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Cosy talks with Crunch [Wine] [Update] [How am I?] [Peak into my state of mind] [Cosy] [Sentimental] [Reflective] (Patreon)

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2023-09-14 23:53:42
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2024-05-06 00:11:00
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A talk about things and such.! 🌱The overall tone is cosy but with some serious topics, some light hearted ones, a bit of somberness. I'm going through some stressful mental times, but that doesn't stop me from sharing how I feel my sweet Patrons. Hopefully you can enjoy my rambles, or at least find them interesting. I will continue my packing now, that is if I don't fall asleep haha. Wish me luck!💤❤️

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Dixpourpre

I hate packing haha good luck, guapo! 👍🏻

mochi

This came at a perfect timing :)) I’m about to go to sleep <3 anyway good luck with packing crunchy

Ange

Crunchy, you are a treasure! Come over for coffee any time. Or wine. I hope your head feels okay tomorrow, especially for travel. Maybe we’ll get some Onkel Knas stories when you’re in Denmark? Sending you lots of kisses, my dude. Like, so so many.

Mrs. Dubose

I have Thoughts but I'm mentally spent tonight. I'll come back later with a fresh brain. I do want to say though that listening to this was like the gentlest warm, soft hug. Thank you for this - the talk, the "hug," just being you. You're a good egg, Crunch. 🤍

yellow seong

Hey we have the same bag! I have the smaller one though because I feel like 45L is too big and I can fit in it 💀 For legal reasons, that's a joke but I do think the bigger bag is the size of half of my body already idk 😭 Do you only travel in that? How do you fit everything you need in it??? Crunchy, people can listen to you all day because a) you do have a lovely voice. It is relaxing to listen to you; and b) you're naturally charismatic? That's why people are drawn to you? It is quite sad to hear you be conscious about things because it reminds you of work. It's very similar to what my favourite artist once said: every time he gets on a cab and they listen to music, he tends to naturally think about how the song was produced or how the lyrics were written because he is a musician and it kind'a takes away the enjoyment of just listening to music. I hope you can enjoy more of what you do in your free time without thinking of work 🫶 Still jealous that guys have it so easy when it comes to getting birth control 😤😔 I've said it before (and probably still not the best time to say it) but knowing what you want is hot. I can confidently say my algorithm is confused lately. Because I've been looking specific things to do at the city I'll be in in a couple of weeks but it's giving me must-visit places instead... in Copenhagen? That's too far wtf? 😭 And I've never even thought of the city or even the country? Thanks but I don't need it now??? And same, been wanting (needing?) kisses lately. I want to be kissed and also shower someone with kisses. And long big hugs 😫 So plenty of kisses to you, Crunchy 😗 May we all get our irl kisses soon lol Also, kitty is the cutest omg 😭💛 Take care of yourself! Safe travels 😚🫶 Sleep well and no headaches tomorrow hopefully!

Phantasm Cat

Looks like wine will also be the beverage of choice here for this evening, as a toast for your travels~ WORLD OF WARCRAFT, FUCK YEAH🔥you're the third person this week I heard from about this, and I'm taking this as a sign to probably go back into the game... hmm, maybe... but the situation with that dude sounds horrible, and I'm sorry to hear you had to deal with his presence overall, but you handled the situation well and I highly applaud you for that. Leading on to that, I understand all too well on the brain overworking itself and overdoing everything in its incoherent calculations. Complete ditto. Brain's are absolute shit, and I'm putting it in the best and kindest way possible. I've been through some things in my life that made me who I am today, from all the good to even the worst parts, where the brain can overanalyze everything and rewire what emotions should be felt and what thoughts should be focused on. It's a lot of work to put things back into place, but even that is a challenge in itself. You've done your part in keeping yourself composed, as best as you can, and that alone is enough to be proud of and deserves a pat on the back (along with that pastry you mentioned, because pls that sounds so good 🥺) Thank you for sharing your thoughts and for this sweet ramble/update. This was a nice tag-along to listen to while I try to finish up this fingie hurting project. I wish you so much luck in your travels, sending a multitude of hugs and kisses your way, and wishing you all the best for the future. I'm rooting that everything will work out well in your favor 💙 stay safe, meow meow. (And yes, you can always have a cup of coffee. All warm and ready to go for you ☕️)

CarelessWhisper

I so enjoyed listening to you. You're so lovely. Thank you ❤️ 💋💋💋💋

ECS

The anxiety talk was way too relatable. It can feel so overwhelming and exhausting trying to wrestle with your own body and mind. Sometimes all it takes is one tiny thought to just go zoooooom and take over. This is reminding me to meditate so I'll go do that , but thank you for the update and good luck with packing 🌱

Sophi

I am sending you a big comforting hug. Everything works out in the end even though the anxious brain refuses to believe it (you've probably heard that a million times before aswell). I hope you have a good social safety net outside of the 'creator crunchy'. I totally relate to the "becoming soft but also strong". We got this, yeah... we totally do. Also, I can't imagine someone(s) remembering all the versions of me that I've left behind so long ago. Thanks for this little piece of 'connection', is it even connection? Thank you anyway 🤍 Good luck in your travels and back home.

Acedia

I'm never ashamed to be a nerd, so I'll ask: favorite class? Horde or Alliance? 👀They finally let cows be warlocks and I'm excited. It is such a time sink tho so I've taken a break from it for the time being. I'll cycle back to it eventually. Probably when I have better internet. I'll add more to this later. Night all. * You did the best you could in that troll situation. They thrive off of attention and confrontation, so reporting and then blocking/muting is all you really can do. Sad that you even had to put up with it. But at least you stepped in so no one else who might've gotten even more hurt, had to deal with him. If I was gonna say anything else I've already forgotten it lol. I did just notice the picture of the kitty tho 💙. He looks so smug hogging the suitcase. Ty for the update. Hope the traveling goes well.

Lindsay Graff

I have 0 problems going against online bullies. Or real life bullies. Especially if they're attacking someone I care about. And all of us here obviously care about Crunchy. I'm dead inside, so they can't hurt my feelings. Lol Link me in somehow so I can make them sorry they felt like starting shit. 🤣💯

0

Love, just be well, I'm glad to hear that you're doing well in overcoming yourself, that's our challenge. I hope you are aware that your past mistakes/pains have made you stronger and today you are the wonderful person you are, not perfect, as none of us are, but perfect in bringing peace and tranquility to so many hearts. Recently I thought about this, I don't know you beyond what you share, but from what I can see of you, it's just clear to me that this is your gift (or one of your gifts, I have no way of knowing, right?), you're very good at doing this... Have you ever thought about how many people you've lifted out of sadness, pain, loneliness and anxiety with just your company? It's all recorded, and these and other people can access it regardless of place or time, it's recorded in reality, it's recorded inside these people. About thoughts of destruction, actually I think that's quite heavy and the world is really converging towards that... I try to understand the things you say, I've seen that you like existentialism, right? If I could, I'd love to point you in the direction of studying consciousnessology, because consciousnessology has answers for this, in the sense of making the connection between the ages, and showing the patterns of reality, this involves construction and destruction, it's the cycles of life, you know, like the seasons that repeat themselves every year? They structure reality, they are movements, they are flows, major and minor turns that are repeated in everything, and we as observers are part of that... Who watches and assimilates the same atomic dance that exists in everything? I believe in you too, I know you're making the right choices, be at peace... I think that true peace lies in knowing that we are being our best, regardless of the circumstances, even if it hurts, even if it is difficult, and even if you make a mistake, you are supported in knowing that you are doing your best, and I believe that therein lies the strength of each being, which structures both the physical being, but also the essence that dwells in that being, making it reach more subtle points about living and/or understanding reality.(when I talk about understanding reality, I mean this very structure that we inhabit as consciousness, before each person's personality, but rather the structure that makes this possible). Thank you for sharing the audio, your sweet voice reassures me... I hope from the bottom of my heart that you manage to flow with what you need, and also feel valued in all aspects of your work... And that everything works out for your family... I think there are several points that you've mentioned in general, which would go into discussions about the reflections of our current society, and how it affects our lives, as if it were an attempt to crush us from the inside, so much so that there are many people who are becoming disillusioned... but I don't think it's up to me now... All I want with all this text is to try to bring you a little bit of the peace that you bring to my heart. Now about the world of warcraft, I was surprised by this information >.<, I played wow in the past, I loved the story, I practically enjoyed the pve, as if I were in another world getting to know new stories, I really love the soundtracks... in fact I didn't get to play as much as I wanted, but this is certainly a game that has left its mark on me... ...For a while now I've been thinking, like: aah, how nice it would be if I had a cool mmorpg to play, but the current options haven't worked out for me, and I haven't been able to play anything else. I only have skyrim and terraria on my computer, which are games that I still want to play more, even though even if it's not working out at the moment, I'm hoping that it might... I don't know to what extent I want to go back in time, you know? Like, sometimes I think that my time of playing games has passed, because I don't even feel like it anymore, but something in me seems to want to recover it, so I leave it free to flow one day... If you feel like it (I don't want to disturb your anonymity >.<), I'd like to know which faction you like best... I guess that doesn't stop us from playing both sides, does it? I myself in the past my favorite was horde >.<, I think I have a tendency to side with the "dark ones" haha, but that hasn't stopped me from playing both sides, both the race I like the most are the night elfs, I love their story, but I also really like pandarens and trolls. I'm usually involved with healing, the druids and paladins of heal in wow, and in other games I always look for a healer, the more area healing the better. Take care, have a great trip, everything is already right. 💜💜💜

Amber

I was listening to this while doing the dishes and cleaning, bc I'm actually packing my bag as well 💀 not really going on a holiday, but my sister (she is 46, im 25 🤫) has down syndrome so my mom and I organise every year a small holiday for her and one of her friends. So it's a holiday for them, not for us which is perfectly fine and a lot of fun afterwards. But it's different this year, bc she's entering her last idk stage of life? She gets old fast atm (imagine the mind of a 7 year old in the body of an eighty year old) and it's so hard and confusing to see my own sister like this and just know we're all going to live without her soon (we're with 6 total without any parents). So my mom and I are probably going to talk and argue and cry in the evenings, bc our relationship is difficult. But you know it's okay, as long as she has her own holiday with a friend and lots of fun but damn i am a small, soft and tough girlie. Anyway my plan was to do everything or the major stuff yesterday after work, but one of my friends is packing his stuff bc he has to move and he was not okay. So I decided not to go to work, pack my bag/clean tomorrow (now) and just go and help him. It was nice and difficult bc romantic stuff, fear of being rejected, fear of attachment and a general no space for any difficult emotions (yes it can turn out great, yes we've known each other for a long time but im a borderline/complex trauma girlie and a control freak, I just need some time to sit and feel). But the dishes are done, I only have to fix my car (not bad) and pack the last things and do groceries and then we will go to the pool and I'll sit down and read (bc I got a new tattoo 😎) while my mom has to swim with them hahahaha I like your ramblings, it keeps things in perspective for me. I hope you're doing well and safe travels, have fun on the wow. I hope it will be nice to be with your family again, even though it might be a difficult time. And have fun, or not that's fine as well or a bit of both is also fine. be kind to yourself, you're doing your best.

Songbird 🌿

you’re such a sweetheart Crunch! I hope you know that you are so loved and that you’re a wonderful person <3 and I hope that you’re able to overcome anything that may feel overwhelming to you right now, I know that feeling all too well. But I believe in you, and it’s always important that you believe in yourself too, it’s never selfish or narcissistic to do that! :)) also, I’m listening to this late at night after a loooong day at work, perfect for winding down, I always love listening to your rambles <3 anyways, I wish you the best of luck on your travels and I hope you’re safe and taking care of yourself!

Labrini

Good morning everyone. 🌞 I believe that the kitty is staging a silent protest over your departure, but it does look adorable in the bag. WoW... the hours and years I spent in the game, it makes me feel melancholic looking back at those times. I met so many wonderful people there, and so few of them remain in my life now. Trolls... there's no way to fight or reason with them. It's as if they lack the capacity to understand basic human interactions. I learned the hard way that you either ignore them and go about your business (which was beyond my capacity) or report them to the GMs and admins, urging them to take action. After all, it's a community they created, and they need to keep it safe for everyone involved. It was a mindset that either endeared me to people or made them hate me to the core. The death threats I received in games were quite an experience ^.^ I believe that when people tell you they can listen to you all day, it has nothing to do with your speech being sexual. You are charming, charismatic, and the tone of your voice, that soft rumble, works wonders. Personally, I can't listen to normal ASMR; it drives me crazy. I can't stand it, but there are voices that just soothe my brain, and yours is one of them. I can't tell you how many times I've been working and suddenly hit a mental block. I put on "Hang out with me while I lose a bunch of chess games," and it helps me immensely. Sometimes I'll play it two or three times in a row while working. I won't tell you to forget the negativity or to stop listening to people. How could I? I still carry the baggage from eleven years ago, with random people who knew only a fraction of who I was saying hurtful things. What I can tell you is that from what I've seen of you, Crunchy, you are a wonderful person. A teasing little shit who can brighten many minds around the world. I genuinely hope with all my heart that you will achieve your goals. I don't know how you manage to move from place to place, and I admire your ability to do so. I wouldn't be able to handle it myself; I'm generally a chill person, but if I had to start over again and again, my anxiety would skyrocket. I'm the kind of person who dreams of having a small cabin in the middle of nowhere, preferably high up where I can overlook the ocean. Just me, the waves, and my animals. Oh, and a way for people to visit (realistic dreams, I know). I digress, what I want to say is that I wasn't built for traveling much. I'd be happy to make you coffee anytime, Crunch, but you'll have to tone down that smirk and teasing attitude; otherwise, making coffee will become utterly impossible. I'm not sure if I've articulated my thoughts well, but it is what it is. Many, many kisses to you, Crunch, and hugs to anyone who needs them right now. Ps: For the Horde!!

grey m

you’re so humble you literally have a nice voice fuck off lol

Ellis

good luck with moving!! i've never had to move across countries before so I bet it's stressful but you got this! also the incident with that troll on discord sounds so awful and i'm sorry you had to deal with that but as a trans person, I really appreciate that you called him out and you were also able to stand up to him and for yourself I also resonated a lot with that water metaphor (it was good!) and the whole "lying to yourself" thing was very relatable... i know you said you're still an anxious person but the fact that you're improving and believing in yourself makes me hope that some day, I'll be able to do that too sending you lots of kisses xxxx

agaslumbers

hey crompch, travel safe and wherever you'll end up, I hope you'll have nice time 🌱 and you're always invited for coffee! (the kitty in the suitcase, my heart 💘)

Mrs. Dubose

I can't believe no one has said, "I've got a warm pocket for you. 😏" yet. 😂🤣😂

Pear

Oh snap, the patreon is lit🔥! My only regret is not joining sooner😭. Moving is strenuous but on the bright side, it seems like you’re well on your way to adulting like a pro. You did a great thing standing up to that bully and the world just got a bit kinder with your actions. It’s good to know that people are invested in exhibiting unapologetic compassion. Sending high-fives to the lucky kitten 🐱🍀 and well wishes ✨for your next adventure🧳.

Miss Lilac

Mmmmm a glass of wine sounds so cosy and delicious …

Miss Lilac

I gave myself a healthy dose of existentialism yesterday and today I am enjoying the escapism

Miss Lilac

I ve got a midnight mimosa of sorts

Miss Lilac

I found you on Reddit and I loved how you talked so much, I was over the moon to see you had a patreon

Miss Lilac

I work with a lot of 🌈

Miss Lilac

The trolls love anti🌈violence and it’s disgusting really.

Miss Lilac

Aaawweeee kitten bed . Mine do the same or they anxiously nudge me to get into bed before they settle down

Miss Lilac

Eye contact fireworks 🤤 I used to find some at water parks years ago. Very enjoyable 😏

Miss Lilac

You’re starting to sound suspiciously like my former bf 🤣 Long hair, no bio kids, beautiful voice, deeply profound existential theories(?)…. I know It’s just a coincidence but daaammnnn 😅 Anywayssssss ….

Miss Lilac

I once (playfully ) chased my love with a makeshift duct tape tongue depressor, and whenever I could trick him into opening his mouth, I’d give his doomy gloomies a lecture . ( I gave it an abstract form and named “it” ) It sounds a little sketchy out of context but we both laughed uncontrollably in spite of the existential chaos

Miss Lilac

5 years ago I was trying to imagine goals for myself. I failed to plan ahead at all and I’m a manager which just blows my mind sometimes. I came from nothingness and was nobody for so long. Being somebody is weird and fun and kind of awkward sometimes but I have my own place and my own car and I d have so much fun making you coffee !!! Lollll

Miss Lilac

Having autonomy is probably the only dream or goal I had since kindergarten and I cherish it with my entire soul . I spent a few nomadic years myself and I appreciate it having happened… Anyways I thoroughly enjoyed the rambles . It s more relatable than you might think 🙃