script's done (Patreon)

yahoo! finally! it's a ridiculous video complete with a retelling of the last question by isaac asimov, a reference to the 2001 playstation 2 game ssx tricky, and the phrase 'aloha, zuckerberg'. i hope it...works. as always i fear sounding silly. felt very out of my league while writing...read and researched a lot...but by the end i thought it made enough sense to be proud of. cj kindly read it and said 'your vids are like you drawing a circle tighter and tighter on a little moment, kind of spiral staircasing to your heart' and naturally that made me feel much better about the whole thing, and full of purpose. gonna spend this weekend and early next week filming...so maybe finished by next weekend? will keep you in the loop

once it's uploaded i need to freaking PACK for the MOVE! and paint the entire flat white again...christ alive...the dark green was such a good idea until this defining moment, where i discover it was actually the worst possible idea...

i'm nearly approved for a flat in edinburgh that i love (ceilings i can't touch, even if i jump really high! bay windows!) but the tenancy application has been a long and, uh, sort of invasive process (the agency wanted three months of bank statements..three years of tax returns..two character references..a credit report that i had to source(?)...+ need to pay double the deposit because of bug) and i've spent the last few days dizzy with worry that there is something wrong with my Documents lol. certainty would be nice. if you'd like to cross your fingers for me i wouldn't say no.

hope you're all well + talk soon

sav x