update (medical) (Patreon)

I'm back in the hospital on Thursday (tomorrow I have to take my heavy meds and can't record late). Let's all cross our fingers that I'm out before christmas. I'm going to request if I can get out the same day or at least the next day. I prepared content for the next few days that will auto upload and have an amazing editor on board now thanks to your support here on patreon!!

Past three days have been really bad for me because of my treatment being really physically demanding. I'm going to keep fighting and doing my best but if I seem less happy or energetic in these upcoming uploads please know I tried my best to still be me. But it's just hard to do fully right now. Thank you for your love and support and let's kick cancer's ass!!

tbh the crying episodes felt really therapeutic to me cause I just really needed a good cry and it helped a lot, haha.