Debating on Taking Down the Solarpunk Video and some insights (Patreon)
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Hey everyone,
Even before this last video I've been feeling pretty down and frustrated about the channel. My thoughts keep flipping back and forth between "make lower effort, but put out more frequent videos" and "make long, high effort videos that come out once every 1-2 months", and the end result is the worst of both worlds.
The Solarpunk video is the result of those two thoughts fighting each other. Originally that video was supposed to be a short quick one about how the aesthetics are not accurate, but then ballooned into what it currently is. The end result is a video that deeply frustrates and pains me. But between not releasing any video for awhile and to keep myself monetarily afloat I had to put something out.
I've been searching for a format of video that works well for awhile, but as you can tell I haven't ever found a rhythm/rhyme to continue in the video series and all of my videos are different because of that. So if you have any loose suggestions on how to switch to a more "lower-ish effort, but more frequent" upload schedule I'm all ears.
Also like I said I'm debating taking down the Solarpunk video, I know that it's not a good representation of the channel and it's obvious that it's actively pissed some people off. Plus the numbers down lie, people don't like it generally. So let me know if you have objections to me taking it down. Just know that my spirits about the channel and video making aren't the greatest at the moment. Especially since I've seen a decline over the last year here and with activity on the channel.
I want to continue doing this, but if more videos end up being like the Solarpunk video I might have to call it quits before I keep fighting for the channel to stay alive when it isn't worthy of my energy.
Apologies for the negativity, but this has been a rough week.
Alan