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an update part 2 (Patreon)

Published:
2025-04-27 02:29:28
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2025-04-27 02:41:07
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2026-06
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heellooo...eheh...i'm back...!!

missing you lots, but i have faith tmrw will be just fine okay 💙 i may just do both solutions...!! who knows nya...

i'm also gonna do my best to just not check anything that could make me upset on important days!!

tysm for all the love and support, wwaahh i did not expect it...you're the best :D

Comments

Goatfort

What sort of messed up person would you have to be tp send stuff like that AND hold a grudge towards a baby. 💢 One bonus point for next week would be more time to heal. Personally i don't mind the billing cycle.

Neat0 M0SQUIT0

No, you're the best, Commander, Glory to the commander! x50

Fassst

much love zenya, keep your head up! 💙

Blue Cheese

Im glad youre ok <3 Dont feel pressured to do the stream tomorrow if you dont feel up to it. Love you lots have a good night <3

JonJonFE

Feel like i’m repeating myself lol I don’t mind waiting whether its tomorrow or next week Just want you to be in the right mindset Have a nice night 💙

vgboss

Thank you for the little update! Im fine with whatever, but I hope everyone else is fine with tomorrow as well. Please look after yourself. 💙💙💙

Anta

I sent a maro about this like 1? hour ago but since you mentioned it now If possible, if it gets posponed for later than tomorrow then I'd appreciate it if is to friday instead of saturday... I won't be able to join(probably) if is saturday or sunday next week also for time period, the patreon started on the 5th so is 5th to 5th for first day members(me included) so it would still be on the same month period btw aside from that I'm really mad at the asshole tbh... I wish I could hug you right now❤️

Lundarrra

Just wanted to chime in and say that if someone cares about you a lot, they wouldn't do or say things like that person. The world is full of all types, and some you can literally just never win with. It's something on their end, not yours. You're doing your best, and you're making a positive impact on many, many lives. Keep up the good work Zenya, all you can do is your best, and you're doing great <3 As for the schedule, waiting a week is nothing in the grand scheme of things! Take the time you need, we'll be here

Hazz

<3

NEET

it's always always the rotten apples that ruin the fun for everyone, they're delusional, they like the idea of you, not the cute vulnerable baby we all love, the real girl that has feelings, the girl that is kind to a fault, we love the real you, precious little zen, and no matter what we, the real fans, will always be there to cherish you and ravage you, love you little zen, take it easy and hopefully does nasty brain worms will go away soon, an as for time it's up to you! If you aren't feeling it tomorrow we can push it back to next week! no problem, love you, love the little vulnerable zenya, my tiny princess

NEET

I really want zenyas body ouuuh, I'll probably send some lewd messages on maros later

Claymore 155

Your honesty and transparency is appreciated. The person seeking to do harm doesn't realize this is a job, and you need a secure means of income that is not provided by any streaming platform.. partly due to people like themselves. If he had any cognitive abilities, he'd realize he's only opposing opposing himself while harming you. Focus on recovery, and do what brings you joy.

Vic

I really appreciate the honesty. Things happen, don't dwell on it too much for your own sake. I don't mind if you stream tomorrow or even next week. Your feelings matter more than that 💙 💙

ANONYMOUS

Whenever is fine wit me Zenya. Just like the others are saying, I want you to be ok first and foremost. Love you lots and try not to let yourself get stuck in your head it sucks alot. 💙

shadowvais

hi 💙 missing you so much i'm sorry you had to hear something so negative and mean spirited.. you work so hard for us, and you deserve better. try not to worry too much okay? you did your best and that's what counts. i love and respect your commitment to trying to do right by us. you might not be able to please everyone, but you try anyway and that means the world. anytime you are ready to stream is good by me. thank you for the update, it was good to hear from you 😊 i love you and hope you have a much better night. sleep well and sweet dreams 💙

dhjebshnd ahjdjuzjs

Postpone it as long as you need to. We'll be here like good brothers/husbands/ soldiers waiting for our imouto/wife/commander's return

theDeathBerry

Thank you for opening up about this to us Zen, Im so sorry you have to deal with assholes like that. If someone ever truly loved and cared for you they would never want to hurt you like this so try not to let them get in your head to much. Take your time to feel better, any time that's good for you is good for me I can wait for you.💙

Budness

Thank you for the update on things and being so open and honest with us. Don't pay any mind to that person. A real pengoon supports you in everything you do and would never dream of harming you in any way. They don't deserve any thought in your head. And as for the asmr. Im perfectly fine waiting patiently, whether it's tomorrow, next week, or whenever. As long as you're doing better and able to enjoy yourself too. Your feelings matter a lot to us. Please take care of yourself darling 💙💙💙

Underseer

I'm really sorry you had to deal with that kind of message. And it's entirely not your fault. No one should ever be expected to get that kind of treatment. Personally for me, if you need to postpone however long, don't beat yourself up about it. Trying to push through when you're not motivated or in the mood is no fun for anyone.

Jesse Strobel

There’s no easy way to handle a situation like this. I’ve known you long enough to know that you try to make as many people as happy as you can. But there’s always gonna be some that have unreasonable expectations. I’m sorry you had to experience that. I hope you can take comfort in knowing that there are far more of us that love you compared to those types.

Nier♡

We appreciate you so so much, Zen. 💙💙

Sharkington

man... there is so much needless cruelty out there, sorry you had to deal with that. Don't feel bad about having to take some time for yourself after that negativity.

Shade

Sorry to hear you had someone going after you like that. Hopefully tomorrow goes well for you. <3

Skyunai

Sorry to hear that this is happening to you, hopefully this piece of shit gets their karma, I've been a moderator and co streamer for a Vtuber friend of mine (they are male do not worry) and I've had to deal with my fair share of this bullshit, my best advice to you is sort of to just try to ignore it, it's difficult as times, and I still have trouble with it myself, but in the end, it's will be an inevitability we can't make everyone happy unfortunately, and there will always be bad actors, just know that we are here to help share that load don't feel bad about venting to us if you need the help, take care dear, let's fight against the brainworms and evil people together 💙

cringeassnaenaebaby

Billing hardly matters compared to your health. Take your time. If it works better next week, do it next week. Dogshit people out there getting mad for no reason, and I'm sorry one of them is mad at you for nothing. Love you Princess, and please get well.

Vaendryl

haters gonna hate. can't tell you to just ignore them, but I can tell you that a whole lot of people do in fact greatly appreciate all the effort and heart you put in all the content you provide for us. looking forward to your next stream 🥰

ExperTnot

Sending lots of energy 💙

John D

You don't have to make up for anything. Take as long as you need to feel better.

Ike

Man, what a shame. Their loss I guess. No need to feel bad about missing your own stream. Stuff happens, and sometimes we can't control it. I'll be at your stream no matter when you decide to host it 💙 Love you too Zen 💙

Varric

I've said it before but it's super brave of you opening up yourself like that whether it's open maros or sharing vulnerable details like that with us, and how unfair it is of them to hurt you anonymously, a real man wouldn't pull stuff like that. First of all don't worry about the YouTube warnings or reports, we talk about how bipolar YouTube can be but their algorithms do work and will filter out their false reports the more they do them. Second remember if things get bad it's completely okay to temporarily close maros or DMs for a time, nobody is entitled to attacking you in private like that, they don't dare to say that shit in public because their points are invalid and would get picked apart by the reasonable public. I'll try to be there tomorrow night but if I'm not there I'll be there in spirit. All of us here are financially stable and here to provide a good life for our step-sisterdaughterwife in a harsh world and aren't just one month subbers. We wouldn't get mad if one billing month had its content moved to next month whether that's now or in the future, but do try to keep us all in the loop! You're doing well so don't let one selfish arsehole have his way with your feelings like that or you'll be cheating on us! Always here to give you a hug, lots of love and kisses XOXO 🩵

wav

first thing is to stop apologizing. you didn't do anything to upset anyone. if you need to take a couple days or wait a week til next saturday feel free to do that. we're all adults here no one is going to get upset if it's one stream this month. you're doing the best you can. no more worrying about us. take care of yourself.

Space

here's something i've never done before ... i wish you only the best of times . . . .. isbdgfbs gdgfbgb fucking hell thats a reminder i didnt want to have but people will be people......ahhhh .

Simplyrogue

You’re a lovely individual, things happen, take care of yourself first

TheGuyWhoOwnedU

we all love you lots zenya, don't worry about cancelling the stream just take you time and do it when you're in the right head space ❤️

ThermalGeist

Sorry if i say it direct now: Discard the Brainworms and fuck that individual and just pitty him for his loss. First of, you dont own us anything for canceling, yes we were looking forward to it, but we care more about you then gooning(i do and if i look at the other comments a lot do). Thank you for updating us, i was a little worried about you. I want that you also have fun, a good time and are healty, if thats next week then it is next week. If you feel better if it happens today, like to get it of your shoulders or another reason, that is also fine by me. Just do it on your terms and dont think about us, think about yourself first, thank you

wasmuu

I just saw this notification. I was already surprised you were planning on two in one day. Don't let the fuckers win, but the silver lining is you get more time off to recover. Love you baby.

Amadis Anguiano

That was terrible to hear. It's unforgivable that someone is harassing you for this. Recently another ASMRtist who makes fluffy sfw videos wanted to branch into nsfw audios on a separate platform so as to not have that mix into their Youtube channel, and they were flooded with comments from some of her "fans" saying things like "please don't do this" "i'm disappointed" and "this is uncomfortable for me." That ASMRtist at first came off as shy and vulnerable, but when she got those messages people were lucky to see her stand for herself and hold her ground and tell people that this is the content she wants to make and it is her choice to do so - and that she can recommend many other talented sfw-only ASMRtists that people should check out as well, so they don't have to rely on her if all they want is purity. This happens the other way, too. An ASMRtist who happens to enjoy nsfw content and even draws nsfw art for her own desires once in a while has repeatedly and strongly said that she does not want to and has no plans to ever make nsfw ASMR. Clearly stating several times that she supports nsfw communities, and also does not want to use her voice for that. Yet people will still message her with things like "when will you finally break" "you could be so much more successful if you did" "just do it lol" and that is not okay. It's frustrating. And obviously all artists inevitably have to deal with people who want to confront them like this. But it's still wrong that these people do. I'm just glad you have many more people who support you and will stick with you as long as it takes for things to be okay. Artists should get to make the art they want to make. Period.

Wildcucumber

Zenya....im so sorry to hear this happening to you. Please, take time you need to get into the right headspace. You gotta do what makes you happy. You said it yourself, you did not do anything wrong and this should not be happening to you. I know that might not make it easier, but I hope you find some comfort in hearing it from others too. Don't feel bad about postponing a stream, it would not be fun for you it would not be fun for us either. I'm here to support you and I know I there are many others here that are here to do the same thing. Take care of yourself, do what makes you happy and if people do not like it that is their problem not yours. Hope your day was better today, sending you lots of love <3

Minus Neko

My heart hurts to see you in pain... On the other hand, dear imouto finally has antis... you're a real vTuber now (⁠つ⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)⁠つ Jokes aside, I wish I can give you a beeeeeg hug, hug away the sadness... Don't get one-guyed by that person okay? If you must, get one-guyed by me instead. If you ever need to cancel or reschedule, don't worry about it okay? Zenya, I admire your work ethics on wanting to deliver what you promised, but I want you to feel it and enjoy the streams too. I know it's hard enough having to entertain us, you really don't need any more pressure on yourself. Streams that in which you're greedy for me without a care in the world, are the best.