[nsfw] updates (Patreon)
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i've marked this NSFW purely for the butt doodle, haha. just in case.
no porn here, just a little update for anyone that's interested.
i haven't written about my life, mental health, and plans for a while. things are improving. i'm doing okay. i'm very grateful to the people who reached out to check up on me. <3 i am drawing again, but i'm SO much slower at doing it and posting things online than i used to be. i'm sure i'll find a rhythm in time. i'm fine physically. still often very sad, still processing. still in therapy and it's going well.
i was describing the outfit i ended up in today to my friend and decided to draw it. the filename is "most heinous outfit.psd". that's a shimmery silver scarf, old marilyn manson shirt, and a victorian style slouchy maxi skirt. trust me, i don't know how it happened, but i'm very comfy.
merch shop, website, videos
my plans at the minute, inspired by the poll i put out, are to continue (and ramp up) posting my usual smutty stuff here, i want to continue Infernal Flowers, make a website to properly house everything (this would be easy if it weren't for every standard website maker having rules against explicit content), make some merch (finally!), and make it available online! i'm thinking stickers, prints, and really i'd love to make a physical copy of Infernal Flowers with a cover and maybe some special exclusive smut pages. we'll seeee! any specific requests? at some point i really want to make printed shirts and other more substantial items too.
now that i have a better PC, i'd like to utilize it to make videos. process vids and also tutorial videos. maybe other stuff. no idea! i'm taking my ipad kid status to the next level by starting a youtube. watch this space.
i'm going to a local comic collective meeting this week. hopefully i'll meet some other cool artists, get some ideas and maybe advice on printing, maybe even a nice sense of the community locally.
the next few pages of Infernal Flowers are a-go.
here's something i experimented with, but never posted. i bought a graphic novel/novel hybrid, and it started me wondering how it would look if i incorporated pages of written text into Infernal Flowers, or other comics of mine. ultimately i decided against it after doing some research and seeing that it's considered really lazy in comic culture. that irks me, because i like writing and consider a hybrid a cool idea, but for now i'll avoid it. you can see the page i drafted to try out the formatting.
erotic fairytales
i've also started a little comic project on the side with my partner Miguel, who has written comics in the past. it's going to be cute, erotic, gothy re-tellings of folk stories and fairytales, starting with Red Riding Hood! simple and sweet. he'll be writing it, i'll be drawing. i'll post more about it when more is finished, but i'm tentatively excited. it'll be a webcomic, with a view to having it be printed issues, and then ultimately a collection of the issues in graphic novel format. taking it slow though for now. i really want to draw some wolf-man monsterfucker porn.
i don't know if anyone was waiting around for more Dirge for a Normal Life, but that's on hold for now. i realized a comic inspired by real people in my life, centering on romance, breakups, emotions--all of it was too close to home at the minute and i just felt raw when i tried to work on it. i attempted to rework it but it's just... yeah i have plenty of other things to draw.
lastly, i just thought i'd say; while organizing my thoughts for this post i checked my to-do list, and near the top in the high priority section is just "Glitter". that's it. that's the entire bullet point. i don't remember writing that, and i don't know what i meant by it, but it's definitely an insight into how my mind works.
here's a pic of me hard at work at my desk. improving performance.