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Heeeey….You did not click on this.So naughty.Don't tell my ma and I won't tell yours. 🤣Come and join me for your first gangbang, and some v

Heeeey….

You did not click on this.

So naughty.

Don't tell my ma and I won't tell yours. 🤣

Smooches,

Matthew

[Warning: contains uses of multiple-entrances, and some naughty name-calling, but all in hot fun].

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FluffyReads

*sighs* Gawds I've missed this place 🥰

Orphée

Newbie member here, been lurking for a few days. Finally thought I’d comment cos this whole audio was just ✨chef’s kiss✨ 🤌🧑‍🍳

The Velvet Court

This is the one that convinced me to come on here... Sr! This right here! 🥵🤪🥴😵

toweraudios

Thanks for the get-well wishes in the last post! I’m feeling totally better now… Honestly, I was kinda disappointed it wasn’t Covid because I’m seriously feeling like the kid who doesn’t get onto the team. 🥹Why does everyone else get picked and not me!!! 😭😂 I cracked up at all the comments and enjoyed hearing the rural experiences and the country themed songs on the last audio. And wow - the discussion on demisexuality and emotions was so fascinating and actually really precious to me. Thank you! I was especially interested in the various shades of gray and the discussion on dominance and trust. I totally appreciate the difference between seeing a stranger, finding them hot and imagining being with them, and how VERY DIFFERENT that is from if that complete stranger IRL suddenly stripped off all of their clothes and started touching you. 😂 You know, maybe it’s obvious but I think it’s because when fantasising we are already comfortable and safe and in our skin. So we don’t need the process of building trust. And that kind of explains a little of why CNC can be exciting sometimes too right? We are conscious that we are safely fantasising so there’s excitement from imagining the lack of trust and consent. But in reality we need these things - or at least the illusion of them. Like in a one night stand. Obviously they can be amazing, but they usually need other forms of lubrication to make us feel comfortable, right? 🍹😂 And in some ways they’re more like mutual fantasising, too maybe? You’re both living a fantasy that gets a bit more stark in the morning over the awkward breakfast. 😂 Or maybe they’re more like shared self-foreplay, because we probably get more enjoyment about thinking about them after the fact, than at the time, which can be a little nerve wracking - especially if it’s your first time. Okay, maybe I’m just speaking for myself here. But I totally agree with with your point that there’s a huge difference between fantasising about interacting sexually with a stranger, and the careful balancing act that really has to happen if you want to really enjoy it for real. Speaking of which - hope you enjoy the fantasy of a bunch of sexy strangers. Thanks for the amazing thoughts and I hope you can relax into this crazy ass audio!!! It was FECKING HOT to make hahaha.

Raegan Howard

Did I just excuse myself from a family dinner.....sure enough ....you had me at gang bang.....

Maggie Ren

I hope you're feeling better! Otherwise, I'm gonna have teleport to you, tie you down, and force-feed you chicken noodle soup. And you don't want that! 🤣🤣🤣

Daphne

Oh MY, blue eyes! You have definitely caught my attention with this one.

Sdwwd

Ohh I can't wait to enjoy this audio tonight. I've had so much stress lately and I think I'm in need of some boys to ease my mind and take care of me. Definitely agree about what you and others have said about fantasizing. I often fantasize about things that are too intense for me irl but I like that I can still indulge in private. Anyways, it's really late here and I'm sad that I don't always get to read other's comments until a couple of hours later but I hope everyone has a good morning, day or night!

Linda

Oh Matt, I'm happy to hear you do not have Covid and feeling naughty and sexy. To be honest, Covid sucks, I just got home yesterday from the hospital after two days of IV therapy and respiratory therapy I'm feeling much better, not gasping for air.

toweraudios

😂 oh no Raegan! Well, I hope you’re not having cream for desert🫣🤣

toweraudios

Do you sit nakey on top of me while you do it, Maggie? 😃

Maggie Ren

Pfft would that make you feel better? 🤣🤣🤣

Raegan Howard

And that sexy Kiwi is where you're wrong......now I want nothing but cream for dessert....I will just take my leave here and let the inner slut take over for a bit.

toweraudios

Hey Daphne! Caught your body too... Like you’re the main course at a banquet. 😉

Linda

Kate thank you love, my husband woke up in middle of the night to find me gasping for air he practically carried me to the hospital.

toweraudios

Hey Sunny! Hope the stress eases off for you soon… 😌🧘 Looking forward to giving you a bit of an all-over-massage with the boys later! Inside and out! 😂😘xx

toweraudios

Oh, that sounds awful, Linda!! Hope that’s the end of it for you. Let’s swap luck now? Promise? 💜😌😘xx

CaperBelle Audios 💘

Hahahaaaaa! I haven't even watched it yet, just read your note and burst out laughing! Bring it on, Potty Mouth!🤣❤️🦋x

toweraudios

That would definitely ‘ perk me up’ 😜

Meg_just_Meg

I’m glad you’re feeling better! And I’m glad you are also in the No-Rona Club, too 😎😎

Linda

Me too love but enough about me. Loved the farmer market audio, now I must get sheep and a sassy Potty mouth Pete which will complete my life😉

Maggie Ren

Pfft Alright, let me know if you still feel the same after you read my letter and we'll go from there 🤣🤣

ਏFallaਓ

Matt 💜 thanks for commenting on our discussion of demisexuality and bringing your point of view, it was wonderful to see how your mind moves on this and how you brought important points about fantasizing with someone, but also about connection. 💜 Thank you for being this way and thank you for sharing your brain with us - and your voice, and your body and your inspiration. And for sharing us with your friends... anyway hahaha. Oh, I also thank the Belles so much for being so wonderful and for knowing how to guide a conversation like no one else. I could date you all and I would fall in love on the first date. It's a crime, I know, but I can't help it. Okay, let's get to today's audio. Suddenly, I was thrown into that William Etty painting about the angel interrupting the orgy. Except I wasn't interrupted by an angel - thank God. 😂 I'm going to bring a very personal point of view on this, because... well, all comments are a little personal I suppose. But I would never gangbang with strangers, if only there wasn't my partner on my side or someone I blindly trust and have a real connection with. But then you brought - oh, you're such a naughty boy, Matt - a setting within a stable relationship and THAT MADE ALL THE DIFFERENCE. *chef kiss*. My God, I could kiss you for that. Receive my kiss across continents. 💋 I couldn't have gotten into the fantasy if you hadn't brought the comfort and security of your sweetest audios, still countering your layer of domination whenever you bring up a scenario where you're having sex with more than one person. You are dominant, but you still have the care and affection. You have the care and affection, but you still manage to walk in this sexy line about guiding pleasure. How amazing that was. Like a dance. It was so special to live an experience that I had never lived, and I mean to live really, because it was very real in my mind. I liked your friends, but can I say? Nobody moans like you, Matt. Oh, almost a meta audio title - nobody moans in your ear like I do. 😂 I love it, you naughty genius. I won't tell our mums. Please pretend it never happened when you come to my house for dinner. 🤭💜

Meg_just_Meg

I’m binge watching Peaky Blinders and now I can’t not listen to this audio without the Arctic Monkeys version of “Red Right Hand” playing in the background of my mind 🥃🚬

Daphne

You sweet talker, you. 😉

Katie

Hiii! Stopping by to make out before I have to drive home. 🫦💋😘😋 I think I am going to read the comments on this one… and see, I might have to skip. And shockingly I’m not going to share why right now. Anyyywayyy glad you are feeling better. 💜💜💜 Have a beautiful weekend! 🌷🪷🪸🌈💫🥂🌼

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Glad you’re feeling better and I’m one of the only people I know who didn’t get Covid either but I’m pretty happy about that! Have to say the gang bang isn’t really my thing, too many men making noises, my adhd would make me too distracted lol! However, I do like the idea of having that power over 2 men, having them please me both at once. And I still got very turned on as long as I was focusing on your voice. Although the only one I’d be interested in sharing you with is one the other belles! Damn maybe I’m more turned on than I thought I was! 🔥🔥💦🌋🐳

Titania

Omg, holy hotness!!! This cum slut is clenching at every guy's O and it's only my first listen. It is heaven to be the center of all the attention and action, stimulation going up to 11. 😘 TTT+T tonight may include some extra toys and the pattern. Will report back! Love the bi boys! Happy Pride!🌈🌈🌈 I'm glad you're feeling better. I haven't had covid yet either. From what I hear lately, even with vaccines and booster, it's not a "pick me" kinda thing. 😒 My boyfriend and his entire family got it and were miserable last two weeks, including one hospital visit. Please stay well, my dear! Much love from here. 💙💚💛

toweraudios

😂 Now I’m wishing I actually had him on my shoulder saying a few things. This calls for another pirate audio. 🤣 🏴‍☠️

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Oh Linda I’m sorry it hit you so hard! Sending lots of positive healing vibes your way!

Niamh

I totally didn’t click this on purpose, it was an accident I swear! But now that I’m here I might as well listen 😉 Why is the idea of you watching me get fucked almost as hot as the thought of you doing the fucking 😅 You’d have to coach me through it though with the promise of you finishing me off, I’m shy enough when there’s only one other person involved 😂 Glad to hear you’re feeling better!

Titania

Great point about how the stable pre-existing relationship made the scenario work. 💙💚💛

Dawn

I'm not even sure what to say. I'm just sitting here eating ice cream and I only missed my mouth about 4 times... I feel quite filthy in only the best way. 🍆🍆🍆🍆🍆🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Oh thanks for the reminder about Peaky Blinders! Guess I’ll be binging on that myself!

ਏFallaਓ

Titania, yes! It was so believable and real that I didn't even understand where I was, I just know I was obeying and agreeing. It turned out wonderful! 🤭💜 Kate, protectiveness! That's the word I was looking for. He could just moan that it would be great, couldn't he? I hate how much his groan breaks any trace of rationality there is, especially the final groans. 🦋

Raegan Howard

Also now that I've listened to that whole thing where the hell did you come from? How does your brain right such beautiful sensual poems and then turn around and touch on a little of everyone's fantasies. you seem otherworldly I really hope in real life you have game like the last audio and are a sweet as the sheeps and as dirty as you are in this one. You sexy Kiwi are the whole goddamn package. And I hope someone worships you everyday and if not I fucking volunteer as tribute!!

toweraudios

“ and for sharing us with your friends…” 😂 well, I’m sure our mothers would forgive us, but imagine the lecture we would get. 😜Thanks for introducing me to the Etty painting! Only your angelic brain would link this filth to something so beautiful😜😘. Seriously though, it’s very disturbing and sexy at the same time. I can’t believe I’ve never seen it before.

CaperBelle Audios 💘

So glad you're feeling better, I certainly am!😍 From being protective right through to being a bossy boots, you were seriously hot in this! And the sweet ending! Maaaaaaaaat.....🔥😍❤️🦋x

Venusinaphrodite_

Sir when you whispered “now fuck that cock.” And we get to play with friends!🥵 it just kept getting progressively hotter and hotter. Like no matter how sexy I thought a moment was you upped it immediately after. “Say thank you to the nice man” I think I’m dead. All the names. And I get a reward at the end💦 Sir you spoil us.

Dawn

Ok, I'm a little more composed now. No...no I'm not. Dammit Matthew sooooooo 🔥🔥🔥

Deanna Tyson

I have been totally waiting for this one here. This is my new favorite audio because well…..it brings back A LOT of……memories. Damn I wish I could be in my freezer because it’s definitely called for. Matthew you beautiful genius man!! 😘👍🏾👍🏾 Tomorrow starts another chemo session and this go around has me all sorts of messed up. Moods have been high, appetite low, and energy like flatlined. I wish I could have all of you with me because I could really use a hug. 🥺☺️ Keep me in your thoughts. Thank you all so much! Have a great weekend. 💜💜

Dawn

More than hugs for you D.💜💜💜💜

toweraudios

Hey Meg! 💜 The Nick Cave and Bad Seeds song? Imma listen right now. I can imagine it already. 😃

Venusinaphrodite_

A whore haven🥰 I want this but where to hang it🤣

Linda

I agree Jenn, too many distractions...lol. Two men has been a fantasy, wondering if I could convince Matt to join my husband and I😏 Hubby has a sexually adventurous mind he may be up for this boudoir activity😏

Niamh

Sending you all the love and support Dee 💜💜💜

Titania

Hugs for you, and fortitude. 💙💚💛

MsBunny

Maddy Baddy certainly earns the title (*fuck daddy) and also strangely the perfect gentleman. Making us free to be dirty, precious, and protected. Which we all know that cocktail is the Female Viagra. Finally Anal… perfect no notes just the sighs of orgasmic appreciation. Also I’m going on vacation would you like me to bring you something back. Would you like something to wear or something to eat. My pussy is unfortunately attached to me so it’s unavailable. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🐇

Venusinaphrodite_

Coming in with hugs🤗 freezer might now be safe with this one🌊 but then again I bet that’s a popsicle flavor Matt would eat hehehe

toweraudios

Hey Katie’s cleavage. 😛😂 Let me know when Katie. Cleavage. Katie weekend. Have a. Good. xx

MsBunny

All my love and prayers I love you and you are my sister 🖤🐇

MsBunny

😂😂🖤🖤🐇

Maryj

This was everything I didn’t know I needed & wanted 🥵🥵🥵

Deanna Tyson

Popsicle flavored 💦💦…..not gonna lie I’d probably eat it too🤣🤣🤣

D

Sorry, Matt. I made a short attempt but even your sexy trusting voice, talk of protecting, and listening from a distance outside of the scene this was too much. Way too many triggers and I refuse to let sexyworld feel unsafe. Hope it brought joy to those who this got excited. Love that you're bringing all the options for everyone's tastes. Happy weekend everyone! Forgive me for hitting stop Matt... it was the best choice in order to be able to come back. 😘💜🤗

Pisces Queen

What up,what up, WHATZ UP TOWER PEOPLE!! PQ IS BACK IN DA HOUSE😝🤣! Well, well, well! I was not expecting such an exciting Friday Audio rendezvous with Papa Tower🧔🏻! Mon Dieu! What an incredible welcome back from my hiatus from the Tower! So many changes, updates, a new logo, new merch!  I feel like Tom Hanks in Cast Away...WILSON!!! I am lost and confused to the new changes but greatful to have enjoyed my time away from The Tower! LADIES - BELLES!!!! I have missed all of you and your banter lol 🤣! I need the 411, the 🫖 on all things the Tower! But for the Mystical, Magical, The Wizard of 🐓 - what a wonderful dreamy delight of all my favorite things packaged into a very very short audio piece. You do realize that this type of encounter goes on longer right???😳🤔😏 I was actually upset that it was not longer but ...you know...time constraints...editing...getting the right sounds and all (which was fantastic and all - I swear I heard a Chocolate man in the background which was hot to hear) and all the other naughty gents waxing off on the listener which was fantastic 👏🏾! I have a new kink - a really messy face with lots of 💦 and just smear it over my make up! Lol 🤣 Now I have 2 months and a bit of audios to listen too but I will take my time, just like a good wine and chocolates, I will savour each one 😋🥰😍!

Dawn

Is there a sign up sheet to participate in group activities like this? If there is, could you email it to me please.

Venusinaphrodite_

AHHHHHHHHHH you beautiful Queen you you’re back😭😭😭 I heard that “yea” too lol

Venusinaphrodite_

Baby is my favorite besides kitten and cumslut. Balance lol

ਏFallaਓ

May my hugs can travel to you and squeeze you really tight with all the love I have in my heart. 🫂😘😘😘

toweraudios

Jenn! Linda! 🥵 Ooooh, I would love to be your unicorn for a night. 🦄 That’s super hot. Audio waiting to happen. Also, tell me which night I should stop by… 😉

ਏFallaਓ

PQ! Hey beauty! I missed you!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰

CaperBelle Audios 💘

Hugs, much love and extra strength winging their way to you!❤️🦋x

Ann

Hello PMM I have to tell you that this weeks pattern was worth the wait. I got home from work, sent a text to my daughter telling her that if she was going to stop by to do it later as I am so exhausted I just have to take a nap. Yes I lied to my daughter. I couldn't very well say Hey Isabel sorry but could you come by later I really really really need to try this Lovense pattern out and get off one or two times. Bravo! That pattern was awesome. I listened and played the pattern with Nora and it was super. I prefer Dolce so I switched out and listened and ran it through again. EPIC! I think I am getting more and more sensitive. I am not one for making noise but this was an audible "Oh Shit" one and a few "F*ck F*ck F*ck" out there. The swirlies at the top around the 3 minute left mark are so perfect. Yep EPIC. Then I moved back to the Dirtiest Dirtytalk pattern which I have to say is still my all time favorite. Oh wow. This was a super wet one. Which I secretly love and mentally say F*ck you Rich you dumb a$$ even though I really should just let it go. It is kind of strange sense of pride that comes over me when it is so messy. Matthew if you cock was in me I promise you would have felt the flood. Thank you! The audio was super. I can't imagine one person touching me but multiples 😨 I loved it. That is what fantasy is about right? Allowing our mind to enjoy something that perhaps may or may not be enjoyable IRL. Probably it would be after a couple of drinks and about 50 hours of intense therapy. I loved it. The care. The protectiveness. The freedom. The bisexual part.🌈 was a perfect touch. Everyone enjoying everyone. Nice. The audio and the pattern are gold! Wait make that PLATINUM! 😉

Linda

Sending you gentle hugs and healing thoughts🤗💜

toweraudios

Oh I keep forgetting it‘s US Pride month Titania! (We’re in Feb). Happy Pride anyway! 🌈🌈🌈 Next month I’m planning something bi-curiously fun btw! (And totally, I’ve had the triple vax, but I know others have too and they’ve been hit more than once still. It’s the weirdest thing…) I sooo hope you enjoy TTT!! 💜

ਏFallaਓ

Oh, I was missing you. 💜

Pisces Queen

Best Cross Stitch Ever!! 🤣🤣🤣

Ann

Thank Falla. I was in a weird space with little mental bandwidth and loads to do. I lurked a bit but just didn't have the energy to engage. I missed engaging. I missed everyone. YOU KNOW! 💕

toweraudios

Haha 💜 Niamh - I totally thought one or two people would feel that way and that’s why I promised to talk about it again later!! I really think it would probably be the kind of experience which would be less fun in the moment than it would be to dirty talk about for the rest of your life. 😅🥰😘

ਏFallaਓ

I totally understand this. I'm just glad you could have a moment for yourself. You also know, sweetheart. 🥺🫂🥰💜

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

C0ck-hungry h0e-bag roleplay! 😍😍🥰 Gah, I love how you’re kind of bossy-yet-caring in this one. When you mentioned the bi boys, I melted a little. My pansexual a$$, of course I’m a sucker for some gay stuff. 🤤 In my imagination it might be a bit more than just hand stuff the bi boys do to each other. Hehe. I would also want to take you all one after another to punish my pu$$y nonstop for like an hour until I can’t take it anymore. 🥴 I’m tough. I’m glad you’re feeling better. Use that mask, please! I couldn’t bear the thought of you being seriously ill. I think one of the things health officials should remind everyone is that long-COVID can make your d!ck not work. 😬 The world needs your precious peen. ❤️❤️❤️

Ann

D I appreciate the fact that you hit stop when you needed to. Good for you! "Hope it brought joy to those who this got excited. Love that you're bringing all the options for everyone's tastes." That was so sweet and so understanding that everyone here has their own personal likes and dislikes or uninterested. Thank you for expressing this. There are so many other audios to re-listen to and enjoy your very safe and perfect sexy world. 🤗🤗

Ann

OMG PQ!!!!!! I was thinking about you the other day. I am so so happy to see your post. I have missed it. BEST DAY EVER!!

Ann

I would like it to just to look at it and dream of signing up. So me too!

toweraudios

😂 Someone has to make one with a cute little Belle on it… 🔔

Pisces Queen

Hahaha! Seriously...where is the sign up sheet posted? What day and time are try outs 🤔! Do we have to come up with a routine for our audition? I love to choreograph exciting performances 🎭 😍 🤣🤣🤣!

ਏFallaਓ

Kitten. Babeeeee. Angel. 🔥

Deanna Tyson

Thanks everyone🙏. Hmm I don’t think Ben and Jerry’s would promote that ice cream flavor either. 🤣🤣

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

I don’t currently have a man to join but as long as Matthew is involved I’m up for anything! The more the merrier?! 😂😂

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

And Matthew any time you want to cum I’ll be there for you! 🌋🌋🐳

Ann

Sunny this place is so good for stress management and umm....release 😏 I hope things ease up a bit for you.

toweraudios

Kelsey, I’m so glad it just went up and up in heat! 🔥 🔥 🔥 And ‘baby’ huh? Well well well… okay then 😏

Ann

OH UGH Linda I am so sorry. Keep your spirits up! Hope you feel real good soon!

toweraudios

I feel this was a success. I might have an extra drink tonight. ☺️

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

Hmm I know how to stitch, may need to make this with the belle on it! 😂

Eternidad

Heey Matt! I wanted to know what shirt size you wear😊

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

I’ve been thinking about you daily when I send the healing vibes out in the universe. 💜💜💜

Eternidad

How did it go with your sore throat? Hope it's okay🍵🍯

Ann

Jenn gosh I hate the fact that you would have to go it alone with Matthew. It wouldn't be right of me to let such a horrible situation come to pass. Let me know when I and I will be there to assist. 😏

Ann

Enjoy you TTT+T I am all for the extra T in the TTT. 😉

Ann

I am going to agree with Matthew about the less fun in the moment comment. Seems like a lot of work to me but the fantasy is nice.

toweraudios

I really hope these words of support and virtual hugs count for something, Deanna, because they’re heartfelt! I want you to get better so bad - I know we all do. So hang in there, wonderful. You’ll get through it. 🫂 And, well, sounds like there’s something sexy you’re not telling us. It can wait until you’re feeling well again but then you better share! 😆😘

toweraudios

Yay - I knew you’d like us knocking on backdoor, Bunny!😅🥰😘 Vacay!! Did I miss you say where?? A postcard would be amazing! xx

Ann

Numb means harder and I like harder

ਏFallaਓ

I feel like I need to write a comment that isn't necessarily related to this audio, but an epiphany I had that I wanted to share before I went to sleep. 😴 Well, I particularly like how Matt's audios give us a chance to experience things we didn't have and make us know a little more about our needs. There are experiences that you can risk in real life and then even regret having done it and I think that's part of life, take risks, but then the audios come in where you can listen to it (and feel safe) and have a little real-life experience depending on how far your mind can go (mine travels a lot so I'm always there when I listen). I know that audios don't replace the IRL experience, that's not the point, but it can bring you a glimpse of curiosity and leave you more open to live something "maybe I can try..." And not just in relation to the bolder audios, but even the romantic ones, which can arouse a deeper emotion inside your heart and make you want to build that love and that energy to something (regardless of whether it's a relationship or even your daily job or people around you). Anyway, I wanted to say that I've been here for almost a year and I'm still surprised at how the audios echo in our minds and make us create internal dialogues, awakening emotions and making us more aware of ourselves. Thank you for your beautiful work, Tower. Belles, it was a pleasure to be with you here once again. 💜

Venusinaphrodite_

Matthew…Sir…please go easy on me(crosses fingers behind back)

Ann

Loads and loads and loads of hugs!

Lavender Belle (Jenn)

I’m thinking he has plenty of 🐓 to share. And I’ll bet he won’t be complaining! 💜

Dawn

PQ all I can see is me in my old cheerleader outfit trying to do a routine now 😂😂😂😂

toweraudios

Dearest Maryj. It is my greatest pleasure to have extended your list of kinks. 📝Love, potty mouthed Pete 🦜😘xx

toweraudios

Hey D! Yes, absolutely pleeease protect sexyworld!! It’s a new day on Tuesday, and it will be much more me and less of this guy 🦜promise! 🥰😘xx

MsBunny

*Lucy 😂 😏 Well how do you think my tail is so fluffy? 🖤🐇

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

It’s awesome that you had the introspection and emotional wherewithal to put up a boundary for yourself, D. If you don’t feel comfortable listening to a certain audio, you should never feel bad for hitting the stop button. 🤗❤️

D

Thanks, Ann. I always like to try to appreciate the art. I truly want everyone to have something they enjoy. I may step away for a little while. 💜

Ann

Gosh you are straight on point Falla. I have been also thinking about fantasy and IRL lately. Ha ha I am going to admit that one thing I am not happy about it that I am alone. I have been alone forever. Yes I was married but that doesn't count because I didn't want to get married but ugh parent and pregnancy and stuff. Anyway I am tired of doing everything by myself. I travel by myself, I shop by myself. I play with toys by myself. I just think it would be nice to have someone to do things with . In august I am going to Kentucky to present at a large conference and I got to thinking and remembered Matthews audio about the escort. No I am not hiring one but I thought about it. Not for sex lord I have way too much work to do still with body positivity. I was thinking it would be nice to go out to dinner or go to a social at the conference but with someone. I won't do it because I won't plus I don't have that kind of money but I thought about it. Would I have thought about it before being here....pretty sure the answer is no. I am happy that the audios awaken all sorts of things in us. It is just really cool and to a certain extent freeing. Love you Falla! but you already know that 😉😘

Patti

Hey, Matthew, I’m so glad you’re feeling better, and that it wasn’t COVID! I’m one of the only teachers in my building this year who hasn’t gotten it, and while some came through with practically no symptoms, my principal was hospitalized for weeks. This audio wasn’t for me. It took me a while (and almost two pages of writing, woof) to figure out why, which I will post as a comment to this so that no one has to read that mess who doesn’t want to. I will say that I really appreciate the aftercare part of this (did I detect head scratches? Those are my favorite!). And, because I don’t want you to feel unappreciated, I will break my usual “euphemisms only” rule and tell you that I listened to the farmers market audio on my way home from work Tuesday. Usually it takes me a while to turn off my very non-sexual teacher brain and get into a more sexual headspace, but that was not the case on Tuesday. Listening to you describe coming all over my body, I kept feeling electric shocks flash through my nipples and down my spine into my clit. I imagined you rubbing your come into my nipples. I imagined you catching some of the come you jetted onto my pussy lips with your still-hard cock and thrusting it into me. It’s a 30 minute drive, and I listened twice. I had completely soaked through my panties by the time I got home. …I can’t believe I just typed that. Next week I’m back to discussing the weather.

Patti

Let me just preface this by saying I’m sure this worked for a lot of you. I’ve been trying to figure out why this didn’t work for me. This is something I do fantasize about; I’m not sure if it’s about being used, exactly, but it certainly has to do with being the object of intense and widespread desire. (There really feels like there’s a dirty joke in there somewhere about legs being widespread, but I’m too distracted to see it. If anyone else finds it, let me know.) In real life, I tend to be less “object of desire” and more “person everyone’s boyfriend is excited to hang out with while waiting for their girlfriend to finish doing something”. I am an EXCELLENT third wheel, but at this point I’m not sure if that is a boast or a lament. So I think, for me, this fantasy is about power – the defiant insistence that I am sexual and will be treated as such. However, this is a fantasy that can only live as fantasy for me. I don’t know that I would label myself as demisexual, but I know that attraction doesn’t happen for me without knowing a person. Partly this is because I have trust issues. But mostly, this is because what I find attractive is finding someone interesting. I hate being bored, so I like people who are smart, and funny, and can teach me something or challenge me to see the world in a new way. Looks don’t matter much to me in the grand scheme of things. (I’ve often thought that if my sexuality were to have a theme song, it would be “Brain” by N.E.R.D. “Do I really even love you? Or do I really love your…. BRAAAAIIIIIIIIIINNNNN??”) Matthew is interesting. I know that a distinction can and should be made between audio fantasy Matthew and actual real life Matthew (and let’s face it, I write the dude one-way pen pal letters, so my perception of both is probably at least half imaginary friend) but it feels like there is an authenticity to what Matthew produces because there is a consistent sense of who he is as a person that comes across over the body of his work. (Insert your own “I’d like to be the body of work he comes across” joke here.) He likes statistics and dad jokes. He turns poetry analysis into erotica and has meta rambles about fantasy. Without those things, I wouldn’t find any of the rest of his content sexy. He also obviously cares about consent and boundaries. He respects women in general and the individual Belles in particular. Without those things, I wouldn’t feel safe enough to want to be erotic with him. Because that’s what this is for me, right? This isn’t just fantasy as fantasy, this is fantasy with Matthew, specifically. Or at least, the idea of him. Which brings me, at long last, to why this audio didn’t work for me. First, hearing other male voices was really jarring for me. I was like, “who are these people? I don’t know them.” Second, the lack of story set up made this feel like porn to me. Usually Matthew sets up the scenario more – “hey, Babe. Remember how we were talking last week about our wildest fantasies and you brought up the idea of a gang bang? Well, I called some of the guys and…” I know some people caught that this was within the context of a loving relationship, but that wasn’t apparent to me the first time through. (I ended up turning this off and restarting several times.) Third, I really don’t like being called a slut or a whore. I don’t ever want to feel bad or judged about what I like, especially sexually. It always feels like a violation of trust to me – like, I’ve trusted someone with this really intimate, vulnerable, secret part of myself, a part that I might not be wholly comfortable with, and instead of the safety I need to feel in order to experiment and enjoy I find shame.

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Mona! 😂😂😂 That made me cackle loud and now my fiancé is staring at me confused. I AM tough. Tougher than people seem to think. People seem to hesitate when I say “harder” or “deeper”. I say what I mean! 😈

toweraudios

PQ! 💜Welcome home! 🤗🏡 . I’m excited for you to hear and read what we’ve been up to. There are some new friends to meet too! Fill us in on your adventures too huh? 🥰 What has been shaking?? (And yes there was a big sexy ‘man of chocolate’ 😉 in the audio!!) Love, Papa T 😂xx

Venusinaphrodite_

Dawn I’m voting for the cheerleader outfit👀

Venusinaphrodite_

Lovebug I can’t wait to reconvene later about the pattern. My sister is here this weekend and as close as we are I don’t know if she’d appreciate my assessment😂

Eternidad

I love every type of bread 😁 It's kind of hard to choose a favorite but I suppose I can say these ones: baguette/brioche (French), pita (Middle Eastern), matzo (Jewish), soda bread (Irish), scones (British), pan sobao (Puerto Rican), spice bun (Jamaican), sponge cakes (Chinese/Japanese), roti (Indian).

Dawn

Isn't the new term for gang bang called reverse harem now? I imagine that with hot nakie men fanning me as I lay on a feather bed eating grapes (or kiwis) 😈

Lisa xx

I'm a silent enjoyer this week, but love it nonetheless. Take care y'all! x

ਏFallaਓ

Ann, I think it's amazing that you want to date and my God, I'm happy for you whether you take that step or not - I have to tell you I'll be proud of you for even thinking about it! 🥰 I love you so much! 💜 I'm in a slightly opposite phase to this one, I'm so comfortable in my solitude that I don't intend to get involved in a long-term relationship so soon. But I do build this love in my work, family and with my friends (I feel that I'm always more lovely to everyone around me after Matthew's romantic audios 🤣). But it's the most beautiful thing about it, you know? Not to mention that I noticed that I'm mean to myself sometimes (my body and obligations) and Matthew build this kinda love almost divine and it's making me love myself more. Does that makes sense? I don't know how to explain it. But it's truly an amazing job he does. It's something inside and out. And I'm so glad that I have you all here to share this thoughts! 💜

Alaina

This is the type of fantasy I have thought about before but could never ever follow through on in real life. And baby thank you for giving me something to go back to when I’m feeling I need this type of manhandling. So. Fucking. Hot.

Venusinaphrodite_

Totally side topic but your poem yesterday inspired me so here’s that. Sometimes I’m afraid To see what is illuminated by the light What will I look like Bathed in the brightness of you My hand shields my eyes Blinded by your sun Watery and vision blurred Filled with suspense At what lay beyond the safety of my fingers But… What if when I look I’m not broken anymore If the shadows aren’t there What if it’s just scorching white And gentle breeze And quiet whispers What if It’s just warmth What if… I take a shuddering breath And drop my hand But more importantly here’s some poetry by Michael Faudet https://ibb.co/4tnRNKw https://ibb.co/d7NQf3Z https://ibb.co/XLPPbY3 https://ibb.co/PgLJHyX https://ibb.co/SvfYBkh https://ibb.co/RjrzC2L

Deanna Tyson

You all are amazing. Yes there are days when I just want to give up because I’m just so tired and I really didn’t want to do this again. But I got a lot of support and people depending on me. So I’m still fighting. 😁 And yes when I get better I’ll tell you the story. To hold you over, it involves a dungeon, Dom/sub training, and a bunch of swingers. 🤣🤣

ਏFallaਓ

I love that your talent take a flight and lands straight into my heart. ❤️

Ann

Oh ugh! Date? Not really but I guess i would sort of have to in order to find someone to do stuff with me. And by stuff I mean travel etc. Sigh it would be easier to hire someone. 🤣

toweraudios

“… You would have felt the flood…” 🥵Damn. I need another dirtytalk me audio. I actually felt that! Ann, I’m glad the pattern is hitting! And haha - if only Isabel could know how fun you are with us! 🤣 😘xx

ਏFallaਓ

Oh, that's beautiful too, Ann. ❤️ Having someone to travel and do stuff. It's great too!

toweraudios

Kelly! 💜Your mask is no doubt the reason I’ve never caught it… Take a bow! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 Is that true about malfunctioning mobies? 🐳 In that case I change my mind. 😅 Yeah no thanks… 😂

Ann

Kels you know that calling me LoveBug is like my kryptonite. So nice. Dee thanks. work school is out next week. new term for personal school but all good. Things are calming down a bit. Oh wow now that I have thrown that out to the universe. Duck incoming! 🤣🤗 Mona. you crack me up! I got it. 😘

Venusinaphrodite_

Falla thank you I love you!!! You always inspire me and my romantic heart💜

Venusinaphrodite_

Luce I have been binging it😍 I’m gonna look up the books!!!

Katie

Falla. MY GIRL. 🥰💕 Matt 💜 Cleavage says hello! 🤭 I like it when your words get mixed up. I will have a good cleavage, thank you! You have a nice thought thinking of all my favorite cleavage related activities. 😘 Good. Have. Too A. You. 😉 MONA- DA FAQ YOU BEEN? I have been missing you. 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕I made that sound super dramatic… idk it’s a long story. 😳🫣😬 BUT you do know me well enough to know that, yes, I do find that funny. 😂 Now, you needy little tart…what can I do for you!?🤭🤭🤭

toweraudios

Hey Georgette! Please do not spoil me with anything expensive. It’s funny you ask though because I just had my measurements done for a new jacket yesterday. Which I am so gonna model for you when I get it cause it’s like… well, you’ll see… 😜Anyways, I’m Chest - 105 cms - Waist 88cm - Shoulder- 50cms if that helps? Probably not cause metric!!! 😂🤣

Katie

Home is where the whore is?

Venusinaphrodite_

Yay thank you!!!! I’m just gonna have a library of erotic poetry one day I think🥵

toweraudios

It’s all good now, thanks! I had this weird thing I’d never had before where it was sore and tasted like I had swallowed metal… 🤷🏻‍♂️ But all good now… 😁

toweraudios

Oh! I love how you can mirror each other a little. The bit at 1:35 in the first link 🥰!

Ann

Beautiful!

Katie

Falllllllaaaaaa I can’t read this because my brain is soup but I will and I love you.

toweraudios

Falla - that’s so cool to hear, and you know the reverse is true too, right? Having you listen and respond means I also get to try new things out, so I’m living and learning in a safe space with each new audio too. I like what you said about taking risks and the possibility of regret too. I’m trying to think if I’ve ever regretted experimenting or trying something out sexually - either IRL or in fantasy. Like not an ‘oh well’ kinda regret but a real regret that stays with me. And wow - I actually can’t. That makes me wanna live more hahaha. 😂

toweraudios

Crosses fingers behind back, while face down on the bed, legs up, ankles tied, waiting for a pair of hands… 😏

Pisces Queen

Bonjour mon aimees! I am happy to be back! I was quite busy dealing with a number of things (Work life and Personal life stuff)! I look forward to catching up on everyone commentary from previous audios! It is nice to be back. I have new tales (of course 🤣) but I have changed quite a bit but my humor is still here! On with the show! Also hello to new Belles/Beaus and Unicorns 🦄! I MISSED YA'LL 😭😭😭!

Venusinaphrodite_

I would hate to have a spreader bar at some point also🤞🏼

toweraudios

Patti! 💜 I’m out of time today but I’ve just read your incredibly lucid and thoughtful comment here which I suspect is going to stimulate a lot more discussion from everyone (me included). Thank-you so much. I’m pretty sure this won’t be the last you hear from me about it. 🥰😘xx

Patti

Falla: There have been times this week when it's felt like you were living in my brain. You take all of my half-formed thoughts and emotions and turn them into insight with clarity and grace. It is a pleasure and a privilege to see your posts here. Ann: I've missed you! I've been thinking of you -- I hope you're surviving the craziness of the end of the school year. I'm sorry you're lonely. Having a person is nice, but the process of going out and finding a person is the worst. Wherever you are in that process, if you decide to engage in that process, I know that anyone who receives the gifts of your time and attention should consider themselves very lucky. And if they don't, by all means, let the door hit them in the ass on the way out. Also, Ann, when things calm down a smidge I was hoping I could pick your brain about... toys. Someone may be in the market.

toweraudios

Yay - it looks a little more simple! 😅😂😘

Pisces Queen

Falla ....girl...you make my heart swoon 🥴🥰! You beautiful poetess! I love reading your masterfully crafted responses. You take my breath away all the time. 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡

toweraudios

Pete asks if he could use it as a perch? 🦜😂

Venusinaphrodite_

I am particularly fond of Pete😏 I suppose I could make a fun piece of furniture lol

Ann

Patti I wanted to let you know that I read your post and I am thinking. I want to ponder on your thoughts a bit more. Also after I have had more than 3 hours of sleep 😉.

Pisces Queen

I loved this Kels! Wonderful poetry ❤ 🤗!

Ann

Also if you want to talk toys just start a post or I believe you are in email contact with Daphne. Have her give you my email and we can discuss it privately. However you feel comfortable. 😀 I just ordered some nipple toys. Can’t wait till they arrive. Got to try it all. 😂

Ann

My goal is to have enough sexy erotic stuff that my kids are shocked when they have to clean out my stuff after I pass or they move me into an old folks home. Many many many many years from now of course. I should have plenty by then 😃 erotic poetry library go for it 😃

Venusinaphrodite_

PQ thank you love! I’m so glad you enjoyed it❤️😘😘😘

Venusinaphrodite_

Ann that is FANTASTIC!!!!🤣 I hope they’ll be like “who IS this woman!” every time you talk about Moby they’ll be like “sure mom whatever you say🙄”😂😂 and it’ll be a couple hundred years from now I refuse anything less😤

Patti

"Filled with suspense At what lay beyond The safety of my fingers" Something about these lines really strikes me -- it simultaneously conjures up for me the emotional excitement and vulnerability of a new relationship AND that moment of seeing a man's cock for the first time and imagining how it's going to feel inside you. Delicious. And I'm glad you introduced me to Michael Faudet! In exchange, I give you this entry for your erotic poetry collection: https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/43012/from-blossoms This was a "Poem of the Day" during National Poetry Month in April. I scanned it and thought it had some nice imagery, so I printed it and started teaching it to my seniors. It was only as we were starting our close reading that I realized that some of the imagery is quite sexual 😮🤣 Luckily, they rolled with it, and we had a decent discussion about symbolism and the peach emoji...

Ann

Hey Daphne. I will write you back probably tomorrow. I have been too busy. Also I’d Patti asks for my email feel free to give it to her. Oh and my email back to you will ask about a certain Nora that you may or may not have tried. Advance notice 😉

Venusinaphrodite_

Patti I LOVE the poem! I’m gonna save it immediately! I wish I could have heard their take on it and the peach emoji lol It really means so much to me when something I’ve written resonates🥰 at first I had hesitation when I read Matt’s poem. It was beautiful and it scared me. I cried because this overwhelming feeling hit me. And then I had this realization that my comfort zone isn’t comfortable. What if instead of hiding behind what if’s that scared me what if I just jumped head first. What if I just trusted instead of questioned. I’ve actually entitled it When The Walls Came Down. I really really like the connection you made to that first glimpse. There’s that bubbling anticipation of wanting to know. Of dying to know. But also being in the moment instead of thinking of being in the moment. A Release isn’t it😉

Patti

Hey, Daphne! Nice to see you here! Do I owe you an email?

Sdwwd

Oh, it sure did and I had a really good night's rest after that haha! Loved the way you guided the boys through everything. So hot!

Sdwwd

Thank you, Ann! So many people are sick with covid here, so I had to cover a couple of shifts, but at least I know that my colleagues would do the same for me. I'm really fortunate, that everyone looks out for each other here. Haha, I've noticed! I always enjoy browsing through the audio archive here and coming back to some favorites when I need to get my mind off things.

Daphne

Ann, never ever ever worry about lag time! I can be the “laggiest” of correspondents and understanding goes both ways. Only write when it’s fun and easy. 💜💜💜

Daphne

Patti, quite the opposite - I owe you! (See my reply to Ann😉). Bear with me - the half-written missive sits curled up in my draft folder along with several others. 💜💜💜

SierraGrayson1990

This just made my pussy cum so hard this morning! <3

Daphne

ઈ Falla ઉ, William Etty!! Thanks for reminding me of his work -- he and Zorn must be tied in record books for their prolific paintings of nude females!

Daphne

One long, soft hug from me -- no back pats, just a lasting hug. It takes a warrior's heart and spirit to go through chemo... 💪🏼 💪🏼🤗💜

Daphne

PQ, I'm a newbie and laughed with glee while reading your "I'm baaaccckkkk!" post. Clearly these chats will be all the richer for your return! Can't wait to hear your take on life. 😍😂

Daphne

Ann, looking forward to your questions because the answer about Nora is, no. Still too confused. But maybe this post will spur me to action (so to speak).

Daphne

Little by little, I'm getting a mental image, Matthew. ;-)

Daphne

Patti, you just became my hero-of-the-week (maybe month!) for writing about your responses to the audio!! I may edit this several times as thoughts rattle around in my brain. I'm SO with you on the "slut" and "whore" aversion -- and I LOVE dirty talk. There's just something about those two words that causes me to freeze. I've copy/pasted several of your comments into a personal file -- you are not only wise and insightful, but you articulate your feelings so clearly. The audio of my reactions to your posts would be, "Yes! THAT!" repeated over and over. You bring SO much to these conversations, Patti.

Ann

🤗hang in there a take care

Venusinaphrodite_

Ugh because I will be royally peeved if you withhold your amazing writing skills🍑👋🏼

Ann

Beware Brain Vomit. Falla mentioned audios helping “create inner dialogues, awakening emotions and making us more aware of ourselves” and Agatha wrote about indoctrinated ideas from our formative years. The audios, this platform, Matthew’s fantasies provides (I want to say us but I won’t) me with the opportunity to experience something I would probably never do and with that experience I become more aware of myself, I shed off some of the old (perhaps toxic) ideas that held me. The awareness is liberating and maybe stifling too. Liberating because I know more about me, about what I like, maybe about what I want, about a part of me that remained hidden or shoved down amongst the other stuff. It has been an amazing, beautiful time. I see myself now better than I ever have. It isn’t an easy view, but it is always changing so I can’t help but be drawn to the act of looking. Maybe that doesn’t make sense. Patti wrote “This isn’t just fantasy as fantasy, this is fantasy with Matthew, specifically. Or at least, the idea of him.” Could I have experienced the awakening, awareness, the growth both sexually and personally if I was listening to someone else’s audio? Maybe some but not as much as I have. If heaven forbid Matthew said “I am pulling the plug on this project. Thanks for playing. It’s been great. Bye” I would mourn the loss. This has been on my mind a lot lately and I wonder if it is healthy. Too bad it is what it is healthy or not. I don’t know Matthew but I do. I am not emotionally attached to Matthew but I am. I could repeat the same sentences and put Belles in place of Matthew. Patti’s comment struck a chord well one that was already making noise. Don’t get me wrong. I am happy. Matthew you are not allowed to quit. Sorry but it isn’t an option. But if Friday’s audio was the last one I would mourn the loss of this very special place and the very special people but I have gotten so much out of it that I think I will be ok. Sad for sure. It is complex and I remember in a meta-audio Matthew talks about being grounded. That’s the key maybe, being grounded. With the awakening of emotions, and inner dialogues, and shedding the indoctrinated thoughts and ideas, comes a vulnerability of sorts and that is why in part it is “a fantasy with Matthew” instead of just a fantasy that Matthew is narrating. Ugh that was a big ol’ bag of brain vomit. I am keeping it here because whether it makes sense or not it is what came out and so I will honor my thoughts by allowing them to stay here.

Pisces Queen

Hey Daphne🤗! Welcome! I can't wait to get to know you and the new MOCs of The Tower! I think I am an OG in the Tower but I try to keep my comments light and flirty - like my life with a dash of charm!😆

Patti

Ann, I see your brain vomit, and I raise you: Ok, so I’m going to apologize in advance for this, because it’s going to be a bit academic, but this is what’s been pinging in my brain since I found this place: In grad school, I was never a big “theory” person, but I do remember a discussion in one of my seminars about signs – basically, how something comes to stand in for somebody or something. There is the signifier – a word, an object, a person, an act, whatever – and there is the signified, which is the concept or idea behind that thing. Sex is a floating signifier. What the physical act of sex signifies is slippery; it can carry many meanings. Sometimes it’s basic biology: your parts feel good against my parts. Sometimes it’s recreational – a chance to flirt, to play around, to try things on. Sometimes it’s transactional: an exchange of pleasure for money, or security, or status. Sometimes it’s a way of re-ordering your relationship with time, of not living in your head, but being present in the moment with your body. Sometimes it’s an expression of love and affection. Sometimes, if we’re really lucky, it is a deep, spiritual communion – a way of being seen and known as our most naked selves. None of these things is inherently bad, but things quickly become complicated when the parties involved don’t have a mutual understanding of what is taking place, or if those categories bleed into one another or muddy over time. And, of course, the level of trust and vulnerability required varies greatly depending on what kind of sex we perceive ourselves as having. I came into this place thinking that the experience would be about one kind of sex – a more physical kind – and found something else instead. A lot of Matthew’s work involves not just sex, but intimacy and caretaking. His sex is usually contextualized through some form of story, and Matthew himself acts as a throughline across the audios. There might be many flavors of fantasy, but the sense of who Matthew is (or the qualities I extrapolate onto him) is consistent. But I am very aware that I experience Matthew both as himself and as this fantasy version of who I need him to be, and that is, at best, complicated. In life, as a woman or as a consumer of audio erotica :: cough porn cough :: it’s been a lot easier to experience getting fucked (again, not inherently bad, and sometimes very, very good) than it has been to find someone who wants to treat me with tenderness or care. Sometimes, it’s been so hard to find that to want that, that feeling of being safe and cherished, has felt not just impossible but dangerous. Or perhaps admitting that I want that has felt dangerous, because then I would have to acknowledge the hole in my life where that feeling would be. Finding this place was like ripping off the bandaid of that particular hurt. (It was all sexy fun and games until suddenly I was in my kitchen sobbing over a stranger singing “Into My Arms”.) I came here wanting to scratch a physical itch, and instead found an emotional need that I am still coming to terms with. And sure, maybe that hole gets filled. Maybe I meet someone amazing, and I live the dream of getting thoroughly dicked-down and then getting my hair brushed. But there is no guarantee that that is ever happening, and no amount of platitudes or kind reassurances will change that. So, where does this leave me? Generally in this weird, liminal space. I don’t just come here to get off. I come here because Matthew provides an emotional experience I need almost more than the physical one. But the experience of listening to Matthew is inherently asymmetric; I listen to his audios and fantasize with him, but that is not reciprocal. To the extent that Matthew fantasizes with me, it is not as an individual, but as one of many, his imagined listening public. I’m aware of the danger of letting what the sex means to me slip too far away from the physical. Right now, I’m not too worried about this. The fact that I’m thinking about it means I’m trying to police that boundary for myself. I’m more worried about my tendency to turn all of my comments into essays (HEY, REMEMBER HOW I ACTUALLY TRIED TO SAY SOMETHING SEXY THIS WEEK? REMEMBER THAT?), but apparently this is how I’m processing everything. And if you read all the way through this, please accept a gold star and my sincerest apologies for getting caught up in my therapy monologue!

D

Hey y'all... just to help you understand my last comment. I will never feel bad for protecting myself or putting up a boundary. The apology wasn't for the boundary. It was to Matt for not being able to support the art this time. I work in the counseling field and will always put health and safety first. Usually I can disengage and still see the art. This time I simply needed to turn it off. Stepping away wasn't about leaving the page. I've no reason to. Ann had sent a sweet message that said there are plenty of others to go listen to. I communicated it poorly having been triggered, I simply needed to step away last night. First because I was triggered. Second because I didn't want to further associate Matt's voice, the beautiful memories, or enjoyable other audios with my experience last night. By creating space to process through what triggered, and protecting the other positive experiences, I'll be able to step back in fresh and not carry anything from the experience forward. If something were to upset me to the point of feeling it was best to leave I would 100% make sure that was handled privately with Matt so as not to harm this community. He and all of you have earned that respect. I'm not actually upset at all. Just happened to be triggered by multiple things I wasn't expecting based on description. It is always my intention to leave a quiet, encouraging word, and I was quietly apologizing for that not being the case. I appreciate the concern and kindness. Truly, all is well. 💜💜💜

Pisces Queen

Ann🥰...my lovely Ann! That was wonderfully written. I felt every word! I felt the "this is my last audio" fear there from MT but wouldn't you look back at the experience with Matthew like "That was a great adventure!"😄 ??? As an Astrology girlie, I have deeply come to appreciate this incredibly conscious Sagittarius man named Matthew Tower! I swear he has Piscean placements in his birth chart and he always displays his Gemini qualities to his audience through clear communication! Fun Fact: Sagittarius and Gemini are the teachers of the Zodiac world! Hence we are so privileged to learn such great facts and knowledge from our wonderful Professor Tower! (Thank you Universe for the best teacher ever for Erotic Audio and then some 😅🤣!) This is my belief and no one has to agree with me but - 75% of men in the world could learn with benefits loads of information from Matthew on how to properly care for a woman who desire a masculine dominant hand ✋ in their sex life! HANDS DOWN! The after care in his audios after experiencing totally brain numbing, out of this world sexy time in Tower World is such a huge turn on for me! Especially as a woman who exists in her masculine energy daily IRL but is learning to live the "Soft Girl Life" to be more Feminine. Wouldn't it be fantastic to just be in your feminine energy, to be soft, supported and dominanted in a way that frees your mind especially if it is with a Fling, a one night stand, Friends With Benefits or a Relationship where the Masculine energy and aura is there to support that interaction? That's why I love and missed this space! I was disheartened to hear about all the bullshit that occurred for a couple months but change is always good. As long as the Universe allows me to be a Lost Girl in this "Moby" Pan fantasy with The Tower I shall enjoy being in the moment and look forward with anticipation to our collective next adventures🤗!

Patti

Mona! I don't ever want you to be sad! Certainly not about something I have said. I send you all the warm fuzzies to wrap yourself in. I don't think you have to worry about whether or not you're making progress in fantasy -- Ann said in one of her first comments to me something to the effect of "use Matthew as a safe place to try things out." Perhaps trusting RL Matthew is giving you a way to test out these boundaries with more generalized "men". I mean, in a weird way, that's exactly what was going on in this gang bang audio, right? Matthew: You should be sainted for even reading it, let alone responding. Ann: Responses coming to your big post and email as soon as I get my head on straight. Daphne: Definitely NOT a hero, but glad something I said resonated! I always love hearing your perspective on things.

Ann

Patti, Well sh*t Ann

Patti

Yeah... this probably should have been a one way pen pal letter.

ਏFallaਓ

I've seen the discussion threads and as we all got a little reflective, so this comment it's specially to Ann, Patti, Mona and PQ - plus all the girls who interacted within the fantasy vs reality issue. vs self-knowledge and even about Matthew as a man/fantasy. I especially appreciate when human beings are vulnerable, but I love people who like to delve into complex issues around our emotions, sexuality and connection. I think it's amazing that there are so many people in this group with such a beautiful brain, I love you guys, so I'm just going to throw my brain in here too and a little bit of my heart so we can have an understanding about this and share love, shall we? I apologize as usual because English is not my mother tongue, but I will do my best. I remember the mentality I got here 'I'm just going to listen and it's not going to be personal.' Matthew's First Romantic Audio 'Oh my god, these sound like erotic love letters. How did he manage to create this? I need to listen and I need to immerse myself in this world.' Matthew Tower is a talented man, with a creative gift worthy of a standing applause, an absurd ability to build thought-provoking scripts and an even bigger heart that is capable of translating emotions into narratives - no Matthew, you don't have to pay me for the promotion haha. His most romantic audios, like Valentine's Day and Thanksgiving, for example... God, those audios put me into pieces. But all this makes him unique, for his talent and for the entire production, but then it's not just that, there's an element of intimacy and connection through the response in the comments and because he listens to us and takes some elements of what we've talked about here on Patreon to the audios. It's not every day you run into someone with this talent, believe me, I've searched all over the internet. And I couldn't find anyone like Matthew. It's a little scary when you stop and rationalize about it and at the same time you want to live a little bit of it all. We entered, and I will say it in the plural, because I know that many Belles feel the same, in a questioning about our desires, about our dreams, about the love we feel for others and about the love we want to recieve. And about our love for ourselves. In one of Matthew's aftercares, I stopped and thought, 'I don't do this for myself. I must do. I'm going to take put cream on my body and light candles and listen to music and I'm going to love myself as he described love in this story.' Matthew brings something very similar to the feeling of reading a novel. You go into that book and experience that love and then look at yourself and think 'maybe this makes sense to me, I think I love it!' But the point is, it's not a third-person novel, it's you there, as the co-star, as the woman in the spotlight, as the woman worthy of that affection. I was very frozen before in a sense of expressing emotions, not feeling anything even with my best friends, family and within my work. I was so cold, so distant from love, so oblivious to emotion as if it were a monster hiding in the closet and I never wanted to open it again, that when Matthew appeared, opening the wardrobe and saying 'this is what you got fear, Falla? Look, it's cute, don't you think?' I realized it wasn't that scary. I could take this 'monster' and bring it to myself, in self-care and with the people around me, even with you Belles and Matthew. I shared so much love here with all of you and there are so many ways for you to love and be loved that it's an infinite color palette within this universe. What I mean by all this is what I learned living with you a year. Accessing hidden emotions, understanding your sexual, physical, emotional needs and listening to Matthew, feeling this storm of different sensations, that's not a sin. What is really a sin is the movement you do to keep your most sensitive and loving side in a wardrobe, as I did, running away from yourself because you know, you know deep down, that there is an energetic, emotional and incredible capacity for love. And even if you are afraid to deposit that love in others, do not be afraid. The universe is open and listening to you, waiting for you to throw that love that lacks into the world. Even if it has to be self-love. We are living in an era where the beautiful thing is to hold back, play games of seduction and hold on to what we feel the most. But what I really find beautiful is to see that you pour oceans of love here, perhaps protected by a pseudonym like me, or even being yourselves, without thinking that this is wrong. And it's beautiful that Matthew is able to receive that love and turn it all into art. It's beautiful how I see you opening like flowers in spring and all the love you put here, believe me, echoes and resonates, flies across all continents, and arrives wherever we are. Thank you for existing, Belles. You're truly beautiful inside and out!

Ann

OMG FALLA HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU TO STOP APOLOGIZING FOR BEING FABULOUSLY BILINGUAL!!!!!!! Now I will continue to read. Own your amazingness please. 😘

ਏFallaਓ

Awwww for Gods sake I love you so much. 😭🥰🫂

ਏFallaਓ

Also 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Ann

Well said. I love all the different thoughts and perspectives. You are beautiful Falla and I appreciate you. 🥰

ਏFallaਓ

I do appreciate your heart too, sweetheart. ❤️

Ann

No it’s good. I am glad you felt you could express yourself. I just need to process it. 🤗

MsBunny

Nice 😊 How about a lend lease program I’ll ship one Texas “yes ma’am, let me get that for you , and how y’all doing little lady” and you send one “Dunkn coffee, wicked smart, and Yankees suck” man to me. 😂 🖤🐇

MsBunny

See that’s why you’re Kate The Great 😊 With so many women from different parts of the world this lead lease program could really take off 😂 😂 🖤🐇

Pisces Queen

😭😭😭😭 FALLA! You're a beating heart of wisdom, I highly enjoy our commeradity in this space and time with the MOCs and the lovely multi talented Belles of The Tower! If I could kiss you...my goodness...I am sending a huge energetic hug to you wherever you are babes! You are walking poetry in motion and I pray to the Universe that when you're ready that the Universe blesses you and every Belle their Beau/Beast to fulfill their hearts desire! Sending you roses 🌹😘 ❤!

Patti

Falla, sometimes you make me want to cry. Thank you for being warm and open and loving. And I'm so glad you brought up self-love! One of my biggest realizations from this place is that I need to put more time and energy into loving myself rather than relying on someone else to provide all the care and nurturing.

Linda

Ann and Patti, I just read your post...twice! First the beautiful, articulate, mind blowing intelligence you have, I'm in awe of both of you, as well as all the beautiful women who adore Matthew. Second, I too feel being in virtual Matthew world is bittersweet. The moment I accidentally stumbled on his sweet sexy voice my sleeping desire goblin woke up and she has been devouring the pure essence of Matthew. His audios make me feel alive with passion and desires. Yes, I am married to a hot, tall, bearded, sexy man who can rock a Tom Ford suit like no other. Every morning I wake up to his beautiful blue eyes and a smile that melts my heart. He is passionate, caring, kind, and MAN can the guy kiss😏 Then why the obsession with Matthew you ask? Good question and one I've been asking myself, then I had an epiphany, Matthew reminds me of my husband! A bit creepy I know but his sense of humor, his playful manner, his desire to pound you senseless and yet carry you to candlelit bubble bath is so like my husband. My husband works long cruelly hours and when he is gone I miss him so much, Matthew is filling that void. Which brings me to, it doesn't matter if you are alone or with someone we all experience desires, longings for that one true passion being the essence of Matthew for however long it is, he gave us a gift, himself. I wonder at times if he is lonely, does he have a significant other who can touch him, cuddle him, spoon with him, kiss him silly, someone who can soothe him, run him a bath, care for him, bring him ecstasy like he does us, do you ever wonder? Beautiful Ann and Patti,and any other beautiful single gal out there, just know passion and love are around you, someone special is out there seeking you, who knows they may be right next to you, right now😉

Ann

You are too sweet Linda. 🤗

Venusinaphrodite_

Look at all you’ve become. You’ve learned yourself, pushed yourself, shed away layers. So much growth. I think that’s the beautiful thing that Matthew and the belles do for each other. Hold up a mirror so we can see parts of ourselves that we didn’t see before, or were too afraid that we would see so we didn’t want to look. I hope it never happens, but If or when this space isn’t here, I want you to be proud of yourself. For taking steps into uncharted waters. For leaping into a great big adventure. We’ve learned to trust Matthew and now we’re learning to trust ourselves. I think my hope is that we’ll all be able to look at ourselves the way Matt looks at us. Without expectation and with acceptance. Anyways, I love you and your word vomit lovebug.

Venusinaphrodite_

Falla i think of unconditional love had it not one example it would be you. It’s always a work in progress to give ourselves the love we deserve as opposed to the love we THINK we deserve. And like I said before your English is beautiful stop that lol

Ann

Nice 😂

Katie

HI BABES ALL OVER THE WORLD! Kayytayy has been out on the town for the first time since 2018. It’s official, the dry spell is wet with vodka and white wine. Listen, listen closely, no come closer, this is important… I love you. I love you all a lot. I love you let me say the most ridiculous and personal things and still return the most beautiful love. 💜💕 Matthew, my face and lips are currently numb so, pants down. I’m ready for Moby. But you know I always have a backup plan, I’m looking down at it right now. I wanna la la la lick you from your head to your toes. 💜💜💜💜 I saw 2, YES, 2 bunnies today. I have a giant blister on my foot. The Tampa Bay Lightning won which means I have to back the avalanche for the Stanley cup and that is such a conflict of interest for me.

Venusinaphrodite_

So I listened again. Probably the audio I’ve replayed the most lol I have no idea why. Well I do but hey😏🤣 it’s currently 70 even though it’s 10p.m. Everything is hot all around. I’m half tempted to lay naked in the back yard because my body is just that done with the current heat spike. The only place I want to have sex is in the shower, though I’ll take a moonlit pool at the moment, but here we are so guys do with me as you will…

Venusinaphrodite_

Kattttttiieeeee🤣 we love you too!! I’m so excited you got to go out!!! #wetandready hmm I do like the image of you dripping with wine as well👀😻💦💦 also 🗣I wanna get you in the back seat, windows up, that’s the way you like to f*ck! 100 on the song choice just a magnificent round of applause👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Dawn

I have a question Matt. How did you get your friends to do audio with you for this? I am truly interested in how that conversation went. I have a scenario in my head that is hilarious and, well, I am curious.

Katie

So I just listened for the first time (need a moment to sober up 🥰👍) and there is nothing I don’t like about this. The aftercare was so nice, the bi guys (YAY MY FAVORITE). The only thing … in my fantasy, I just want Matthew and maybe one other guy from time to time 🤭 You are just more than enough man to satisfy me 100 ways. If the intention is to show me off then I’m down for sure, but I think this is one of those things where I would want to be in control (not for lack of trusting you) for accommodation to previous experiences where I would rather be the one saying — this is how this is going to go. So I think this was super hot. I think I would almost want you to go first and make an example out of me for the other guys to attempt to live up to. I love all the dirty name 😘 Your cock is the only one I really want though… I think I would almost prefer like a circle jerk while you fuck me, if that isn’t to crazy to say. But I’m excited to go to the movies and thank you for the massage! 💜💜💜💕💕💕

Katie

I’m a high-functioning buzzzzz light year

Venusinaphrodite_

To infinity and beyond!!!! also buzz has a kitty in his new movie. It’s the second best time where “buzz” and “kitty” go together

Titania

*happy sigh* I dreamt last night that we were all at an intimate little club, and Matt was up on stage singing and playing guitar, and reading poetry. We were all in the audience with beverage of choice, sitting around chatting in between songs like old friends. So freaking cozy and wholesome!!! Which is weird because TTT+T happened last night, which was definitely not wholesome 🤣

Venusinaphrodite_

Yes please!!!😍 can I also seduce you with wine and fruit lol heeeyyyyyyyy😉

Venusinaphrodite_

We need this immediately! Birds of a feather come together😉 Or at least that’s what Pete said🦜

Venusinaphrodite_

🥹🥹🥹oh that’s it👰🏽‍♀️🤣 yes so hot!! Like excuse me that is not the way lemme show you😤 I have a thing about protectiveness and possessiveness. Not in a unhealthy way but like let me remind every part of you why it belongs to me🥵 listening hmmm👀😂

Patti

Oh, Titania, I love that! 💜💜

Patti

It's late here, so this is just a quick note to say I saw this and I appreciate you! I'll try to say something more coherent in the morning.

Ann

Dreamy 😘

Venusinaphrodite_

It was so hot right!!! Imagine being out somewhere and he leans over and says something dirty to you like that🥵 I get full body shivers from binaural💦

Patti

Linda, Lucky, lucky! Your husband sounds dreamy, and it is always so aspirational to get to hear about the love you share and the relationship you have built together. As for Matthew, I try not to speculate too much about his life beyond what he shares, but I do sometimes wonder if he has someone. I hope he does. If he does, I'm sure she is awesome, and amazing, and well-adjusted to put up with all of us 🤣🤣 I'm not sure how much passion and love are around (probably more than I would like to admit) but what I appreciate about this place is that it reminds me that I am capable of fostering that passion and love with myself. Falla hit the nail on the head when she said that self-love (and not just self-pleasure) is a big part of this journey.

Patti

Dee: Thanks for the encouragement. I feel a bit like the turd in the punchbowl at the party, ruining everyone's sexy space with a bad rough draft of an intro to psych paper. 😬 Mona: You may have ALL the gold stars. I also have sparkly rainbow stars and llama stickers. (Being a teacher is a bit like managing an office supply store on the sly.) 🤣⭐⭐⭐

ਏFallaਓ

I'm just smiling head to toe. I'm so proud of you, my girl. And a little bit in love with this Katie too. ❤️🫂

Ann

Wonderful haul from Uwajimaya I haven’t been there in a couple of years since I moved further away. Was a regular before. I missed it! Super great food fresh noodles 😋 Tower was represented. https://ibb.co/0BTm2tr

Ann

On another note, today my father turned 81. You wouldn’t know it. He was married to my mom for 50 years (divorce). Dated a nice but semi crazy lady for gosh 4 years maybe but she passed. Well I call him to wish him a happy birthday and he is in Spokane Washington at some woman’s house. She is making him apple pie and the went to the movies last night. My dad lives in Phoenix Arizona. You go dad!!! I am strangely proud. 🤫 don’t tell my sisters 🤣😂

Titania

Mmm hmmm

Daphne

I would love a variation on this theme — you and “I” are observing the scene (or any scene). You are whispering in my ear (something you do SO well!🥰) describing it in graphic detail as “I” get hotter and hotter. For me, this would provide just enough buffer from the actual experience. So, I guess this is, what?, voyeur-ish? If you are saying “this is what I’d do to you,” it feels a wee bit safer. Wow…can’t believe I wrote this. I think I found Patti’s courage inspiring. 😘💜

Titania

Minor celebration in my life: I re-started my kinky grappling group, and we had our first practice this afternoon! It was a blast! It's been almost 3 years since I got sick and had to go on hiatis. We're all rusty but still as depraved and physically adventurous as before! 💪💪💪💙💚💛🎉🎉🎉🎉

Patti

That's amazing! I've seen you talk about this before, so I'm so glad you're getting the chance to get back into it.

Titania

Add it to the suggestion box! (I love it!)

Patti

I straight-up love this.

Patti

You go girl! Drop that straight into the suggestion box!!

Daphne

Patti & Titania, Done. 🤞🏻💋

Ann

Perfect. Absolutely PERFECT. OMG yes! Brilliant.

Ann

That is so cool. I am so happy for you!!!!

Ann

Oh yea! 🥵me too. The bigger the vocabulary the better.

Ann

I am heading to Seattle Wednesday afternoon. That means it may be possible that I will see my aunt’s gardener again. 🤣 I haven’t forgotten. So wish me luck, that all the stars align and I can at least get a glimpse and maybe a very bashful 😳 hello. Holy crap who am I? 🤦🏻‍♀️

MsBunny

Aww….. 🖤🐇

Patti

Daphne, now you inspired me! I genuinely smutted up my fantasy from the Mile High Club audio and submitted it. Here's hoping!

Patti

Oooh, Ann! What's the story with the gardener?

Shamesha

Good Morning Belles! 🌞 So, totally off topic, Matthew, I’m requesting that you add more songs that you have performed to the Turret. I find that I keep listening to the “Relaxing Birthday” audio to be serenaded by you, as well as listening to the six recordings that are on file over and over. So, please, pretty please 🥺… That’s all…carry on 😂 💜😘💜😘💜

Titania

And today I am soooo sore! 🤣🤣 Worth it, though.

Titania

Awwww, I hope you do! Gardeners are strong, practical, creative and appreciative of beauty. You could do worse. 😁

Shamesha

Dee, thanks for backing me up. I thought I sounded like a spoiled brat! 😂😂😂

Shamesha

Totally worth the wait 💜

Patti

Dee: I read your comment and thought it was a real thing that was going to happen and got so excited! And then I realized it was all just a dream... sigh.

Ann

Matthew I am so very sorry if you had a bit of an energy drain about 3 or so in the afternoon your time. I used you hard. Stress release but for some reason I couldn’t get the idea of dirty talking to you out of my mind. That was new. Anyway as your pattern ran through and I was grinding hard on the toy I was imagining how I would dirty talk describe it to you. What a twist. It was fun thanks. Now I am laying here waiting for things to relax so I can remove the toy. I am pretty sure Moby would be squeezed all wet and warm my body is holding on tight. Got to sleep now. You’re the best!!!! Thank you 😘

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

https://ibb.co/wMWKJhS There are upsides and downsides to getting a new phone. The left picture is my first selfie on my new high definition camera. The right is my reaction to seeing every pore and wrinkle on the high quality photo. I thought my natural reaction was funny, but also, please tell me that everyone has these imperfections on high definition photos. I am also opposed to beauty filters on principle. Left photo worth making into profile pic? 😂😭😂😭

Katie

Kels! I missed your comment the first time 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭 Kitty & Buzz. Buzz my Kitty? No nvm😂😂😂 Lucy & Dee thank you for the timely support!!! 😂😍😘👏👏👏👏 Falla - thanks boo 💜💜💜 I was a mess and not the drunken kind I prefer to be, but after an hour I just said fuck it, I’m just going to be here on the ground not in my head and I had a lot of fun. 🥰 But my blisters are epic, so YEAH lesson learned again!

Katie

MONA 👏👏👏 That’s accurate as hell and hilarious.

Katie

I find them very hot. One of my favorite kinds of circles.🤭

Katie

That’s amazing! It’s never too late too start something new 💜

Katie

Irrevocable 🥵🥰

Katie

I had a kinda sex dream kinda romantic dream and throughout the same scenario the guy kept switching between my high school boyfriend and my childhood crush… and I’m pretty sure I was on a cruise ship.

Venusinaphrodite_

You look hot!!! And your eyes😍😍😍 filters can be fun but its perfectly ok for skin to look like skin😁 I have a crease/wrinkle that goes from the corner of my nose almost up to my tear duct from sleeping on that side. I kinda like him, I should give him a name🤣 the right sums up me seeing myself through the back camera vs the front camera😂

Venusinaphrodite_

Tonight I had to talk myself into taking out nora because I was more than content to just leave her in and sleep right away. I spent a good five minutes like cmon Kelsey stay awake we can do this lmao now I miss the full feeling😭🙈

Venusinaphrodite_

Ann I finally got to try the pattern! I think I have favorite parts of the audios now because I connect them with my favorite parts of the patterns. I 100% think you should exercise that penchant for dirty talk!😇😈

Kris

I take 2 weeks to cut back my internet use and I miss one of my recurring fantasies?!?!??! Remind me never to do that again....fuck I missed this filth 😈

Ann

Well it’s still here so you only missed a tiny bit. Welcome back. 🤗

Ann

Yea I struggled last night as well. I was sleepy and My body was not wanting to let go. In the end I had to go to the bathroom and that did it. Struggle is real Kels 😆

Ann

Kelsey I don’t have a penchant for dirty talk. That’s why I was surprised. It was strangely inspiring. 😆. Also woohoo on getting it all to work. I for sure have favorite parts of the patterns. Keeping the dirty talk one as my fave although this latest is a vey close second. 🤩

Venusinaphrodite_

Right!😂 I was literally laying here with my eyes closed trying to find the strength lol I was waiting because of your suggestion that it’s easier to take out then instead of right away (which is working pretty good so far!) but then I like feeling my muscles twitch when I’m done so I was focusing on that. And it was so quiet and then 😴😴😴 peeing when comfortable is the bane of my existence lmao

Venusinaphrodite_

I know you didn’t….. but now👀👀👀 hehehehe I really like this one a lot! I think because there was so much action in the audio and the pattern matched that🥵 sometimes I need more time but last night I finished on cue so that was something to celebrate lol

Kelly (Your Friendly Neighborhood Pansexual)

Thanks. 😊 For some reason, I see skin texture on other people and I’m like “You’re beautiful!” 😍 I see it on myself and I’m like “oh, dear god, no”. 😖 Just reminds me of the video of this very funny woman doing contouring. She says “Men are stupid. So long as you look like a new-born baby, they are willing to mate with you”. 😆

Venusinaphrodite_

Hahaha that reminds me of “if the men find out we can shape shift they’re going to tell the church.”🤣🤣🤣

Venusinaphrodite_

“It’s not my fault if you believe I have gold sparkly eyelids” ahahahaha

Katie

Internet breaks are SO important… & the Tower is forever 💫💜

Kris

The internet is temporary. The Tower is eternal. 🙌💜

Ann

Mae! Are you ok? I just heard about the BTS mini break. 😳

MsBunny

Some sliver haired baddy still talking dirty to us as we have alone time in our nursing home beds. Love it They can take my Patreon fees out of my Social Security 🖤🐇

Warrior Kristin

I love the way your cock looks, King Daddy Tower.