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This was a really fun piece to start off with as a attempt, and I had a pretty ambitious plan! Sadly, it seems my skill is still lacking in many ways.I really put all I had into this piece, but (as its becoming a pattern of late), I feel like I hit a wall again.
The complexity of the pose also allowed space for a lot of tough questions to pop up as I progressed, and I feel I couldn't answer all of them despite trying my best. (Full discussion in this month's process video!)
Looking through my past works, this probably is one of the most detailed - yet I'm still really not happy with how I finished it. I want every new piece to be impressive, but maybe that is asking for too much! I do feel bad that despite your kind support here, my recent work has been inadequate in a way I never really felt before. Maybe I'm just really tired, but I will keep trying my best.I realized this reads like a real downer! But I think it's important to acknowledge bad times as well, rather than putting on a false front, and I hope in some way my struggles can help you feel less alone!