New beginnings and our main quest (Patreon)

Happy June! Can't believe we're already entering into June, of course it's not much different from three days ago, but there's always something about the start of months that either inspire or scare me.

Entering into a new month I have two main quests I want to go for. One is uncovering my inspiration for creating again and the other one - that goes hand in hand with the first one - is taking better care of myself. I've been feeling lost, aimless, and I know that this comes from me not listening to myself or honoring what I need and want. Because honestly, how am I suppose to know what I want to express through art if I'm not even listening? 

I started up this game called Hob, as you can see on the screenshot above - a beautiful game, but I only got to this point until I simply did not know what to do. I was looking for a game like RIME, a game to fall in love with, to lose track of time in and enjoy without worrying about performance. But I quit at this point. I know the game holds so much more beauty, this was just the very beginning. 

It's a reminder for me that letting frustration, fear or impatience rule what you do or don't do can really be a source of not getting to the real good stuff. Like Dark Souls 3 - one of my favourite games now. In the last dlc, in the very last fight, that's where I find my absolute favourite fight and moment of the game! Omg if I would have given up when I was stuck on the Abyss Watchers and missed out on that, or many of the other amazing fights and environments?

I want to see this month as a new beginning and this time I want to open an umbrella and wait it out (or dry the spilled water with a towel) for a chance to see what beauty comes after that. 

What are your main quest this month? What would you like to accomplish that would kindly serve you to grow or feel better? And are you willing to push past those moments when you think you can't do it? 

I believe in you

ALL THE LOVE

~ Joy