Are you sure you can love me? I'm not what you wanted (Patreon)

Jeongguk thought he had the perfect boyfriend. A cute dorky guy he met during a school project, who’s a little clumsy and a lot adorable. They’ve been dating for a few months and he already took Jimin to meet his parents. They loved him just as much.

He never cared that Jimin was slow with physical stuff either, Jeongguk used to be like that too, so he never pushed it, always asked whether something was alright or not.

He remembers the first time they kissed, how amazing it had been, how he almost couldn’t stop. Such soft lips, such an enticing scent, everything about Jimin is soft and warm and just right. Jimin had asked him to stop, and it took a lot more willpower than Jeongguk thought.

Nothing could have prepared him for this.

When he comes home after a run, and opens his door, Jimin is sitting on his bed, completely naked, fucking one of Jeongguk’s fleshlights. He looks unlike himself, eyes look almost black, hair slick back, his jaw squared, his hands look almost black.

Nothing left of that dorky, clumsy guy he met.

Jeongguk holds his breath, hoping that it’s just a dream, but as soon as Jimin spots him, he startles and his appearance changes back to how Jeongguk knows him.

“Fuck- Jeongguk.. I didn’t think you’d be back so soon.”

Jimin says, even his voice sounds a little different, deeper, raspier.

Jeongguk just stands there, blinking, trying to make sense of something that just absolutely doesn’t make sense.

“What.. what the fuck was that?”

“I just- I was curious what it felt like, this thing.”

Jimin says, holding up the fleshlight, cheeks turning pink like that cute guy Jeongguk calls his boyfriend. But that’s not what he saw just now. The Jimin he just saw was absolutely not this guy.

For a few long seconds, Jimin just looks at him with those innocent eyes, but Jeongguk doesn’t buy it anymore. He takes a step back, heart in his throat.

The door closes behind him, as if it’s trying to keep him in. Jeongguk panics as he turns towards it and tries to open it.

“Jeongguk- let me explain-“

“Did you close the door from over there?”

He asks, even more frightened as he looks over his shoulder. Jimin pouts at him, gives him his twinkling little puppy eyes but Jeongguk won’t fall for it.

“What- what even are you?”

He asks, walking over to his desk to stand behind his chair, needing to put something between them.

Jimin just sighs, looking dejected as he changes back to the form Jeongguk saw earlier, and steps out of bed.

It’s insane, how much of a difference this is. He still looks like Jimin, but just.. sharper, scarier.

Jimin approaches him slowly and Jeongguk just leans back against his desk in fear, chest heaving when Jimin moves the chair out of the way without touching it, and comes to a stop in front of him.

“I’m a lust demon.”

Jimin says, black eyes staring into his own. He brings his hand up to Jeongguk’s face, and Jeongguk shuts his eyes tightly, only to feel a soft caress over his cheek.

“But I’m also still your boyfriend.”

Fuck.

Jeongguk opens his eyes again, sees how his Jimin now looks at him.

His Jimin.. a lust demon.

Jeongguk doesn’t know too much about lust demons. All he knows that demons are evil, they can’t be trusted.

“What- how is that even-“

“There are things that roam this world, can you accept that fact?”

Jimin asks, and Jeongguk really doesn’t have a choice after what he just witnessed, so he nods.

Jimin still caresses over his face, along his jaw, tucking his hair behind his ear lovingly.

“I am a lust demon, summoned a few hundred years ago. I had a contract, after serving for years I was finally free. My kind, as you would probably guess, needs to feed on humans to stay alive.”

Oh, so he is gonna die. That’s great, that’s just lovely.

“Are you.. gonna eat me too?”

Jimin actually laughs at that, and Jeongguk just watches his cute boyfriend in horror.

“I’m not a ghoul. I’m a lust demon. I don’t feed like that.”

Okay, so no eating alive. Jeongguk crosses that out as a possibility of how he’s gonna die tonight.

“Then.. how do you..”

“Isn’t it obvious?”

Jimin tilts his head, appearance changing back to his sharper features.

Jeongguk swallows.

“By having sex?”

“Mmh. That works for a while but.. I need to drink cum.”

“Oh.”

Jeongguk gasps, blood rushing to his cheeks hearing Jimin say such an explicit thing. He’s leaning back as far as he possibly can, yet Jimin leaves almost no space between their bodies.

“Thought you’d be an easy target, but your soul is so pure that I fell in love with you. Isn’t that stupid?”

Jeongguk feels his heart skip a beat, because this is the very first time Jimin says he loves him. At the same time, he’s still high on adrenaline, wondering if he’s awake.

“For a lust demon to fall in love, it’s kind of counterproductive. You see, I don’t want to have sex with anyone else, but I also don’t want to have sex with you.”

Jimin says, sliding his hand down to Jeongguk’s chest, stopping where his heart is.

“Why- what’s wrong with having sex with the guy you love?”

“Well, I don’t think you really know the m.o. of a lust demon, but most people don’t survive a night with me.”

“Oh.” Jeongguk frowns, looking down. “Well that.. won’t work.”

Jimin chuckles softly, leans in to kiss his cheek, like he always does.

Jeongguk pouts a bit as he looks at him.

“I’ve been trying to find a way to make it work. That’s why I’m at the library so much. I’ve been holding back, trying to get by with your toys.”

Jimin explains, caressing over his chest, and Jeongguk gulps, holding onto the edge of his desk for dear life. It’s probably because Jimin is a lust demon, that he can barely resist him right now.

“I didn’t want you to find out. I’m sorry you have to see me like this.”

Jeongguk looks at him, at his black eyes, his sharp features. There’s still a hint of Jimin in there, those plump lips, that cute nose, his soft cheeks.

“I’ll.. I’ll help you look then, for a way to make it work.”

Jimin’s eyes widen a little, like he hadn’t expected it at all.

“What? You don’t want to break up?”

Jeongguk shakes his head.

“We’ve been together for months and you’ve always been able to push me away after a kiss.. so I.. I trust you.”

He says, grabbing Jimin’s hand that’s on his chest.

Jimin just shakes his head in disbelief.

“Only you would want to help out a lust demon that wants to fuck you to death.”

“Well, he happens to be my boyfriend.”

He says, holding up their hands, intertwining their fingers.

Jimin looks at him, from one eye to the other, a little uncertain.

“Are you sure you can love me? I’m not what you wanted.”

Jeongguk looks into his black eyes, still feels his heart beat the same as when he first met Jimin.

“I’m sure.”