January 2026 holes (Patreon)

Hallo everynyan.. Long time no post..

I feel so bad bc i've been so sick the past week 😭😭and then my shoulder just wouldnt stop hurting the entire time everytime i try to pick up the pen it's actually so awful.. Even though I'm late on delivering everyting i still want to thank you all for waiting for my flop drawings so patiently.. as always I just started treating nsfw posts as anatomy excercises now so pls dont take anything too seriously..

I really miss yapping about whatever but it's just been so depressing cause i really have nothing in my head but complaints and thinking about how cooked i am bc of my chronic pain 😭😭it really feel like ill never draw as fast as i used to before anymore and i can't come to terms with that at all, i keep being delusional about one day ill wake up and my arm and shoulder will magically heal and im back to drawing 24/7 again.. like i know everyone tell me i need to rest but everytime i'm "resting" i just feel so extremely useless cause i SHOULD be drawing rn, i should be working and i should be productive yet im just sitting around waiting for my arm to stop hurting and then when i could finally go back to working and it just starts hurting like crazy again after 30 minutes its actually so horrible.. AND I KNOWWW IF I HAD HEALTH INSURANCE ID GO TO A DOCTOR BUT affordable healthcare in my state is nonexistent and doctors and nurses are just so mean idk its just a nightmare.. ive been feeling so awful about drawing but i still hope you guys like the drawings this time around..

Anyways.. i feel like everytime i yap it's just bad stuff but im just really stressed out and anxious about the webtoon.. but its been like this for months now so pls dont worry abt me 😭😭😭 u guys are way too nice to me im just venting to vent okay.. i treat this patreon like a sketch blog half the time so it's really just me talking to the void and i dont want u guys to take it upon yourself to make me feel better I'M DOING VERY WELL I PROMISE.. thank you all for waiting for these drawings so patiently. I'll post the next nsfw poll this weekend after the new episode goes up, thank you again..!