going home (Patreon)

Big celebration time because...

we have, for the first time ever, 50 patrons!! What the heck ;-;

I love each and every one of you! It's truly the most beautiful thing to see how full of love, acceptance and support our community is, and how it grows every day! I couldn't foster our community without you. You make it possible for me to create content and to pursue more dreams (like to one day have those ducks and horses!). I'm deeply grateful I get to live my dream of nurturing the most loving space I could have ever dreamed of. Thank you!

Second, smaller celebration, I'm officially back from my vacation and feel more like myself than I have in a very very long time, maybe ever. I thought I had already come home to myself but during this concentrated time of listening to myself I was able to reconnect deeper. I realise we will, if we let ourselves, learn about ourselves throughout our entire life, and perhaps always have a chance to connect a little bit deeper to who we are at our core, as we continue to grow. 

In a previous post I talked about reconnecting to our true nature and it's proved to be an important puzzle piece for me in this journey. I'm unravelling and listening like never before! Which is sometimes scary and painful, and other times liberating and joyful. 

I slowly started to draw again, read, sing and research topics I'm interested in for the fun of it. I also spent a lot of time off by the water and in the sun. The most important tools for me though, has shown to be yoga and meditation. Oh and thirdly, journaling. That time for reflection and stillness allows me to hear what I somehow already hold the knowledge of. 

In a world where we're always told to do more, I've come to realise I find a lot more fulfilment and peace in doing less. From this stillness creativity is born, ease and even happiness. At least for me! Perhaps you already have a lot of stillness and needs a bit of wind under your wings. Either way, I believe you already have the answers if you practice to listen. 

I'm still figuring things out, but I'd love to go on this journey with you, to figure it out together. This is a large reason why I want to offer free meditations for us to start that process of reflection and create a space to listen.

For now, though, to celebrate 50 patrons I want to share another song I started writing during my break! I'm honoured I have a safe space to share something so vulnerable and special to me as singing and song-writing.

Again, biggest thank you for 50 patrons! Welcome in to my new beans, I hope you will love this space, and thank you for sticking by me to my long patron friends. I value this intimate patron space deeply. 

Lots of love!~Joy