i'm baaack, on traaack and ready to snaaack (Patreon)

Hi you wonderful beans! 

I'm just coming back from my break now. I've already talked a bit on Twitter and IG how good it's been for me, how I've been baking, doing yoga, watching Gilmore Girls, knitting, writing and doing a lot of resting. 

I was so nervous about going on this break but in hindsight it's clear as a day that I needed it. The dance I'm about to learn now is to make sure I don't overdo it again. I'm so excited to be back, despite a lot of personal (and global) chaos going on, I feel good, hopeful and happy. So much so I know I could easily run into a wall of excitement. (So if you see me going crazy with projects pls stop me haha (jk it's not your responsibility)).

I like the idea that every challenge coming our way holds one or more lessons for us. It would make sense that it does if it's a challenge right? The friction of waiting on my body to catch up with my mind is my quest right now. I need to practice patience. 

I seem to be getting increasingly allergic to Pebbles hay and because I'm more in tune with myself I notice the fatigue like a brick wall in front of me (which is the most annoying symptom from the allergy imo). I've been editing the Star Spiller video today and the video for my next Skyrim song, during this I didn't notice how tired I was! So I can't help but wonder how exhausted I was before the break but just never stopped to notice. 

Anyway, this is me at the end of the day, still buzzing with excitement and in need of my daily yoga, sending a little reminder to check in with yourself if you haven't already. I forgot how incredibly helpful it is to just sit with myself and do nothing. Just allow the mind to process and sort through what needs to be. Not only does it show the way but it also makes it a lot easier to follow that path.

I'll share more updates on the Skyrim song in the next post, I just wanted to "quickly" check in with you and send a big hug! Thank you so much for continuing making it possible for me to create! You're the best. Like.. REALLY the best. T__T here comes the big hug *HUUUUG*~ Joy