obnoxious to me. I should keep the crazy inside… and yet… here I am.  It’s so big I think I’m going to break it down… 1. Poppy is the first glimpse Tora has into a world devoid of violence and fear and intimidation. This just kills me. He starts by wrapping his fists in bandages, prepping for a fight and surrounded by men who expect everything from him, and ends with his hands wrapped up in Poppy’s, a girl who expects nothing from him. Even the lighting differences, from the sepia toned gloom to the vibrant purples of the glittering cityscape just.... god ...my heart. 2. But is it devoid of fear in actuality? Tora was open for the first time with her. Unguarded and honest, pointing out the dangers in a world she is unknowingly becoming a part of, of himself, and yet he pulls back. Her response is to laugh off and ignore his words, and as a result Tora slips back into a mask of cold, factual ‘indifference’. He let himself have those few moments of wonder, of feeling her warmth and wondering just what his effect could be on her, and then he walled those feelings off again. That sure seems like fear to me. 

Nicolette

*Squealing in Tora fangirl* That badump!! The hand holding, the chemistry, Tora’s smile with the awkward “welcome”, and Tora’s inner dialogue all hit me straight in the feels!! And the ART!! Freaking amazing!! The city scape is gorgeous!! The view from her balcony is *chef’s kiss* 🤭 “muah” 😘💋 Aside from the area she lives in, Poppy has an amazing view of the city.

Angelica P

Tora let her delete the photo from his phone 🥰

Nordorr

The tiger with hair! But also it has his gages ( or gauges, however it's spelled!) When she tells him thank you, he doesn't know how to react, because he's used to everything having strings attached. All she wants is his acknowledgement of her appreciation. Also, I've noticed he keeps lowering himself around her, first with the painting, then on the balcony and again when he wakes her, is he trying to get his face accessible to hers, you know, just in case she feels the urge to throw herself at him again 😍

BlueCaty

Joking aside, their relationship is building slowly but surely, they already are comfortable in each other's presence, Poppy is so very smart and she guides him in her world (you're welcome, that made my heart ache for him), Tora is shielding her from his life... We all know that this is fragile, is just the beginning and I'm sure some baad things are about to happen. Also, curious to see how Poppy handles all Tora's secrets, when she will get a glimpse of them...

Natalia Andrea

It was beautiful. Everything about this toon is amazing. You're so talented drawing wise and story wise it's all so good 💖💖 I really hope that the direction of this story leads to them to be together, I'm so scared that it won't because as natural as this feels it's also so complex 😭😭 it was sad to see the struggle Poppy was going through and I cannot imagine how difficult it must be to be falling for someone who you know might be involved in things that do not follow along your own moral code and the fear that one day you would need to make a choice between someone you love and the right thing to do... Uff 😔 I just hope that whatever conflict shows itself that they overcome all of it and end up together ❤ They both deserve the best and I think they absolutely found it in each other ✨

Victoria Dias

My heart is still thumping and i’ve read it 25 minutes ago (this never happened when reading a fictional story, i swear to God)

Annie J

After ready it again, I just can't get over Tora's emotions. How empty his life's been so far. How painful it is for him to have it filled. How much anxiety he must feel at finding more cracks in his armor. This was beautifully portraited. 😍 And I feel for us too, now we embark in this unknown journey where every feeling will be hightened since we will feel it all for the first time. I am so ready for it! Thank you Lily! ❤

Micca

SHE MADE HIM A BENTO BOX. WITH A TIGER RICE BALL. WITH HAIR. oh my heart.

Afton Jennings

OKAY OKAY OKAY did he do the dishes while she slept??? Someone confirm or deny, cause holy cute.

noonanoonayay

I could reread this episode for forever. I just FEEL Tora's adoration for Poppy and it's just so tender and passionate. His vulnerability in front of her is super adorable and I love that Poppy isn't so overly nervous or super dense around him like how shoujo normally is with a female MC. Wonderful work Lily as always. I am SO excited to see what's to follow after this chapter now that everything from this point on will be new to everyone! Your health is first and foremost important than anything and thank you for blessing us with your work so far! 💕💕💕

draatiinii

It’s ok I’m just over here crying at how vulnerable Tora is around Poppy. My heart went THUD when he had the thought of having a different kind of life. Ok I’m not ok 😭😭😭😭😭

Blueberry

I love that we got Tora’s prospective. And when he asked poppy if holding his hand was weird I shed a tear of heart break for him. Also the tiger with hair love it !!!!!! 🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅🐅

Lunabug247

First and foremost, thank you Lily!! Such a heart swooning episode!!! 🥰🥰 so cute!! But I do have a COMPLETELY random question..... I am trying to place a voice with Tora. I know the episodes say his voice is deep and husky, but are there any actor recommendations that might fit Tora?????

Schkaka

I need an emoji for swooning! God they are freaking adorable. I love the way the story changed lily. Everything is flowing so well. Keep up the fabulous work😘

Darla (Tora’s THOT)

Reread for the xx time, did tora get nervous after poppy thanked him!?!? He blushed and was sweating!!! Saying, shit what’d ya want me to ? Was he thinking about kissing her!?!?!? ☺️😆

Lola

Welcome to another week of “losing your marbles with Lola” / live reacts where I start my own thread because ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ - oh. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) - Is Tora a poet now? Because yes. - Until now? *swoon* that panel? The colors, the intensity? Someone hang this up in a museum. - Also he’s sitting down and still towering over her. 😅 - The visual contrast of the warmth of her apartment vs the cold of the city. And a glimpse of the Milky Way. GUYS. So beautiful. - Tora’s inner dialogue: kill me now. My body and my brain have been waiting for this. - Ok Tora, those are a *lot* of insights into Poppy and her eyes... you sure you ok there? I see you drooling. - Him thinking there may be another way of life out there for him is HEARTBREAKING. I don’t think he has allowed himself to visualize a different life/future for him. - Those purple backlights on Tora are going to be the death of me. I HOPE YOU ARE NOTICING THEM, PEOPLE. They are gorgeous. Bye. - I wanted to include something witty about wtf is going on with him trying to think about what the world looks like through her eyes but : ADKFNRIFNEIFNKSDNEKNFKENDKDFBJDSNDJRNFKRNFKNRKRNRKRNFKRFNRKNTKRNFKWNDFIRNTKFJTKTNFOSKSKENDHNDKRNRKFNFKFNRKFJFNFNRNNTFNNFFJFJJFJFJFJFJFJFJFJFJFJFJSKSKSKWOWNDORNDKNEORNFORNFODNDKWNDKENDJ - If your intent was to kill me, you have achieved it. - I’m dead. - Speaking now from the grave. -“ What it feels like to hold my hand for her?” - JFC. - I’m losing my marbles again Didndisnfndmdmfndkfndkfnfkfnfkfnndkdndjdfnfjdkdmkffnndndndnfnfdndnjdndjdndnsmsmdksnwkw wksnskemskwmwkenwkw - I can’t breathe. Is it my mask? Is it hot here? - Is it me? - Help. -“It feels like the most natural thing in the world.” - Getting palpitations. Legit. - Poppy nervous and making it awkward. Relatable. - Thank you, Tora. From all of us, for lending her your hand. - “I was kidding. I can’t do anything like that.” Oh. Oh no, baby boy. *heart breaking* -He’s trying to fix it and gain her trust back. Baby boy. - WE ALL FIND OURSELVES WANTING TO KNOW MORE!!! - OMFG - ITS A TIGER WITH HAIR - WHY IS POPPY SO CUTE - GOOD LORD HELP ME - Rice magically appeared and I’m not mad at how Poppy multiplied the food like Jesus - SHE EVEN GAVE IT EARRINGS OMFG - Did... did he just do the dishes? *sliding off my couch here* - No nose Tora is my favorite Tora. - “Fine spit it out” and he’s annoyed and 😭 - I don’t think this has happened to him...ever. - Poppy with bed hair ♥️ - “Shit” that FAcE LiLyyY . It says everything and I am starting to build my shrine to you here with my bare hands. Out of uh... *looks around* face masks? - The way he thinks she’s about to ask for another favor and she asks for a thanks? - Oh. It sounds like it’s the first time he’s ever said you’re welcome. Nobody has said thanks to him? :/ my baby boy. - That smile when she laughed? You are really destroying me here. Dkfnosnfkdkfkf - O m F G. He just had Levine’s sign. SOMEONE CALL 911 (or whatever the equivalent is). He’s having a heart attack. - Avocado organization. lol - Omg, Poppy doesn’t want to narc on him. - She doesn’t even want to get him into trouble with his boss!v - Ok, heartbreak again. - I’m going to build you a shrine, woman. Let meeeeee - This was beautiful - Gonna go cry now - BYE

NurseAmethyst

Okay, back to the land of the living. *from my nap* lol I am both excited and sad about this post. Excited because we got to see all his internal monologue and what he thinks of Poppy. Clearly the boy is attracted to her. She just keeps surprising him in so many ways, and obviously her stubbornness and dedication is something he's attracted to. But I don't exactly think he's IN love with her. Not just yet. And that's where my heart feels sad. He's so... lonely. He's been lonely and ostracized and obviously doesnt let anyone close to him, that a simple hand holding gets him flustered. Obviously, he's got gaggles of women after him, but whatever he's done in the past mightve been just for physical release. I think he's just lonely and Poppy not being afraid of him makes him confused. He's attracted to her, but i don't think it's moved beyond the physical aspect yet. So excited to have reached this much of the previous Discovery part!!!!!🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰😍😍😍

JanieSmalls

Can we talk about how Poppy is in the dark as soon as Tora leaves? Precious little ray of sunshine looks exhausted and depleted. She obviously feels comfortable enough with Tora for some physical contact, likes him enough to make a silly, delicious meal for him, and trusts him enough to sleep (zomg!) while he’s still at her home. But home girl is wicked conflicted about getting too attached. What a draining, emotional roller coaster! Here’s hoping Tora can start carrying some of that emotional burden for her. ❤️

Emma Lou

We need to send help to the Avocados!

Angeline

UM CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW HE OFFERED TO DO THE DISHES WHAT A FUCKING DREAM BOAT. Okay, I’m calm now.... ish. Tora is the epitome of when southern women sigh and say “BLESS.” It’s so ironic that Poppy is feeling so conflicted about protecting him when he is a literal protector. He has been going above and beyond to keep her shielded from his world, but he also seems to want to keep her in a bubble for himself. It is so touching to see him wonder about how she feels and sees the world — she is so alien to him because he has been taught to view people in negative ways. How can I use this person? What weaknesses can I exploit in this person? How can I get the advantage from this person? Meanwhile, Poppy just wants to smile. Granted, her smile is often a mask, which I can identify with that. Her smile is also totally genuine when she is with him, and makes Tora go badump. **Reality dose ahead because I have anxiety** It’s pretty hard to watch this continue, because as outsiders we know something bad has to happen in order for them to really be together. It like granny Alice said a few episodes back — this road leads to death. The closer they get, the more afraid I get.

Amber

Thank you Lily for this episode!!! Tora is so adorable. I love your attention to detail. Like at the grocery having him scratching his back while reading the label on the strawberry juice, his face when he sees the incredibly detailed Tiger with hair, and when he is squatted down by her bed and you can see just a little of his back where his shirt and jeans just don’t quite meet. Thank you for all the hard work you do and expert attention to details, it makes MPL the number one webtoon in my opinion. I am amazed at the gorgeous man that you have manifested to make us all fall in love with a fictional character. Girl you rock!!!!

Andrea

I wonder if names of the journalists were in the journal/notebook? I love Tora’s clear and logical thoughts. Then the outer thug comes out. Let’s see the inside dammit!

Kasiamast

For me was fascinating how Tora aura has changed when he leave Poppy house... how he is changing when he step in...getting back to his world... its sad but in other hand for me is exiting and make me feel.... hard to discribe

Rhdina

I absolutely agree with comicbookwaifu; it's so wonderful to read the comments and analysis that all of you write. It gets me so hyped to see that others notice the same things I did and I love reading about new ways to understand and analyse this wonderful story - reading the other patreon's comments has become part of the joy that is Midnight Poppy Land for me ♡♡

Eva Rodríguez

Holding hands! 😻 Tora’s badump! I hope if she has to choose again...always choose Tora!❤️

Olive S

OK so I always get to read the new ep on Saturday mornings. It is the best thing ever, drinking my coffee and relaxing, submerging myself in this wonderful story... And then enjoying your witty comments and laughing about your jokes, you crazy thirsty bunch, you!!! But today I did it the other way round: first read the comments and then trying to read the ep... And it's so damn hard cause I can't see the text when my eyes are filled with tears!!!! 😭

AKstargazer

Tora’s struggle while saying “welcome” to poppy is the cutest shit in the world, I couldn’t handle myself. 😭

Alexa ♡

THIS EPISODE WAS AMAZING!!!! Loved the artwork And Tora's cute little smile really got meeeeee 😩♥️ Keep on it girl!

Emily Basso

Wait a sec. hold the phone. Literally. Does Tora have a new phone!? This one’s blue. Did he actually break the other ones when he threw his phone at the gym!? I think Lily mentioned before that he has a large electronics budget for how many phones he’s breaks, but dude, you need to watch that temper 🤣🤣🤣

saucytuggles

Tough to go back to the shadows after you’ve tasted the tiger rice.

PleasantPeasant

Imma junkie & now that I fast-passed to the most recent posts, I don’t have a buffer!! What was I thinking?!? Lilydusk has the goods, man....

Nordorr

Anyone else notice Tora hasn't smoked since they left Quincy's? Not even when he was stressed out on the balcony or after leaving Poppy's.

Lajolla Cleveland-Molitor

Oh he is sooo precious!! I can’t wait to see their relationship blossom and hopefully see how they mature each h other. Theory she will be exposed a little to his world and vice versa. She will become stronger because of him and he will learn that it is possible to love and the potential to get out 🧐🧐

BlueCaty

Ok, so after just 4 hours of sleep and dreaming on and off about Tora and Poppy I think I need a detox. This level of obsession is not right, right??? But how do I do that, ohmygosh, when all your comments are making me so damn happy?

Olive S

I was just pausing my eyes and my thoughts on that last panel with our girl, so small and vulnerable in that huge bed... And it just hit me that Poppy is also vulnerable in love. She just got cheated by that twat and she is always struggling with her heart to understand her way in life... She fights with all her might as the little hamster she is but she really needs honest love and respect and support from a real man... So, oh, I m so overwhelmingly rooting for her... If she was real I'd just give her a hug and reassure her that she'll be a'right

CoCoPuff_BB

So let me just say.... i love how complex Tora can be. From wanting to protect the Poppy. To actually planning a break in 2 mins later.... like it captures just how dangerous he is. As well as how he completely is a killer ..... sexy ass Tora

BlueCaty

So do we put theories out there about what is going to happen next?

Lola

I was going to post this behemoth of a post in my own thread but I am making another one to see if I can get away with it? 😈 I did a second reading and my own second reactions to this, if anybody is interested. Sorry not sorry about how long it got. It is almost embarrassing. Almost. 1. Tora’s poetry into how he views himself, as a weapon, that he has brought up before, and only solidified here when he is wrapping his actual “guns”. NEED TO STOP IT WITH THE DAD JOKES BUT I CANNOT. 2. The words “fear” and “intimidation” seem to keep playing in my head, as to make it a contrast on how he does not want to do that anymore, or she is not falling for his “intimidation” facade. 3. “Language” is a very *specific* word to use, since it is how we communicate. To say that he uses intimidation and fear to communicate is *heartbreaking*. He knows he cannot communicate like that with her, either to achieve his goal (obtaining the notebook) or because he just saw his reaction to him basically being evil Spider Man moments before causing her to shake like a leaf (or a Polaroid? Lol) 4. The panel of him wearing different clothes than the rest of the men in suits, and how he does not adhere to the standards of the clan with said suits, I feel means distancing from them. I don’t think he has ever “belonged” and I don’t think he ever wants to. 5. The internal monologue of Tora is making me think that this moment where they are caught in, staring into each other’s eyes, is going on forever. I want it to go on forever. I don’t even need them to kiss. Ok, this may be an unpopular opinion, but those moments that you have not kissed yet, that you know the other person likes you but you do not have verbal confirmation (or kissing confirmation) yet, OMG. *swoon*. That delicious tension. Sign me up. 6. This “until now” panel, where she is looking up at him, back lighting is on her and not him. The warm colors she is wearing vs the cool colors he is wearing. Also Look at the SIZE OF HIS HAND compared to hers. Her whole hand is around his thumb and his hand is just swallowing her wrist. Can he feel her pulse? God, I hope so. 7. I need to bring up the depiction of the night sky again, because I love doing them. The way that there is a glimpse of the Milky Way is killing me. And the different sized stars are on point to convey their distance. Not that this may be relevant to the plot but because it is simply beautiful. 8. Poppy has all the light on her. It’s warm, it’s inviting. Contrast to the panel with back lighting on him and it is beautiful but cold. The expression of quiet wonder he has there on that panel? I want to live there. 9. “I find myself wondering if there’s another way for someone like me...to live”. I guess I already mentioned this, that he has never even allowed himself to think there is another way of life. He is in so deep (in the clan matters and his own emotional hell hole) that he couldn’t even think of the possibility of anything that looks like her light. 10. “Does it feel weird?” This is after she after she told him something along the lines “it looks like you have not held anybody’s hands”. I think he’s really asking “am I weird?”. It feels like he’s asking her to give him a little bigger glimpse into her perception of him, and am I ok? Am I normal? Am I ok to be here? I could go on and on... 11. The panel of him and his hair waving in the air, stunned to see her talk. Pfft. So gorgeous. She’s twirling her hair, one might even say she’s preening? I see you Poppy. 12. Tora wondering what Poppy sees (in others and in him), looks like he’s trying to put himself in her shoes. It is heartbreaking on many levels because I think of him as an empathetic man from the start. He is constantly trying to make her comfortable and responding to the lightest changes in her body language, but here it seems like he is not at the level he wants to be? 13. Poppy convincing herself that she could do with some human touch. ha. She has been trying to convince herself of that since he grabbed her hand at Quincey’s. Is it working, Poppy? 14. The panel of their fingers interlaced has me feeling so many ways. The warm light and the cool light are blending, the way he instinctively wrapped his fingers around hers. It was a reflex? I don’t think he could have avoided that, and he does not want to avoid it it seems. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 15. “It’s like you’re stressed and going for a massage” Poppy is working hard convincing herself this is the body’s “natural reaction”. Sure thing, Poppy. That blush says otherwise. 16. Hand holding zoom to destroy me even further? Thanks! 17. When she lets go of his hand, it looks like he’s trying to grab it again. How can hands convey so much without facial expressions? What is happening?!?!?!?? 18. Is it weird for him? Her telling she hopes it was not weird for him? I think they are looking out for each other now. 19. “I…” He wants to say something else here and I NEED TO KNOW WHAT. WHY CAN’T I BE PSYCHIC? HELP. 20. The way he’s back tracking on his words, sadness. The backlighting is gone. :( 21. The warmth of her yellow cardigan is beautiful and artistically it is a visual contrast with the purples of him. The lack of backlighting on him, looks like he is retreating to himself and distancing himself from her light. But his words are also contrasting with what he wants to say vs what he needs to say to keep her in his life ( or keep her calm while he does what he needs to do for his job). 22. Him standing up is a body language change like he’s changing the subject. I think it was because Poppy let go of his hand. His whole demeanor changed. Poppy’s no nose face is my face now. 23. Him telling her to get some rest. Oh. vs her saying “I want to finish this so I get what I want” :/ man, but then he counteracts with “you don’t have to” like he does not want to inconvenience her. 24. Tora’s stunned face when he saw the food, I need more of this face in my life. I bet he’s not surprised often like this. Makes me want to treasure these moments more. 25. Not only did he do the dishes but he also left the kitchen super organized. Two of each. 26. No nose Tora, yes yes yes 27. Him drying his hands: yes yes yes 28. Him calling her “kid” is so endearing to me. 29. “You need to lock up after I leave”. I think Tora could have taken advantage of the situation but he’s such a gentleman. Also worried about her protection, but is he also asking her to close him out? Just a thought. 30. I would *very much* appreciate a blueprint of this apartment so I can properly visualize where everything is. Also just a thought. 31. Poppy calling him sweet and kind? Has he ever heard these words before? I don’t think so. I think he is having a Pavlovian response to praise, he thinks something will be expected of him. 32. I struggle with him and his internal turmoil on these next panels: he’s thinking about it. And it is almost as if he is saying it under his breath. He doesn’t even say “you’re”. The struggle is real, Tora. 33. “Not bad!” she’s coaching him all the way into healing. 34. That little smirk. Going to kill us all. 35. Are you *sure* you don’t want to tail her 24/7? I saw the text to Ronzo, busy guy I guess! GUYS. That is legitimately the sign of a heart attack. Catching all the feelings. We are there with you though. I think we all clutched our hearts and our pearls with that panel. 36. Poppy sitting in the dark with a pout. That was intense, girl. I feel you. 37. Page 23 of 50. She went DEEEEEP. 38. The Avocado Organization “please send halp” killed me. 39. The Balthuman Organization “To serve, to nurture, to enrich” all the things Tora did not get. 40. Her trying to protect Tora and save Mr.Lam, and keep her job, and deal with her breakup… she needs a vacation. 41. The amount of foreshadowing in that last panel of her crying on her bed?! I guess next chapter will give me more anxiety. 42. This was long, sorry. 43. I’m even wearing myself out here!

Vita

Getting Personal: It’s weird, but I totally see myself reflected in Tora at the moment. Im stuck in a circumstance I hate due to COVID and it’s hard to navigate through it. This past week has worn me to my emotional limits. I know Tora is a fictional character, but seeing him getting through such a rough life makes me want to reshape my mentality. Like, it’s given me strength to accept that some stuff just royally sucks right now, but you just have to get through it. I’m not sure I’m on the part where I see a happier future, but I know it will come. I guess, I’m just really happy this Webtoon exists right at the moment. I’m sure there are a lot of you as well going through this tough time too. Here’s a reminder that we are not alone - in loving this comic, in awe of Lily’s mastery and going through COVID. ❤️❤️❤️

Grace Boone

I found MPL a couple of weeks ago, read everything that was out, fast passed till I was up to date, and now am keeping up with new episodes as they are released, and reading the discussion threads as much as I can. I also read all the NSFW stuff, and it was 🔥! Absolutely in love with everything!! I'm so glad I found this and I'll be sticking around. 😍

Alex

I just gotta say real quick I love that poppy is able to show women that you don’t have to wield a weapon or be physically strong to be a worthy heroine, that being intelligent and strong willed and using ur knowledge to help not only yourself but those around you makes a true inspiring idol! PS not saying that being able to wield a weapon or being physically strong isn’t cool it is but I like how lily shows that in poppy’s character that being strong in mind and soul is just as important as being strong in body. Hope I’m making sense lol ❤️

Ezra V

Ok so Ive read the chapters more than once. Every time she uploads a new episode, I’ll reread again, on top of reading the new chapter like 10 times and sounding like I own a pig farm from all the happy squeals. Ok has anyone else noticed that Tora doesn’t finish a cigarette? And idk why this stuck to me but you know how at the beginning in like chapter 5 once Mr Balthuman kills the thugs, Tora starts smoking and Mr Balthuman says “and please stop killing your lungs. You might not have much regard for your life but I need you healthy and strong.” So does Tora smoke cause he’s unhappy and wouldn’t mind if he died earlier? Or maybe because it helps with stress? Or maybe he realizes it can be a form of torture or intimidation? Like how he messed with Quincys boss or Claude? And I know this is an old topic but I’m kinda new here haha hope you guys don’t mind😊 also hello everyone! Ezra here😋 happy to be apart of the MLP herem!😂💕 can’t say just Tora cause Poppy got a hold on me too!

Angelica P

I hope Tora is able to play her a song with his guitar one day. I also hope he moves to hugs next lol.. and then.... well you know 😉

Vane Mendoza

I love that Poppy is both a sensitive and intelligent woman. It is particularly rare to find a female protagonist that is not vulnerable to the point of being dumb. Majority of strong female leads are tough nails. However, one doesn't necessarily need to be tough to be strong. I love that about Poppy.

SJB

So i found MPL tonight, binged it and then decided to become a patron as well 😬 i love everything about this story. I do wish tho, that toras past was explained a little bit more in depth, i know we have gotten a few peaks, but i really want to know more about him.

Celeste

Poppy is literally the definition of feminine - she’s gentle but intelligent, cunning but not conniving, kind but not naive, she always chooses to find the silver lining but she’s not jaded. Shes She’s headstrong and stubborn but also thoughtful, but she’s also flawed in a sense that sometimes always finding the silver lining is not a good thing, and sometimes being hyper focused can lead to conflict... Basically she’s GOALS. She has just the right amount of grit and I am SO excited to see her character growth, especially with Tora. And to learn more about her backstory and upbringing. IM READY TO LEARN ABOUT PAPPA POPS

Agustina Abrego

Re-readin for the fifth time MPL...can I just say I love Quincey? He iis just the best, sweet, caring (also very delicate, like the beautiful flower he is) and sooo funny, like when he made the joke about the illegitimate son I laughed so hard. Just wanted to say that.

PleasantPeasant

I’ve never considered myself part of any fandom before, but whew—-I feel like I found my tribe!! 🥰 All of these discussions are so kind & inquisitive, people are NICE here!!! Y’all are so lovely & supportive, I bet Lilydusk feels proud to see these happy, chattering people—all relishing her designs & ideas, in one another’s company. Thank you for your sweetness & camaraderie towards each other, this is where I come for positivity & smiles. ❤️

Alex

Okay this prob a very cheesy idea but I would love to see either in the story or in an AU where Tora has to leave either for his job or something out of town, but it’s killing him to leave her so she draws a poppy on his hand or heart and says something like “There, that way I’m always with you.” I love that so much! Don’t know if it’s too cheesy or not I just thought that would be such a cute little tidbit! ☺️

Angelica P

So I thought about this last night.... Tora wants to trail her 24/7 and he wants to stationed his men around her in case he can’t get to her... Doesn’t that mean he would be exposing her to his world? Like I wonder what he is going to tell his men about her??

draatiinii

Got my receipt today for May I’m so happy let’s goooooooooo

Soosie

💖 I love every episode and how you build the characters... I especially love this episode too 😭 besides the Yakuza things, I relate to all of this is much. So excited for the next! Thank you for all your hard work! It definitely isn't going to waste 🎉🎊

YukinaSuzumori

I NEED THAT ART WHERE THEY'RE HOLDING HANDS BECAUSE IT NEEDS TO BE MY NEW WALLPAPER ASAP. 😭❤

ladyface

The panel right after Poppy says “How about ‘you’re welcome’?” Tora looks like a little kid. 😭

chowchow

I loved this week’s update. I would have died if he took a photo on his bento. Like my man, you need something in your photo album.

Celia Mitchell

Amazing episode. Absolutely stellar. Incredibly beautiful... I'm always amazed at how incredible the story is too.

Irene A

Daymn, Lily. I'm at a loss to articulate how beautiful and divine this chapter is. You've outdone yourself again.

Elsa The Storyteller

I absolutely love how detailed you designed Tora's tattoos. Very realistic ink work. ♡

Nanie

Seeing Tora called Bobby "kid" made me wonder.. Do we know how old they are ? 🤔

Heather West

I wanted so badly for Tora to slowly lean in, press his body against her, and see them melt into each other, but the story telling is even more delicious than that ... I just discovered this MPL a couple of days ago and I am obsessed!

Dana

I just learned that 2 tier dish racks are a thing. XD Thanks for another great episode!

Liga Z

I`m trying so hard not to be bothered that the tattoos are the wrong way round (I wish I never noticed). Still made my screensaver, I`m obsessed cant help it. XD

PixieMuffin

I love how Tora goes in to check on Poppy and wakes her up to say goodbye/tell her to lock up