No new illustration this month (Patreon)

Hello my dear fairies,

I'm really sorry to disappoint you today, but sadly I won't be able to post the second NSFW piece this month.

Yesterday, my mom, my uncle, and I found my grandpa's dead body in his home. He had been there for a couple of days, there was a lot of blood, and my uncle had to break in the door, it was just the most harrowing and chaotic scene I've ever seen in my life. Needless to say, it was an extremely traumatizing experience and I've not been feeling well.

I think you can understand that my mind is really not in the right place to draw smut at this moment haha. It's all I can do not to throw up or have a complete breakdown. That being said, I am okay! Maybe not great, but I just need some time to process what I saw yesterday. My mom is very traumatized by it as well and I need to be there for her during this time too.

Thank you all for understanding! I turned off the comments on this post because I know there will be many condolences, which is very kind, but I just need some quiet now. Not too long ago, I also had to say goodbye to my grandma, in a much less traumatizing way, but even so, it was still emotionally draining. Well-wishes sometimes trigger the emotions all over again, and today, I'd rather try to keep my mind off the entire situation.

(Don't worry about the next episode of ETI. Luckily, I already uploaded it and it is scheduled for the first as usual!)