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Hello my loves.

Greetings from a very chilly but beautiful day in upstate New York.

I'm feeling....chilly and hot. Hot and cold. Deeply warm inside but with that "Winter is Coming" vibe. I'm steeling myself for a lot of change, and a lot of shows and work. The Dresden Dolls have a MARATHON coming up: 4 show sin 5 days is a heavy lift for both of us, so I'm trying (and often struggling) to get myself into peak physical and emotional shape for that. My songwriter is fighting with the mom for time. My domestic housecleaner-self is fighting with the person who wants to clean up the patreon, get to the unfinished projects, and clean out my inbox.

Israel and the war over there is weighing heavily on my mind, and my thoughts don't stray far from there for very long. I not only have a lot of people in my life with family over there...but part of this community is there. I've played multiple shows and done house parties in Tel Aviv. It's all kind of hard to imagine. Doing real life feels off-kilter.

I am sending this little prayer out to anyone over there who may need itL: I hope you are okay, I hope your families and friends are okay, I hope you are safe, or can get safe.

This community is here for you if you want to tell a story, share a problem, or ask for help. We are good at listening. But please don't start a political rant. I posted some good wishes to social media and was horrified (but not surprised, I suppose), by the amount of shit-slinging in all directions, I just had to stop reading.

Meanwhile:

Last night, I gathered with 50-60 patrons at our little venue for the second "Private Practice"...where I road-tested some of the new Dresden Dolls songs. I was exhausted and sloppy - Ash's dada has covid and so I've been schedule-knocked on my ass all week with unexpected kiddo times - but it was joyous. It was a patron only show... and there were patrons from ALL over the globe: New Zealand, Canada, Ohio...some people came all the way from Florida and Maryland.

([photo by Dahlia Graham, all the rest by Liz Grammaticas)

The new songs are...I dunno what they are. Everybody else will have to tell you. But I played them, as well as I could, and I took some questions and told some stories. It felt like a beautiful little family. I felt held. Fragile. Weird. Tired. But like...I'm doing my job. I talked a lot about Nick Cave, one of my songwriting/life/art heroes who I saw on Saturday night. We've met before, and I have a deep relationship with his work. It was a good reminder...in so many ways. I have more to say about and share about that...and I will tonight on the webcast. It deserves its own post.

Above is Sarah, ALL THE WAY FROM DUNEDIN, NEW ZEALAND. She didn't travel all the way from Aoteraoa for the show...but she still traveled 3 hours to come.

Here is last night's setlist...complete with working titles. Brian (Viglione), the drummer for the dolls, lands in NY today and we start arranging all of these songs for the band, We'll be playing most of them at the upcoming shows (in NYC, and in California).

Ampersand (from Who Killed Amanda Palmer)

The Bed Song (from Theatre is Evil)

Houdini (new)

Whakenewha (new)

The Truth (new)

Another Christmas (new-ish)

The Time has Come (by request - old old dolls song that we may rework)

The Runner (new)

The Nail (new)

People ain’t no good (Nick Cave cover)

I've written a lot of new "The" songs, it appears.

The new material is so fucking good. It's also so sad. I suppose I don't really have much control over that. I've at least decided to accept that.

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The NEXT Private Practice is NOVEMBER 14th - 6pm doors, 7pm show - FOR PATRONS ONLY. Just me on piano. 

Onece again: at Graveside Variety, 33 Rock City Rd in Woodstock, NY.

We JUST put it on sale an hour ago. Run don't walk to get a ticket, please.

https://afpprivatepractice.eventbrite.com/

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LASTLY....

TODAY'S WEBCAST/WEBCHAT/Ask Me Anything is ON!!!!! Yes, Today: Tues Oct 10th.

5-7pm EST.

It's for $10+ patrons only and we'll talk about everything under the sun. You can up your cap just to attend the Webchat, that's always fine. Stick around in that tier if you LIKE IT.

Go now, RSVP, start chatting. It starts in about 3+ hours from the time I'm sending this.

Here's the link: https://www.crowdcast.io/c/comefor

Leave questions. I'm in a tizzy but I'll do my best.

LOVE YOU ALL.

More soon.

x

a

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Anna Bruce

Fuck Amanda, this is all so wonderful and amazing 🖤🖤🖤

Aimsel Ponti

Even seeing new song titles sends happy shivers down my spine

Anna Mulch

I just want to say thank you for helping me work through some of the darkest shit I’ve had to deal with. Thank you for being there. I love you.

Jacob

The Time Has Come!!! Oldies but goodies do my heart good (still hoping for Kaledrina…)

Robyn Pearson

Can't wait for the December shows. I booked my flight to San Diego! Already set for Berkeley. Hearing Whakenewha last year was an interesting experience for me. It's the first time I've ever personally known the person on the other end of a heartbreak/breakup song (both sides in this case). Phew. 💔

Joy Ding

I love you and how you you in the world.

Tony Ivanova

Thank you for your support words, Amanda. Really hope you will be able to come to Tel Aviv with the show during the peaceful times. And I hope that we will return to the peace soon. Thank god my dog, my future wife and me are alright. We are living in Ramat Gan, near the northern Tel Aviv part. The bombing was very scary, so we decided to go up north to Haifa area to be with our close friends. It's quiet here for now. The news are so terrifying. Love. I would also like to share this song. https://youtu.be/8rhCiVirqWw?si=qCCupfQZUnco2Nud

Lucy

The Time Has Come has been my most recent htperfixation song - I've listened to it probably hundreds of times in the past couple of weeks. I'm so glad it still gets played!

Len Tower Jr.

The new song titles are intriguing ... -Len

Julian Normand

Last night was absolutely beautiful . Now that I know the song titles, the nail hit me 🥹☺️ make sure you rest up as much as possible and know we’re all here for you sending love 😘💙

Dorit

I second this. Amanda, you've been an inspirational pillar of strength in my mind through some tough stuff this year. Thank you for sharing with us so we know we are not alone.

Sunniva Heggen

Hope you're also keeping Palestinians on your mind. They are currently being starved out and killed with no shelters and no way to escape at all because Israel has closed off their way out. This is all happening because of the decades of oppression and genocide from Israel. I'd actually rather you say nothing than only convey empathy with the oppressor. I am not sure I can support you on Patreon after this

Amanda Eckert

That’s the thing that always gets me about autumn, the mismatched feelings fall on the wind and as much as we can, we’ve caughtumn. Truly can’t wait to hear the new music ❤️🍂

Kristin Ryan

I'll do my best to make the webcast. I'm dealing with very deep depression with suicidal thoughts--the first major episode since I was hospitalized and had my brain electrocuted ten times to help me break out of it. My grandmother's cancer has returned for the third time, and even though she's not so great she's still hurting any my mom is hurting. I found out a classmate of mine from grad school passed away last week, and I miss her. I also lost my health insurance and have been trying to get on a plan that I can afford that has decent psychiatric care, and I don't qualify for insurance through work since I'm not full time, but they don't hire full time. I feel selfish and stupid saying all this and feeling this way with what is happening in the world.

Neil P

Just here to say that sounds like a hard time you're going through, and there's nothing selfish or stupid in feeling it or saying it out loud. I hope things change for the better soon.

Coila

I might actually get to participate! My phone has decided it'll play with Crowdcast again.

EmVT

Kristin, sorry to hear all this, sending best wishes to you and your family. I hope you are quickly freed from these difficult circumstances 💜

Christina C.

There is never not going to be shit slinging on social media. It will happen 100 percent of every time. Especially on topics like this. And it's equally hard for us to see it 100 percent of the time. I hope to see more general discussion and activity happening here as Patreon unloads all the changes. It feels like a total safe haven by comparison.

Jeremy Sliwoski

Heading out for a family night so I won't be able to make it, hope all is well, enjoy everyone, pretend that I asked something profound that made everyone nod their head

Dahlia

In a lot of ways the Private Practice shows are even better than being at actual concerts. Tears in eyes multiple times. Israel deep on my mind. Agree it’s hard to focus on day to day when some people are in the midst of their worst nightmares. Love to all who are suffering and all who are scared. We can condemn Hamas and still care about the people under their rule who are in danger and fleeing, and we can stand with Israel and still not agree with every move the government makes. I stand with Israel as the granddaughter of a Holocaust survivor. I stand with Israel because Hamas’ surprise attacks of murder and kidnapping are not justifiable. It’s a Pogrom and it makes me shudder.

Len Tower Jr.

Sharing your journey with us is not selfish. Its wise to ask others to hear & support you. Sad your life is extra hard now. Hoping for the best for you. Best, Len

Len Tower Jr.

I've been sadden by the Palestinians & Israelis harming the another since I understood it as a child in the '50s. There are millennia of conflict & hate in their past. I grieve the injuries & deaths on both sides. Neither side is winning. Both are losing. I continue to hope for peace. -Len

Shiranne

I feel like I can’t wake up from a nightmare. Every day it’s worse news from the people I love. A friend’s son (a peace activist) was murdered in his home. My cousin’s cousin was murdered trying to treat wounded. My friends’ friend (another peace activist) is presumed kidnapped. My family and friends have been sent to the front lines. I am afraid of the loss of humanity that allowed these unspeakable atrocities to exist in this world. I am afraid for continuing conflict, oppression, death. I am disgusted by the inability of some people to contain two things: occupation is bad and ALSO the massacre that took place is completely beyond anything we have ever seen in the history of the region. That absolutely nothing justifies the [I’m not going to even write the things] that were done. There is war and then there are monstrosities. People have gotten so used to the knee jerk compulsion to blame the side that is often to blame that they haven’t bothered to actually understand what took place. And honestly, I wish I didn’t know. I wish I could unsee the pictures and unhear the stories and I’m glad I’ve been able to avoid the videos and you all should too. We can oppose excessive force and STILL be shocked by the massacre on Saturday. We can do all of these things. On top of the constant trauma, it is the bonus awful cherry on top to see the way people are reacting and unable to say plainly: Hamas committed unfathomable atrocities and there’s a reason Palestinians are speaking out against the organization. It’s hard to believe. I don’t really believe it. Please someone wake me up. Please.

Lindsay Hannon

Indeed, people just ain't no good 💔. Yet we persist. Xx

Megan Elizabeth

Said it last night, saying it again: The Runner is stunning. Hit me deeply from several different angles as well as being lyrically and musically just gorgeous. For me, one of your most beautiful songs ever. Thanks for giving so much of yourself despite your exhaustion last night. It was a wonderful evening. Looking forward to coming to another one of these and of course looking forward to this Sunday around the piano with Lance! ☺️

Claudia Rapp

All I can offer is virtual hugs and a deeply heartfelt wish for peace. I also agree, why is it so hard to condemn the extremists and essentialists on either side, and care about the people who simply want to live their lives in peace and free from fear and oppression on either side. The sides really are humanity and inhumanity. So much love to you!!!

Christina C.

It's not selfish. I just lost a friend to suicide a couple weeks ago. Processing his loss with the crazy ass world and also just thinking about whether we could have done more for him. All that to say I am glad you shared and my heart is with you. So many hugs to you. I wish I could give them in real life. 🫂 ❤️

Tony Ivanova

Please, let me know if anyone from your family needs a shelter in the center (Ramat Gan). We have one extra bed in the living room. The mamad is in the building next to us, though. So it's not very calm, but definitely calmer if someone is still in south.

Shiranne

You’re so kind! I’m not actually in Israel right now! 🙃 I’m completely petrified and I’m not even there. My parents and siblings are all in Tel Aviv and Ramat Gan but I’m actually in New Jersey right now. Perfectly safe and still in non stop panic. Lots of hugs to you, nothing is easy right now 💜

Len Tower Jr.

Amanda's smaller shows have always (well, at least since 2006 ;-}}} ) been more intimate & better.