setting me free (Patreon)

I don't even know where to start! ;-;

Letting my fingers play on the keys of my new piano felt like a taste of *freedom*.

It's like I for a timeless moment was able to finally access this missing piece of myself again, a part I thought no longer existed. The piano is, to me, a tool to express myself not just to others but to myself. 

I started to play and write without the pressure of how someone else would judge the song. Tossing genres and expectations out the window.

Like a mixture of jazz and musical this little piece was born yesterday. I believe I'll pick it up to continue writing on it too. 

This was freedom, this was simply *me*.

I feel no worry about what someone else would think because this is fulfilment, expression and honesty. An opportunity to tell a story and connect, with you and with myself.

I'm so humbled and honoured I have music as a tool to practice a sense of wholeness.

Thank you for supporting me to make it possible for me to do this. I love you!

Happy new year my sweet bean. You've done good this year, don't be so hard on yourself, there's absolutely no need to.~Joy