2/10/26 (Patreon)

Hallo everynyan... long time no talk 😭😭😭

I've read all of your comments and i do feel like i need a real hiatus cause my shoulder's not getting any better but the guilt about not posting is also really bad.. and the comic's nowhere near as far as I'd like so if i do have to take a hiatus i'd have to end it on a really horrible cliffhanger and I DON'T WANNA DO THAT.......... 😭😭😭😭 but honestly there's really no choice left.. i think i can keep up for another month and then starting march i'll take a one month hiatus to work on the comic again.. i wont' stop posting on patreon though cause that's where you guys get the updates.. but the comic is really taking its toll on me..

Thinking back the super long hiatus i took between season 3 and 4 really killed my momentum, i got so used to doing really big paintings and posting consistently that when the new season started my workload basically just tripled in a week, and then i started developing health issues from drawing too much to keep up and now it's all catching up to me.. you guys are just the kindest more understanding community of all time and people have told me they dont wanna see me dying trying to keep up so i'm just gonna take your advice.. i always felt like if i just tough it out it'll pass (bc it worked for me when I was young) but clearly it didnt and the more i try to tough it out the worse my conditions get, i'm really sick of apologizing every post for not drawing enough and im sure you guys are sick of hearing my apologies as well.. i just think there's serious changes i need to make to my life to even continue doing this longterm without losing trust with the audience..😭😭

the hiatus will start in march bc i want to get the comic to a point where it feels OKAY to stop reading but not so boring that people will start forgetting where they left off when i pick it back up again.. I really wish I didn't have to do the hiatus but there's really no other choice and i feel like in the long term this will help my productivity more than me exhausting myself by drawing without breaks.. at least that's waht I hope..

Anyways.. that's all for the yap today, thank you so so much for still supporting my patreon even though i rarely even post anymore T_T;;; i really feel so grateful that there are still this many people interested in my work and what I have to say.. i'm really luckiest person alive i think 😢😢🙏 said i was gonna post a nsfw poll last weekend but i'm still shifting through some prompts so it'll be posted this weekend instead ..! Have a good day everynyan i lav you all mwahwmawham