February 2026 holes (Patreon)

Hallo everynyan!

here's the hole post for last month that i was late for bc i was super sick... i promise im not gonna neglect my patreon duties while im on hiatus and i mean it 😭😭i really wanna get back to the rhythm of posting more often again it's just the webtoon.. its taking all of my time and then i feel like im not being productive bc i havent posted to patreon yet, and i know its an irrational fear bc u guys never rush me or tell me i need to be more active it's literally just all self inflicted mental damage but i still haven't been able to get over it.. but the hiatus is going to free up a lot of time for me so i've been a lot less stressed out lately, thank you..

I've decided to not take nsfw drawings so seriously anymore bc back then it was pretty hard coming up with scenarios where things needs to happen to make the sex makes sense but i feel like sometimes ppl just wanna see my ocs naked and they dont care abt the plot so i should just take it less seriously.. i think im also just weird about intimacy in general where i think ppl shuld only have sex if theyre in love monogamously like look at how long cherie and crush take to fucking get together 😭😭😭 i freaking love slowburn and slowburn sex sm but that type of smut isn't really doable anymore now that i don't have time to do the monthly nsfw comic.. since i really just need to focus on the webtoon right now.

I do want to finish Cherry Crush by this year and then HOPEFULLY i can do cons bc i've been waiting to do cons for a long time 😭😭 hopefully my art will be better then and i can have actually nice merch for everyone.. the only "official" merch i have rn is the cherie and crush plushwonderland plushie and they ARE SO SO SO CUTE but they're not mine.. so i hope the next time i do chcr merch it'll be completely mine and i can take pride in them, it's hard bc i also just heavily dislike my own art and watching ppl spend their hard earned money on my junk makes me really anxious also..

Anywayss.. that's all for the yap today, since I'm on a hiatus officially i can focus on doing the buffers so I've been able to relax more lately.. since there's no weekly deadline breathing down my neck 😭on top of that i could free up more time to do silly art again god i miss painting so much u guys have no idea i genuinely dont feel human if i'm not painting so i'm really excited to draw outside of the webtoon again.. thank you all so so much for letting me take this break i really cannot thank everyone enough, i'll post the march hole poll in a couple of days.. so stay tuned for that! I hope u enjoy my flop yaois and yuris and have a good week everynyan!! I love yamwahmwah!